#i'll just uhhhhhhhhhh

[elderwisp]

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Frances: You guys need any extra boxes?

Winona: Probably. Nona has all of these mugs like do we seriously need all fifty million of them?

Aponi: I heard that!

Winona: [ grumbles ] You were supposed to. Lady needs an intervention.

Frances: I think it’s nice to collect little things.

Winona: Are you admitting to me that you’re a hoarder?

Frances: I’m not! So are you excited?

Winona: Sort of. I mean it’ll be cool to have my own bathroom but I dunno. All my friends are here.

Frances: Felt that.

Winona: Frances, are you sure you gotta leave? I could pack you in one of these boxes.

Frances: [ giggles ] Sounds uncomfy.

Winona: I’ll add pillows and blankets.

Aponi: Winona, we’re not putting them in a box. 

Winona: Awh. Fine.

Aponi: Well, it’s that time. Thank you for everything.

Frances: Do either of you need anything from me before I go?

Aponi: No, you’ve been quite the help. Make sure you eat good food, no more ramen packets.

Frances: I promise.

Frances: Take care.

Winona: I’m gonna miss you.

Frances: Me too. Bye now.

[ low rumbling ]

Frances: Icarus? I thought you were working late tonight.

Icarus: I’ll be back. I told them I needed to take care of something first. 

Frances: Everything’s fine. Winona-

Icarus: I’m not sure if I’ll ever see you again and I wanted to… I needed to say bye.

Frances: I-I don’t want to go. 

Icarus: It’s okay.

Frances: I can’t do it.

Icarus: You’ve got big dreams waiting for you, Frances. I’m not gonna hold you back.

Frances: Icarus, please.

Icarus: [ whispers ] Don’t be a stranger.

Frances: I won’t. 

Dan: [ emotionless ] Rough day?

Frances: [ sniffles ] Mhm. You?

Dan: Incredibly rough. 

Frances: Wanna talk about it?

Dan: Not really, you?

Frances: No.

[ria-starstruck]

like at my first artfight i went "im never filling one a these things out, if they're every year then why would i" but erm. well this year i had to because of team stardust. you understand. reblog

anyway my artfight's at /~Ria_Starstruck

[angeltism]

what if i just un self diagnose with everything except like autism because that's one i probably would be getting tested for if it wasn't a billion moneys . cluster abc more like i don't know i was gonna put something funny but idk what to write . anyways

[prettyblondguys]

hiiii😊 pretend I didn't randomly dip without warning lmao

[anangelcalledinquisitor]

🤍

🤍 I have a crush on you

[everymlmhybrid]

at least the like one single page i managed to get out is already better than the like 12 pages i'm trying to replace

[singeryuri]

baizhu save me. save me. save me baizhu

[another-delta-lover]

IDC I did this MONTHS AGO!!! I HAD TO UPDATE THIS

So much has changed in just some months... Now Heavy n Medic have INFESTED my LIFE😭 SQJHDJAHD

I WANNA MAIN HEAVYYYY BUT I'M NOT GOOD WITH HEAVYYYY I'M GOOD AT POCKETING HEAVY'S, NOT BEING ONE😭😭😭 Each time I see a Heavy playing sosososo good I go "please... Teach me how to be like u😭", My pronouns are he but not him BC I'LL NEVER BE HIMMM

Anyway I love heavy and heavymedic and medic and emesis blue heavymedic and emesis blue heavy and emesis blue medic

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[The uhhhhhhhhhh clean template?? How do u say that idc]

[ntls-24722]

cracks back

Commissions are open!

(extra characters +5$)

I only take Cashapp rn!! sowrye ($NTLS24722)

EDIT: If you can dm me a screenshot of your donation to a Palestinian gofundme verified by 90-ghost, nabulsi, ibitisams, fairuzfan or el-shab-hussein, I will give you an art piece according to your donation, outlined above.

I can do:

Landscape bgs

Mecha/Androids (as long as the ref provides it)

Furries (Feral or Anthro)

Gore (as long as it isn't... fetish art)

Body horror

Semi-cartoony portraits

Selfship/any shipart really (as long as it's legal or isn't incest don't play with me proshippers)

Fanart

I cannot do:

NSFW (im 17 dawg)

uhhhhhhhhhh fetish art ig

Racist/Ableist/LGBTQ+phobic imagery

Realism/realistic portraits

Examples of sketches (p much just lineart with a diff, softer brush)

Examples of lineart + flats:

Examples of paintings:

Please DM me for more details on here!

I'd uhh like to be paid upfront but I'll give full refunds if I don't finish your commission in time! (10 days) I'll send you every step (sketch, coloring, rendering) and you can ask for as many changes to things as you want!

[cokoweee]

Out of curiosity, what are your sexuality headcanons for everyone? I don’t know if you’ve addressed this before but I was in the same boat as Kendra assuming Casey was gay

uhhhhhhhhhh

idk everyones a lil fruity so i'll just say bisexual all of them

[yonderghostshistories]

*The Button House Gang (minus Fanny and Mary as they're not watching the show due to what the programme's about), with Alison and Mike present of course, are currently watching Monty Python's Flying Circus together.*

Captain: Honestly, Patrick, I really don't get the appeal of this "Montgomery Python". Honestly, it's clearly too crude for my tast-

*sees Graham Chapman being casually dashing*

Captain: *starts internally drooling and has lovesick puppy eyes starting to enlarge on his face due to the shear BEAUTY of the man that is Graham Chapman*

uhhh...oh my....uhhhhhhhhhh.......

Pat:

*still with his eyes fixed on the programme and chuckling at the jokes, as he passively asks the Captain about his question*

Hohohohehe...yeah, now THAT'S a classic! Anyway, uh-what were you gonna say, Cap?

Captain: oh..um, nothing, nothing! Just err-i -um-i-iii-i- I think I'll continue watching "Montgomery Python's Flying...Circus"!

*Cap says quietly under his breath but drools off as he's still fixed on the handsome Graham Chapman on the TV screen*

.....even if...it's..too...crude and..silly..for me...

[superlc529]

20 Questions for Fic Writers

Thanks for the tag @esmealux ❤️❤️

How many works do you have on AO3?

I have 29 works on AO3. I've been working on a new Lucifer fic for the past 2 years on and off (mostly off) and that'll be my 30th on the site. However, I do have 63 works on ff.net (29 of them are the same) from various fandoms.

What's your total AO3 word count? As of right now, I have a word count of 179,925 words on AO3. I know that total is sometimes some writers' word count for a single fic. ;)

What fandoms do you write for?

Right now, it's mainly Lucifer (and Supernatural). I've been writing fanfics since I was a sophomore in high school. On ff.net I have written for (in no particular order): Bewitched, The Big Bang Theory, Castle, Doctor Who, Forever, Heroes, Jimmy Neutron, Lucifer, Smallville, Supernatural, Timeless, and Will & Grace.

Top five fics by kudos:

The More Things Change... (Lucifer): 1,090 kudos

Been Down This Road Before (Supernatural): 621 kudos

A Unique Guilt Trip (Lucifer): 548 kudos

Trick-Or-Treating Revelations (Lucifer): 543 kudos

Thanks For Listening (Lucifer): 449 kudos

Do you respond to comments?

Yes! I try to respond to every comment if I can... at least on AO3.

What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

I don't actually write angsty endings. All my fics have happy endings actually. ❤️

What's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

Oh, wow. Since all my fics have happy endings, it's hard to choose just one... for the ones I wrote over a decade ago, honestly, I can't remember... LOL. Read them if you so choose and pick your own. ;)

Do you get hate on fics?

I would get hate on fics on ff.net but thankfully (not so far) on AO3. When I first started writing fanfics, I interpreted some helpful advice AS hate, but it really wasn't. Thankfully the response is mostly positive on my writing. Sometimes I'll still get some "hate" on ff.net, but I still feel an obligation to post there for consistency since I cross-posted since getting an AO3 account.

Do you write smut?

No. (But I read it).

Craziest crossover:

The only crossover I have written was a Castle & Forever crossover that can be found on ff.net and AO3 called Ties That Bind.

Have you ever had a fic stolen?

Not to my knowledge.

Have you ever had a fic translated?

I think somebody wanted to translate one of my older Smallville fics back in the day. Honestly, I can't remember which one or if it came to fruition.

Have you ever co-written a fic before?

Not to my memory, but I used to beta all the time for Smallville. And I was a "consultant" on a fanfic on AO3 from a friend for a Forever and Quantum Leap crossover fic. Plus, I bounce ideas off with fandom friends in the Lucifer fanfiction world. ❤️

All time favorite ship?

Uhhhhhhhhhh... I can't say an all-time favorite ship because I love all of my ships equally. But I'll settle for my top two: Clois (Clark Kent and Lois Lane) and Deckerstar (Chloe Decker and Lucifer Morningstar).

What's a WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?

I've had a WIP for Sherlock/Sherlolly in my documents for quite a few years. It's a time travel one where Sherlock from post S4 gets sent back to the time between the end of S1 & beginning of S2. I don't think that one is ever gonna be finished to be honest. I never post fics until they're finished anyway, so at least there won't be anybody disappointed. ;)

What are your writing strengths?

I try to pride myself on the characters being written in-character - where the reader can actually picture the actor's expressions, mannerisms, etc - like they're watching an episode. Dialogue is definitely where I excel.

What are your writing weaknesses?

I really suck at descriptions. I'm not gonna lie. I have tried to work on setting the scene and character movements, etc but I still struggle with those factors.

Thoughts on dialogue in another language?

I'm not really great at it. If the character is known to say words or phrases in another language, I might write it in a few times, but nothing that needs a long translation.

First fandom you wrote in?

Jimmy Neutron (on ff.net) when I was about 16 years old.

Favorite fic you've written?

I have a few, but honestly I'm more proud of my Lucifer stories and my one Supernatural story, so I'd have to go with a tie between my first ever Lucifer fic: The More Things Change... and my Supernatural fic: Been Down This Road Before. And right now the Lucifer fic I've been working on for 2 years is quickly becoming a favorite too. LOL. We'll see if people like it once I've finished it and started posting. ❤️

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Tagging a few of my fandom friends: @my-crazy-awesome-sox, @mightbeawriter, @wendeckerstart, @kaykat666, @thewollfgang and anyone else who wants to or feels inclined to do it! And to those that I tagged, please don't feel obliged to do it. Love oo!! ❤️

[matd0]

life update ig ??:

hi hi hi hi hi hi hi !!!

ok so

1. i mentioned about having medical issues and some people got concerned so i just want to quickly explain the thing yk; in short it turns out having anxiety can cause heart arrhythmia ????? which can be like kinda dangerous;; but like in most cases it's fairly harmless so i should be alright :] !! still have to go check it out at the hospital (which i have been sorta putting off for a while bc yk. anxiety,, lol) but like other than it stressing me out a bit, everything is relatively fine :]

2. school is kicking my ass rn 💀 have a lot of unfinished work and missed a ton of classes bc my mental health kinda sucks,, so yk it's not exactly going great lol. but uhhhhhhhhhh im sure I'll figure it out ? ig ?? ye.

3. got a small art block. well it's more like "i have so much work to do, how dare i draw at a time like this" (and then just go to sleep bc im soo stressed and overwhelmed about everything 💀) but like. I'll probably get over it soon 🤷

idk i also just feel super obligated to always post super high effort paintings if i have many followers yk? like alot of the time i just feel like my drawings aren't good enough and everyone will like despise me for it;; and idk ig i just need constant approval for everything i do for some reason sjdhjshd. ik it's like. a really inaccurate and terrible way to look at it but i just can't rlly help it;;

uhhh all that to say, i hope it's alright if i post more sketches and unfinished drawings ? ;;

4. i would like to formally apologize for barely responding to literally anything. like. im so sorry dudes;;;;;;; unfortunately i have. very intense social anxiety and literally do not respond to anyone ever. (/srs it's like. a genuine issue in my life. whoops) but like i feel super bad about it bc i don't want to seem like i don't care T_T cuz lik e. i literally read every comment, message, tag, etc. and they always make me so so so happy ;;;;; like i routinely show screencaps of random comment to my friends gush about how nice they are 💀 idk point being; im a loser, i love all of you and it blows my mind that anyone cares about my silly drawings for a p much dead fandom lol.

extra: also i uh made a creepypasta oc 🧍‍♂️might post about him maybe idk im scared it'll be cringe sjhsjsgdhgdhd epic

TLDR; pretty stressed, small art block, school suckz, might die but probably not lol.

(sorry this came off super negative and sort of venty 💀 its all good i swear, im just silly)

[7ban-sama]

Could you share the reference sheets you've made for tsukasa, amane and nene-chan? I was watching your stream and thought that they looked very helpful! ^^

Oooh sure...! Though credit where credit is due, the big main collages of twins + Nene were actually arranged by my wife.

These others are mostly my own though, I'll toss them in...

Baby Tsu with Nene-chan!

Hands! (This was just me trying to learn knuckle and fingertip details...)

Their snouts!! Profiles and angled faces that are very particular to me. (Aida-sensei has such an interesting way of handling them, doesn't she?)

A couple images that help me rotate Amane's gakuran

And uhhhhhhhhhh.

Anyways, tumblr will prolly hate the size of some of these so, you can snag them from this dropbox folder. Hope you enjoi

[texasdreamer01]

20 Questions for Fic Writers

Self-tagging from @ygodmyy20! 👋

1. How many works do you have on Ao3?

80!

2. What’s your total Ao3 word count?

239,131.

3. What fandoms do you write for?

Currently Stargate Atlantis, but I'm considering the Hobbit fandom again due to some fandom events.

4. What are your top five fics by kudos?

Psychopomp (Space Australians fandom, technically origfic) Twixt Primroses and Hawthorns (Hobbit fandom) All we are, and all we have… (Star Wars TCW / Prequel fandom) Ādfȳr (Hobbit fandom) Nice Manners for a Thief (Hobbit fandom)

5. Do you respond to comments?

I do my best, even if it's just to say thank you. I've gotten some puzzling comments before, so I haven't gotten to them yet.

6. What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

Uhhhhhhhhhh I guess it depends on the fandom? I write angst a lot, anyway, so it's difficult to tell which is the most angstiest story. Maybe The Serenity Protocol, for the Star Wars fandom?

7. What’s the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

In terms of most satisfying resolution, maybe Svabhāva from YGO DM.

8. Do you get hate on fics?

I had this one guy who left comments on every single fic on FFN below a thousand words saying "This is not a drabble.", which I suppose counts?

9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind?

Yep! According to my commenters, "hot".

10. Do you write crossovers?

Yyyyy-no? I have one drafted but it's not even remotely finished.

11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?

Once! And it was even from someone commenting on my fic! They did a terrible job filing off the serial numbers for it, too.

12. Have you ever had a fic translated?

I've translated my own fics as practice, but never by anyone else.

13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?

Accidentally, yes.

14. What’s your all time favorite ship?

I have a multitude of ships because of different dynamics and fandoms, so honestly I couldn't pick between them?

15. What’s a WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?

Kintsugi, in the Sherlock fandom. I had to take a break from it and don't know if I'll ever be able to re-dedicate the time it needs.

16. What are your writing strengths?

Verbiage. I used to write a lot of poetry before doing long-form, so the word choices carried over.

17. What are your writing weaknesses?

Writing while tired or otherwise preoccupied, mostly because I write to think out an idea rather than to attract attention, so I'm not terribly concerned with quality until I re-read it.

18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in fic?

Pretty fun for some fandoms! It gets frustrating with some conlangs that are obviously under-developed, or if it's a fandom that's typically English-only and you have characters that know other languages but for some reason never use them.

19. First fandom you wrote for?

Danny Phantom.

20. Favorite fic you’ve written?

Ehhh. I can definitely say I've improved with my writing, but I've never gotten into the habit of genuinely liking my work because I know it could be better.

No pressure tags: @spurious, @pandora15, and anyone else that wants to do it!

[siriuslysatorusimping]

Your writing is always so well thought out and cohesive from start to finish and so I was wondering, how do you plot your stories? Especially how do you plot your storylines across an entire series? Do you have a routine or system in place for planning all the scenes and lines and whatnot for your fics?

How do I plot my stories??? UHHHHHHHHHH, BUCKLE UP. THIS IS GONNA BE A BUMPY RIDE. It's scattered as fuck. 😭😭😭 I've been drafting this response for two days 🫠🫠

It's a bit different each time. I'm literally just a ball of chaos, so it's difficult to get my thoughts in the right place.

There's a lot of drafting and rewriting, honestly. I'll try to get an initial draft down, and then I typically end up rewriting most of it. But the core elements will usually stay the same. Sometimes I'll keep dialogue or something I think is funny or clever. I have so many drafts and little blurbs. And I literally have a doc I titled 'dump doc' for every story, and I paste things into it as I rewrite portions so my ideas aren't gone forever, just in case lol.

For Another Level, I had a goal: get to canon. I knew my ending, I just needed to get there. Then, I knew certain milestones or touchpoints I wanted to cover: the first time they met, the beginning of their FWB, the first time she uses her double, her mother dying, training, her grade 1 exam, her first birthday without her mother, their first fight, meeting Megumi, Maki moving in with Rinko... Things like that. As the story progressed, other pieces began falling into place over time!

Establishing the big plot points and then figuring the small ones out as you go along is kinda of my vibe, I think.

Take the cookies for example: I threw those in as a random detail in Winter Lullaby, and then it just worked to include them as the story continued, and now I've fucking made the cookies IRL.

Physical Paradox is both easy and difficult because the end goal is obviously that they're gonna get married, right? But it's writing the little snapshots that I want to cover and deciding how things will work 🙃🙃

Essentially, what I've been doing lately is writing down an idea or two for a milestone or moment in their lives I want to cover and then trying to see where it flows from there. Like, the next installment is planned, I just need to write it. It's similar to Another Level because it's snapshots of important moments, not a seamless timeline of events, so that helps to plan things as well!

Gokudō is LITERAL FUCKING CHAOS, AND IT'S WHY I'M STRUGGLING AND HAVEN'T UPDATED IT IN SO LONG.

I have an end goal in mind now, but I haven't quite figured out how to get there yet. I'm still trying to determine the other big, important plot points that I want to establish and cover. The pacing is difficult with this too. I'm worried about it being too slow in some places and quick in others, so we'll see how this all turns out. 🫠 Especially since this is a story that's not supposed to have massive time skips, so I'm trying to make things cohesive so it's not too jarring!

I literally started the story with the idea of the first line: "What's a pretty girl like you doing in a place like this?" and just kinda ran with it as best as I could. But the setting changed multiple times.

TLDR: I start by determining the end goal and major plot points, and then I work on the little details from there!

DID THIS MAKE SENSE? OR DID I JUST RANT LIKE THE LIL RAMBLER I AM?

I HOPE THIS ANSWERS YOUR QUESTION! 😭💕😭