#i was on here yesterday before i fell asleep but the draft i finished didn't? want to hop in the schedule SO

[dawnshe]

my doc is slowly but surely being... a work in process but hit that heart if you are interested in becoming mains?

[starshiningsirius]

Affection (Yandere Floyd x reader)

Turns out @minteasketches birthday is the day before mine and I couldn't decide who I wanted to write for so I asked for a few of her favorite characters and had a draft for Floyd that would have sat. So I'll just post this on her birthday as a gift and have this be my post for my birthday too! Happy Birthday by the way you wonderful writer and artist I love your work!🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳

"I really don't like youuu~"

Floyd took a step closer towards the student with a menacing look in his eyes. Anyone who pissed him off had hell to pay for it that was for sure. He would make sure he never layed his disgusting fingers on her again.

His adorable little shrimpy that he adored so much. It was always oh so tempting to hold her close and squeeze her tight, which is what he usually did on the daily basis, but today was different. She had to spend time with another student and denied his affections promptly. After she had left him after apologizing Floyd went into depression again. His shrimpy never failed to brighten his day. Except today of course, when he didn't feel like going to club, specially not with his bad mood.

"Why does she have to spend time with someone else, can't she see I need her more." He released a sigh thinking more and more about the whole situation, her words recalling in his mind.

Then an idea popped up in his head. He could always spend time with her afterwards. She mentioned going to the library to tutor, he'd surprise her there, as soon as she was done!

He arrived there early then the supposed study session. He was actually hiding behind a bookshelf waiting for her to arrive. He noticed one student sitting their waiting impatiently. He assumed that he was the idiot who needed some help. After a little while he finally saw her arrive. It did irritate him to see her with someone else, but he knew the kind of person Y/n was and leaving someone to fail just wasn't her.

Overtime he started to see her become frustrated which wasn't like her in the slightest. She even taught the little sea otter who was beyond hope when it came to teaching him something. She was ever patient and calm the entire time. This guy managed to piss her off so easily, he had to be doing something wrong, at least that's what Floyd deduced. Seeing her so angry made him both curious and annoyed. What could he possibly have said to make her mad?

Floyd at least had a bit more constraint in him today and decided to listen in to gain some understanding.

"Hey, why do you always spend time with that eel?"

"Can you focus please?"

"Why as far as I'm concerned your hanging out with a crazy pyscho merman? He's gotta be forcing you." This student was really getting on his nerves.

He took his time away from his shrimpy, and for what to spread lies and try to pull her away from him. Not only that he placed his hand on her and she looked discomforted by it, never did she feel that way when Floyd would hug her randomly. It really didn't sit well with him, he was agitated and beyond that rage filled his system. That was never a good sign for anyone nearby.

He was about a second from taking the student and squeezing the life out of him literally. Until he saw his little shrimp stand from her seat.

"An arrogant bastard like you could never compare Floyd! He's far more sweet and lovable then you'll ever be! Don't you dare ever say shit about him!" She actually punched him across his face which surprised Floyd greatly cause the impact knocked the student out of his chair.

She immediately picked up her books and went off towards her dorm Floyd assumed, he couldn't keep his eyes off her until she exited the library. His heart was pounding faster in his chest and a smile ecstasy. Shrimpy really thought of him like that huh?

It definitely made him feel happy to learn how she felt. Maybe he should tell her he feels the same too! Ah, but Floyd still doesn't know himself what the feeling is but since Jade's so smart he'll just ask him!

He heard the groans of the student on the ground which brought him out of his thoughts. He saw the student getting back up from the floor murmuring curses and insulting his darling Shrimpy. It definitely reminded him of his rage against him for taking up her time in the first place, but now he insults her it struck a sense of bloodlust in the eel. He shouldn't do this in here though, he's sure Jade could help him get rid of any evidence too.

. . .

"Angelfish where are youuuu~?"

"Floyd-" She couldn't speak for a second cause a pair of long arms wrapped around her neck, covering her mouth, and a head nuzzled in her cheek.

"Yup~" He showed her a sharp toothed smile.

"Floyd you seem overly happy these days, has something happened?"

"Huh~ What do ya mean Shrimpy? I get to spend more time with you that always makes me happy!"

She was relieved on the inside since she tried calling him yesterday after the library incident and he didn't pick up. She called Jade too but he said his brother was doing something important for Azul, for a second there she thought she had put him in one of his bad mood swings by denying him.

Speaking of which,

"Floyd?" He wouldn't stop nuzzling her until he heard her voice calling him.

"Yeah?"

"Sorry about yesterday, I shouldn't have denied your offer, that guy was a total prick. I should have chosen you instead. If you forgive me I'll get you some candy at Sam's Shop?" She tried to offer him.

"Eh? It's fine Shrimpy but since your offering I want to get some and share it with you!" He seemed far more cheerful than the mood you left him in yesterday. Usually his mood swings would last the whole day and bargaining him with something would work even his brother didn't have control over him all the time.

It definitely felt strange in her mind but she had to dismiss it with Floyd pulling her arm in the direction of the school store.

. . .

He had brought a lot of supplies from the store more than usual. As she had asked out of curiosity he said it was a surprise. Later on the next day she found out that the surprise was making takoyaki together.

It really did surprise her, seeing Floyd be this thoughtful took her by surprise. He was more of a PDA type rather than wholesome cooking together. She did tell him once that she wanted to try it once with him,, after learning his favorite food. That was a while ago though and for him to remember such a small detail like that. She shrugged it off as nothing though and went about doing the instructions Floyd gave as they worked together in the Octanivelle kitchen.

Both of them were enjoying themselves and when it came time to heat them up he put in one last ingredient mixing with the cream color mixture. He didn't want to tell her what it was but he said it was extra special.

When it came time that it was all done he told her to open wide.

"Shrimpy come on open up~! I want you to try the first bite of this new batch so you can tell me what you think! " He looked happy and stared at her in anticipation.

The gaze had her face turning red in which she could hear the laugh of the other twin within the empty Monstro Lounge. She didn't want to keep him waiting so she did as he was told and opened her mouth.

Soon as the sphere shaped food had entered and she had chewed the taste was weird, normal savory flavor but with the taste of something she couldn't put her finger on.

It wasn't that many of the food and as soon as she finished she had another pressed to her lips. Until it was all gone did the process repeat. That's when her vision began to get hazy.

"Floyd I don't feel so well. I think I need to go to the infirmary." Her body swayed as tried standing before she could take a step her body fell over tripping on air possibly.

"Eh~ What do you mean, Angelfish? You don't need to rely on anyone else but me." He had pulled her toward his chest the warmth lulling her senses into a gentle slumber.

. . .

When she woke up she found herself in Floyd's room, the messy appearance of it familiar to her. It was strange though since she couldn't remember coming into the room or falling asleep. The taste of takoyaki though remained on her tongue and she recalled a couple of things including the so called 'special ingredient' Floyd put in a few of them that he got from Azul.

It must have put her to sleep, but why would Floyd do something like this?

When she heard the door open she looked up and saw the man in question. He was elated to finally see her awake and ran over to you quickly.

"Angelfish! Your finally up! Great that means we can play now!" One word in particular stood out to her.

"Angelfish? You usually call me Shrimpy. Floyd what's going on?" She was confused and wanted answers but it only made the eel happy.

"Oh your mine now! That little study session of yours with that annoying little crab, you defended me, it was so amazing to see you angry for me Angelfish! It made me so happy so I had to show my affection back some way."

"What do you mean?" She did not like where this was going. She had used violence which was unlike her but with Floyd's seeing it too it's not a good thing for how he would interpret it. She did like the eel of course but she might have put the life of a student in danger.

"He was trying to take my angelfish away from me, so I let him know just how much I love you! Jade said it'd be good to show you how much and you used violence so I should do the same!" He nuzzled his mouth near her neck invoking a shiver to crawl up the girl's spine as he inhaled her scent.

That guy was right about him being dangerous, but he only did want to show you his affection.

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[rebelwheels-blog]

Attempting...

Feb. 19, 2020

A promise is a promise, so here I am.

As today is Tuesday, I had physical therapy. So Zoey came early to make sure we got ready and out the door on time.

I've not been a morning person as of late, as I haven't been sleeping well or staying up too long talking to my friend or reading. But this morning... I got a message that woke me up pretty quick. It was from my friend that I mentioned yesterday.

The two of us make characters for potential storylines, and are always helping each other out when one of us comes to a dead end. This was something that my friend, Jae, was having me do last night. I just now got his permission to use his nickname, created by yours truly. Gods I hate the formalities of these things.

Anyway!!

He was writing a new character outline last night and asked for my help with it. So that's what I did. In doing so, I woke up to a rough draft of it. First thing I noticed was the height. It was my height. I guess I know why he asked now. As I continued to read, I fell more and more in love with the character. He calls her a Techno-Necromancer, and she is the coolest character I've read about that is based off cyborgs. It certainly got my brain going. Tomorrow I'm hoping to sketch her, but we'll see.

Once I finished reading his work, it took me a few minutes to figure out how to say how much I love it. But I was able to type out something somewhat worthy of expressing how impressed I was, and off I went to physical therapy.

On the way there, as Jae wasn't up yet, I had some time to read. Zoey, my aide, hadn't read any more yesterday. So I figured I'd put some more space between where we are in the book. Plus, after reading the character outline, I got in a reading mood. Of course, this just made me speed read. Which, I'm not complaining about, but it's much harder to stop reading once I get into the speed read mode.

Once we arrived at pt, it wasn't long before I was taken back to the room I go into every week. Luckily, she had seen my blog before I arrived, so I didn't have to explain too much of my improvements as she'd seen them already. So onto the table I went.

She had me sitting on the side of the table and tried something new with me. She had me pass a small ball from my left side to my right side. Scratch that-she had me do that second. First, she gave me a filled balloon. What she had me do with that was reach to touch her hand with it. I did so fairly successfully, but when I went to get her right hand on my left side, I couldn't touch her hand. Only her arm. Which she said was good enough. I said it wasn't. So I shifted my body weight to lift up my hand, and all of a suddenly it was touching her hand..............and I was falling backwards. I dropped the balloon, catching my pt off guard and went to go get to it. Then explicatives started, weakly with a buttload of panic, spewing out of my mouth. Luckily, as I don't use this language very much, this regained her attention back to me and she quickly grabbed my arms to keep me from falling. All I could see was the wall having a date with the back of my head. My heart rate went up so high.. but this little scare proved something.

I didn't just fall. I slowly fell. I was able to keep my body from just tumbling over. This is a pretty big improvement, allbeit a terrifying way to discover this improvement, but an improvement nonetheless.

After I regained my nerve, we then proceeded to utilize the ball. If my pt held my right elbow, I was somewhat able to use my arm to grab the ball.

After that, my body was about ready to give out. Down I went onto my back. We did some more exercises and then the session was finished.

I'm sorry this is getting rather fast paced, it's getting late and I want to submit this.

After physical therapy, I check my phone and see Jae texted me which cheered me up a bit after having an anxiety attack over not being able to do something people think I should be able to do. He didn't respond right away, so I went back to reading.

We went to Panera, and chilled out there for a while as we ate. When we finished, we went back in line to get my dad a salad.

My day really isn't all that interesting.

Dad was organizing his office and getting rid of some books, so I naturally took some. Luckily I did, there were a few I actually think I'll read.

After that, bathroom then ear drops. I went to the doctor the other day to follow up on my prescriptions for my ADD and she checked my ears as I asked her to. The inner ear canal looks irritated, hence the drops.

After that I chilled in bed and chatted to Jae.

Dad and I had steak for dinner and we watched a new movie. Rush. Wasn't a terrible movie, had a few actors I like in it.

Now I'm finishing writing this blog as I hear dad fast asleep. Which I am going to follow suit as soon as I finish this thing.

I'm told these are enjoyable.... But I'm not entirely sure as to why.... Let me know in the comments what you like about reading my ramblings and I'll give you a shout-out in my next entry.

See you on the flip side