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hearth-of-olympus · 1 month ago

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ive never been in such debilitating pain in my entire life. im used to very acute pain in a specific part of my body but this. this is so much worse my entire body hurts my skin is on fire the feeling of my clothes against it is literal torture. my joints hurt so bad i can barely use my fingers and i have no strength in them. the worst is my hips and back it hurts so bad theres no position that makes it even remotely ok except maybe crouching but that hurts my knees?? im trying so hard not to panic bc it feels like im dying and i know im not but idk how im supposed to handle this pain idk what to do

#took a hot shower and it helped momentarily with the pain i feel less cold in my core and that helps a bit #forced myself to eat a bit to take some pain killers we'll see how much it helps #my anxiety is sky high i had a panic attack in the shower bc of the steam cus my brain thought i was suffocading this is ridiculous #im really scared of what it could mean ngl #i have an appointement with my doc tomorrow we'll see what she says #i hope i'll feel better tomorrow tho #i'll be alone from 6pm till idk and nothing makes me more anxitious than being sick isolated #im so tired and scared :((#anyway if anyone bothered reading all that shit merry christmas to you sincerily #hope your day is going well<3

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