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butts-bouncing-on-the-beltway · 16 hours ago

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I need to do my daily paperwork, I need to charge my phone, I need to eat something, I need to lay down before I collapse, I need to relax before my head explodes, I need to take a shower and wash my clothes for next week, I need to do my physio routine so my body doesn't lock up worse, I need to refill my water, I need to go pee, good fucking god no goddamn wonder I can barely keep my shit together I have been awake for FOUR HOURS and I only have seven hours until I go back to bed????

#ohhhhh i'm sleeping like 13 hours a day that's definitely part of it i literally just realized #lmao right b vits #okay so the fact that my doc still hasn't sent the injection prescription to the pharmacy so i still haven't been able to supplement it #outside of my infusion at least #okay so as soon as I get paid i will schedule myself for a new infusion and weekly b12 and bcomplex push added on #that way the doctor can get to it when she fucking gets to it and i can still be a goddamn person #i swear to god if it has just been the bvits this whole time killing me and my doctors just didn't take it seriously enough #or assumed i was skivving off on my supplements or whatever #i will probably burn down several state's worth of health care facilities tbh #if i just fucking needed weekly bvit injections for ten fucking years I will definitely Lose It

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