#i'd love to do requests for everyone but this will ensure i definitely finish them and make them great for whoever wins !! <3

[sungtaro]

wow ! there are now officially 2k of you hanging out in clown city USA also known as, my blog <3 in celebration of that and fresh off the heels of my nursing school graduation, i'm having a little raffle for custom creations :D i don't have the capacity to totally open requests, but i'd love to put a lot of love into a project for 3 total winners - for this one you do have to be following me to win and i will check . read below for details, and thanks again for hanging around with me here !

all you need to do to enter is reblog this post with the tag 'entry' -- if you don't wish to enter the raffle, you can rb without that tag or tag as 'boost' so i know not to put you down. i will put entrants into a random generator and select 3 people for your choice of one of the following options:

1- idol + color gifset (such as x / x / x)

2- music video gfx (either a lyric poster such as the ones here, or a specific idol in an mv like x)

3- customized graphic for your header or pinned post

fine print: my usual rules apply, i won't create anything involving controversial idols or eras, and while i am open to working with groups and idols i'm not totally familiar with i do ask that if you win that you try to ask for a group or soloist listed in my carrd for my best work. i will also not make something for a group i have filtered so if you don't see them on my blog ever, chances are i will ask you to choose someone else, but feel free to ask if you are unsure !

i will keep this open for the next day or so, bc i'd like to start working with the winners on their creations asap! no limit on how many times you enter, just make sure you tag with the entry tag or i will not count it. thank u again i love u all MWAH !

[quizzicalwriter]

I remember, a while back, you mentioned that you wanted to write for The House That Jack Built. I was wondering if you’re still interested in writing about the film, and, if so, what kind of rules would you set to ensure your comfort?

Hi! This is a brilliant question. Yes, I'm still interested in writing for him! I'm actually finishing up my parts at the moment, it's rather lengthy. I typically write in globs rather than something concise, like beginning to end. I'll get motivation for a certain section, write that, and then write in the connecting pieces later - so, I'm currently wrapping up some of the connecting pieces.

I usually don't have an issue writing tougher things, disturbing content, etc. There are certain things I won't write, like children in a NSFW manner or bodily fluids outside of normal occurrences during intimacy. I do write for rougher scenarios, and I've never minded that. I'm able to disconnect myself a fair bit from my writing, and I'm using that quite a bit for this piece. It's darker than what I've written before. I think what's keeping me from finishing it up quicker is my worries on how others will see it, y'know?

That and dub-con is a bit of a fine line, but I take plenty of breaks with my writing. I don't think I'd ever write something that jeopardized my mental health. Although, I do love branching out, and I've enjoyed writing that piece - mainly because it's pushed me past my comfort zone.

It's worth it to branch out of your comfort zone, but everyone has limits to what they'll write - and that's okay! You have to have boundaries, just have to stick to them. And don't beat yourself up if you don't feel comfortable writing something, or if you lose motivation. I have pieces that I haven't touched in months, but I know it'll come back to me. That's usually why I tell people it'll take me a while to get to requests, but I always will get to them. It might take a few weeks, but they'll get done LMAO.

(I will say though, the piece I'm writing concerning that movie is dub-con, contains bodily harm, and will be tagged appropriately. Just a forewarning for those who are looking forward to that piece. And I'll definitely be open to writing for him again, if anyone ever requests more or the inspiration comes to me!)