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absintheancandle · 1 year ago

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okay good news i finally found a combination of medicine that seems to work ( + got into vrchat so i think that’s helping me with my problem with being lonely all the time which pretty much just made my depression Worse) so now im drawing more ! not as much as i’d like to but i’m making pretty good progress on the current backlogged commissions and actually drawing for myself again?!?!? my god

#i'll delete this later but woahhh #sometimes a guy needs an increased dosage of antidepressants and to take multiple adhd meds per day instead of relying on extended release #UNFORTUNATELY the adhd meds are.. blegh. LIKE THEY WORK but it's ritalin and like #while ritalin is okay i got to try adderal first somehow despite the shortage and then couldnt get any more of it #and the adderall was SO GOOD it helped so so so much #like ritalin IS working but its not working as well as adderall did #wistfully looking out the window.. when will my husband (adderall) come back from the war (shortage)...#in other news i'm also slowly making a 3d model for vrchat because i have specific aesthetic desires aka ''i am making a detective''#i am very normal

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