#i think me nd oli r probably doomed anyway but i can't even have another option. i can't even have the only person ive ever wanted this muc
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im actually such a terrible person and i want to die
#.txt#rufus came back. and she loves me the way i want her to this time. and she finds me as attractive as i find her#it's everything i ever wanted and i can't even pretend to want it. i want it so bad bro i want it more than anything but i can't hurt oli#like that#i kissed her and i feel so so terrible bc she wanted it & it's all i've ever wanted from her she finally actually wants me like i wanted he#i don't want to hurt oli n i don't want to be polyam but i want this so badly#but then again she said it won't happen again so i am probably getting my hopes up anyway. for gods samw#i think me nd oli r probably doomed anyway but i can't even have another option. i can't even have the only person ive ever wanted this muc#fuck my fucking life i literally want to die#🎧#🦠
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