#i was hoping it'll go away by today bc it usually does atp but it didn't. and i'm so mad. | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

daz4i · 3 months ago

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well it's been awhile since i last reached a point of crying from pain - less from the actual pain itself and more the frustration over it not going away - but it's nice to see that things always reach the point of me leaning on the wall in the shower half screaming half groaning bc what else do i even have left to do abt this shit.

#took another ibuprofen but it's probably too much but idk what else to do bc i need to go to sleep soon #already took a sleeping pill but i don't think it can work when the pain's filling me with adrenaline and is also very annoying #i hate this sm #this isn't even the same type of pain i used to have #this is a temporary thing for sure #but i can't treat it bc i don't actually have time to go to the doctor tomorrow #and wednesday is a holiday #thursday too. only at friday would i be able to. but the clinic closes super early that day bc sabbath #i was hoping it'll go away by today bc it usually does atp but it didn't. and i'm so mad.#bc realistically speaking i'll have to put up with this until after monday #bc only on monday i'd be able to actually see a doctor. if there's even any available. bc my doctor recently left this clinic too #i hate this sm i truly hate it here (my shitty ass body that should've died and gotten swallowed by nature years ago)#Anyway.#vent #medical //#ask to tag #sorry for all the vent posts lately. as you can see. things are not good

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