#i would literally lay down my life for jin i love their art so much it's half the reason i got into sheith

[shirosucc]

i’m literally so mad about ant1s calling jin’s art “emphasizing pedophilic elements” just because they drew keith fucking short my tiny 5′2″ asian ass is about to go spite bang the biggest, tallest, beefiest dude i can find. 

i’m child coded............ tall adults don’t exist i’m 12 years old........ ant1s come protect me i’m begging u....... listen i’m so sorry you’re all ugly and unloved but that’s no reason to take your anger out on an amazingly talented artist.....

[exoticarmy127]

Could you please do a the same Hobi and Yoongi reaction (the one where there s/o is told they're a hindrance to the boy's career) but for the other members ? And please don't put it under a cut even if it's long. I normally read from mobile and tumblr effs it up every time. Thank you ! You're writing is amazing btw.

I guess it’s just Jin and Namjoon left :)

J-Hope and Suga

Jungkook

V and Jimin

Jin

Jin wasn’t sure where the fight started. At one moment, the two of you were just talking and the next… you were both exploding volcanoes.

But nothing prepared him for those frightening words, rendering him speechless and immobile:

“Maybe we should just end this!” You shouted at the height of your argument and it was enough to stop Jin from retaliating, your painful words piercing through him like a knife.

As you turn to walk away, he immediately stops you, holding onto your arm to make you face him again. “Y/N… h-hey, y-you don’t mean that.” He stutters and guilt presses down on you instantly for being the reason behind the look of fear on his face.

“I don’t know, Seokjin.” You sigh, eyes glassy from the heat of the fight. You only ever called him that when you were serious, which scared him. “You tell me.”

“What does that mean?” He huffs. “Of course I don’t want that. Ending this is the last thing…no, it’s not even an option.”

You remain silent at that and Jin’s hand move from your arm to your hand, squeezing it once.

“Or is it just me? Are you…” he swallows. “Giving up on me? On us?”

You press your lips in a thin line and look away; the pain on his face too hard to bear. “I don’t know. I don’t know anymore, Jin. The world seem to be so against us that even we, ourselves, are turning from each other.”

“We fight, yes. But don’t all couples do? It’s normal.” He reasons. “But we don’t just give up. We talk about it.” You bite your lip at that and Jin immediately catches it. “Something’s wrong. Tell me.”

You take a deep breath, thinking if you should… “Please, Y/N.” He pleads and you sigh, relenting.

“Why are you even with me?” You murmur and yet those quiet words echoed through Jin’s brain, causing him to rattle in surprise.

“What do you mean? I’m with you because you’re my girlfriend, because I love you.”

“People say I’m only dragging you down. They often say how a global star like Kim Seokjin can do better than be with someone like me…a nobody.” You look at him with tears pooling in your eyes. “They say I’m hindering you from having a successful career and I don’t want that Jin. I want what’s best for you.”

“And you think what’s best for me is to not have you in my life?” He asks and you nod, which only breaks his heart.

“If you truly knew me…loved me… you should know that having a successful and massive career isn’t what I’m after when I entered this business. I work hard to become who I am not for the fame but because I love doing it. I’m passionate about it. I love performing, singing, making people happy… I don’t care about the titles. I care about making my fans and myself happy.”

You look down, wiping your tears away as he continued. “You should also know that being with you makes me the happiest man I could ever be. I thought performing made me happy…but with you? It’s different… Almost euphoric.”

You feel a hand on your chin as Jin tips it upward so you can face him. “So tell me, Y/N. If you took away that happiness, would that be best for me?”

It was then that you broke down, shaking your head as the tears poured out of you. Jin pulls you into his arms, murmuring sorry’s and I love you’s which you returned, fervently.

“The world can suck it. What matters is we make each other happy, okay?”

“Okay.”

“You and me against the world, Y/N.”

No matter what, you smile. “You and me.”

RM

“We need to talk.”

Namjoon has never read a more frightening statement. He read the text the moment he landed back in Seoul after being in the US for almost a month. He hasn’t seen you in weeks and all he wanted to do was surprise you but you ended up surprising him with that text instead.

He replies a quick “sure” and asks where to meet. The words were calm, almost nonchalant on the screen, but Namjoon was panicking. Nothing good ever comes about with those four words.

Waiting for you to arrive at his studio was agony. Namjoon couldn’t keep his leg from jumping, his hand shakes slightly that he could barely work his computer, and the music in the background isn’t doing its job of calming his nerves.

Knock. Knock.

He whips his head towards the door and sees a shadow there. It’s you. He stands up, takes a deep breath, and opens the door.

Namjoon could remember the first time he ever saw you: in a museum, wearing a yellow shirt and jeans, standing in front of an art piece. He wasn’t sure what came over him that day that he was able to approach you and make conversation…but he did. And it was one of the best days of his life.

He swallows hard at the sight of you now: wearing the same shirt and a soft smile. Namjoon thinks how the world could be so cruel as for you to wear the same yellow shirt you entered into–and apparently will leave his life in.

“Hey.” You say. “Can I come in?”

“You don’t need an invitation, you know that right?” Namjoon says to lighten the mood as he steps back to let you in. He’s stalling, he knows. But he can’t just let you talk yet…He can’t let you go yet.

“How was the tour?” You ask and he shrugs.

“It was…successful.” He answers. “Got through it without any accidents, thank god.”

“That’s good.” You smile and he notices how it doesn’t quite reach your eyes. “So, I… I’m really sorry about texting you that when you just got back. But in my defense, I could’ve waited till tomorrow so you can get some sleep first–”

“No, it’s fine. I don’t think I could sleep when…” He swallows. “When I know you’re going to break up with me.”

You open your mouth to speak but closed it when you realize what he just said. “What? Joon—”

“Please, hear me out first.” Namjoon says calmly, but you notice his hands were shaking. “I’m not the best boyfriend, I admit. I’m away more than half the time, we sneak out to go out publicly; we can’t even watch a movie in a cinema without having to rent the whole place so we don’t get mobbed by fans…” He huffs, having said all that without breath. “I get moody sometimes, my work hinders me from spending more time with you. When I’m on tour, you don’t see me for months. When I’m here, I’m almost always at the studio and so you would have to be here and watch me work...as our date.”

You frown as you listened, watching as silent tears begin to fall from his eyes. “I’m not perfect, I know. And you have a million reasons to cut me loose and find a better man, but…” he sniffs. “But know that out of that million reasons, I only have one reason to make you want to stay…”

Your eyes widen when he suddenly kneels in front of you and takes your hands in his. “Y/N, I love you. I love you so much that you’re the only reason I want to go back and do my work all over again. I love you so much that I can’t sleep well unless I hear your voice or read a good night text from you every single night. I love you so much it hurts. And I know it’s selfish for me to want you to stay with me when I can’t give as much as you’re giving me… when I can’t be the partner you deserve. But please, don’t leave me. Please don’t break up with me. Because I honestly don’t know how I’m going to live without you.” He gasps and the pain is so evident on his face it almost hurt to look at him. “The person I was before? I’m not even sure how he lived till he met you.”

You didn’t know what to say after that. How could you when Namjoon literally laid out his heart bare in front of you; putting it in your hands and begging for you to keep holding on to it.

“Joon. Hey…” you say as you wipe off his tears. “I’m not breaking up with you. Calm down.”

“You’re not?” He sniffs.

You shake your head. “But you’re not wrong for assuming I came to talk about our relationship. The truth is…it’s not you—“ you stop as a finger lays on your lips.

“Don’t say ‘it’s me’ because you’re nothing but perfect, Y/N.”

You smile. “Stop being so cheesy. But I came to talk to you because…I got insecure.”

He looks at you funny, thinking the word shouldn’t even be in your vocabulary. “About what?”

You bite your lip, “When you’re away or even when you’re here, really… people talk. All the time. About how I’m only holding you back from your career. How I’m practically a nobody to be dating ‘RM of BTS.’” Namjoon was about to rebut but you continued, “And I know I shouldn’t listen to them. I knew what I was getting into when I dated you Joon, and I don’t regret it because I love you so much it hurts too… But sometimes, those words get too loud and I can’t really turn to anyone…I—“ you bow your head. “I’m sorry. I’m pathetic—“

“No! You’re not! Stop saying that!” Namjoon says sternly. “Thank you for letting me know. I can’t imagine how it must feel keeping this all to yourself. You’re so strong, jagiya. But you’re also allowed to be hurt, to be sad. And that’s okay. I just wish I could protect you more from those words. I’m so sorry. I’ll try harder, Jagi. I’ll try harder to show you that you don’t have to worry about them because in the end, I’m all yours.” He cups your cheek. “You’re worthy of every single part of me. Please know that.”

You nod, smiling through tear-stained cheeks. “I do. And nothing you’ve said about being a bad boyfriend was true. You do everything for me. You’re the best and I love you, Joon. I love you to the moon…”

Namjoon smiles, his heart full and eyes glassy with happy tears as he says his reply: “And back, Y/N. Always.”

NAMJOONIE MAKES ME CRY. Hope you guys enjoyed reading!

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[yeoldontknow]

name 5 reasons why you absolutely adore & love Hoseok :)

i saw this come through a few days ago and like honestly - it made me so excited people are recognizing that even though i love chanyeol, hoseok is the ONLY one who could ever compete with that love. FINALLY his time has come

going under a cut tbh lmao i talked for a long time omg

FIVE REASONS HOSEOK IS MY DREAM MAN™

- his smile. listen i know there are lots of incredible smiles in the industry - pcy, baek, soo, and jin are some of my faves - but hoseoks does something to me like [paul weller’s you do something to me plays distantly in the background]. maybe its the way his cheeks puff out or the way he smiles with his whole, entire bloody heart that gets me - but the key thing about it is that it ALWAYS reaches his eyes. there is no smile on this boy that is not genuine, that isnt warm. when i was first getting into bts i kept looking at him and i remember specifically saying ‘who is this? hes literally The Sun’ like *tweets @ the sun: when did you join a kpop group?* it honestly doesnt matter how garbage my day is, all i have to do is look at a gif or a picture of this nerd smiling and my whole entire life brightens. its a magical thing. its small, its simple, its not even really special because everyone smiles - but his smile. his smile. thats the smile, isnt it? its the kind of smile that fixes you and changes you, the smile that tells you its going to be ok, the smile that reminds you the world is filled with magic, the smile that makes you say - oh, whatever i did, ill have to keep doing so i can see it again, and again, and again. why would you ever want him to do anything else? 

- dancing: bts choreo. he and yixing are my two favourite dancers in kpop - sometimes i think my fave dancers in the pop industry in general. listen. you can be talented at dancing. you can train for hours and be good at dancing. that makes you a great dancer - a talented dancer, maybe even an exceptional dancer. but when hoseok dances he has The Thing, the thing that says this person, right here right now, is doing the thing they were put on this earth to do and they can feel it. when he dances, he dances through his soul. it doesnt matter what the choreo is, it doesnt matter if its a fun song or a happy song, this boy is never as alive as when hes moving his body to some kind of rhythm. its the difference between ‘i love to dance’ and ‘i live to dance.’ he points his toes, and my soul gets dragged out of my nostrils. he does a ronde de jambe en l’air and my ass detaches from my body to go to korea to find him. he lives to dance and i live to watch him dance, he moves me, he makes me feel something - which is the whole entire point. ive seen a lot of incredible dancers, but only a few have the thing that make you feel like youre witnessing art, like youre witnessing a moment, like they are transcending and want to take you on a journey. he is one of them. he breathes through dance, breathes through the movement of his body - creates moments of tension and moments of peace - and i could watch him dance for days

- dancing: girl group choreo. CONVERSELY. i live to watch Jung Hoseok: member of every girl group ever dance with his backup maknaes park jimin and jeon jungkook. theres literally nothing as liberating as watching this nerd dance to ice cream cake or touch my body with the bIGGEST, DORKIEST GRIN ON HIS FACE. you know what that tells me? that he just does this in his free time. that he just picks things up easily because its his life. that he SUPPORTS AND LOVES AND DANCES LIKE THIS IN HIS GODDAMN KITCHEN JUST BECAUSE HE CAN. THATS JUST HIM - SOMEONE FUN, SOMEONE PLAYFUL, SOMEONE WITH LIKE ALMOST NO INHIBITIONS, WHO JUST ENTERTAINS BECAUSE HE DOESNT KNOW HOW TO DO ANYTHING ELSE. like SIGN ME UP??? when do i get to go to a house party with this dork and just break out like some nsync choreo and pretend im nick carter for a day? WHEN DO I GET THIS? i get to watch him have fun, i get to watch him live his best life, i get to watch him be a nerd, and be himself, and jesus yall that is a blessing.

- optimism. the entire band says hes a mood maker, that he makes them feel good and reminds them to keep going when things feel shitty. hes the sunshine, hes the things that makes them feel better, hes the support. tell me: who the fu wouldnt want this kind of joy in your life? thats not to say he doesnt get low - he probably actually really does, he probably just suffers in silence which like - goddamn big fucking mood if that aint me. but his optimism - THE CHOICE, the choice to keep positive is whats key here. its easy to be negative when shit is hard, and its easy to be optimistic when things are easy, but choosing optimism in the face of adversity - can you think of anything more admirable? 

- devotion. i cant wax poetic about this one because it will make me cry, like i once got drunk and cried about how much i love hoseok to @kpopfanfictrash and i dont think she really knew what to do with me, but hes devoted to literally everything, from the fans to his work to his members to fucking idk babies he sees on the street hes just so filled of love and devotion to everything that i just wanna lay down and die. how can anyone be that soft all the time? who knows, but he is. we all need a hoseok. im so glad we have this one.

[jos-corner-of-the-world]

Fanmeet request

I like your stories so far. Can you make a story about the reader being an American and gets the chance to go to a fanmeet while shes vacationing in korea? she knows very little korean and is shy? Thanks!

Your dad worked for a company whose headquarters were in South Korea.  He had to travel there on business and decided that you and your mother would join him for a vacation.  You were sitting on the bed in the hotel reading a book when your dad came through the door.

“How much do you love me kiddo?” he asked you.

“Well, I think that wholly depends on what you did father of mine.” You said, playing along with him.

“Well, if that’s the case then I guess I won’t give you tickets to the fanmeet I just managed to score for you.” He said, fanning himself with the papers.

“Wait, what?! Fanmeet for who?!” you asked, excited at the prospect.

“Oh, just BTS.” he said nonchalantly.

“Dad, if you’re kidding me right now, the amount I love you will drop exponentially!” You said, jumping up off the bed and running towards him, snatching the tickets out of his hand.

“Wait, dad, there’s only one ticket here.” you said.

“That’s all I could get.  Your mom can make sure you get there alright and it’s only a few blocks from the hotel so you can text her when you’re almost done and she can walk to get you.  I know, I know, you’re 18 years old, but I still don’t need you getting lost.” he said, putting his hand on your shoulder.

“Dad, these say they are for today! In like three hours! DAD!!” you said, running around the hotel figuring out what to do.

“You’re welcome!” he said, laughing as he went into the adjoining room him and your mom stayed in.

After you showered and got ready, you quickly went through your drawings.  You told yourself if you ever met BTS, you’d give them one of the pieces of fan art you created for each of them.  Luckily for you, you always carried your sketchbooks with you.  You went through your collection and picked out your favorite of each of them individually, as well as one of the group.

“Y/N! Come on, I’ll walk you over you don’t want to be late” you heard your mom yell from the doorway.

“Alright, I’m coming, I’m coming!”

After your mom walked you to the door, and you’d reassured her that you had your phone and would​ in fact be fine, you were ushered to a seat.

You could hear music from speakers as you waited to the guys to come out.  You for yourself getting more and more excited as time went on. But, with as excited as you were, you were just as nervous.

You'd never been good in public settings, let alone with people you looked up to as much as you did them.

You were looking down at the pictures in your hand when you heard the crowd start cheering.

You looked up and your heart started beating faster as one by one BTS came out onto the platform.  You stood up as well as everyone else and clapped for them.

After the introduction and them thanking everyone for coming, it was time for the meet.

You waited patiently until your row had been called up. You sat watching them interact with their fans, and grew to respect them that much more.  They talked to each one individually and seemed to genuinely enjoy themselves.

Once you got closer to the front of the line, your palms started sweating and your grip on the papers tightened. You were seriously contemplating leaving right now, but before you could bolt, you were ushered in front of Jin.

“annyeonghaseyo” you said quietly, hoping you said it correctly.

“annyeonghaseyo” he replied, smiling kindly at you.

“I don't, speak Korean.” You said, hoping he was okay with that.

“You from America?” He asked slowly.

You nodded your head looking down.

“Having fun in Korea?” He asked you.

Again, you nodded your head. You looked at the pictures in your hand and found the one for Jin.

You slowly pulled it from the pile and handed it to him, still silent.

“You make this?” He asked, looking at the pictures in his hands.

You had drawn him sitting at a table with food in it, and a camera recording. It was to signify your love for his EatJin vlogs.

“Yes, is it okay?” You asked, feeling less confident.

Jin's smile widened as he looked at the picture.

“Yes. Very good. Thank you.” He said.

You handed him the poster of all seven members that they would be signing.  He wrote something down and you knew you were going to need your dad to translate for you.

“BTS fighting” Jin said to you.

“Fighting” you replied, making a fist.  You had to laugh at Jin winking at you. He was always so extra when doing so.

You were then ushered in front of Jungkook and all of your anxiety came back tenfold.

“Hello. Um, I mean annyeonghaseyo.” You said, stumbling over your words.

“Hello!” Jungkook said brightly.

Before you lost your nerve you handed over the picture immediately.

You had drawn him sitting in the couch with a computer in his lap. He was wearing his signature white shirt and a black beanie.

“I know you like playing video games. So I drew that for you.” You said.

“I do! Daebak!” He exclaimed, smiling widely at the picture.

You smiled a little as you put the poster in front of him to sign.

“I really love your music. Begin makes me cry every time.” You said, breaking the silence.

“Thank you. No crying, only happy ARMYs.” He said, reaching for your hand.

“Thank you for coming” he said when he grasped your hand.

You nodded your head quickly before smiling and moving down the line.

You now stood in front of Hoseok. This one you were really nervous about because it was less personal of a drawing than the others, but was your personal favorite.

“Hello!” Hobi said loudly in front of you. It shocked you enough that you just laughed.

“Pretty girl!”he said, pointing to you.

“Okay, oh my God.” You couldn't form a whole sentence anymore so you handed the picture to him as well as putting the poster in front of him.

He smiled as he took the picture. He was quiet for a long time.

You had drawn the scene in Boy Meets Evil when he jumps and the concrete shatters around him.

“Artist. This is good” he said smiling at you.

“Thank you. I hope you like it.” You said.

“Yes, very much.”

You felt stupid because you didn't know what else to do, so you bowed to him.  He laughed lightly and bowed back, eyes twinkling.

Next was Jimin.

You said your hellos and handed him the picture. You didn't look at him while he was inspecting it.

“Excuse me”you heard from in front of you.  You looked up and saw Jimin staring at you, picture facing your way.

You had drawn him laying out in the grass in a summer day with his phone on his chest and his headphones in his ears.

“Thank you. It's pretty.” He said, seemingly as shy as you were.

Your nerves had calmed slightly the more you were up here.

He signed your poster, and nodded his head at you as you were ushered in front of Yoongi.

You had a hard time breathing as you stood in front of him. Yoongi was your ultimate bias. It wasn't even because of how handsome he was, but he was!, Its because his music resonates with you in a way you've never felt before.

You wordlessly handed him the picture you'd drawn. You did a profile picture while he was sitting at a soundboard, writing lyrics. He had his headphones on and a hint of a smile.

“neoui eum-ag-eun nollabda.” You told him, hoping you'd pronounced it all correctly. It would be embarrassing if you messed up when telling him you thought his music was amazing.

“gomabseubnida” he said, signing the poster. He gave you one more serene smile before you moved in front of Taehyung.

Before you could hand him the picture, you felt something touch the top of your head,and screamed out of surprise.

Realizing Tae has set a pair of light up antennas on your head you whispered to yourself what an idiot you were.

When you looked up, Tae had a grown on his face. Realizing he probably heard you and thought you were talking about him, you quickly defended yourself.

“Oh my God! Not you! You just scared me and I screamed and then felt like an idiot. Pabo, me. I'm a pabo.” You said pointing to yourself.

You weren't sure if he understood because he still looked sad, you got worried you'd offended him. From beside him you heard Namjoon laugh a little and then speak to him in Korean.

Taehyung then smiled brightly and apologized for scaring you.

You handed over the picture you'd drawn of him. You had drawn him playing the saxophone with a shaggy puppy sleeping at his feet.

“Thank you. Thank you. It's daebak.” He said, smiling widely at you.

You were then ushered in front of Namjoon.

“Hello.” You said.

“Hello. It's nice to meet you. Are you from America?” He asked.

“Yes. My dads here for work and my mother and I joined him.”

“Well I hope you're having a good time and Korea is treating you well.” He said.

“It is, thank you. I actually, um I have something for you. I gave one to the others also.” You said, handing over the drawing.

You had drawn him in the recording studio. He was standing in front of the microphone with his eyes closed in concentration.

“Wow. You draw very well. There is emotion through the whole picture. Thank you.” He said.

“I'm glad you like it. It's the least I could do. You and the six others have literally changed my life and I will forever be grateful for you and your music.”

“That's is very kind of you. I'm glad we can make an impact.”

“Um, I also have this one for you guys. I drew it kind of quickly so it might not be very good.” You said handing the last picture over.

It was a photo of them on stage as they accepted their artist of the year award.

“No. It is very beautiful. You're very talented. Thank you. I'll be sure to show the guys as soon as we're done”

“Thank you. I'm so grateful I got the chance to meet you guys. You're one of my biggest inspirations and I'll never forget this.” You said, smiling a wide smile at him.

You left with a large smile on your face, knowing this would be the best moment of your life for many years to come.

{2}

[mrsamazingdreamer]

Just Roommates: Part 5

Plot- Jungkook as your roommate+College Adventures lol.

Characters- Y/N, Jungkook.

Word Count- 1.8k+

Warning- None, but like accidentally touching and stuff. lol.

Part 1, Part 2, Part 3  Part 4  

casual texting shit- part 1, part 2  

Are you all even ready?

(A/N- should i give them a leap and put them in 3rd year so i can spice up things a bit more, like add smut and stuff *wink wink*? please do suggest)

<3 much love who are still following this <3

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Y/N’s POV

Man, this is so much fun. I am so happy that my ‘hot’ roommate actually took me here, and he was trying to spend time with me. I would seriously be ready to do this with someone like him on any given day. I couldn’t keep his face from coming into my mind.

Pretty odd as it seems, but he was acting strange suddenly. He didn’t make any eye contact with me, and just left… he was inside the tent, basically abandoning me, all alone, into the wilderness.

Strange, indeed.

What was even strange was that, what had gotten into me to suddenly agreeing to this plan.

‘About time, Y/N’, I whispered to myself. ‘I should probably go and sleep too. Long day ahead.’

I waked towards my own tent, to only discover that, we have only had bought, one sleeping bag. And that was with Jungkook.

Well, fuck.

I got inside my tent and zipped it. I removed my jacket and laid over it. I started wondering as to what shall happen next. I was tired and I haven’t spoken to anyone who was close to me, in the past two days.

‘I should probably text my mother,’ I thought.

I got my phone out and I discovered that it was dead. My phone’s battery was over and so was my life. Being an internet addict I was, couldn’t even fathom survival without my phone. HOLY FUCK IM SCREWED. I WAS IN A DESPERATE NEED OF INFORMING MY PARENTS THAT EVERYTHING WAS FINE! JEEZ, WHY ME?! OUT OF ALL DAYS, WHY TODAY?!?!?! FML.

Then it hit me.

I quickly got up and hesitantly walked over to Jungkook’s tent.

“Hey, Jungkook. Are you awake?” I asked from outside. I could tell, he got startled as he immediately opened up and peaked at me.

“Hey, yeah. What’s up?” he told with a little smile.

“Do you, by any chance, have a powerbank or something? My phone died.” I explained, tossing my phone.

“Oh- I don’t think so.” He said.

“Alright.” I awkwardly told and walked away like a meme.

“Hey! You can use mine if you want?” he exclaimed, which made me turn my head back at this handsome fucking hot piece of man.

“You sure? I mean, it’s not that of a big- “he cut me off.

“Y/N, I insist. Please, you should inform someone about this.” He genuinely told.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH MY HEARTU JUST MELTED. FUCKKKK YOU ROOMMATE YOU’RE CUTE, HOT, SEXY AND NOW THIS?! WHAAAAT ARE YOU?!

I was trying my best to hold back the stupid smile that he caused every time he looked at me. but I just, couldn’t.

“Here.” He offered. I took the phone and stood there.

“What aren’t you coming in?” he asked me surprizing. I got shook.

Did he just ask me to get inside his tent? What?

“No, no, I’m fine.” I told.

“STFU Woman, its cold outside, come in.” he snapped as he pointed me to get in.

“Thanks.” I chuckled, uncomfortably.

I dialled my mom’s phone. “Hey mom, it’s me, Y/N.”

“Hi Y/N, how are you, child?” she was really happy to hear from me.

“Okay, so I’m outside and my phone is dead so I want you to not worry about me.” I quickly said.

“Oh, where are- “before she could finish, I told her bye and hung up. I looked over to Jungkook who had raised his eyebrows at me and gave me a smug look.

“Wow, you could talk to her actually. I still have my battery.” He said in a mocking tone.

“Yeah, but you know…” I said and hand over his phone.

“Aren’t you too formal with me?” he abruptly asked making me widen my eyes.

“Um, it’s like been 2 days since we met and I mean, I don’t know!” I hid my face in my palms which made him suppress a laugh.

“Gosh, you’re really weird you know.” I fist bumped my shoulder.

FUCKKKKK YOU HOTTIE JUST TOUCHED ME. AHHHHHH. AHHHHHHHHHHHHH. AH. GOSH HIS TOUCH IS ELECTRIC. AH. HELP. AHHHHHHHHHH.

“Haw! How can you just say that!? You’ve just met me.” I stick out my tongue teasing him.

“Well, I did spend the past couple of hours with you and you definitely don’t seem normal to me.” he mocked me back with a sarcastic tone.

“Well, you’re not too normal either.” I pouted playfully at him.

He just gave me his gorgeous smile and that eye smile of his which could actually melt anyone’s heart.

“Dude, seriously.” He said.

‘DUDE’ REALLY? DID YOU JUST, DUDE-ZONE ME ALREADY?

I wanted to say something but mouth seemed to have lost words. So I just shrugged it off.

There was a comfortable silence between us. It was rather numbing and calming in a way, unlike before. Sound of the crickets, the movements in the lake were audible, occasionally disturbed by the burning wood that was outside. This was getting strangely stable for me.

I heard him thump down on the sleeping bag and to my surprise, he grabbed my wrist and made me fall besides him.

DUDE YOU FUCKING MADE ME LAY DOWN?

“What even- “before I could finish he shushed me. “So, you’re my roommate and I don’t want things weird between us ever- “

What the hell do you even mean there hottie

“-Like, let’s start being casual around each other, like roommates… or more like, friends?” He turned around to meet my eyes which were already staring at him.

I nodded because that’s all I could process in that moment. It was the most beautiful moment in my life and in that moment nothing seemed more perfect. Not only was it initiation of a new friendship, but also a start of my own new life as an adult. I was free now. I wasn’t worried and that’s what mattered.

The thing I realised about jungkook was that he didn’t seem to be unnatural. He didn’t feel creepy to even have laid down with. He didn’t seem dangerous. It was rather, a safe feeling, a feeling of being home. I know it had only been a short while, but things were right. So right. I never thought I could get this right, but I did. I was happy.

“Aigo, I’m sleepy. “he stretched his arms making sure not to even have brushed with my body, even accidently.

“Yes you better.” I smiled and got up from there and as I was crawling towards the door, he called me out.

“Yah! Where are you going?” he asked me.

“Um, to my tent?” I said with a confused look.

“Oh please, do you even know, how bloody cold it is? And we don’t even have an extra sleeping bag.” He explained.

JEON JUNGKOOK, ARE YOU INVITING ME IN YOUR SLEEPING BAG? TO SLEEP? WITH YOU? LIKE, NEXT TO YOUR HOT SELF? LIKE, NEXT TO YOU- THE KOREAN GREEK GOD HIMSELF?!

PLEASE DON’T INVITE ME PLEASE NO NO NO.

I couldn’t process what he had said and in answer I could only tilt my head and hang my jaw low because I just couldn’t think of what to say.

He frowned at me majorly. “What are you waiting for? A snake to come, and eat you alive?”

I just blinked a few times and realised that he had indirectly asked me to get in the bag with him.

“So, like, I should sleep here then?” I asked, obviously.

“Duh?” he gave me the most disgusted look ever which seemed to scream ‘how dumb are you? who even got you graduated’ look.

Without saying a word, I crawled over to him and he made room for me to fit in. To my luck, this one was spacious enough to fit us both, like a burrito. Oh well.

“Wow okay.” I managed to breath out.

“You fine there.” He asked.

HOW COULD I POSSIBLEY BE FINE WITH FEELIGN YOURSELF SO CLOSE NEXT TO ME. I WAS WET AF. (FROM ALL THE SWEAT OBS or maybe not)

“Yeah I guess.” I giggled.

“Good.”

We just laid there staring at the wall of the tent for 12.5 minutes without exchanging any words or movements to avoid any further touching. and the there it was, my bad habit.

I was getting drowsy despite all the activities that had been going on in my heart and mind. I was knocked out.

Tired and asleep, literally next to the guy I met 2 days ago accidently who happened to live with you now.

JUNGKOOK’s POV

JIN HYUNG WHAT KIND OF IDEA WAS THIS? SHARE THE FUCKING SLEEPING BAG WITH HER? DO NOT LET HER ALONE? DO YOU REALIZE HOW MUCH I’M SUFFERING RIGHT NOW? NO MATTER HOW MUCH OF A MAN I SHOW HER, I AM… I AM NOT! WELL, I WAS REALLY ANXIOUS WITH HER BEING SO CLOSE TO ME. 

But despite all that, I was happy that I made this decision. I was happy that I got to talk with her, but I wasn’t happy for the fact that she was so close to me and breathing and having her chest go up and down and I just couldn’t help but notice her face. Even though things were barely visible, I could see her silhouette. The texture of her hair, the way it fell on her face, how she had her lips so moist, how her eye lashed curled like magic and how her little nose scrunched when she senses any sharp air. Gosh, she looked exclusive. Probably the first time ever that I had seen a girl up so close. I don’t want to lie, but damn, she looked so pretty.

I felt an unconscious smile form on my lips and I could feel a bit of adrenaline rush up my stomach. There was something about her, which didn’t make me uncomfortable anymore, enough to give me panic attacks as usual. She was different. I was sure. She had a very positive vibe to her. She was cool and certainly would make my perfect roommate.  

It was about 30 minutes that I had been awake after her. Just as I was about to close my eyes, I felt something. Heavy indeed. Near my thigh. The weight exponentially increased as another second passed. Now, it was on my torso ascending towards my clavicles.

NO NO NO NO NO NOOOO. HOLY SHIET. Y/N! I THOUGHT YOU WERE NICE WHAT ARE YOU TRYING TO DO. SHE HAD THROWN HER THIGH OVER MINE DANGEROUSLY CLOSE TO MY CROTCH. NO NO NO NO. AND HER HANDS ALMOST NEAR MY SENSITIVE NECK. FUCK MAN. FUCK FUCK FUCK. IM FUCKED. WE’RE FUCKED. I’M DOOMED.

Just as I was processing the situation, I felt her face bury inside the crook of my neck. I could feel her breathing next to my neck and it was bothering me more than anything in the world right now.

‘Jungkook, be strong.’ I reassured myself.  

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Thanks if you made it til the end. i really hope you liked it <3 

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[wasabi-duck]

reverse idol jungkook

i always write for jungkook and yoongi but lmao i like writing for them the best so here we go…

anyway im offended nobody wants to talk about the ketchup song, i bet jungkook wouldn’t play me like that

okay so this is a reverse idol au wow

which means that you’re an idol, wow, surprise

i think for all of them it would be fun to do different kind of groups but idk for this one im going with the flow

im debating whether to make everyone in a kpop group because i mean most of us probably don’t live in korea so like…

you’re in a pop group though, we can start there!! your group isn’t like super popular, but you just released a single that topped a lot of charts and so now you’re getting a lot of positive attention and a wave of new fans!!

jungkook has been a fan from the beginning though wow surprise…

he was probably the fan that got hooked back in the predebut days (so are you kpop??) and he was the one that made shitty gifs on his moms desktop and uploaded the to the good old tumblr

from the beginning you were his fave tho like there is no denying that

you had a certain charm about you, and you always seemed so pure and innocent and you always were so open with your other members

like throughout all your mini video diary updates, you were always the one making sure everyone in the group got adequate speaking time and got to talk!!

and you’re always helping the other members when they’re struggling with a dance move or with some lyrics, like it’s so obvious that you’re the one who makes sure the rest of your members feel comfortable with what they’re doing??

yah that’s you and wow jungkook has the hots for you

just like my dad thinks winwin is hotter than flames smh

your group at this point, maybe like, you’re just coming up to your year mark??

and jungkook has been loyal all 365 days of this year and he’s like

he makes a cake??

he like makes this cake and it looks awful and later yoongi chokes on it and has to go to patient first lmao yikes

but like he gets so excited about you guys hitting your year anniversary that he bakes this cake with lots of icing and twenty times more sprinkles than that right??

and he puts like happy 1 year in really crappy writing on the top with some icing and he puts whip cream on too it looks wild to say the least

and then he puts some candles on for like the birthday of your group wow

not like i do that or anything when my bias has a birthday,,, haha,,,

okay but he uploads a picture of the cake to twitter and tags you guys or whatever idk how twitter works, im stupid

but like a lot of other fans start retweeting it or something because while comical, the gesture is really cute and sweet and kind of touching??

jung-

when did i stop saying jeongguk did i say this already

anyway jungkook gets all flushed because wow there are a lot of people talking about his cake

and guess what guys

guess what the heck what

you of all people retweet the tweet and you add a comment like “omg this is the cutest thing, thank you so much sweetheart!!”

and jungkook checks his twitter

and he just kinda

he screams and he kinda doesn’t mean to but he throws his phone and he’s shrieking and his mom comes down like boy i will beat you with a candle if you don’t shut up and his brother records his meltdown

he calls jimin and tae and the three of them scream and cry together omg like tae and jimin are the hypemen while jungkook has a come apart

he probably is one of those people that walks when he’s excited so he’s on the phone doing laps around the house and his lil puppy is trailing along all excitedly

after three hours of talking to the boys (i remember when i used to talk on the phone for three hours omg) he heads up to his room

where he promptly goes to his shrine of your group and like cries over it and hugs all three of your mini albums to his chest

he probably has like seven posters of you omg can you imagine

he would be the one to get shy when like he changes and all the posters are staring at him or something…

oh his mom probably would like come in his room all the time and if your clothes were too tight or something, his mom would cover your poster in sticky notes and jungkook would be like “mom plz you don’t understand it’s a looK”

jungkook omg also we all know my boy can draw right

he would be one of the crazy good fanartists that posts his drawings of the group (but mostly you)

and after the cake incident, his work and art gets so much more attention like he becomes a fairly popular fanartist for your group

for his birthday btw, yoongi and hoseok come together to write the worst, most cliche, cringy reader insert fanfic of you for him and he keeps it under his pillow every night

okay but also after the cake incident, you kinda sorta stalked his twitter account and you flipped out over how amazing his artwork is and all your group members crack up because you can spend hours just checking out his account and trying to somehow low key print pictures of the art

im watching a documentary in spanish yikes sorry im distracted

okay anyway your group

your group announces like a special one year anniversary meet and greet to thank the fans who have supported you guys for this time and all

jungkook is in school when he gets the notification on twitter and he loses it in class like the world is caving in around him and his teacher sent him down to the principals office because he was causing controversy

oh btw his binders at school are probably cute collages of your group thanks bye everyone

okay anyway

tbh probably tells the principal about the meet and greet

and the principal just kinda “okay…”

jungkook goes home that day and he is on cloud nine right this boy is having the time of his life like his heart has never felt lighter and he has never felt more alive in his life

he practically skips home from school (like winwin did when they played duck duck goose someone hold me)

and he bursts through the door and the smile on his face is so wide and so bright that his brother goes and gets some sunglasses

and he’s like “mom, dad, guess what! they’re having a meet and greeT”

his parents kinda exchange looks and they’re kinda !!

“well how much is it honey?”

and jungkook’s smile falters because he knows that guess what, his family doesn’t really have that kind of money right now, and the only way that he managed to get all his albums and posters was because he’s been saving up birthday and new year’s money and all

and he keeps that same smile on his face because jungkook doesn’t share his emotions and jungkook doesn’t let people know how he’s really feeling and he doesn’t want his family to know that the air has literally been stolen from his lungs

he just kinda shrugs and his voice is all quiet and he’s like “oh… it’s nothing important, i shouldn’t have mentioned it. sorry.”

he heads upstairs before he starts crying because jungkook like really got his hopes up??

and your music really speaks to him and he’s kind of developed this emotional dependence on your group and you guys never fail to make him smile and you always get him up when he’s feeling down and he just wishes that maybe he could somehow tell you all how important you are to him and how much you’ve done for him through your music and all!!

he goes upstairs and he locks himself in the room he shares with his bro and he just cries into his pillow

it’s the weekend right and that next morning he doesn’t get out of bed and he doesn’t leave his room

he won’t even open his phone up because he doesn’t wanna see everyone talking about the meet and greet he can’t go to

he’s not mad at his parents or anything, he’s just defeated like he’s loved you (guys) from before day one and now the chance to express that is slipping through his fingers

boy howdy someone is not happy with this

it’s min yoongi

surprise

he’s like i cannot not let my love,,, i cannot let this happen

like jungkook had called jimin and tae eventually and cried to them and they immediately told the other boys

and yoongi was like oh heck no my baby gets what he wants

imagine the kermit meme but with yoongi

yoongi: i gotta show the boys im cool and poised and don’t give a shit

yoongi to yoongi: buy jungkook meet and greet tickets

tbh he totally plans on doing it

like he researches it all and he figures out when they’re going on sale and that night (it’s like a week after the entire meltdown), the boys wanna go out to the karaoke bar or something

and yoongi is like i’m at work

and namjoon is like wth you’re laying on our couch

and yoongi is like “did i stutter kim namjoon do you want me to shove a hairbrush down your throat when you’re sleeping”

i just burnt my peanut butter toast and i wanna die tbh anyway

yoongi gets them, surprise!! well one for jungkook but like you get it

and he’s so proud of himself he is like i am the best in the world all hail min yoongi, king of spoiling his friends

he wants to wait to give them to jungkook but he cannot hold the excitement in so one day he just kinda heads over to jungkook’s house and traipses on in and jungkook is doing his calculus homework or something

and yoongi just shoves the ticket in his face and jungkook blinks and then he slowly realizes what’s up and he stares at yoongi then bursts into happy tears

fudge you two havent even met

okay so the day of the event jungkook probably wears a bias shirt with your name on it and he is alive okay like he brings his albums and his drawings of you to give to you because lil bun wants to like impress you??

he probably writes a note to you as well talking about how happy you make him and he’s like wait that’s creepy but jin is like no my child, no it is perfect and beautiful just like you and then he kisses jungkook’s head

the boys wait outside the event and they all have matching bomber jackets and sunglasses to be the jungkook protection squad

jungkook dies when he gets in there right

like there’s so much noise and chattering and people and he’s so uncomfortable and stressed tbh and he doesn’t feel good like he starts to panic

what if he like embarrasses himself?? what if he makes a fool of himself in front of you?? what if he like passes out or something or like gleeks oN YOU OMG

he’s like dying in line but he can’t help but keep checking you out the entire time and you are even more gorgeous in person and you aren’t even up close and personal yet…

he feels like he’s gonna die but the boys keep texting him reassuring messages and all he starts to calm down

he’s gripping everything so tight his knuckles go white

omg his turn though

he talks to all the members because you are at the end and all

and he’s like so shy and flustered but he manages to talk to them and explain how h’es been a fan from the beginning of time and he talks about all the best songs on the album and his fave choreos!! and he’s so cute and his face is all red and bright and he’s so !!!

okay i have a spanish benchmark so i should be going but

he finally gets to you and he’s like wow time to kms

he can’t even breathe like you are five inches away from him, in the living flesh, smiling like an angel and -

he kinda plops his albums down on the table and he can’t break eye contact with you to save his life and you just kinda laugh and smile wider because he’s so cute and you’re so flattered that like wow look at this cute fan??

but then he slips the drawings your way and he’s rambling on about how cool you are and how you’ve really inspired him to try new choreography and all and how he thinks you’re the most angelic person and all this other stuff

and you’re like !!

and your heart is racing because most fans are like wow you’re so attractive i love you but he’s going in depth about like you as a person and that’s so touching??

all your band mates keep glancing at you guys like suspiciously

you notice the drawings and you’re like wth is tHIS i HAVe SeeN thEsE

“you’re the birthday cake boy omg!!”

jungkook’s eyes widen and his jaw drops because you just admitted you’ve been stalking his twitter and you immediately cover your mouth with your hands and you’re like wth is this,,, i wanna die… what

jungkook just blushes and nods and smiles that cute bunny smile and your heart melts because he’s so cute and sweet and wow this isn’t very good

security isn’t feeling it though and they’re ushering you on so you quickly do like

the idol grab hands thing and you interlace your fingers and smile down at him

“im really glad i met you”

and he’s about to #die because you are like talking about meeting hIM

and you sign his albums real fast and wink before security ushers him on

but then you’re like “wait, i never got your name!”

and he just “jungkook!!”

“I hope to see you again jungkook!!”

you wave and he’s pushed off by security

the boys are in the parking lot and they’re like wth man how did it go and jungkook has the thousand yard stare

jimin shakes his shoulders and tae starts yelling and yoongi is like time to throw down??

but jungkook gets this loopy smile and he’s like “wow i am in loVE. love love. like actual love. like marriage love”

namjoon rolls his eyes and jin is like “young mAN YOU ARE TOO YOUNG”

but tae and jimin are poking through his albums and stuff and tae screams and everyone looks at him and he kinda

“man look at this!!”

in the back of the album is “hey cutie, i think i wanna get to know you more. shit, that sounds weird. i guess im saying, hot chocolate your speed?”

and then this is totally against idol code but im making this au so um

it’s your number and a cute smiley face and heart and jungkook passes out on the sidewalk

and guess what you do get hot chocolate after that

and jungkook is all nervous and embarrassed and he hides behind his face half the time and you think it’s cute…

and you guys text all the time?? like always??

you leak him lyrics and dance vids all the time and he’s like my hero…

you two hang out whenever your schedule permits but he still gets super shy whenever the other members of your group are over omg

they always tease you two as like scandalous and all but you really like jungkook!!

you like him enough to dedicate,,, a love song to him,,, on your first full album,,,

and like one day your group is on a talk show and the host is like so anyone, how about those relationships,,,

and you’re like well my boyfriend and i are-

and you’re like oH SHIT

and the boys are huddled around jungkook’s laptop, watching, and jungkook’s heart shatters because you have a boyfriend… since when…

and yoongi is like pal,,, buddy,,, amigo,,, it’s yOU

you guys officially get together in the dance studio really cheesy with help from your group mates and it’s so nice and wonderful and you guys always kiss and cuddle when you’re supposed to be rehearsing oops,,,