#i want it to be known that jonah needs julian's validation more than he literally will ever admit and that kills me thanks

[bxstvrd]

✉️ : ))))))

send me a ‘✉’ for five times my muse didn’t text yours, and one time they did.

february 19, 2017

[UNSENT 11:32am] everyone likes you. it’s so fucking annoying. can you... do less??

september 3, 2018

[UNSENT 01:49pm] what did i do to make you hate me? you must hate me. otherwise why the fuck would you have made me look so stupid? i’m not cool or effortless or graceful like you, and we all know it, but of course, you couldn’t just leave it alone. you had to rub my nose in it, and in front of orson no less. well. it’s a two way fucking stre

march 28, 2019

[UNSENT 08:37am] if i was nice to you, would you be nice to me back? i think the answer is yes. and if the answer is yes, i’m a terrible fucking person.

august 31, 2019

[UNSENT 06:30pm] your family sounds like they love each other. maybe that’s why i hate you so much. well no i don’t hate you. i don’t know how to breathe around you. you take up all this space and air, and i want it back and it’s been less than twenty four hours, and i can already tell that living with you is going to make me feel like shit about myself all the fucking time and that’s not your fault, but it’s easy to make it your fault and i’m sorr

 october 1, 2019

[UNSENT 11:46am] yes. i was crying. no. you don’t get to ask me why. we’re never talking about this again.

november 23, 2019

[UNSENT 04:13pm] am i a bad person?

february 4, 2020

[DELIVERED 09:21pm] [giantshowercurtain.png] [DELIVERED 09:21pm] thoughts on hanging this up in the middle of the room when we get back so we never have to see each other again?