#i thought it was a transphobic slur because i get it in my inbox sometimes

[goblinselfshippr]

New pinned post bc it needed to be done

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📌Hello! I go by Goblin or Caz (or GoblinCaz) she/they pronouns pls!

📌I am 21, can and will be your rabid mutual if you’re an adult. I don’t really post nsfw here, I have a sideblog for that, but sometimes I will tag stuff as #suggestive if I make an inappropriate joke

📌 I am autistic and partially blind in one eye, so please bear with me if I read/interpret something wrong

📌 if you have a question about something you are absolutely allowed to ask!! My anon is always on if you feel nervous

📌 I do not tag caps/all caps or swearing because honestly they would apply to all my posts. If you need anything else tagged though, I have no problem doing so (just please ask in my inbox or dm)

🚫DNI if🚫

you’re a ‘phobe, homophobe, transphobe, lgbtphobes can suck my non-binary toes.

if you think queer is a slur, Block Me. my identity is not a slur, and I will not be arguing with you🖤

racists count as phobes too. Just cuz my skin glows in the dark doesn’t mean I agree with you

swerfs and terfs aint got no friends on this page. There’s nothing radical about being an asshat

You ship incest and pedophilia(including aging up or down to make it “legal”) Proshippers this one’s for you.

You post a lot about cannon x cannon with my f/os. I’m okay with sharing some of my f/os with other self shippers, but I really don’t want to see things like Alisanne x cicero and the like. This is a selfship blog not a general ship blog.

If you romantically ship with Vergil. Platonic or familial is totally okay, and honestly if you wanna go in my inbox and say like “omg isn’t he cool/handsome/etc” I’m ok with that!! Bc he absolutely is!! And I get to gush with you!! But pls do not say like “our husband” or stuff like that. It makes me feel generally :(( I am okay sharing others though!!

You’re gonna be an asshole or instigate stuff. I encourage you to block me and find inner peace.

💕F/os💕

❤️‍🔥Romantic❤️‍🔥

Tag explainations

Vergil- #❤️[A Thousand Years]

Cicero- #❤️[DWTC]

Farkas- #❤️[Tír na nÓg]

Aizawa- #❤️[Mr. 10pm Bedtime]

Dr. Al.bert Krue.ger (Al)- #❤️[Mr. Doctor Man]

Lev.i Ack.er.man- #❤️[Under the Willow]

Wrecker- #❤️[Absolutely Smitten]

Simeon- #❤[Kannst du die Engel sehn?]

J.afar- #❤️[Out of Body]

💛Familial💛 oops all Ghost songs

Tag explainations

Mephisto- #💛[Call Me Little Sunshine]

Amaimon- #💛[Year Zer0]

Lucifer- #💛[Pinnacle to the Pit]

Hizashi Yamada- #💛[Dad Rock]

Diavolo- #💛[Majesty]

💚Platonic💚

Tag explainations

Dante- #💚[Téir abhaile riú]

Leviathan- #❤️[Break the Internet]

Scar- #💚[Do the Roar]

Cyrus D.rake- #💚[Spillways]

🔖miscellaneous tags:

#GoblinRambles - general ramblings, may or may not be selfship related

#goblin drunkposting - oh joy! Goblin has been given a glass of wine and pondered the blorbos

#goblin crushposting -some blorbo on my thoughts that I'm not ready to claim

#GoblinAnswers - for my asks

#GoblinRamblings - (really similar to the first I know) is for when I start posting like a cat with dilated pupils

#GoblinConfesses - random thoughts that I need to confess or I will explode. Also may or may not be selfship related

#🛴[golfcart crew] -tag for any shenanigans Amaimon, Dante, and I get up to

[g3nosarchive]

ok i genuinely think a lot of other people have this problem but stop inserting yourself when xyz issue is mentioned. when someone is telling you that a person, a celebrity, some franchise is harming their identity or anyone’s identity as a minority, or part of a certain race or religion or anything shut the fuck up and accept it.

they do not need to know your emotional attachment to said thing, your disbelief, your horror, your personal experience - we didn’t ask for all that. we know just how bad it is, cus yk it harms us maybe? we’ve already gone through the cycle of being angry and indignant and now we’re here trying to get you to understand in the hopes that as a friend you do what you’re meant to do when you became friends with us. we are not your constant ball of anger to use whenever you find something that’s “crazy, unbelievably, shockingly” once again, a hate crime, when you decide you want to feel angry and care about it.

more under the cut bc i talk too much

by doing that, you’re making an issue that you didn’t even know about suddenly yours. ask yourself, what is the purpose for telling anyone all that? to get them to sympathize with you personally so you can get a pass because you didn’t know? of course you don’t know, of course you’re unaware, that’s the whole reason why you’re being told in the first place. do not water down the issue or even try to play the ‘everything has some issue like this so there’s no point in going this far’ card. especially as a white person. the reason why you don’t know primarily is because it doesn’t affect you and it doesn’t cross your mind.

when you watch a show with a black character, you don’t care about how off the character design is or how stereotypical and borderline racist the comedy gag surrounding said character is. when you listen to your favorite white music artists or watch your favorite movie with a majority white cast, white staff, white team, and white theme, you don’t care to analyze just how outdated and stereotypical the way that token asian character is portrayed. some of y’all don’t understand and will never understand the mental struggle and awareness forever plugged into the brain of lgbt and/or poc, especially black people when we consume anything, when we go anywhere, when we meet new people, to constantly catch those micro aggressions and know what to avoid.

so when someone tells you insert classic hot mess is racist and you should stop supporting it, one of the worst things you can do beside outright rejecting it is to defend it and insinuate that we don’t know what we’re talking about, that we need 30 different sources to prove it all, that you don’t think (for example taylor swifts dream colonized africa mv) is bad. you try to say the thing or person that is actively promoting all this homophobia, racism, transmisogyny etc needs to be kindly educated, is trying their best, will learn soon enough, just wasn’t educated, will do better in the future (esp looking at u kpop stans). does their apparent regret but refusal to properly apologize actually matter? the damage has already been done.

that in itself is a privilege i could never have. i don’t even try being a fan of any major white celebrity or any kpop group because i guarantee if i search up their name with ‘racist’, ‘sexist’, ‘homophobic’, ‘transphobic’, ‘cultural appropriation’ behind it something or some image is bound to show up. you will all say “oh they haven’t done anything yet” but when it comes out that they did, they have, and they do not care about who it affects, suddenly it’s a bombshell dropped on you out of nowhere.

it’s not that hard to spot these things actually. if your fav is constantly putting themselves against people of color, saying shady shit about non cishets while being a cishet themself, saying one thing and doing another, or has been silent when their voice was expected to speak up, shouldn’t you notice? y’all will reblog all these posts but in reality only 10% are actually reading and listening and actually digesting this information for future use.

and i think the thing that pisses me off is this is all from personal experience where i’m speaking from. over the past 2 days the amount of times if i’ve heard about the “tea that dropped w meghan markle” is ridiculous and annoying. a girl texted me and i sat there and i realized that she does this on a daily basis to fuel my anger and get me to validate her own useless anger. of course i knew about it and i wasn’t surprised at all - she’s still a black woman.

almost every black blog on here, when they get big enough, deals with some sort of weird shit surrounding their blackness. if you get big on speaking about issues you are now this emotionless token ‘smart black person i can actually trust’ to use as your replacement for google. this is not to say asking questions is bad, but it is so easy to pull up some of the shit you guys ask for. some people get called slurs directly, targeted for being too black or not black enough, attacked for their features and etc and someone mentioned this before but the only people that care in those situations are other black people themselves. white people will have blm in their bio but turn the other way the minute some anon starts acting up in their mutuals’ inbox, calling them a dark1e because they felt confident enough to post some selfies. and then you get sad when we dont go to you for any kind of support? 

i’ve stated sometimes that asking me questions on issues and things is okay, but one of the main reasons i say that is because whether i say it or not, i’ll be asked questions and expected to know everything and i am your personal walking encyclopedia and ofc it’s natural for me to have all this information in my head, as if i didn’t research it myself. but then i think about the numerous amounts of people that specifically say not to ask them this shit because it really does tire you out, that they don’t want to have to deal with this in any space but they still get them. 

and then the ones that don’t even know themself so people will use them as an example and say “well this person didn’t know and they’re ‘marginalized identity’ so it should be fine for me too”. good god just apologize, show that you really care, change your behavior and move on. do you think it was fun being asked the statistics for george floyd’s and other black peoples death in class? that you were being inclusive and giving me a chance to show off my intelligence, to prove to others that i really had something up here and you were my greatest star eyes white friend that gave me that chance? i cant close my posts like this properly but i want you to think about that shit and actually ask yourself if you’d do that. a lot of you will read this and think “i’m not that type of racist” “i don’t have those deep seated prejudices in me” yes you do. you just haven’t been called out on it.

for all the shit ive dealt with above, if i’ve ever talked to you about this before dont come to me to apologize i do not need it and you are not the only person i’ve received this from. i guarantee you that there’s about 20 other people i’ve thought about while writing this post considering i’m a black person in the real world, so keep your guilt to yourself an deal with it

white people don’t add on to this