#i was literally just. thinking about block in the car like how itd look in live action. and then i was thinking 'oh how would i fit chips

[gilliontidestriderchampionoftheu]

i got such a banger idea for an animatic but its. its block arc set to a 2wei song

[s0lar-ch3ri]

sorry im. i dont fucking know what you put in those tags about dakota but im LOSING MY MIND like my brain is literally planning out a tiny lil animatic about it. hold on i need to throw it at yoy. you dont need to read it i just need to be insane and put it somewhere because AAUUGUGH. literally pulling me out of my art block im so close to making it.

"What a high, high pedestal"

(shot of the prime force, camera looking up at them)

"Dakota puts heroes on."

(camera turns, looking down at dakota cole)

"That's been taught into him"

(shot of dakota walking through the halls of the base, probably seeing photos, hung up suits, etc. that belong to heroes)

"And he knows"

(zoom in closer on him)

"It's right."

(he closes his eyes w like. an edgy determined expression.)

"Those are probably his standards"

(dakota in front of a bathroom mirror)

"You know."

(zoom in on his eyes oooo)

"What a pro hero can do"

(shot of like. miss g doing something cool idk)

"Must be possible for Dakota Cole!"

(shot of dakota training, probably beyond a healthy amount of exertion)

"No don't think about how Dakota's the youngest."

(shot of pd together, dakota standing in the middle all proud and smiley and shit)

"And don't dwell on how they aren't even heroes yet"

(shot of the battle at the warehouse w/doug, wavelegnth, mal, etc.)

"Just in training."

(shot of dakota holding william's incapacitated body after being like. fucking flung into a car + mal tried to talk to him. could also be a shot of them in the spirit realm """fighting""" mal.)

"You think he got called pretty by his parents?"

(shot of dakota standing alone on the blank screen.)

"I wonder if he worries"

(he looks down now, towards the floor.)

"If he makes them"

(zooming into his side perspective. there's white lines splitting the screen in three behind him. the first piece has the other pd + ash and tide. the second piece has the prime force. the third piece has the silhouette of his parents. the word "them" could refer to all of them here.)

"Proud."

(dakota closes his eyes and the three images disappear, leaving him alone on a blank screen again.)

the miss g doing something cool? did you know in the oneshot she had a rocket launcher she made? itd be perfect for that

uhhhh i may or may not be animating a thing myself...maybe ill do this after

[jackedspicer]

my worst mistake ever was giving shnitzel a crush on rhubarb because once i started shipping them i was toast

under the readmore are silly tidbits and scenarios taken straight from some of my instagram stories. it’s a bit of fun

“canon” stuff

September 27:

“lordy there are some bits and pieces about rhu and shnitzel i havent talked about yet...

for one thing. i draw them together a disproportionate amount bc in my brain they dont have THAT much screentime. itd be a sorta thing where rhubarb is in whichever episode for reasons and if shnitzel happens to be in the same room then we see the gag where he gets all stiff and DUMB [id previously talked about how he had a crush on her so bad that he locks up and gets real stupid. think of mr gar from ok ko. it’s like That.]

except there’s one episode where it’s brought to the table called Shnitzel’s Crush or some corny shit and it’s 11 minutes of the other characters mercilessly embarrassing him

also he literally never says a word about it to her. the whole time. hes silent. he just likes to give her a hand and help her with errands here and there. like carrying the heavy stuff for her stand n whatnot. she thinks hes this big sweet fella so she gives him presents sometimes

and we know hes supposed to be this big stoic guy but we already know hes a SOFTIE so you can obviously see him being secretly sweet on this nice mom lady”

November 16

“i keep thinking about a Funny Moment where mung calls rhubarb over to the catering company because shes ‘just GOT to see something’

the camera is on shnitzel who is just mopping when the door swings open and the bell rings

rhubarb walks past and says hi to him real quick and a couple beats after shes gone he just

shatters like glass

and then it just cuts to whats happening”

-

“i feel like i need to go into detail about the glass shattering

he maintains a straight face the whole time.. completely unremarkable

and after a few moments, in a fraction of a second his whole personhood CRACKS across with a glass shattering sound effect.. pieces dont fall or anything, it would be as if a window cracked all over because of something loud

his face doesnt even change hes just there all fucked up until the next shot”

-

“more than anything i am about gags where he cant function around her... over time they just get more nonsensical and painful.. i already said the shattering one but i also have one where a boulder just drops from under his apron and cracks the ground like he shat himself

the comedy of his suffering is integral to the experience”

October 5

“shnitzel will do all kinds of stupid shit just because rhubarb asked him to. there is literally no limit he just bites his tongue and does it all cause he’s not disappointing her. it’s all harmless stuff but if anybody else asked he’d be like... No

like as for the beach episode thing i posted, she asks him to bring water buckets for their sand castles, and even though part of him just kind of wants to just do the sand castle, he buckles down and brings those damn buckets! and he cant work up the NERVE to sit next to her and build a sand castle anyway so he accepts it. also chowder is there and there are too many things that could go wrong. this is his life”

November 16

“i want you to know tht rhubarb drives shnitzel to work so he doesn’t have to take the bus [this becoming routine would actually be later on but the following bit is what’s in the visible window of canon]

so the first time she gives him a ride is when he agrees to help her carry some heavy stuff for her business

and he goes up to this kind of oldish snail car and shes like ‘ahh sorry about all the bluenanas.. theyre for a bluenana bread i havent baked yet you can just put those in the back seat’ because the car is literally full of bluenanas

-

and it’s this really awkward drive because there are bluenanas EVERYWHERE and the stack of things hes holding is blocking his vision and hes almost dead silent all while shes making momversation

-

i forgot to mention that was AFTER theyd stopped at her house to get the things

she baked him cinnamini rolls as a thank you but she didnt know he was allergic so he sneezes so hard her roof caves in so they have to call his cousin beef stroganoff [a chowder oc i made ironically] and his son banzo [short for garbanzo] over to fix it [this was a reference to a post on here about a landlord’s son bonzo coming over to fix op’s roof with a blowtorch].. he ends up taking the cinnamini rolls as payment

-

well okay it’s not the first sneeze that caves the roof in, first he sneezes and shes like ‘oh no! im so sorry let me get you a tissue!!!’ n when she comes back theres MORE snot so she leaves again and comes back with a BATH TOWEL and THEN he caves the roof in”

November 5

[i was talking about how rhubarb’s dream was to have her own bakery before i led up to this bit]

“and in the scenario that takes place 20 years in the future, theyre married as id said before, except mung daal is telling chowder ‘because you never grew up, shnitzel got fed up and left the catering company!’

and then we see him happily married and co-running a bakery with rhubarb. as if that’s a bad thing

‘you fucked up, chowder. you ruined a perfectly good shnitzel is what you did. look at him. he’s got dignity.”

November 9

[this next bit can be attached to the previous thing i said. it’s an ongoing Thing but it’s only seen when theyre like obviously married onscreen]

whenever rhubarb calls shnitzel by a little cutesy nickname he gets all bashful.. he cant take it bro

this burly 7 foot man gets called ‘pumpkin pie’ and absolutely melts”

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*this was all the stuff i had so far on various stories that take place “onscreen” since i figured i’d get caught up and start posting all the junk i had lying around. i have other tidbits too that take place between the sorta goofy window of canon and the 20-year timeskip, which i might get into on another post. thanks for reading xoxo i love u

[gaybullies]

little kid henry/autistic henry hcs bc im self indulgent

 hes always been antisocial, we been knew, him socializing at all is because hes trying to be normal

his parents put him in day care and preschool to try to socialize him bc.... they realized he had issues interacting with other kids

 he put stuff in his mouth way more than other little kids. particularly plastic toy cars

 empathy??? haha whats that. and on times when his empathy is too high, he pretends it doesnt exist. it didnt help that he’s been told it was cool not to give a shit about others since he was born

 literally canon but: trying way way way too hard to impress people. like. like someone says “hey thats good/cool” and he goes too far with the “good/cool” thing.

 speaking of im pretty sur ehe just wanted to seem cool to patrick (or something, despite him being dead) in the 2017 and thats why he tried to shoot the cat bc the way he did it was way less “haha come on itd be fun” and more “im scared but i have to do this to prove smthn” imo

 he’s ALWAYS had a hard time making eye contact with people. his dad yelling at him to do so only made it more difficult. but it did give him the knowledge that he was supposed to for whatever reason, and he’s been able to do it with most of his peers.

 he was nonverbal until he was about four or five for the most part, just screaming in response to everything except his mom (and sometimes his dad, when his dad wasnt hurting him). he only started talking to others when he no longer had the safe space of a bowl of vanilla icecream with his mother in the diner on fridays before going home or her arms

 reacted badly to being touched or talked to, was always on his own. autism + trauma didnt make him the most pleasant little kid

 teachers always whispered about there being somehting wrong with him; about him being some kind of psychopath or sociopath or something.... and it bothered him a first but then he was liek fuck it yeah i am

 he was quiet and soft when talking to his mom, kicked his legs in the seat when they were in the diner, she never made him look her in the eye. she was probably the only person he trusted that didnt force him to trust them, even if she was kind of distant.

 except if he got excited hed talk loud, but it rarely happened bc he was mostly just mad and hurt. sometimes he had a good day though

 he asked her sometimes if he was bad. and he was undeniably a bad kid. misbehaved. mistreated others, bit them. but she always just told him he was a little different

 especially after his dad had told him he was bad. she told him butch was scared of different and was trying to make him be normal becuase he thought tht was what was best for him

 henry doesnt remember that though. he doesnt remember much of what she said or did. only how he felt about her

 and the little toy car she gave him the night she before she left

 he blocked out the memory when she did, had a hard time registering it and processing it. he kept asking butch where she was, when she was coming back, saying he missed her.

 butch always got mad, thought he was doing this so much to rile him up and stuff

 by the time he met victor and belch, he’d figured out a lot of what was SUPPOSED to be normal. what he did that was weird, so stopped doing the weird things

 but even when he accidentally did, belch and vic just stayed by his side. they didnt leave him cause he was a little weird, cause after all, isnt everyone?

thinks being scary is cool because he thinks his dad is cool. and his dad is scary. he thinks if hes scary enough, he’ll be loved, because he loves his dad

his outward personality shifts a lot depending on who hes most been around. everyone does it but henry does it WAY more. way more often and way more intensely.

[idkitshiro]

3/1/2021 4:03pm

here we go again gyahaha oi oi its been far too long since ive posted anything. srsly 2 years already? oh boy.. so many things have happend since then. even just typign this all out wouldnt be able to capture everything. itd just be some huge text block that no one would want to read. yawnn , but ofc i know this isnt why i should choose to write here in the first place. mayb i can start off where i am in the first place. currently feeling and thinking? rather wish i could stop thinking. was just scrolling thro all these old posts and i @@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@ its hard to read, am i embarassed of how much i got lost in my own feelings?  anyways, been out here all moved and. oh god.. feels like this doesnt matter wat i write.. like its gonna be some giant encylopedia book that nobody is ever going to bother reading. i mean srsly videos make it infitntely easier and FASTEr to learn things, stories, memes, other ppls experiecnes yada yada. i guess theres still some aesthtic feel and the abilitty go in over drive in depth detail about experiences by IM GOING TO WRITE BUY wrting/ texting. watever u wanan call it.  look at me just ranting and venting already. feh watever.. the more this block of space filsl up the more i want to stop. asuihjdnasdaauh kinda dont want to be friends with any1. dont want to deal with any1. dont want to trust or b elieve any1. everytime i go bck to my hometown to visit my grandparents it almost demands my opinion about everything i srsly feel about my actual family. i hear so many lies and interprattions of relationships within my ‘family’ that were never true. and out of these lies expectations of how i should FEEL and react when i have never been as close to any1 as they say they had. i hate thinking about anything my family. wat the hell did they ever knwo about me. dont drag me into your politics ur making up to set urself up. no bodys going to tell the truth around here?? anyway.. i turned 25, still no car. had 2 jobs durign this pandemic. recently moved, still have1 job. used to walk everywhere. carry my own stuff during rain or night wherever i wanrted to go. still trying to earn as much as i can to be able to provide for my self. i never want to have to live back at my hometown again. i want my freedom.. to exist, to express and to live according to what i believe in.  and among society and my peers and literally every1 around me i seem to be placed at the very bottom. i used to feel like all i needed was my friends but i cant seem trust any1. but with wat even, i guess really just how i really feel i guess. always trying to do things the right way. i will not be forced or manipulated or lied to how i should live ever. it feels liek i cant trust any1 and that nobodys givign me the right answers.  i detest the relationship i have with my mother. i can understand and appreicate the effort my grandparents have tried to provide for me knowing they tried their best to take care of my mother and give most support to my sibligns and just watever other family memebrs @@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@ u expect me to be happy like i had some kind of equal life and bare minimum all these other ppl who came from real families???? I TRY MY ABSOLUTE HARDEST TO KEEP THE FUTURE BRIGHT FOR OTHERS AND CHEERFUL AND FUN AND DO WATS RIGHT AND SHOW GENUINE KINDNESS only to be rediculed and made fun of by others.. wat do they know, wat did they ever know, wat will they ever know. fabricate your own stories .. your own false opinions and judgments.. i tried my best to get close to ppl .. and not once did i ever try to intentionally hurt anyone..i mgetting so angry just thinking about eveyrthing . whats so wrong about me wanting to be by myself.. r u going to shame me for not wanting to do this for other ppls sake anymore???? leave me far alone.  sigh and this is wat i mean about how much i havent even been able to explain. anyways, going to go find things that bring genuine smile and laughter, if i can feel better i could lift others up who are feeling depressed or are in some kinda of pain