#i wonder if ur day's been eventful... how r the kittens doing :0

[cocona]

love go to bed!! it’s late for me too... we can talk tomorrow if you want, i’ll answer you better when i wake up but know that your words mean so much to me :(( i’ll rest well and with a lighter heart thanks to you 💓💓💓 have sweet dreams ily!! so much!! 🌌💫 🍃

i went 2 bed then dfgh but now it’s bed time again,, i’ll stay up to finish some hw since im always late on stuff like tht !!!!! i hope ur day went well ,, mondays r always tough 2 deal with, even for the most positive souls hehe !! but only if u start sth can u see the end !! may ur week be filled with light nd blossoms ! spring is here, nd it’s already strawberry season here !! theyre already so sweet and soft :(

i hope u had sweet dreams last night ,, nd i wish the same for tonight ! i love u so :( i’ll pray so tht angels will sit by ur bed.... so tht they can massage nd neutralise whats working ur mind so late at night nd preventing u from finding rest... so tht they can carry away any negativity from ur dreams ,, so tht the sun may shine bright wherever ur mind takes u.... theres only so much i can do :( i cld recommend u some songs again hehe ,, but then i’d spoil my whole playlist...hm... ! idk if u know him bt u shld listen 2 easy by mac ayres !! its a v soft song,, kinda like sang lo-fi... it’s on my gentle stargazing playlist for tht reason....

ahh im rambling again.... words wont come up to me like i wish they did. every time i answer, it feels like im writing a little letter... isnt tht adorable ?? sometimes i think abt the way we communicate nd my heart feels all warm... it’s so sweet nd so unique...nd genuine....mysterious nd exciting but at the same time ever so gentle... mayb the next lvl of gentleness wld b reading my thoughts off my own handwriting. i feel a lot of things lately ! i wonder abt things a lot,, mayb its bc ive been rediving into my homework nd tht my brain has been put to good use... i have 2 admit tht writing to u is therapeuthic in a sense. it puts my heart, my mind nd my spirit to rest... while injecting them w liveliness.. it’s a pleasant leisure activity. somehow, it makes me love you even more. what’s odd is tht it seems that it’s based off interest,, but rlly it feels like some kind of elevation ? of pure joy ? like my purest self is interacting w the only side of u tht i know. im not making much sense.. mayb i shld start writing my memoires lmao ! mayb some ppl wld find my thoughts worthy of analysis.....

i wonder if some day you’ll be on the receiving end of these messages ,, if some day you’ll be the one developping ur thoughts nd writing a lot...to let me know abt what u think nd whats on ur mind.... it feels the same as massaging someone’s knuckles in the sense tht it eases ur words...eases ur thoughts...nd makes u feel closer to the other in a raw nd intimate sense. a friendship so pure... a friendship so calm. im grateful ure here !! i wonder if uve already told me when ur bday was,, i feel bad for forgetting.. i shld write it down somewhere so tht i never forget ! i shld stop writing now ,, when ure tired, it’s hard 2 read a lot nd it might be even harder 2 understand my point . . . dfghj :(( 

ah !! i just !! hope ure well ok !!! take care !!