#i wouldnt have to be so aggressive with trying to get in touch with you if you actually took a minute to read & send a text reply

[sturnihoelo]

Off Screen

summary: chris and his brothers are live streaming them playing video games, but you are getting impatient.

*a text from matt*

going live in 10 minutes. hop on the game.

“ok yall ready?” “yeah” “chris?” “uh yeah im ready”

*matt starts stream*

me and chris discussed where i would be while they stream since im chris’ secret. his face cam doesnt show his bed so thats where i planned to stay. but he looked too damn good playing that game.

im laying on his side of the bed in an oversized shirt (its basically a dress) and a black lace thong. i watched him for about 30 minutes before i lost control. as chris got more into the game, the more needy i got. his grunts and aggressive tapping drove me crazy. he would look back at me every so often to make sure i was okay. *chris mutes and turns around* “u okay baby?” “fine.” i say in a whiney tone. my hand finds its way down to my throbbing heat. i start rubbing slow circles on my swollen clit. i was trying so hard not to moan or make a sound. i do NOT want chris to find out i was touching myself to him playing games with his brothers, live for thousands of people to see.

chris looks back at me and motions for me to come sit next to him out of frame. i get up and pull up a chair that was across the room. i stop and admire how good he looks while the light from the computer screen lights up his face in the dark room. i place the chair down and sit. chris looks me up and down and bites his lip. he places a hand on my thigh, and i squirm. *he mutes again* “you sure ur alright?” i just nod. he smirks and goes back to the game.

i stare at his hands on the keyboard. clicking aggressively. i get lost in my head and just imagine his fingers inside of me and all of the things he could do to me. i get up and walk to the kitchen to get a drink of water to clear my mind. i didnt realize that a wet stain was left on the chair for chris to see… i get back to his room and im greeted with chris standing right by the door. “whats getting you all worked up? you thought i wouldnt notice huh?” “such a fucking slut.” he grabs me by my arm and pins me up against the wall. “you want to be such a needy little slut, ill treat you like one.” he says in a lustful and dark voice. he walks back to his chair and acts like he just came back from the bathroom. i follow him back to my seat and chris immediately starts rubbing on my clit.

“chris wtf ur literally throwing the game” “cmon bruh” “sorry”

i sneak under his desk and present myself in his lap. i have to be really careful and not reveal myself. i tug at his waistband and expose his cock. i gently lick the tip before going deeper. chris pushes on my head subtlety before pushing me away. “your gonna make me cum.” he pushes me away and i make my way back to the chair.

“are u sure ur okay u keep fuckin up” “yeah im fine idk whats going on. i think i might hop off soon” “lame. matt im gonna come to your room” chris turns off his mic and camera before disconnecting.

“what the fuck did i tell you.” “i asked you to sit on the bed and you cant even do that.” “get on your knees.” i obey his orders and get on my knees, taking off my shirt. he pulls out his cock before opening my mouth and shoving his length down my throat. “fuck chris” i moan out while choking on his dick. “what did you say mama? i cant hear you.” he starts bobbing my head harder into his groin. “mmmm fuck” “get on the bed.” “all fours mama.” i crawl onto the edge of the bed as chris smacks my ass, leaving bright red handprints. “you want to act like a slut” he pushes his whole length into me, “you get treated like one.” he starts pounding into me at full force, giving me no time to adjust to his size. “ffuuuuucckckkkk” i say separated with each hard thrust into me. “chris im gonna.. im i” i say breathy. “whats that mama?” he says while smacking my ass. “speak up.” “im gonna cum! fuck!” he starts rubbing on my clit and thrusting even harder into me. “chris!” “let go for me mama” i release all over him and soak the bed. “oh fuck baby. keep making those pretty noises, your gonna make me cum” chris moans. i moan recklessly as he whimpers and whines into my cunt just before cumming. “fuck im gonna cum.” he holds me down before releasing his load. still thrusting into me slightly. he falls onto my back, kissing me gently down my spine. he pulls out and watches the cum drip from inside of me. “fuck baby. ur so good to me.”

*text from matt*

i had to stop the stream because of you😐ur so fucking gross.

“shit baby.” “what?” “you were being too loud. ill be right back. stay here mama” chris goes upstairs into the kitchen to get something to drink. nick comes down from his room. “you really couldnt have waited until later? i could hear you guys from My room. stop being so horny… especially when we are LIVE.” “yeah thats my fault” “chat wasnt too happy…” “what did they say?” “i think youll find out.” nick walks over to the couch.

“fuck” chris says under his breath. he goes back down to his room with a pepsi and a glass of water. “here u go baby” “is everything okay?” i ask with a worried look on my face. “yeah everythings fine…” he looks at the giant wet stain on his bed. “ill change the sheets, you go watch something on the tv.”

[sturniolo04]

Kinks M.S.

Bf!Matt x Gf!Fem!Reader

Summary; in which Matt likes to be called daddy

My Boyfriend of 4 years aka Matthew Benard Sturniolo aka the horniest boy you will ever meet. We were currently sitting in between Matt's leg with my back rested against his chest watching the random movie  that came on that really had my attention until Matt started kissing on my neck aggressively  I pulled away looking at my boyfriend giggling at his sexual tension

Emmy: Bae what are you doing

He looked at me blankly quickly cover his growing erection in his sweats hoping I wouldnt see it

Matt: Nothing j-just come lay back down

he said as he pulled me back in the same position we were in two seconds ago and it wasnt even 2 mintues and he started rubbing on my thighs hungrily

Emmy; Baby

I said looking at him then looking down at his bulge in his sweat pants

Matt: Sorry i-i

He said quickly trying to hide it

Emmy: Baby you could have just asked me to fix it

I said biting my lip

Matt: well can you

Emmy: Of course i can

I pressed my lips on his as he grabbed my face to deepening the kiss his hands traveled underneath his hoodie that i was wearing slipping it off on my body

Matt: fuck your so beautiful

 he said admiring my figure i giggled at his cuteness proceeding to take off his shirt and running my hands down his chest stopping at the hem of his sweat pants taking them off slowly and proceeding to tease him kissing his v-line not touching any of the areas he wanted me to touch

Matt: Babee please godd

he groan throwing his head back in complete pleasure after moments of continuous teasing he couldnt take it

Matt: That's it

He said flipping us over so he was in charge

Matt: my turn

he said scanning body which was still clothed with my shorts and you talk about a tease he started to kiss me through the fabric of my shorts as i tugged on his hair

Emmy: Mattyy please

I pleaded wanting him to just fuck me already

Matt: tell me what you want daddy to do

Emmy: everything pl-please just do something anyhting

i practically screamed out he climbed off of my momentarily to grab a condom and slide it onto his length before climbing back onto my body sliding into me slowly

Emmy: daddy

I softly moaned as my hands traveled up gripping his biceps. As he thrusted in and out of me  harshly.

Emmy: fuck Matt

he grunted sounding not satisfied with what he was doing angling his hip hoping to find satisfaction and sure enough

Matt: I knew it was there somewhere

he grunted seeing that he harshly attacked my g-spot

Emmy: FUCKK MATTT RIGHTT THERE

I screamed out tighten my grip on his hair i felt a familiar knot in my stomach telling me i was close and i could tell Matt was too seeing his thrusts started to get sloppy

Emmy: Daddyy i am soo close

I said closing my eyes immediately taken by all the pleasure coursing through my body

Matt: Me too babygirl

His breath hitched as his high approached placing his hand around my neck while aggressive thrusting coming down from his high

Matt:fuckkk

He groaned he came and pulled out of me laying down next to me out of breath I giggled at his tired out state he looked at me laying next to him 

Emmy: Babe

i said while propping myself up on my elbow admiring my now tired boyfriend

Matt: hm

He turned his head to look at me

Emmy: where did Daddy come from

I asked laughing at the thought as he put his hands on his face chuckling

Matt; I dont know i was just in the moment and

he said justifying himself

Emmy: so safe to say you have a daddy kink

Matt: Maybe

I looked at him as he reply uncertain

Matt: ok yeah i do

 i giggled as he said that turning my body to now be laying on my stomach he stared at the ceiling for a minute and then proceeding to get up to put his clothes back on and giving me his hoodie to put back on

Emmy: hey daddy can you take me to get food

I asked as i felt his eyes on me

Matt: Of course babygirl lets go oh and nice ass

he said slapping my ass making me immediately grab my butt which hurt from the sting

Emmy: MATTHEW

[kuni-is-daddy]

Thinking about Scara getting off to how we say his name, making us beg to say it

Scaramouche x Female Reader (581 words)

bro has 3 namess

"Kuni~, Scara~,Kubuki~" EYE IS TWITCHING RN

2nd Anon: Scara/wander fucking you in front a mirror, just feeds his predator complex seeing you a mess as he ruins your insides <33 I LOVE BOTH OF THIS :)) imma combine itt

Scara fic list.

WARNING: NSFW CONTENT.

MINORS DO NOT INTERACT, YOU'LL BE BLOCKEDDD!!

scara on a mission in inazuma, His phone is on vibrate and bzzing like crazy as he mercilessly kills nobushi after nobushi. He unlocks his phone with a irritated expression, wondering who is trying to get on his nerves. Only to have his beautiful blue violet eyes blessed by what's on it. Your so horny you cant help but send him pictures of you in black lingerie, His favorite color. Your nipples are just barely piercing through you bra, with the caption "Wanna put on a show for you~" Such a tease, He's so turned on he cant help but rush through narukami island and into your shared home. completely neglecting childe and la signora's plans. Locking the door...

"Hah..My little pet....Your mine. Dont you dare look away from master. Keep fucking touching yourself like that~" he watched your fingers disappear in and out of your wet hole infront of your mirror, How your legs shook as you got closer and closer to cumming. "M-Master~ Wanna cum~ m' So close~" "Yeah? You wanna cum for master? Rub those fucking boobs for me." With no hesitation you caressed your boob with one hand, Playing and squeezing around your nipple "F-fuck..gonna cum on those tits so fucking hard" He Pumped his length eagerly, Leaning against the side of the bed with so much temptation just to pounce on you. "S-scara..I cant~ Its too much! Please~" "Thats it y/n,,Keep begging like the slut you are for my cock. Beg for me more~" You wanted him to let you cum so bad. It felt too good, You wanted him, Wanted him to be inside of you. The way he'd whisper and moan in your ear while pleasing you. how he'd suck on any part of you, leaving hickeys while grinding on you. "AH~K-KUNI! PLEASE~ PLEASE LET ME CUM~" your legs shook as your body burned for release, Looking directly to scara through the mirror as he stroked himself faster.

"Fuck no.. Ah shit~ your gonna be a good girl, wait for me to be inside of you~" you hissed and began to cry at how badly you wanted it, but he just wouldnt let you. "aH~ please kuni. its not fair~ ill be good for you, promise ill be your good slut~ please please! i- MMM~" you we're cut off when he appeared behind you, covering your mouth with his hand. "Then lay down for me right now infront of the mirror. Face Down. Ass up. I want you to see me pound into you like the pathetic human you are." with no hesitation you turned around, portraying your body infront of scara with no regrets as you leaked precum, Slowly inserting himself inside of you and thrusting back and forth. "So wet just for me...hah..I expected you to at least have some morality. Or do you act so slutty for everyone~?" he said while gripping tight onto your waist. "hah~ no master~ only for you~ ill do anything you want~ go faster kubuki~ harder..~" he scoffed at your desperation. "Want me to go faster?" he held you by your hair, jerking you back down onto the floor, giving you a perfect view to look at your messy hair through the mirror. "Y-YES KUNI PLEASE~ CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE~ CLAIM ME PLEASE!" He shoved himself hard inside of you once more, causing you the shriek at his sudden aggression. "AH~ YES SCARA~" "Ugh~ love it when you call out for me like that, gonna reward you slut~" your eyes teared up from his sharp thrusts. You tried moving your hands for support on the rough grip he had on your hair but to no use your body didnt comply, he felt so good inside of you that you didnt want to move, scared that he would pull out and leave you a crying mess once again. "Answer me when i talk to you." He jerked your head again. "Hah~ oh god scara~" he tilted his head, looking in the mirror while observing the obvious drool coming from your mouth "Hm? is my pet fucked dum already? are you ruined?" "N-No Kuni~ Mmm.~ hah dont stop please~" breathy moans left your lips "Ah~ good slut, now i can give you your reward" the echo of skin slapping reflected across the room, nothing but desperate moans from you filled scara's ears. and he loved every second of it, how your innocent facade faded evertime he pinned you, everytime he rewarded you, everytime he was rough with you, you wanted it. You truly we're his everything in life. "oh..Oh FUCK~ Hah...im gonna cum y/n...Shit~ Take it..take your FUCKING reward like a good girl~" he came inside of you, panting your walls white with his warm load, Making you cry from the overstimulation as your brain felt mushy, Thinking of nothing but him.

[f4ggydog]

Hi! Missed sending you asksssss. Can I ask for some butcherqueen realness in these hard times?? Need Lottie to abuse that pretty asshole from our favorite losergirl (cough Nat cough). Be it transmasc or fem — I'll be happy ;)

— 🍑

PEACH ANON IS ADDED!!!!

big dick daddy is back home with the lottienat milk.

nat's been a disobedient boy again. he's always the one objecting to lottie's claims in the wilderness, spreading around the rumor that she's just out of her mind. he tried to sympathize with her at first, but he now believes she's gone fully off the rails.

but lottie's not giving up so easily. nat WILL listen to her. who does he think he is, disobeying his queen and insisting he's in the right? what would he know about the wilderness' orders? hell, even shauna managed to get converted. nat's got no excuse.

lottie corners him one night while he's sleeping up in the attic. she shakes her boy awake. after tossing and turning in his sleep, nat awakens with a groan. what the fuck could she want at this hour?

by then, the confrontation begins. and followed by that is nonstop bickering. lottie tries to assert her power but nat outright refuses to see her as a deity. lottie's patience is running thin. and then her aggressive side kicks her in the ass.

lottie doesn't even think about what's she doing. before she processes it, her hands claw at nat's pants to rip them off. she's like completely drunk off of her powertrip. fuck, is it really her fault that nat won't listen? lottie tried to be nice, but he was an unappreciative little brat.

now nat's pissed. he attempts to push lottie off, fighting her and trying to smack her face as she pulls nat's shirt over his head. there's some reiterations of "lottie, what the fuck is wrong with you!?" "what the fuck are you doing, you crazy bitch?"

lottie's chuckling now though, watching as the fear swallows nat's eyes. see, now was that so difficult? now nat's all vulnerable, just as she likes. nat whimpers under lottie's touch, his breath hitching as lottie traces circles along his nipples.

"behave," lottie threatens. "unless you want travis to know how much of a little fucktoy I'm gonna make you into."

"you wouldnt," nat breathes out nervously. "fuck you lottie. go fuck yourself."

"no, no." lottie shakes her head. "it's you that's gonna get fucked, natty."

"I fucking hate when you call me that."

"such a shame," lottie purses her lips. "I'll be calling you that a lot while I use you, baby."

lottie inches closer, her hand forcefully cupping nat's chin.

"now are you gonna be good for me, natty? or should I go down and tell travis that you're a little whore desperate for my dick?"

nat's got no choice but to cooperate. he doesn't need anybody thinking he's any strongly bad adjective, anything that could affect his survival. travis might feed his ass to the wolves if lottie fearmongers.

nat hates to admit but there's something pleasurable about having his body pounded into the blankets, arms wrapped around his pillow as he bites back his moans. lottie ruins him for good, filling his throbbing boy hole with cum every 10 minutes when she inevitably can't hold back how good nat feels around her. it's fucking heavenly. she should've done this way sooner.

"l-lott," nat whimpers, biting into the pillow with tears trickling down his face.

"you're doing so good baby," lottie groans, giving nat's ass a squeeze. "you take my dick so well. you were born to take my cock."

lottie leans down, her warm breath hovering over nat's ear.

"tell me travis has never fucked you as good as I have," she hisses.

"lott p-please," nat whines.

"do it," lottie demands. "say it for me natty or i'll tell him EVERYTHING."

"your cock's better than his lot." nat hesitantly gives in. "y-you feel so much bigger than him, f-fuck!"

"that's my good baby boy," lottie coos. "better prepare yourself, sweet natty. you're gonna assume your role as my little cumdump tonight."

[lotus-sunn]

@katentines this is your fault/pos

So lotus-moonn I have been THINKING ABOUT HER. And I decided since my pfp is sweet mikey I thought maybe if lotus-moonn existed

they would use covert-mike (Mikhali) as their pfp since well if you know anything about covert mikey then its fairly obvious why I choosed him

I thought of her personality and I conclude..Shes a fucking dick. or atleast more blunt and straight forward not caring about someones feelings and wouldnt see the reason to soften the blow. Would say "that looks like shit" to your face and call you out for more of your wrong doings

I love the DRAMATICS but i think too much is wack so maybe she would have a love for all types of dramatics.

I love to make a good first impression and I am pretty sensitive when it comes to being yelled at in a aggressive way. I start to cry as the yelling continues, so she would NEVER (rarely) cry. It would take a lot for her to cry, and first impression? who gives a shit she is gonna do what she wants and not give a shit if you like her or not.

Not a hugger or very touchy its rare for her to even touch anyone (fucking insane i know) Suprisnly less of a realist. (im a realist) More of a lets just do it and find out. Doesnt care for people who overthink she doesnt get it. like cmon your thinking too much LETS GO.

Not much for reading feelings she just freezes if they confide in her. She is pretty serious. If you told her a joke she would take it literally.

social cues??? she doesnt know what that is?? context clues what??

(fucking dumbass)

Doesnt swear. literally man she doesnt. I swear like sailor so she wouldnt. Why use swears when you can insult someone in more creative ways? she doesnt get the appeal.

really really smart in the education level. Works slow and good, doesnt work well under pressure.

opptimistic? no? but also yes.

one thing I wont change. She is stubborn but not me type stubborn. She is fucking STUBBORN once she decides something its set in bedrock she ingraved it into its very core your not changing her mind

(people trying to rehabiltate lotus-moon get meet with her fist)

was a kid who was more reckless and got more injuries (i was the same. but she actually broke a bone.)

faking confidence? she doesnt do that depressing bullshit. her confidence is real but that gets in the way of most of goals she has so much faith in herself she grows arrogant. She thinks that whatever she puts her mind to WILL happen doesnt matter who come in the way

fighting? HELL YEAH. SHE FIGHTS WITH ALL HER MIGHT! exploding PASSION!

I dont get sick easily. She does tho (LOSER COULDNT BE ME) its cold and she doesnt wear a scarf and jacket GET SICK BITCH (and very sensitve when sick. Im not i can function well enough. she is like fucking DEAD like family guy dead pose.)

hopeless romantic? fuck no romance is icky she doesnt like it.

very Social. ikr what the fuck?? if anything she wouldnt be. And you'd be right but Im not very social i have a close friend group of 5 people THATS IT. so she would be very social despite her dumbass not knowing of social cues.

[thethickerside]

I Just Died

Story based off of the song “I Just Died” by Amerie

“Your finger touched my lips

As I tried to explain maybe why you and I

Should hide from such a love affair

My friends think that I'm so insane

To fight this feeling

But my life's at stake

Your embrace, thoughts won't erase

Every now a minute of the day I wait and hope and pray

That you might stay

And now you're moving oh so closely

Killing me so softly, so softly

I just died”

This story contains smut (a lot of angry sex), cursing, drinking, a mild use of drugs, and two delusional and toxic main characters.

(There may be slight spelling errors)

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Part 1

“What happened at the club?”

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“Damaris, you’re zoning out.” Her close friends snapped their fingers in my face. Damaris could hear every word she was saying, but couldn’t seem to tear her eyes from the dance floor.

“…you have to get over her.” That single sentence tore her away from the trance. “I am over her.” Damaris snapped. “Look. Don’t start anything. This is supposed to be your fucking night. Don’t let her ruin it.” Her friend said. “Ashanti…I’m fine.” Damaris said before she got up out of her seat and walked towards the bar. She could feel herself starting to overthink. “She probably knew I was fucking here. Fucking bitch.” Damaris tried to drown her feelings in the music that was playing.

The familiar song flowed through her ears, “Tell you what I did last night, I came home, say, around a quarter to three. Still so high, hypnotized—“ she sung to her herself before getting up out of her seat after bar and walking over the dance floor. She began to dance to the sultry beat. Her hips swayed as she began to forget about the fact that her ex was only a few feet away from her. As the song continued, she began to feel someone behind her. “I saw you glancing at me.” The raspy voice said to her. Damaris knew that voice. She turned around swiftly and faced the woman with a scowl.

Letitia Wright looked right at her with a sly smile. “You would want that, wouldnt you?” Damaris asked her. “More than anything…” Letitia replied. “Fuck you.” Damaris spat. “You seem to have some pent up aggression towards me—“ Letitia wrapped her arms Damaris’s waist and pliers her closer. “Of course I do. Who wouldn’t have any after what you did?!” The more Damaris spoke with Letitia, the more angry she became. “Remind me of what I did?” Letitia asked. By this point, Tish had taken off her sunglasses and placed them in her pocket. “It’s been 6 months Letitia. Let’s not do this.” Damaris got out of her grip and started to walk away. “You’re the one who started this. All I was doing was having a good time dancing with a friend.” Letitia stated. Damaris kept walking, trying to find an exit. Seeing that she was about to leave, Letitia walked behind her. “Oh so now you’re leaving? Fucking coward.” By this time, they were outside of the club. “I’m the fucking coward?! I don’t recall being the one who was engaged the whole time we were fucking!” Damaris had turned around and walked up to Letitia, being eye to eye with her. “You must have all the nerve in the world to come up to me and try to reconnect with your corny ass pick up lines.” Damaris rambled. Letitia raised an eyebrow at her and clenched her jaw. “Oh…are you upset??” Damaris tilted her head and pouted while mocking her.

“You have absolutely no right to be upset.” Damaris could feel the lump in her throat grow as her breath hitched. They stood there in silence, the tension in the air being thicker than molasses. “Don’t try and act all innocent, Damaris.” Letitia stated. Her eyes were dark and full of rage. “You knew. You knew all along that I was engaged. Stop trying to pull that good girl persona you have with the fucking press and own up to your shit for once.” Letitia said. Venom was laced in her voice as she scanned Damaris’s figure. “I’m not the only one with a fake persona…aren’t I?” Damaris sated. “You’ve been sloppy with the press lately. I saw those videos of you and Kehlani.” Letitia’s chest rose up and down with fury. “It was quite Christian of you…wasn’t it?” Damaris giggles to herself and started to walk away. “Don’t fucking walk away from me.” Letitia strutted after Damaris, grabbed her arm and turned her around. “Let go of me!” Damaris shouted. “You know you don’t want that.” Letitia said. She pulled Damaris closer. Letitia could feel Damaris reacting to her touch. “Is this what you wanted? Hm?” Letitia was teasing Damaris, and she knew it too. “Don’t tease me. Whatever you think you’re gonna get, it’s not happening.” Damaris was trying to stay composed, but underneath her tough exterior, she was horny and vulnerable. “You seem so sure…” Letitia rasped out. Their lips brushed against each other, while Tish’s hands roamed further south. “Fuck…” Damaris whimpered. “I’ll do what ever you want…just tell me.” Letitia pressed her pelvis into Damaris’s and put her forehead against hers. “Tell me please—“ Letitia was interrupted with a flash of a camera.

“Shit!” She exclaimed. Damaris looked around and saw the paparazzi hiding in the bushes with cameras pointed towards them. “Come on, let’s go!” Letitia took Damaris’s hand and made a b-line for her limo. “Drive please!!” Letitia was slightly panicking, but she couldn’t stop the throbbing in her core. “That was close…” she said. She sat back and looked at Damaris. “…” they both were silent for a bit, just staring at each other. Damaris tried to remain calm as she pressed her thighs together. “I didn’t even think about how the press would probably be there. I’m really sorry about all of this—“ Damaris leaned forward, tilted her head and asked, “Would you stop with the apologies and fuck me? Please?”

[desceros]

okayy so if blurple symphony au was real (which i know it's not.. but if it *was*...) how would the relationship end up working? cuz as much as i LUV ur blurple nsfw i imagine ideally it wouldnt be insert-chan dating donnie and leo messing around w her behind his brother's back

well if it were a proper blurple relationship i imagine they’d share equally and amicably (unlike the villain au lmao!!). so no it wouldn’t be like how it’s been in the one-shots i’ve put out. those are just because i find pining leo to be really fun to write.

in symphony canon, you want donnie to get to a place where he can hug his brothers again since it’s clearly something he misses, but you’re also aware that this is a deep trauma he’s working through. but if you were dating leo as well, i think you’d recognize that he really misses his brother more than almost anything. you’d be a lot more intentional with getting donnie to a place where he could touch his brothers, specifically leo, since you’d be a bit more interested in the balance between the two of them vs protecting donnie like you do in the canon.

i also think you’d be a lot more aggressive about not keeping secrets between the three of you. violist already doesn’t like keeping secrets as is, and if you were in a poly relationship, i think you’d be very adamant about that not being something that ever happens, no matter what the boys try to get you to agree to.

leo’s room would be his space where he gets to have you. and donnie’s cot in the lab and his room would be the spots where he’d have you. meanwhile your apartment would be a neutral spot where the three of you could hang out, and i suppose eventually you’d get your own neutral place in the lair as well.

it’s certainly a much healthier poly relationship than the villain au, but. yknow. that one is a villain au, so, lmao!!!

[rxttenfish]

one thing that i keep waffling back and forth on (because im still thinking about writing out the Symptoms Of A Merfolk Crush (Merfolk Has Crush On You) and its relevant) is the topic of merfolk social grooming, mostly in the form of licking each other

primarily this is because theyre. you know. marine animals. grooming is important to them yes but licking isnt really how its done and wouldnt do as much as it does on land - usually it would occur in the past more of removing sufficiently large enough objects with the hands or mouth and anything smaller usually getting taken care of by rubbing themselves on the sea floor or using found items to rub against, and primarily to dislodge parasites. and ofc nowadays they have the domestic cleaner wrasse colonies that handle it best of all.

theres not really... a reason that licking each other would help in removing anything from their bodies that wouldnt be handled otherwise. but also i really like them licking each other and an impulse to lick the other as a bonding thing is something that's stuck in my head and i cant get it out, so im figuring out other reasons that merfolk would do it

and primarily i think it just has to do with smell/taste again. both senses in merfolk are greatly heightened and sharp, and they already have an urge to try and make those theyre close to smell like themselves. they produce a slime layer over their skin that specially dries on land and helps seal in moisture, so usually when theyre doing that this is what is getting involved, as a vector for other scent-marking and communication proteins and All That. it might also tend to boost the health of merfolk that get marked in this way? as in, if their own slime layer isnt being produced as well or theyre already ill, the protective qualities from a healthy individual's slime layer can be shared with them and give them a little boost, but maybe theres also more complex underlying mechanisms, im not sure

which would also make merfolk licking more of a social grooming thing again, but licking as a contact exercise would also help to spread their own slime layer on the other merfolk, with the additional benefit of this also working on land (and maybe being something more basal to the group than i had been imagining), thus making them smell a little more like the groom-er.

but also because merfolk smell/taste is so important, merfolk also have this... sort of mental pressure to bond by examining and exploring other merfolk's bodies? which sounds weird when i say it like that, but its more comparable to wanting to play with someone you likes hair, or touch their legs and their arms, and otherwise just feel them and enjoying the experience of learning this sensory information about them. and because smell/taste is such a huge aspect of merfolk, this also includes putting other merfolk in their mouth, basically.

which is basically just an extension of playbiting in the first place? merfolk are very mouthy creatures and interact with a lot of their environment using their mouths, basically being a third hand for them. and they like to play with each other and bond with each other and cuddle with each other, so they also have a lot of different types of bites that say different things and have different emotional connotations. they have flirty bites, they have play bites, they have being an annoying pest for fun bites, they have "look at me" bites, they have "i just wanna chew on you without hurting you" bites, they have "i am bored and seeking sensory information" bites, they have "i want you carnally" bites, and they have all the aggressive and threatening bites you can imagine. they have a lot of bites and types of bites and ways of biting each other, its a whole thing.

so broadly i think licking each other would just kinda be an extension of that. a sort of calmer non-bite where they want to groom each other and make them smell like each other but also where theyre just genuinely examining each other and tasting each other as a more platonic attempt to learn about each other. and i feel happy enough with that, that works with me.

[plasmasimagination]

(i hope this is the correct format now !!!! 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼 its the same thing soo)

hii i would love to have a go on your match up event!! it seems really interesting … the fandom is hsr !!!

im a libra sun scorpio rising, pronouns are they/she and im a esfp! im afab omnisexual (no pref) and demiromantic.

my personality is mainly carefree, sociable and chill. i can be chaotic and talkative, but i have mood swings often and can change to a entirely different person: quiet and aloof. i appear secretive and closed off at first but i love talking to people. i appear to be extremely chaotic, childish and energetic, but i’m very mature. i don’t hesitate to help people, and i’m very independent. it looks like i don’t care about what other people say about me, but im extremely insecure about myself. i strongly desire to express myself freely, without holding back or being made fun of. i appear to be optimistic to others, but i’m a pessimist, hating on myself for whatever i do. i can be quite unstable at times and can throw tantrums sometimes, but all it takes to calm me down is giving me my favourite food. i’m very clingy as well. i’m a perfectionist, working extremely hard to make my art look nice + studying hard 24/7. i overwork a lot, to the point i forget to take care of myself. anyway my self esteem can change a lot. i can go from comparing myself to others to being confident in myself. i overthink a lot. when i get angry i appear to be sweet still, but my tone and words are very much aggressive and rude. overall im a bubbly and sociable person ^_^

MOVING ON my interests are food, art, music (esp metal & rock genre), anything cute, bizzare and unknown things, and video games. i enjoy going to arcades, shopping, going to concerts and cosplay conventions, and lastly DRAWING!!! my fashion style is jirai kei, ryousangata and subcul jirai kei. i’m learning how to play the guitar and some piano. i don’t dislike many things, i just hate cockroaches, a few bitter foods and heights. i do taekwondo and a little bit of badminton.

love language is gift giving, quality time and physical touch.. i don’t like being touched though unless i initiate it.

SORRY THIS IS SO LONG… ty and have a good day !!!! or night

HEYYY THERE CUTIEPIE sure are right on track, and so here you have your matchup, oooohhh

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DAN HENG

Talkative partner x quiet reserved boyfriend trope on TOP!

Ok ok I get it you might say he's boring, and he's this and that blablabla

But listen I think he would balance your chaotic and childish personality out without watering it down.

Is very caring of you and kind of worried when you get burned out, so he will scold you

Two pessimists meet and the world collapses of the negativity /j

I think he'd go out shopping with you, he wouldnt complain nor like say anything, just follow you along, answer questions you ask him and occasionally ask some himself

Also he will very much try to boost your confidence, he's very subtle but adds small things like "you look pretty today" "I like your jeans" "beautiful." Just like small things through out the day when he sees you

He also likes that you can be independently mature and childish when the time is right

He appreciates that a lot actually, and thinks of it as a positive trait

Also expect more quality time and acts of service from him, gift giving here and there, and least of physical touch but he will give it to you if u initiate it

[anilec-dragon-art-and-stuff]

Alright its time to introduce the first character of the "main group story". And even tho all the characters in the group are obviously Main characters, if I had to point at just one and say "thats the Main one" it would probably be her. Since she is the one who went on a quest and just "adopted" these other idiots on the way. So she is kinda the driving force. And the only one who consistently has a brain cell. So without further ado its time to write down some Information for our favorite "Angel of light"

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General Information

Name: Rúnya Calanoré

Nickname: Angel, Sparky (By Lucina), Oversized Bird (this one, tho it might sound like an insult is actually meant as a funny term of endearment. Kallista is the only one that sometimes uses it as an insult or with a threat)

Age: 25

Race: Aasimar

Class: Cleric (Light Domain)

Pronouns: She/her

Romantic Orientation: Aromantic

Sexual Orientation: Asexual

Physical Appearance

(You can also check the included pictures)

Eye color: Bright Orange (seems to glow a bit)

Skin color: Moderate brown/tanned

Hair color: Black

Height: 1,70m

Weight: 75kg

Body type: Broad-shouldered, muscular

Tattoos: Has the holy symbol of her goddess tattooed between her wings (picture at the end)

Scars/Birthmarks: On her middle and lower back old, faded scars from a whipping

Other distinguishing features: Wings on her back, a slight glow surrounding her (less noticable but her body temperature is slightly higher than average)

Fashion style: When she isnt wearing her armor she mostly wears vestment or similar clothing of her temple. You will pretty much only see her in bright yellow or orange colors

Accessories: Wears the holy symbol of her goddess as a necklace.

Other notes: Her wings play a heavy part in her body language (for example when she is mad or tries to be threatening she involuntarily spreads them out. Stuff like that)

Picture:

Drawing made by me

This was a commission done by becks_art on instagram

Psychological Traits

Personality: Kind-hearted and good-natured, always ready to help those who need it. But if you mess with her or her friends she wont hesitate to pay it back in kind.

Temperament: Most of the time she is very patient (just look at her babysitting a group of chaotic idiots) and tries to solve problems in a diplomatic manner. Very slow to really get angry, but if you do manage to piss her off, she can become quite aggressive and violent.

Hobbies: Between the quest given by her temple, her desire to help people, and her having to babysit the other five idiots, she doesnt really have much time for any hobbies. However she started writing a sort of journal, documenting her adventure, writing down new information especially about demons and such. So in what little free time she has, she works on that. Also often collaborates with Elari and in rare cases Kallista, to make her scribbled notes into something decent.

Morals/Virtues: She is compassionate and empathetic, always trying to help people and do what is right.

Phobias/Fears: Secretly is afraid, that she wont be able to live up to the expectations everyone (including herself) put on her.

Angered by: People being unjust or unecessary cruel. People messing with her friends.

Pet peeves: When people randomly touch her wings without asking permission first.

Routines: Prays to her goddess at least once a day

Bad habits: She has a habit of trying to fix peoples trauma or other mental health issues, even when those people tell her, they dont want her help.

Secrets: The scars on her back and the Story behind it. She doesnt activley keep it as a secret, but its Not something that comes up in conversation that often and unless you See her without a shirt, you wouldnt know about the scars. So her group didnt know for quite a while.

Abilities etc.

Physical abilities: Great physical strength, flight

Magical abilities: Innate ability to create and wield fire and light; healing magic and other magical abilites gifted to her, by her goddess

"Special" Ability: Can deepen the connection to her goddess, which increasea her innate fire powers. The more she deepens it, the stronger they get. Hoewever her mortal body isn't designed to hold that much godlike power for a long period of time. If she takes too much for too long she starts burning herself up from the inside out. The highest point of this ability lets her turn herself into a small Supernova, which would kill her but also incinerate everything around her in a good radius.

Languages known: Common, Celestial, Infernal

Relationships:

Partner/Significant other: None

Parents/Guardians: Irene Calanoré (Mother, deceased), Henri Calanoré (father)

Key family members: Her great-great-great-great-great-great-great-great-great-great-grandmother (sorry about that one) is the goddess of light and fire, Kaida

Best friends: Her childhood best friend from her temple, Lucina

Friends: The rest of her group, she is closest with Phi

Enemies: Any demonic or shadowy creature

Mentors/Teachers: In early years her father, later The priests in her temple

Temple/Goddess: She is a devote follower of Kaida and a priestess of her order

Other notes: When she was sworn into the service of her temple, she took a vow of celibacy and abstinence.

Short overview of backstory:

As mentioned above, she is a descendant of the goddess of light and fire Kaida (it runs on her fathers side), however through the years the divinity was "watered down" so her father and grandparent etc. Had so little of it, they were considered regular human

For whatever reason the divine spark flared up again with her, enough to cause her to be born as an Aasimar with wings (even tho thats quite rare)

Unfortunatley there were no magically gifted healers nearby to save her mother, so she died shortly after giving birth to her

Her father never blamed her for it and made Sure she didnt either, but her mothers family did

Growing up she had no control over her fire abilities and tended to sponaneously Set things on fire

This eventually escalated in a scenario that i will probably write a short story about so we are not getting much into it now

All you need to know is that thats when she got her scars and she and her father had to leave their village afterwards

Her father decided to bring her to a temple of Kaida, hoping they could help her to control her abilities

So from that time on she spent her time training and learning the rituals of the order, and to deepen her connection to Kaida to be able to fly, etc.

It was at this time, that she became friends with Lucina

At the age of 16 she Was sworn into the order as a priestess and made her vow of celibacy (she knew for years she wanted to do this, so she kinda "trained herself" to become aro/ace)

The order also tries to bring light into the World and fight of demonic or shadow creatures and due to her heritage the high priests decided, she Was the Most suited for the task and started an extensive training for that to later send her on the quest

And thats kinda what she is doing, why she is out in the world in these stories. Anything else that happens after is more "recent" and will be put in writing.

The symbol of Kaida (her goddess):

(Drawn by me, could have been better but its "just" a symbol soooo...)

[skyechild]

Panic Room

𖤐 pairing: Seonghwa x chubby!fem reader 𖤐 genre: angst(?) college au, unrequited feelings. 𖤐 warnings: lots of insecurities 𖤐 wc: 1k 𖤐 summary: Why do you keep ignoring him? He just wants to be friends... 𖤐 notes: lots of insecurity on readers side. idk how to explain it more...this is very indulgent and you dont need to like it, read it or reblog it,.i wrote while listening to Youtiful by Stray Kids (aka i cried tons) and Panic Room by Au/Ra. im not tagging my net for this fic.​

Why are you so shy? Why are you avoiding me? No, wait dont go.

Seonghwa watches as you turn around the corner once catching sight of him, A frown spreads on his lips. Its not fair. He thinks. Its not fair that you avoid everyone but mostly him, never letting him or his friends get too close. Never letting him getting a close look at you unless you were in a shared class. Even then, your hood was up and your hair was covering your face. You never drew attention to yourself, no matter the reason. 

You only spent lunch with your favorite teachers, spent the free periods you had either in a corner of the field or inside an empty classroom that a teacher would let you use. You never had friends that hung around long. Seonghwa’s only seen you smile once, maybe twice. Hes heard you cry more then your laugh. The times he would pass by the girls bathroom, only to hear your cries ending and the sniffling as you left. Only catching a glimpse of your red eyes and runny nose. 

You started actively avoiding him when he started asking around about you. So he stopped, stopped talking to others to try to learn more about you. You had no social media that he could find. How did you not have any social media? Didnt everyone?

It was different the next day. He caught you smiling at your phone, just a small upturn of your lips and he caught a glimpse of a video playing on your phone. His own smile tugged at his lips. How were you so adorable? Did you not believe it? His smile dropped into a frown. That wasnt right. You were beautiful, how did you...how did you not see yourself like he saw you? 

He looked back at his notebook. He would make you believe. He noticed you would flinch back from anything touching your stomach and hips. Grind your teeth if you saw a flash of your own skin if it wasnt your hands. He rubbed his forehead how would he even go about it?

He started trying after a few months of planning. By then you had gathered two friends. You three were basically connected at the hip. He learned their names were Gahyeon and Yubin. Gahyeon was a grade beneath you, same grade as the rest of Seonghwas friends. Yubin was in the same year as him, Hongjoong and you. Therefore, when Gahyeon wasnt there, Yubin always was there at your side, never leaving you alone. 

Seonghwa had noticed that You were friendly with a girl named Yoohyeon who was a grade above you. But you strayed from her a lot. She was a social butterfly and was close friends with Bora who was loud and loved attention, basked in the warmth and attention of others. She was a few years ahead with Siyeon and Minji, then a foreign exchange student named Handong had joined.

He was happy you werent alone anymore. Hes heard your giggles more since they had arrived. You had started spending more time outside with them, smiling more and having fun. Bora seemed to quiet down when she was around you, but the fond smiles from everyone in the group when you would say something or do something made Seonghwa’s heart warm. ‘Finally....finally shes not alone, she has friends...’ 

Yet you avoided him and everyone else like the plague. You spent a lot of time in the library and helping Yoohyeon with her English. He wished you wouldnt still run from him whenever he tried to say hello or talk with you. He would get the sad, soft smiles from Yubin whenever you would dodge him. He rubs his face and aggressively messes with his hair.

“Dont corner her you dumbass.” He glared at Wooyoung, hand twitching. “Im gonna beat your ass one day.” Wooyoung grinned, sticking his tongue out. “And im not cornering her.” He huffs, leaning back against the wall as he let his head hit the door of the locker he was against. 

He knows you avoid him entirely if Wooyoung was anywhere near him. He doesnt blame you, sometimes he wanted to avoid the loud and energetic boy too. Movement on his left at the door caught his eye. It was you walking with Yunho, more half hidden behind him and nodding to whatever he was saying, a soft smile on your lips.

He knew Yunho would probably be the first one you ended up approaching. Seonghwa watched as you split from each other, you bee lining over to Gahyeon once you caught sight of her. She had an eyebrow raised and Seonghwa frowned. You pressed into her side and he caught how your body was shaking slightly before she hugged you tightly.

Yunho had walked up to him by then and his gaze locked on his form. “What were you talking about?” Seonghwa spoke, eyes straying from Yunhos form to yours, watching as you curled into yourself and leaned more towards Gahyeon who had a teasing smile on her lips, hushed words whispered between you two, a soft pink on your cheeks. Seonghwas fists clench. Why wouldnt you let him talk to you? But you happily talked to Yunho?

“We were talking about our classes, we actually share one, Chem, we were talking about the homework we were given.” Seonghwa frowned. He didnt even know what your major was, or if you were a double major. God he couldnt imagine being a double major. He gives kudos to Yunho, Wooyoung and Hongjoong for being so brave. Wooyoung majoring in dance and culinary, Hongjoong in production and broadcasting and Yunho in dance and vet care.

“We actually share a lot of classes, we share a major.” Seonghwas gaze snaps back to Yunho. “Which one?” Yunho’s brows furrow. “Vet care? Shes doing more zoology.” Seonghwa frowned. He knew nothing about you yet he still wanted to be your friend. He looked down before closing his eyes as he leaned back against his locker, tilting his head back. Yunho smiled slightly. “I dont think she wants to be friends with anyone except her current friends...im sorry Hwa...” He sighed, hitting his head against the locker a few times.

“She did mention that your fanclub has been bullying her because they know youre trying to learn more about her. Hwa i think its time you give up.” He sighed. He didnt want to, but if it would make you happier...he would.

[k-hyunjae]

One Kiss...

The Lights in Seoul shone brightly as Yuqi and Soyeon strolled through the streets, they were going home after a nice day out shopping. The other members didnt wanna go, they just didnt understand the beauty of spending money for the fun of it. It was cold, this was normal for that time of day, but only one of the pair came prepared. “Soyeon im absolutely freezing and my arms hurt from carrying these bags cant we just take a taxi?” Yuqi shuddered. Soyeon looked at her with that same passion in her eyes, she always denied having feelings for Yuqi but everyone knew she did, but she was just too scared to admit it. “Here… give me your bags, and take this.” She pulled off her thick jacket and wrapped it around Yuqi, she let out a deep breath as she was overcome with warmth. “Thats too kind, thank you, dont push yourself if you dont need to, the bags are heavy” Yuqi said. “Im okay, lets just worry about getting you home and warmed up okay?” Soyeon hummed. She was so cold, but as long as Yuqi was happy, she was okay.

They reached their house and dashed in, Yuqi collapsed onto the sofa and Soyeon headed to the kitchen to make her some hot cocoa. She couldnt help but admire Yuqi, she looked so pretty, lit up by the fireplace. But she couldnt say anything to her about it, she would never reciprocate the feelings. She brought the drink to Yuqi and she smiled brightly as she took a large sip from the mug in her hands. Soyeon sat beside her, “Better now?” “Mmm, yes, thank you so much, have some” She purred as she handed Soyeon the warm mug. They spent the rest of the night talking and laughing and watching movies on netflix, there couldnt be anything to make the night better, that they knew of.. Yuqi turned to Soyeon, “soo.. Random question, you ever.. Done stuff with a girl?or had like a one night stand with a girl?” She was taken aback by this question, she didnt expect that from Yuqi, she gave off the vibe that she was innocent, perhaps not. “Ummm well, yes, but its never really been good. Y’know our song? ‘Oh my god’? Thats kinda like about my fantasy i guess, even if i wanted to do anything with a girl again, it wouldnt happen, nobody has really showed any interest in me like that.” She hung her head, feeling slightly embarrassed. Yuqi took her hand, “Soyeon, youre a beautiful, smart, funny woman, any girl would be lucky to have you, honestly im jealous of anyone whos had you in the past.” Yuqi covered her mouth, shocked at what she just said.

Soyeon looked her in the eyes, “what are you trying to say Yuqi?” “Im trying to say.. That i have feelings for you? I have for quite a while..but i never said anything. I was sca-” Without getting to finish her sentence, Soyeon took Yuqi’s face in her hands and kissed her deeply. At first, it was soft and sweet, but it slowly progressed to be more aggressive. They both wanted it, and they both knew it. Before Soyeon knew it, she felt Yuqi pull herself onto her lap, she had been waiting for this moment for the longest time. Every time they accidentally touch hands, every time they shared a joke, every time they found themself changing infront of eachother. She could never take her eyes off her perfect body. Curves in all the right places, skin glistening from the body cream she used. She was perfect in every single way. So many images were racing through Soyeon’s head as she felt her hands going through Yuqi’s hair, and Yuqi’s hair tracing every inch of her body. She couldnt take it.

They pulled away and Soyeon growled, “youre so fucking beautiful” before laying her down infront of the fire place and laying ontop of her, bringing her into another kiss. Yuqi had been also waiting for this moment for ages, everyone thought she was an innocent angel, but they wouldnt say that if they were inside her head when she was looking at Soyeon, everytime they were on stage together she just wanted to take her right then and there. Time seemed to have stood still, nothing else was moving, to them, they were the only two people in the world in that moment. Soyeon let out a gasp when she felt Yuqi’s hand find her way up her skirt, and she groaned at the pleasure of her touch. It was better than she ever imagined. “Youre taking me so well, you want more my love?” Yuqi hummed. Soyeon twitched at the softness in her voice, “please” she replied Already high on the feel of her wetness, Yuqi’s hand started vibrating against her, causing Soyeon to start rolling her hips with the motion of her hand. It didnt take long for her to cum, after all shed been waiting for this moment for so long and she couldnt hold back, covering her mouth as she moaned Yuqi’s name with such passion and volume that it was a surprise they didnt get a noise complaint.

Little did Soyeon know. Yuqi had two hands, so she wasnt just making Soyeon cum. She had her hands down her own pants as she went to town on the girl she had wanted for what seemed like forever. Soyeon collapsed onto her, wrapping Yuqi into a tight hug as they cuddled by the fire, not changing positions, this felt right. They wasnt going to address the fact that this couldnt be made known to anyone, their careers would be ruined, and their friendships. Yuqi held soyeons chin, “yknow, we could make this a regular thing, i know we cant be together, we can just be friends who fuck from time to time..?” Soyeon smiled, and pecked Yuqi on the lips before replying, “I’m sure we can be sneaky and work that out…

…just dont you go falling in love.”

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this was written in like 10 minutes or so, because it was requested by my bestiee, so i hope you guys like it, she told me i should post it ._.

[magicalgirlsirin]

@tokupidgeon challenge accepted . under the cut bc its very personal and gushy

my bipolar psychotic ass loves jirou: a thesis

i think the most important reason i resonate with jirou so much is bc the way he divides himself is sooooo bipolar in all directions. like genki!jirou is very cheerful but has low self esteem and needs to be validated a lot and canonically (!!!) has induced hallucinations of other people to prop up his mental state. my guy is so fucking frail up there but at the same time he has such a strong grasp on his own personality... it's just that he needs other people to tell him that he's worthy of attention. a sneef sneef whimper he just like me fr

loud!jirou on the other hand is meant to be a contrast by being more aggressive and cold, but honestly? his anger seems to be a result of whenever he loses his reason to be a "hero". [yes i am implying genki!jirou is the more manic coded of the two that boy has delusions the likes i know personally] but i think the reason that most ppl wouldnt read jiroujirou on the whole as bipolar is bc he actually has quite a good expression of a range of emotions?? which is soooo unfortunate bc i have never seen a guy more bipolar in my life.

this is where i get personal so enjoy the power leveling here: the specific brand of bipolar psychotic self hatred i struggled with for the LONGEST time was being very certain of who i was, but hating it so much that i wanted a different version of me to exist so i could just shove all my emotions somewhere else and be a perfect person that everyone loved. normal coping strats 101 of course.

seeing how jirou goes from trying to place himself in the highest position of the donbrothers with a self righteous attitude [saying kijino should be executed simply bc he failed in the task of not turning into a monster=bipolar splitting and categorizing people as purely good or purely evil and acting like your judgement is better than everyone elses] to trying to act like tarou because everyone likes tarou so if hes tarou too everyone will like him [classic case of if i kill my personality hard enough a new one will break through and be more likeable] to realizing his delusions arent helping him and the one person whos had his back the whole time has been the part of himself that hes been the most frustrated with [all his "unpleasant" and not well managed emotional cage] and just! he made food for himself and didnt know it bc he wished that someone else was caring about him.

but he realizes hes good enough for himself. yknow?

and the fact he can swap between dragoku and torabolt i touched on with my tags already but its like. it ties into the idea that hes accepted himself BUT that doesnt immediately clear up the issues he has. hes inviting his crazy other half back into his heart and it makes me go ue ue ue it rly just reaffirmed my own mental health journey. i love him so much you have to understand

[stagesofkiller]

I wouldn’t be surprised if it wouldn’t matter to killer what murders intentions were—he’s gonna kill him the first chance he gets, which might be a harder than it seems if killer can’t really..accept or understand what’s happening. That he’s back in the exact same situation he was w/ Chara.

Killers pretty easy to manipulate if you take advantage of his identity confusion and fragmented grasp on reality—st4 wouldnt even consider going against murder, too scared of what could happen if the “deal” is broken—perhaps believing the world will start to Reset and unravel if it fails to uphold the Deal and complete its mission, that something horrible will happen if it fails to uphold the deal—and if it is punished.

biggest issue is keeping 4 from turning back to the Chara in its head for direction, in which case it’d go directly against Murder’s wishes and likely start hunting down its targets, earn rewards, and complete its mission of erasure, reaching the ultimate limit, and continuing on to the next world to repeat the process. believing it is upholding its end of the Deal, and completing its directives—running on its hardwired reward-punishment system.

murder will probably have to give it a way to earn its rewards or it will refuse food or water or rest, and let itself starve—and giving it rewards it knows it hasn’t earned will confuse it, and potentially turn it back to the Chara in its head to escape confusion and malfunction. Murder will likely have to teach it the new mission— since 4 will likely try to eliminate the targets.

Otherwise, Stage 4 wouldn’t deny Murder anything he demands from it—so long as it doesn’t have any reasons to doubt his legitimacy as the Angel. Physical affection and verbal affection would likely confuse it too, but impact its views of Murder, although it will also probably think it has to earn that too.

I can see 4 being rather passive to affection and the like at first, not used to this as rewards but unable to even think about resisting Murder, but if affection is given to Stage 1, perhaps it’d have a ripple effect across the other Stages. Such as leaning into Murder’s touch subconsciously, seeking it out via doing what it thinks would earn it.

Any confusion or anger from previous Stages would likely be suppressed, and any behavior taken in lower Stages—trying to attack Murder, insulting or threatening him or trying to manipulate him, any crying or hesitation—might be punished severely by Stage 4 itself. Murder wouldn’t even have to do it—Killer would keep himself in line, even as he actively resists.

I feel like Murder could exploit Stage 1 and Stage 4 to keep Killer trapped in his own dissociative confusion. Especially if he combined it with kind behaviors such as affection or compliments or just really any form of comfort or validation. Comforting Stage 1 when he cries and expresses confusion, giving Stage 4 heaps of validation and rewards.

Murder’s biggest issue would be when Killer is in Stages 2 and 3, with 2’s manipulation and intelligence, and 3’s aggression and knowledge that Murder is a threat. To deal with 2, I feel like Murder would have to break him down into complete apathy again—so much that he gives up his rage at being controlled again, and just resigned himself to it, dissociating from any emotional connection they might’ve had.

From there there’s 3. Who will be Murder’s biggest opp—when killer is like that, he absolutely will attempt to brutally kill Murder. So Murder has to keep continually beating him down, and prevent Killer from realizing that he has semblance of power or control here.

He can keep Stage 1’s trust and gratitude by promising not to let him kill or hurt anyone anymore, and keep 4 in line by manipulating its sense of duty and determination, and pair it all with affection and validation and rewards paired with only “appropriate” punishment.

Stage 2 would probably do anything to escape this, even resort to either killing himself or Resetting the universe just to spite Murder, so Murder will have to focus on taking away his ability to do so on his own. His ability to care enough to make these choices, and just accept that this is what he was made for.

I can definitely see Murder having to force feed Stage 2 food because he refuses to eat, and 4 will only accept the exact amount it has earned— so likely just enough to keep functioning, unless Murder is willing to sacrifice the citizens of the Underground to keep Killer healthy enough. Or more higher targets like Toriel or even Papyrus (which he’d never do.)

And that’s all the ideas I can think of for how killer would react, at least on the surface. There’d likely be a long process of resistance and then passive, apathetic resignation for 2. I doubt 3 would ever give up trying to kill him, so itd probably be best for Murder to maintain Killers functioning as Stage 4 until 2’s apathy is secured—and even then he’d need to be absolutely sure that Killer views Murder as stronger, and above him. And he can’t allow that image in Killers mind to falter at all.

{ @what-have-i-unleashed }

The idea of Killer being made to be the Vessel of the Angel of Death and Murder believing himself to be the Angel of Death can lead to very freaky but no less toxic situations I feel

[gcthbitch]

On top of everything else today!!!

Ayo bestie who took my comforter out of the washer and LEFT IT OUT so you could wash your clothes, I hope you enjoy a little note left for ya:)

[b0nerf4rt]

how they deal with an S/O who goes silent when overwhelmed

including : steveo , danger ehren , bam margera , and ryan dunn

warnings : afab! , swearing

steve o :

- 100% does not understand why youve gone quiet

- thinks your giving him the silent treatment

- "did i do something wrong ?!?!"

- but you just shake your head with a smile and he spirals into even more confusion

- wont let you out of his sight until you start talking again

- aggressively overprotective of you when your in a silent mood

- doesn't let anyone talk to you because if you wont talk to him you can't talk to anybody

- butters you up with affection thinking that would fix you but honestly the constant touching kind of makes the overwhelming feeling worst

- but at the same time it makes it better because you know he's there for you and waiting for you to feel better

- if all you want is space you better be prepared to hide because this little worried love bug isn't going to leave you alone until you tell him what's wrong

bam :

- honestly annoyed by your silence

- and hes very vocal about it

- so try to distance yourself from this man when you go mute

- but he'd ask if your okay first

- and after you nod your head he'd start complaining about how silent youve gotten

- and if you dont talk for a while he'd slowly get bored of complaining

- then he'd ask if you were okay again, not quite believing you

- but you just nod your head again because you knew you wouldnt be able to find your voice to explain anything

- at this point hed stare at you like you lost your mind when his head goes to the worst situations

- "are you pregnant?!" he asked while shaking you visiously

- that got a little giggle out of you but you shook your head

- from then on he'd start trying to guess whats wrong because he noticed how youd only laugh and not talk

- but those little noises were enough to appease him for now

ehren :

- thinks you dont feel good

- "is everything okay? are you feeling alright?" with geniune concern

- honestly so worried

- will spend hours pampering you the best way he could possibly think of, still believing you dont feel well

- forces you to lay in bed or on the couch with thousands of blankets and pillows and stuffies

- turns on cartoons and cheesy romance movies for you

- which is honestly the best for when your in this type of mood in my opinion

- and his constant checking of your temperature by putting the back of his hand to your forehead or by using his lips is almost heart melting

- he'll make you either tomato soup or chicken noodle soup thats been sitting in your cabinet for years

- but he says canned food never goes old

- so you trust him and eat it all, wanting to ask for some grilled cheese too but you couldnt find your voice sadly

- by the end of the day your feeling better but still not talking, and ehren noticed that

- he'll end up just cuddling with you on the couch for the rest of the night watching the cartoons and romanve movies he put on

ryan :

- asks if your okay, but when you dont respond he'll give you some space

- by space i mean him not talking to you but still hanging around you

- he'd distract the people that tried to talk to you so theyd leave you alone

- his general presence is nice and his gestures are even nicer, even if you didnt understand what he was doing at first

- will bring you little gifts like sweets or lemonade

- if your in public he'd direct you to a more unpopulated area and sit down with you

- if your at home he'd have you lay down in bed and maybe read to you or turn the tv on while he lays with you

- "my mom used to read to me when i wasn't in a good mood and that always helped" hed inform you while holding up to different picture books for you to choose from

- it was kind of odd at first but it was a sweet gesture that kind of made things calm down

- he is completely willing to baby you for the time being even if you dont want to be babied

- mama ryan knows best