#i'll be like 25 if im lucky when im officially diagnosed with adhd so i can get treatment btw

[thepictoblr]

Doing something of my own volition that just Happens to be useful or helpful is great, ideal even, but if I am told to do it by someone else i immediately feel like throwing a brick through a window and setting something on fire. This is actuslly a sign from God if anything that no one should tell me to do anything ever.

I think every time im asked to do something and i get the violent urge to not do it, its just divine retribution for all the times i did something without question to make sure ppl werent mad at me as a kid.