#i was very happy to be reunited with. suho. but i felt bad that i hadn't been taking care of him in so long
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i have a lot of dreams where i 1) impulsively adopt an animal i shouldn’t be adopting and/or 2) have already adopted an animal i have forgotten about but suddenly remember and/or 3) an animal i have not had for a long time is dusty and sick lying behind or underneath some large object in my house and i take it out from under there, it’s on the edge of death and i have to save it while coping with the fact that i’ve been such an irresponsible animal owner
#i had these kind of dreams since BEFORE my dog died violently and traumatically in november 2021 jsyk#i never have dreams where ive forgotten about raider under the washing machine#i do have these dreams about real pets ive had though. like my guinea pig phil who died in may of 2009#in real life i took very very good care of him and cared about him a lot. in a recurring dream he is a dust-covered frail lost cause#i also had that dream before about my childhood dog maxie who died in 2016? at 10 years old? of diabetes?#she CERTAINLY never would've gone missing in the house let me tell you that#tales from diana#the impulse-adoption dreams are usually smaller animals like ferrets and bunnies that i just buy like a bag of chips#and then i get home and im like OH NO I HAVE TO TAKE CARE OF YOU????#why do i have these i-am-irresponsible-with-animals dreams#this is coming to mind bc within the last week i had a dream where i had like. a 10-year-old dog i somehow FORGOT ABOUT#but i got it when i was in middle school or smth. it stayed most of its life w my uncles family for some reason???#and its name was. suho. like kim junmyeon. from exo.#i would love to name a dog after suho lol#i would not like answering the question 'where did you get that name from?' 'none of your business' >:(#it was a little black dog that looked a lot like raider but not quite. it had a rounder head and whatnot#certainly an unidentifiable terrier-ish mutt like my sweet prince was#i was very happy to be reunited with. suho. but i felt bad that i hadn't been taking care of him in so long#i'm sorry suho
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Did you finish True Beauty? I’d love to hear your thoughts on the wrap-up :)
Hiiiii I have finished the episodes sorry I did go awol with the last 4 episodes because I thought it was pretty obvious what was been showed and also the themes I was intrigued in were all sorted out apart from Soojin who they rushed her growth and didn’t really deal with her issue in my opinion properly. As for the finale I’m going to hopefully write a review/last episode post and thoughts about it. I liked it, obviously I feel a bit off about Seojun because Second lead syndrome is real sometimes and I did feel he was a bit cheated by the writer, however I still hate the fact that Suho is still getting hate, because again he hasn’t done anything that is out of his character, or morally wrong. He’s just a guy in love, he is possessive and it’s a bit creepy but I don’t think it makes him not the good boyfriend and person for JK, also he was still going through a lot in the last episodes and people just like pretended like he was selfish, and callous for his decisions.
Like no the show has been building up this need to be with his father, and for them to reunite and have a relationship, and for him to be a bit less dependant on JK for bit so both of them could grow and heal and get to their purpose/happiness. So when they reunite they’re both ready to be together, and are mature, JK loves her self, and knows where her heart lies. They are meant to be together, since they’ve been kids, they have a bond, a connection that has been built up throughout the whole show and they waited for each other despite not knowing if the other was still there. So unfortunately I felt bad for Seojun but it was his choice to still stay by JK side, not confess (because he was a good guy waiting for her to be over Suho which was impossible) and stay in love with her by her side doing all the things he did for her. It’s not fair that she was so clueless because she was in denial because she only saw him as a brother, it’s why she was so dumb she couldn’t really rationalise the idea of dating him or seeing him as more than that. That’s why even when he hugs her she pulls away. I feel bad for him because you know it sucks to have this unrequited love, but JK never led him on, she just like saw him as a close friend/family, and that’s all it was. Seojun chose to stay by her side, and keep being with her knowing how much it hurts, he chose to stay hopeful in the situation but he knew he would be rejected. I also think that’s why he didn’t confess he wasn’t ready to face the truth of her rejection. But Suho coming back forced him to do so, because he couldn’t languish in that hopeless/hopeful state anymore. It’s what all second lead guys do, I don’t get it, because it’s clear the girl would never choose them but it’s easy for me to be like get over her, get a life of your own, try and find someone better than her (*because face it JK didn’t do anything special for Seojun, she wasn’t as helpful, as he was to her, it was all onesided if you actually think about it), he could move on if he was determined to but again it’s complicated to say that. Their friendship was also precious to both of them, and they wanted to stay near each other, JK as friends, Seojun as the undefined thing they were to him.
So it’s a bit unfortunate for him. But again this doesn’t mean Suho is the worst and deoesn’t deserve JK, Suho has always been Suho, he’s been what JK saw as her light, her help, her person, the person she felt the most safest with, no matter how much Seojun tried he would never be able to surpass that because JK chose Suho for herself, and she knew he was who she wanted, even when she stayed in denial about it because of facing reality of their break up and being hurt he pushed away, she kept opening that box because she knew secretly she was still his, and he was still hers. It’s a connection/ their bond. They were meant to be. No one, no matter how hard, they try, sexy they are, and kind, would fill that role Suho has in JK’s life unfortunately. Just Suho being Suho is what makes JK happy. So again it’s unfortunate for Seojun she didn’t really feel that guilty or take a lot of time to feel bad for all he went through. But as a feminist, JK is allowed to not like the guy, she’s allowed to choose who is right for her, she made it abundantly clear though her actions she didn’t see him as that, and he knew, she didn’t try to make him think there was hope. And she struggled with the guilt hence she let him take her on three dates, but once Suho entered the picture, she had to be real and honest with her self, as much as she felt bad for Seojun, she felt selfishly relieved Suho was back. So again with the love triangle, it’s always been about who JK wanted not how hard, or kind Seojun was to her, she didn’t owe him anything he did everything on his own. But because he’s pitiful i get it, i get the sadness, the anger at the writers, and I get the unsatisfaction with Suho. Towards the end of the show the writers used very much old tired tropes, miscommunication etc to just fill out the last episodes, they rushed through some character’s storylines and they gave Seojun his dream job/life but he still was cheated because they made him stay stuck chasing after JK on his own. But that’s what he chose to do. So yeah that’s my opinion on the love triangle
True Beauty was a good show. I really loved it, and I had so much fun writing about it. The love triangle wasn’t my cup of tea, and I hated how some of the fandom reacted because of it. But it’s over now, it’s sad but I like my characters, I like their growth and I like the love story. That’s it. What was your opinion on the last episode? I’d love to know and discuss :)
#true beauty#true beauty kdrama#suho#han seojun#im jugyeong#cha eunwoo#moon ga young#asks#february#cwg#kdrama
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Enough Pt. 5
A/N: What is up everybody!!!! I am finally done with the next part of this series! I was able to finish most of it on my flight last night. I did not edit it though, so hopefully there aren’t too many errors. I’m currently at the Houston airport, waiting for my flight back home. So I want to post this before I have to board, which is soon. Anyway, I hope you enjoy this chapter and sorry if the description of the dresses don’t make sense. I do have photos for reference though. So if you guys want me to post them, let me know and I’ll do it. Okay that’s all. Happy reading!
The following weeks passed by in a flurry. Between the final preparations for Mina and Suho’s wedding, to filing all the necessary paperwork for your move to the States, weeks flew by and you swear you got whiplash. It was the night before the wedding, you were staying at the hotel where the wedding would take place. Mina, Eunji and you were sharing a room since you were going to get ready together in the morning.
“And then her face when the stripper gave her a lap dance was the best!” You cried out, laughing so hard and holding your stomach as you told Eunji about Mina’s bachelorette party.
“Aw man, that sounds like it was so much fun! I’m so bummed out I was sick that day and couldn’t make it! I would have killed to see that!” Eunji complained as she wiped tears from her eyes.
“I’m sorry but I’ve never had a guy, that’s not my sweet fiancée, grind down on me like that! It was so awkward!” She wailed and covered her face with her hands, making you and Eunji laugh.
“You guys we gotta stop drinking. None of us, especially you Mina, can be hung over for tomorrow.” Eunji, the voice of reason, said as she collected the empty cocktail glasses and put it on a tray outside the hotel room for room service to pick up.
“You’re right. I have a nice buzz but we should really get ready for bed.” Mina agreed, getting up and heading to the bathroom.
Eunji slept soundly in one bed, Mina and you decided to share a bed for the night. Mina’s back was facing you and you tried to focus on her soft breathing so you could fall asleep. Sleep seemed to be avoiding you that night and you were getting frustrated because you were actually tired. Mina turned around to face you and saw you were still awake.
“Hey, you okay?” She whispered, peering at your face intently. You were always surprised at how well your best friend knows you.
You smiled softly at her, booping her nose with your finger. “Yes, I just have a lot in my mind.” You replied softly.
“Are you stressed about the move?” She inquired, knowing that you were leaving to the States the day after her wedding. She was a little upset she wasn’t going to see you once she was back from her honeymoon. She actually tried talking Suho into changing the destination of their honeymoon to New York so she could see you, but of course he knocked down that idea. Insisting that the Maldives was more of a honeymoon spot than New York.
“Not really. I’m literally all packed. I’m not taking everything with me, just the essentials.” You said, knowing you were going to buy anything you needed in New York. The apartment the company was proving was fully furnished, so you didn’t need to worry about that.
“Are you nervous about seeing Chanyeol tomorrow?” She asked tentatively.
“No? I honestly haven’t even thought about him.” You said honestly, Chanyeol being the least of your worries. You were literally trying to escape his existence, so one more day of dealing with him is not a big deal.
“Hmmm. You know, I think Suho didn’t ask Chanyeol to be a groomsman because of how he’s treated you.” Mina said in a satisfied tone, making you laugh quietly.
“I don’t know why you told him in the first place, they’re friends.” You chastised her, feeling bad about having Suho exile his friend from the wedding party.
“I don’t think it matters. I think he asked Sehun to be a groomsman because they’re cousins. He’s kind of bratty because he’s the youngest of the family. He was actually upset that he’s not the best man.” Mina said rolling her eyes, realizing she’s going to have to deal with that for the rest of her life since Suho is close with his cousin.
“Well that makes me feel better. Sehun is nice though.” You commented, thinking back to the few times you interacted with him during the rehearsals.
“Yeah but he can be a bit douchey too. He hangs out a lot with Chanyeol.”
“Hey babe. We should probably sleep. We don’t need to give the make up artist unnecessary work.” You whispered, feeling your eyelids flutter closed.
“Hmm.” Mina hummed in agreement, her own eyes closing slowly.
The whole morning was a rush, from makeup artists coming in early to do your makeup and the hair stylist with her team made sure your hair was styled to perfection.
You and Eunji helped Mina into her wedding dress, a gorgeous mermaid style gown with a sweetheart neckline that plunged down the middle and stopped right before her navel. The bodice was covered in an intricate flower lace detail that gave the dress a romantic look. It also had removable sleeves that started ¼ down her arm and flared out from the elbows and cinched delicately around her wrists. Her hair was in loose waves and styled in a half up hairdo, showing off the neckline of her dress. You felt yourself tear up because she looked so beautiful and you couldn’t believe the day was finally here.
Your dress was a very beautiful off shoulder satin piece that cinched around your hips in a Grecian style design. A slit running up to your upper thigh, the bronze color of the dress complimenting your skin tone. The sleeves and the neckline draped beautifully, accentuating your breasts. Eunji’s dress was almost identical except hers did not have a slit up her thigh.
Before the ceremony and reception, you were going to take the photos. It was set in a gorgeous park, really giving the best possible background for the wedding photos. Seeing Suho cry the second he saw Mina really was the highlight of the photo shoot and thankfully the photographer got it all on camera. You were all trying to be careful, making sure Mina’s dress wouldn’t get dirty as your location varied throughout the park. After the photo session it was time to go to the hotel where both the ceremony and reception were taking place.
Suho’s parents walked out first, taking place at the front where their designated seats were. After them was Mina’s mom, who took her seat opposite to the Kims. Eunji was next with Sehun and they took their place at the left side of the platform. After them it was you and Kyungsoo, walking to the right side of the platform. You held Kyungsoo’s arm tightly in fear of falling. Your heels were a little higher than your comfort zone and you felt like a newborn deer. You thought you had broken them in enough, but the heel was too thin and it didn’t make you feel stable. He smiled softly at you as he tightened his arm around yours, a silent promise to keep you upright.
Everyone stood up the second when they herd the music change and the doors open for Mina and her father. Even though Suho already saw her during the photo shoot, he couldn’t help but get emotional all over again when he saw Mina make her way down the aisle. The look of pure love they shared made your heart melt, making you tear up at the feeling of love and gratitude you felt towards your two friends.
The ceremony was very beautiful and emotional, the majority of the guests wiping happy tears from their eyes. Once the I do’s were shared and the official kiss was made, the guests all stood up and clapped for the new married couple, Mr. and Mrs. Kim. Mina and Suho exited the ceremony room first and headed out to the reception hall. You and Kyungsoo were next after them, sharing a sweet smile with each other as you make your way to the reception hall. Eunji and Sehun were the last to join the little parade. Everyone was excited for the party to start.
“And I just want to thank everyone for coming out today to celebrate with us the happiest day of my life. Thank you!” Suho said as he lifted his champagne flute up as a toast and everyone followed. “Now I invite my best man to come up and give a few words.” He said with a big grin as he walked off the stage, guests clapping for him and the best man that was taking his spot on the mini stage.
“I’m a man of very few words, so here it goes.” Kyungsoo started, making the guests laugh. “I’ve known Suho for most of my life. I’ve seen him through some of his best times, some of his worst times and a whole lot of humiliating times. I gotta say that I know him very well. But the side I saw of him when he reunited with Mina was a side I had never seen before, and that’s how I knew he found the one. Mina, you’re a lucky one. I’m glad you two have found each other and I hope your love and happiness lasts for your lifetime. Thank you.” Everyone clapped at Kyungsoo’s beautiful speech, a couple of stray tears falling down your face. You swiftly wiped them away without ruining your makeup, knowing that you were up next.
“Now I invite the gorgeous maid of honor to come give a speech.”
“Wow, I don’t know if I can beat that, you really outdid yourself there Soo.” You smiled, not noticing the slip of the nickname you mentally gave him. “Well, I can only say that I am extremely happy for the two of you. Mina is the love of my life and I know I am hers as well, sorry Suho.” You shrugged, making everyone laugh. “But I knew Suho was someone very special for Mina the day she ditched me at the bar to leave with Suho. To talk, of course.” You winked, a wave of laughter erupted throughout the hall, making Mina turn a bright shade of red and Suho laughed and clapped his hands like a dumb walrus. “Anyway, Mina never ditches me. So that’s how I knew he was special. And he is even more special now because he is married to the most beautiful, caring, smart and witty woman I know. I love you two and I know your love will outlive all of us. To Mr. and Mrs. Kim!” You cheered, everyone applauding as you got off the stage.
You made your way to Mina and embraced her in a tight hug. “I love you so much.” You whispered, trying hard not to cry.
“I love you more.” She whispered, hugging you tightly.
The party was in full swing by now, people dancing and many of them interrupting Mina and Suho’s dancing so they could take photos with them. You sat at the wedding party table, sipping champagne as you happily watched your best friend dance with her husband.
“Why are you all alone?” Kyungsoo asked as he took a seat next to you.
“I’m drinking. And I really want more dessert. But I don’t want to get up to get more because I don’t want to look like a fatass.” You said, rubbing circles on your belly, pushing it out in an exaggerated manner so it could make your belly look bigger.
Kyungsoo laughed at your silly antics. “You are far from fat. But do you want me to go get you some? I don’t mind.” He said, pointing to the dessert bar.
You sat up on your seat with a gasp. “Really? You’d do that for me?” You asked like an excited child.
“Of course. What do you want?” He asked as he got up.
“Ooh a brownie and another vanilla cupcake. But one with the purple rose on top.” You instructed, a very serious look on your face.
Kyungsoo smiled at you and made his way to the dessert bar. You sat there, drinking your champagne happily until he came back.
“I have the goods!” Kyungsoo exclaimed, placing the plate with the sweets in front of you.
“Oh my gosh, thank you so much!” You said, swaying excitedly on your chair, diving right in to the baked goods.
“Alright! How much have you had to drink?” He questioned, giggling at your tipsy attitude.
“This many.” You said with a mouth full of brownies, holding up 5 fingers and looking like a cute child.
“Alright you need to sober up.” He said and waved over a waiter. He asked him for one glass of water and a cup of black coffee.
“Why are you so good to me?” You asked rhetorically, finishing up the last of your coffee.
“Do you feel better?” He asked, noticing the fact that you looked more yourself and less loopy.
“I do, I think I’m almost fully sober.” You said, stretching your tired back.
“Wanna go dance? I’m sure that will help you sober up more.” He said with a smile.
“Yeah lets go!” You said excitedly, getting up and holding his hand as he led the way to the dance floor.
You two were having fun and being silly, really just enjoying each other’s company. You danced about three songs before your bladder alarmingly signaled that it was time to get rid of all the liquids you ingested earlier.
You told Kyungsoo you needed to use the restroom and made your way as fast and as safely as you could with high heels and a full bladder.
When you came back you noticed Kyungsoo was waiting for you near the bathrooms, looking a little serious.
“Is everything okay?” You asked as you approached him.
“Yeah of course.” He said with a smile that looked a little forced. “Want to dance some more or are you good?” He asked.
“Let’s dance a bit more before I have to leave.” You said as you both made your way to the dance floor.
As soon as you got there the song ended and a romantic slow song started, making some people leave the dance floor and all the couples seemed to stay to dance. Kyungsoo looked at you with a furrowed brow.
“Do you mind?” He asked, hesitantly reaching for your hand.
“Not at all!” You said smiling, pressing your body to his and holding his hand tightly in yours. Even with your impressive heels, he was still a couple inches taller than you, forcing you to look up at him as you two danced the song together. You smiled at each other softly and let the rhythm of the music guide your bodies. Kyungsoo pressed you closer to his body and when you didn’t react negatively or pull away, he leaned down and pressed his lips softly to yours. You closed your eyes and enjoyed the sweet moment. You both pulled away before either one had a chance to deepen the kiss.
“I’m sorry, I don’t know what came over me.” He said shyly, a cute blush caressing his cheeks.
“It’s okay, don’t worry.” You assured him, squeezing his shoulder.
“I don’t want to be brash or too forward, but would you like to continue this…?”
You closed you eyes and sighed, hating the timeing life seemed to have with you.
“Kyungsoo…” You groaned, leaning your head on his shoulder.
“What?” He chuckled
“Normally, I totally would. But I’m leaving tomorrow to the States and you are such an amazing guy, I don’t want to just have you for one night and have that be all. You deserve a lot more than that.” You said honestly.
“I get it, don’t worry. I’m glad you think so highly of me.” He said with a smirk, looking somewhere behind you.
“You’re welcome. You can come visit any time though.” You reassured, both of you smiling and enjoying the rest of the dance.
After the dance you looked for Mina, wanting to have enough time to say good bye since you had to go home to change and catch a red eye at an ungodly hour.
“Hey babe.” You said coming up behind her.
“Is it time already?” She asked with a pout, knowing it was time for you to leave.
“Yes. I know, I hate this.” You say as you embrace her. Swaying lightly to the rhythm of the song.
“Don’t worry, I’m going to vsisit you as soon as you’re all settled in.” Mina assured.
“Absolutely! You better come!” You said in mock seriousness, breaking the hug. Your conversation was interrupted by a high pitch squeal/laugh combination. You both looked over to the source of the sound and saw a girl pressed against Chanyeol, his arms wrapped around her waist, tickling her softly thus making her sound like an excited chihuahua. He glided his lips along her neck, whispering something to her ear, making her nod her head quickly. She grabbed his hand and started to pull him through the crowd, not before Chanyeol looked straight at you, sending you a wink that made your heart bang against your chest. You chuckled softly, chastising your silly heart for its muscle memory of Chanyeol’s tactics.
“Oh my god. Is he serious?” Mina asked as she saw Chanyeol leave with one of Suho’s distant cousins.
“Typical Chanyeol. God I don’t know what I ever saw in him.” You say honestly, proud of yourself for not having feelings for him anymore.
“This is the only reason im glad you’re leaving. So you don’t have to deal with his bullshit.” Mina said, rolling her eyes.
“Speaking of which, I have to go now.” You two embraced in a tight hug once again.
You left the hotel with a wave of determination. You were going to make the most of this move. Not just in your professional life, but also in your personal life.
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Chanyeol could not keep his eyes off you the whole night. You looked incredibly gorgeous in your satin dress and he couldn’t stop staring at the way it hugged your body. That uncomfortable feeling settled in his stomach again and he couldn’t shake it off. He also could not shake off the jealousy he felt at the fact that Kyungsoo just liberally put his hands on you. He knew he was your partner, but it still bothered him.
He was sitting down watching Kyungsoo make you laugh and bring you dessert. He couldn’t help but see how happy and care free you looked, an expression he never saw you wear when you were with him. He saw the two of you get up and head to the dance floor. He couldn’t stop staring at the way you smiled and laughed and dance around in a silly way, just enjoying yourself and not caring what others think. When he saw you make your way to the bathroom, he decided to have a little fun.
“You know, she’s not as innocent as she may appear.” He said, walking up to Kyungsoo. Even though both men are friends with Suho, they don’t particularly belong in the same group of friends. In fact, Kyungsoo was never fond of Chanyeol and Chanyeol always thought Kyungsoo was a bit uptight.
“Chanyeol, how lovely of you to come over and say hi.” Kyungsoo said sarcastically, not in the mood for the tall man's antics.
“Always so charming Soo. But seriously. She’s a really good lay. Have you been able to find out yet?” Chanyeol really wanted to piss him off and get under his skin.
“Do not speak of her like that.” Kyungsoo bit out harshly, not believing his ears. Chanyeol could really be a jerk sometimes.
“This is cute. How protective you are if her. Have you known her long?” He asked in mock interest.
“That’s none of your concern. Now leave before she comes back and you make her uncomfortable.” Kyungsoo said pointedly, not giving him an option.
“Now noble.” Chanyeol bowed and walked away, satisfied at the fact that he made Kyungsoo mad.
He watched as you came out of the bathroom, completely unaware of the interaction that just happened between the two men. He watched as the two of you walked back to the dance floor. He felt a jab of jealousy jolt his heart when he saw the way you slow danced. He wanted to look away but for some reason his eyes wouldn’t budge, his stare glued to the two of you. He finally managed to look the other way when he saw your lips touch Kyungsoo’s, the sight almost unbearable and he couldn’t understand why. He got up from his seat and made his way to a group of girls that looked pretty enough and most likely desperate enough to go home with him tonight. He started to talk to a girl that was one of Suho’s distant cousins.
He watched you make your way to Mina and he made sure that the girl he picked for tonight grabbed your attention. He tickled her stomach, making her squeal in a way that might have been endearing to some, but it irritated his ears. He made a point of kissing her neck and asking her if she wanted to go home with him. She eagerly nodded, grabbing his hand and dragging him towards the exit. Chanyeol looked your way and felt his heart jump when he saw you looking at him. He sent you a wink and followed what’s-her-name out to his car, ready for a night of trying to get out out of his system. He’s had enough of these confusing feelings.
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When Different Paths Cross
About the Characters; Intro; Ch19
Chapter 18
When everything got quiet, the guys were seeing me kneeling down to the Spirit of the Tree of Life. Suho asked, “What is she doing?” “Shh,” said Luhan, “She’s about to do something.” Luhan was right, I was going to do something.
This is what I started to do:
Careless, careless, Shoot Anonymous, Anonymous Heartless, Mindless No one, who care about me It feels like I’m turning away as I have lost it I have to hold it in, though I shut my eyes
Then Baekhyun joined in:
Your Majesty, now answer me, why have people changed? Has there ever been a beautiful time before? They forgot how to love and lost their heart to care. They’re busy living with their backs turned.
Then the others joined in with us:
The mask of anonymity hides, the jealous eye filled with murderous intent, Though they see the end, they’re still hungry, Now Are you satisfied? Why won’t look each other in the eye anymore? Why won’t we communicate? Why won’t we love? We shed tears at the painful reality once again. Please say that we could change things if we want. Tell me, Mama, Mama.
Then Chanyeol, Kai, Sehun, Xiumin, Tao, and Kris only did these parts:
At some point, we have voluntarily trapped ourselves in a small prison,
We base our personalities from a digital world made of 0’s and 1’s,
There’s no life, emotion or warmth,
but just garbage language a desolately rolling meadow.
Then Kyungsoo and the rest of us joined in again:
Loneliness adds as the days go by We have to be humans because we can get only scars, we meet, hold hands, feel, laugh and cry together, we resemble one another and we connect but if you want to turn it back.
Why won’t we look each other in the eye anymore? Why won’t we communicate? Why won’t we love? We shed tears at the painful reality once again Please say that we could change things if we want Tell me, Mama, Mama.
Then Kai, Sehun, Lay, Luhan, Tao, Xiumin, and myself did a dance break. Then Sehun said, “Turn back.” Then Kai did something I never witnessed before.
Kai did this all by himself:
Die, kill, fight, shout, this not a war!
Us: Help us Mama, Mama turn back, Help us realize Mama, Mama rolling back
Clash, hit, takes sides, fight, This is not a game! Help us Mama, Mama turn back.
Careless, Careless (Kai: Mama) Shoot Anonymous, Anonymous (Kai: Mama) Heartless, Mindless (Kai: Mama) No one who care about me (Kai: Mama)
Suho and Baekhyun only sang:
Suho: If only we can all be thankful, for the blessed days that grant us life. Baekhyun: If only we can make new relationships, joyful love rather than broken hearts, if only we can smile together!
Then we finished it off with:
Why won’t we look each other in the eye anymore? Why won’t we communicate? Why won’t we love? We shed tears at the painful reality once again Please say that we could change things if we want Tell me, Mama, Mama
Careless, careless Shoot anonymous, anonymous Heartless, mindless No one who care about me
We finally got it out of our chests because she was smiling of how close we all had become. She said, “Now all we need is the 2 to finally be married.” Chanyeol and I looked at her, Chanyeol said to her, “We are taking things slow.” “I understand, I will wait until the day finally comes true,” she said.
Then she disappeared, I walked around the tree and saw 2 beautiful houses, I called out, “Hey guys come look at this. It’s beautiful.” They did, Baekhyun said, “Whoa, it’s so beautiful.” “I wonder if it was made for us,” said Suho.
The Tree said, “Well of course it is, you goofball.” “Oh, thanks,” he said. I heard her laughing at him, we checked out the houses and it looks like they were filled in with our stuff. The 1st house we went inside in was filled with the guys’ stuff, the 2nd house had my stuff, Chanyeol’s stuff, Kai’s stuff, and Xiumin’s stuff.
I smiled at the thought of being together with the EXO pack, does this mean we were destined to meet? I thought. I looked at Chanyeol and asked, “Do you think that our paths crossed were meant to meet?” “I guess so, I never felt anything else but that ever since I met you,” said Chanyeol.
I hugged him tight, then we walked outside, Suho asked, “What was inside there?” “Mine and Chanyeol’s stuff,” I told him, “Also Kai’s stuff and Xiumin’s stuff.” “Oh sweet,” said Kai. Xiumin said, “It’s like this area is a safe haven for us.”
“Indeed,” said the Tree, “It was here all along waiting for you 13 to live here.” “So, are there any other packs that we should worry about?” asked Suho. The Tree said, “Don’t worry about that now, my sweet child. Be happy that you have been reunited with Lindsey Sterling.”
“Right, sorry,” said Suho. Chanyeol and I were very happy to be together, I always want to know what other packs are out there. Chanyeol sees the curious look on my face, then said, “We can go search for any packs out there if you want.” “Can we bring Xiumin and Kai with us?” I asked.
“Why not? I like the idea,” said Chanyeol. Kai and Xiumin were talking with the others, leaving myself and Chanyeol alone, it feels nice to be alone with this giant puppy. I sat up, listening to the sound of something walking on our direction.
Chanyeol was napping, I got Kai with me to find out on who is here, I almost attacked the creature who happens to be a friendly rabbit looking for carrots for her babies. I couldn’t took the life of a rabbit, I came back out and gave her carrots, she took them back to give to her babies.
Kai said, “That was very nice of you, Lindsey.” “Yeah, I couldn’t took her life away, she has babies,” I told him. Kai said, “I agree. I think we should look for wolf packs, so we can know what to look out for.” “Do you want to do that now?” I asked.
“Sure, I mean, it doesn’t hurt to be curious,” said Kai. Kris came over and asked, “May I tag along?” “Sure,” I said. We headed to the right direction, Kai, Xiumin, Chen, Tao, Kris, Luhan, Lay, and myself were in our wolf forms searching for other packs out there.
“So, how long can we see another pack coming towards us?” Tao asked. Kris answered, “We’ll let them know that they should know about our territory and to never cross it.” “Isn’t that risky though?” Luhan asked.
“Not really, Luhan, all we need to do is hopefully make them to come to an agreement,” said Xiumin. Kris said, “He’s right, if they manage to respect our rules, we will not harm them.” “If they betray us?” Tao asked.
“We will let them off with a warning,” said Chen. Kai came to me and asked, “Are you doing alright?” “I’m just thinking,” I said to him. Kai asked, “About what?” “On what we are going into, this is all happening because of my stupid curiosity,” I said.
“Don’t worry, it’ll be alright, everything will turn out fine, I promise,” said Kai. I said, “I should’ve woken up Chanyeol from his nap. I have a bad feeling about this.” “Chanyeol is a heavy napper,” said Xiumin.
I remained silent while the boys talk things out, then when I told Kai that I had a bad feeling, it was not going away, I was getting scared. Then when I stopped walking and the guys were all now walking a far distance, I looked around, took a step forward, and then down a hole.
*Kai’s POV*
Everything was going fine, when I looked to where Lindsey was suppose to be, that’s when we heard her yelp. We stopped walking, looked back, ran to the hole she fell in, and Kris began to panic.
“Lindsey, are you alright?” he asked, shouting. We heard her faintly say, “Yeah, I’m gonna be fine, the problem is getting out of here, go back to the others and tell them on what happened, maybe they can figure something out.”
“Might as well do so,” said Tao, “We have no choice.” Then we all left to go back to base to tell everyone on what happened.
*Lindsey’s POV*
While they were going to do that, I just stayed in the hole, until I heard a voice asking, “Are you alright?” “Who’s there?” I asked. I looked it was another wolf, he said, “Easy, I’m not here to hurt you, I’m here to help you out of this hole that was mysteriously placed.”
“Oh alright,” I said. When he helped me out, I whined because I landed on my back leg the wrong way, I looked to who helped me was now human and carried me to where he came from.
“Can I have your name, milady?” he asked. I answered, “I’m Lindsey Sterling.” “Donghae,” he said. I said, “Thanks for saving me.” “Don’t mention it,” said Donghae, “Now let me and my pack nurture you back to health.”
“Alright,” I said, “I’m hoping you don’t see me as a threat.” “I saved you from the hole haven’t I?” asked Donghae. I said, “Good point, forget what I said.” “By the way, my pack is called Super Junior, Suju for short,” said Donghae.
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