#i swear to god it's migraine related even though my neuro said migraines don't do that

[antiadvil]

ughhhhhhhh the doctor's appointment i made for dysautonomia stuff is coming up soon and likeeeee it's not even that big of a deal. sometimes i get really lightheaded when i stand up but like it only happens sporadically so idk if they'll even be able to fully evaluate it 😭 like it's probably a blood pressure drop or something but if i'm normal on the day of my appointment idk if they can check?? i've tried to measure my bp myself and it seems normal but obviously i'm not a doctor, idk what i'm doing. and really it doesn't even happen that often, like... i don't really feel like it's impacting my life much if at all? like okay yeah sometimes i fall but i've never gotten hurt. i'm young and my bones are strong!! and i don't like, pass out, or even lose my balance really, i still have a lot of control over my fall, as long as i end up much closer to the floor my body doesn't care. and i always pick myself back up again smh i thought that was what's important or did all the motivational speakers lie