#i still love thw tho

[toothbrushfingers]

Momstrid Appreciation

[slurpyboii]

That ended exactly how I expected it to and, as expected, I am entirely neutral on it. Wasn't a satisfying ending or a super hype ending or anything like that, literally just the ending that may as well have happened. Not a single thing surprised me that whole conclusion, it felt unfortunately predictable. You can tell he's excited for it's end though so I'm happy for Horikoshi regardless, hope he can get proper rest now.

[9990zara]

thinking about. narukami arashi. in all her messy self. augh...

[skitskatdacat63]

Watching the Brawn docu has me wanting to reach through the screen to choke out Christian and Montezemolo

[castelled-away]

The scene in „The Hunter’s Heart“ where Arthur unknowingly hunts Gwen (while she’s a deer) gives me Disney’s Swan Lake-vibes bc the prince (Derek) also hunts Odette in her swan-form while also not knowing that it is her

[29121996]

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[foxtriestobiteandmaimandkilland]

Had a fuckin crazy dream dude holy fuck ...

[ivanisdying]

ranting (blitz&stolas relationship)

(ive been very inactive i apologise..)

i cannot fathom how angrynthe whole blitz n stolas thing is making me.. ppl hating on both sides but they r both in the wrong??? stolas saying hes never looked down on him when he HAS. has bro forgot the entirity of season 1?? stolas constantly called him his 'little imp' or his 'little plaything', and never really took him seriously. blitz could see that as mocking. but even then stolas's nickname for blitz is blitzy and he uses it infront of striker implying its a petname not that hes mocking blitz. in the first pilot ep he says along thw lines u do ur job and ill do mine. the whole deal was that in order for blitz to keep using the book was for him to have sex w stolas. so idk... another thing about the book. i think it was his only excuse to keep seeing stolas which is why he begged and begged for it. saying he NEEDS the book. he was about to apologise and you CAN HEAR IT "stolas, wait, im s-" AND THEN HE GETS TELEPORTED OUT... YOU COULD SEE HIM REACHING FOR HIS ROBE.. the fact their argument was where the crystal thing was and its when everything started. . . in an episode when stolas is laying down in the bed and blitz is crawling over to him he eyes the book as its the reason why he was doing it. in apology tour he pushes the book out of the way and is only looking at stolas !>!@>?!?!!@?! he doesnt care ab the book he cares ab STOLAS they both said what they needed to say but i dont think either of them fully took it in. stolas shpuldve let blitz talk but HE DIDNT.. in apology tour you can see his expression change whenever he looks at stolas and it BREAKS ME. and blitz apologises to verosika i think she actually forgave him. instead of calling him blitz-O she just calls him blitz which might imply a friendship or acquaintance in the future.. she gave him cake and left n i think she realised blitz is his own biggest hater. iv3 kinned blitz since the beginning tho i rlly liked moxxie.. silly guy stolas has complete right to be mad at blitz because he cant keep giving himself to someone who wont hear him out. but i beleive when blitz realises he loves him itll be too late. "im not in love w u anymore" "i didnt know u ever were" GHJRHFJDHFJH when blitz got jealous over stolas making out w another guy.. jealousy = feelings

blitz is harder to understand and sympathise for because he lashes out and gets upset by anger. it def has to do with his self hatred. notice how when stolas mentions anything about him leaving blitz splits and starts freaking out. he def has abandoment issues or bpd.. i think him n verosika is a reason why hes too scared to actually commit to another relationship.

they NEED to short shit out and have a gen talk or their situationship will go nowhere. it pains me knowing how bad they both struggle. in apology tour when blitz starts looking at him with a guilty look he sees stolas as his depressed and alcoholic self. and even when the guy asked to dance HE STILL LOOKED AT BLITZ FOR APPROVAL. i dont get why ppl hate on stolas for making out w a guy drunk when blitz did the same thing?? when they are walking down the hall stolas had covered every family photo except for leaving a space for where octavia was and rhat broke me... blitz doesnt believe anyone could actually love him. let alone a prince. and he says this multiple times but i dont think stolas really hears him. their trope is that stolas fell too early and blitz fell too late owls only fall in love once and he's pinged on him since they were kids LIKE ?!!?!?!? if stolas found out that he was bought to spend the day w him i think he'd distance himself even more. i need blitz to break down in stolas's arms like js something. im beginning to believe blitz does feel remorse for his actions and actually starts to feel bad ab what hes done. ghgghghhg this relationship makes me wanna rip my hair out and scream and roll on the floor (I mightve missed some things but this will conclude my rant)

I SWEAR vizzie is allergic to happiness ....

[kaoharu]

how would you rate every a' song & ciel song ever! looks

yippeeeeeeeee !!!!!! heart heart

ill start with ciel bc he has less songs lol

Ache&Deny – worlds most predictable baby ( me ) ok anyways im just a reallly big sucker for kenns vocals in this song. the guitar Also gets me so bad really fucked up how its Always there . even when the loud drums come in . eheh :my eyes tear up: i dont have any comments for the lyrics unfortunately ( mg illness doesnt allow it . . . )

Heaven's Door – i really like the instrumentals for this song also . also always a big fan of when lyrics reference religious concepts and stuff like literally wahtever ( htis is just like hanadoll . sorry )

BLACK ANTHEM – religious concepts again. hi i think hes so interesting stares off into space did you know that die fledermaus is thw name of a german operetta . which im pretty sure is why in the intro ( and the instrumental breaks ) there is the opera like singing. so cool right thumbs up emoji

LUV (Your) StiNG – i just think he sounds really good in this one . no further comments :scratches head:

Vibes – i actually reallly lvoe the lyrics of this song it sucks i cant place it higher . sinc ehe only has five songs. bursts into tears sorry ok also random but it just feels really criminal for vibes ro be last. i love this song i just love the others more for various reasons waaaahhhhh

aaaand for a' 👍 im so excited for his headliner release in :checks calendar: october . strained smile

Pinch102gou – worlds most predictable baby pt2 ( its still me ) i dont even have a really good explanation other than the instrumentals have kept me captive for literally forever. oh yeha and i rlly kimuryos vocal performance its very cool . . . the lyrics are ❓️ if im being honest.i still dont know what he meant but its fine. i like it i dont have to understand

SorakaraHuruYume – this song makes me want to shatter into ten billion pieces i have a hard time listening to it purely bc it makes me stupidly emotional whej i thinkna little too hard in fact i havent even fully listened to it in a while bc i keep skipping and avoiding it cause i get really sad LMAO im ill

THE MIRROR HOUSE – this peaked i love it veryvery much the contrast between it and sorakarahuruyume is wild to me. anyways tho i like to look at the lyrics and jst sit down and think a bit its his second song talking abt mirror images . . . hrmmm

Kamukamu Miracle – I LOVE THE LYRICS FOR THIS SONG. theyre truly as fun as the instrumentals if we ignore his mental health streaks . its season one :] hes just a sillyguy :] and whatnot anyways this is Truly a nsfw song to me heart heart

RE:Morse – big fan of mirror imagery and stuff. i feel liek the lyrics here are an interesting glimpse into how a' views himself and his issues . . . . not rlly sure how to articulate my thoughts on this aside from theyre just kinda Separate from his identity raaaahhh what am i saying

Dakara Onegai Dakara – this song fucks i think it should be listened to more 👍 the lyrics are surprisingly ( or not rlly surprisingly bc this is a' afterall ? ) serious despite his instrumental whimsy what do you mean do you want to kill yourself why are you asking us man /silly

Masaka no Massacre! – worlds biggest sin is that i have literally never been able to find a tl for this song. who cares tho ig it can still be peak to me

Papipupepo de Rarirurero – no one loves this song like me. itd be second place if not for factoring in lyrics . the lyrics are ok papipupepo and rarirurero are really fun to say tho and i can spell it out without having to double check myself anymorw . heh

Yoiyami ni ainori – i looooove how this song sounds . nodding the lyrics are also interesting to me with the various meanings of some phrases in it

Crazy≒Nutrient – i rlly like how it sounds. im not gettung into the lyrics :seal eyes:

#HAPPY – the lyrics for this song are really sweet to be honest. a' happiness ambassador . . . . . . . . . . . . . . i like this song 👍 to be honest maybe it shld be a little bit higher but the instrumentals dont strike me as much as some of his other songs and such . but yes i think everyone shld read the lyrics nodding

Calling Cat – everytime i listen to this song i think of lady gaga im sorry anyways its a very solid song tho i think the lyrics are an interesting read . glimpses into his strange as fuck mind as they say(?)

Ningen Yametatte yo – this song is Very heavy instrumental wise. i think it is neat still . . . yeah :]

Yotsuba CLOVER – i wish i liked this song more like. its very good its jusr surprisingly not up my alley . the lyrics are quite nice however so hearttt

Mirai e – this song is alright . j feel like id like it more if i cld find a tl for the lyrics WAAAAHHHHH anyways not too much to say i feel like unfortunately. i do like the music break its very fun sounding everything else was just Average for me. is this mean

S≠O≒S – waaahhh. i have a complicated relationship with this song. i think the lyrics are ok and the music is fun but i juust feel like his other songs are Better im sorry sos i still like you

KKK->E – another one i cant find a tl for my misery but its ok 👍 this one is a weaker a' song imo like i like it but its not very nsfw soundign thay sounds awful hello . you know i mean it just doesn't sound like their bands usual music to me

[thunderwetter]

What about First Aid?

ALRIGHT! Finally I can continue with these, it's been a while!

So, First Aid, our lovely little pacifist medic, let's see~

TLDR;

- Clear Priorities: Work > Partner > Anyone else > Himself

- Hard time relaxing, mentally always at work

- Goes with the flow, tries to endure unpleasant situations for the sake of his partner as long as possible

- Desire to please, needs reassurance through feedback

- Doesn't like being the center of attention, prefers mutuality

- Super noisy, lots of whines and moans (not a screamer tho)

- Enjoys medical play (be it gentle or mean, he knows what's safe)

- Doesn't enjoy intoxication, but is weak for being hypnotized (rarely indulges though bc he feels bad about it)

Curious about other characters? My ask box is open!

Previous HCs: #thw kinklist

Currently in queue: Tracks, Rumble and Frenzy

Longer version:

First Aid really is one of the sweetest guys in the known universe, not that anyone is surprised to hear it. He has very clear priorities, putting his work first, his partner second and himself behind anyone or anything else. This applies to any situation, making him somewhat difficult to catch off-duty. Mentally, he is always tending to patients, making it hard for him to fully relax.

He is a very generous lover, willing to go with whatever his partner may be into, trying everything at least once before settling on whether he likes it or not. If he dislikes something, he'll be hesitant to let his partner know, he will try to force himself through it if possible, but if he actively feels like his partner's pleasure doesn't weigh up with his personal discomfort, he will attempt to gently guide the interaction into a different direction that makes him feel more comfortable.

First Aid has a strong desire to be acknowledged, not in a kinky way, not from a point of insecurity, but rather in a way of reassurance. He's the type to be very focused on his partner's feedback, paying attention to the way they react to his actions. He'd ask before every touch and take any comment to spark. Reassuring him that he's doing his "job" well, telling him that what he's doing feels good, to keep going, would help him relax in return, even make him feel a little pride.

He'd be reluctant to let anyone service him, but once you have him convinced, his soft-spokenness would leave this bot like a demon being exorcised. He will be NOISY oh boy. He'd try to hide it out of embarrassment, but there's pretty much no hope for him once he really lets go of himself. It would start out with sighs and hums, those would turn into whines and by the end of it, he'd be a moaning mess. He wouldn't be deafening loud, but definitely clearly audible. Still, he doesn't like how greedy service feels to him and prefers to at least have mutual stimulation, be it via Sixty-nine or classic interface.

First Aid really doesn't make many demands and goes with the flow, but that doesn't mean he doesn't have any kinks himself. He isn't likely to request it, but there's definitely some excitement when he's asked for medical play. First Aid loves his job dearly and making it part of interface brings him a lot of joy. Ask him to be gentle, ask him to be devious, he knows exactly which cables to pull, which ones to caress, which ones would make your leg jerk and which ones would kill you on the spot. And whatever one asks him to do - he'd be having the time of his life. I honestly can see him having so much fun that he forgets about interface altogether, he'd absolutely get carried away.

First Aid would avoid intoxication (in general) and intoxicated interface. He's not that much into getting high or drunk in general and even less he's into it when his partner is wasted. He's a firm believer that stimulating substances are not necessary for relaxation or pleasure and that anything can be achieved by just making the right move at the right moment.

It would be fine for him to try hypnosis with a trusted mech though, mostly because it doesn't require any consumption of drugs, but also because he knows he's too tense and that he needs some relief. It would work like a charm on him, but afterwards he'd feel guilty for being the one being pleasured and not being able to reciprocate properly, so hypnosis would be more of a rare indulgence.

That's all I got for now, once again sorry for taking ages with this, at least I got my assignment done in time and can now resume to the horny :]

[candy8448]

Watching oshi no ko s2

(Previous post)

Ep4

Whoa she traumatised him not cool 0.0

Is it just me or does the shadow thing look like aqua when he was a doctor in his past life? Im guessing that is deliberate. Probably because as a doctor it was his duty to keep ai safe

Anyways this episode was so good, aqua's emotions and panic were portrayed so well in such a haunting way :(

Ep5

WHOAKAY

Kana absolutely destroyed her D:

Bonding! :D

I love the animation in this episode! The colours! The way its so fluid and bouncy! The eyes! So good! I can also see a lot of kaguya sama vibes from aka akasaka whoch is so fun! Also while i was kinda meh about akane, im kinda starting to see more character traita from her that i like, i love how she is becoming more fleshed out.

Ep6

Not much to say about it other than than the MUSIC IS SO GOOD!! I loved it so much and it sounds sick playing loudly in my earphones, especially since its very different from the music in other episodes.

Im so glad that the website im watching from has the sub have background talking in a smaller font or else i would be so lost all the time =_= (also glad it translates everything important, and also in the colour of that text in the animation)

Melt went in a full on magical girl transformation 0.0

I liked the development tho, so cant wait for next episode

Ep7

Is... okay

I guess interesting to see the reasons behind the conflict between arima and akane but this episode wasn't that engaging. I cant wait for next episode though. I kind of really liked the focus on the other cast members tbh.

Ep8

Again it was fine ig but

Hehe

Ep9

WHOA this episode is good! Finally another episode that i like, i was worried since i was kind of bored with thw previous few!

Love the lil peep into when ai was still alive 😭

This is crazy how everything is depicted. (Seeing ai alive feels like one of those "A.I. vine continuations/au trend that my sister has been showing me on instagram, lol)

😭😭😭

(I wanna and probably will draw this)

Kana's pure look at aqua bridal carrying Akane XD

Also "im gonna go ho-" "im going with them" "im in" is hilarious XD

Well okay... 0.0

Im excited again :DDD

(Im kinda dissapointed by the ed. Its nice, and it sounds good, but it doesnt have the energy that makes the ending of each episode just pop. Mephisto made every ending of each episode just go so hard, and i feel like this season also kinda needs that feel, especially how the ed starts during the episode's last min. I get that ppl think it is "op is aqua pov" and "ed is ruby pov" and it does fit that theme, but it just doesmt go as hard as mephisto :/)

(Not me seeing the tumblr posts for this ep and the official art and just letting the most littlest squeals because there is family around but i physically cannot contain myself)

(Unrelated to this episode but i can feel how much the akane nation has grown with this season, this season writes he so well and makes her less unintresting like how she was to me at least in s1)(dont get me wrong, she was cool or whatever, she just failed to keep my intrest in her 0.0)

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[butwhichhazel]

What if things existed when enough living beings believe they exist.

Ok so imagine an encient primate that can make like three sounds to alert the others about predators

One means "big cat run", another means "big snake run" and the third one means "big fucking bird"

So they can comunicate, right? Well what if by accident one of the primates makes the three sounds in sequence, what if it says "big fucking snake dragon bird", and the other primates belive him.

They start spreading the news about this big fucking monster, and they keep hearing about it, theyre scared shitless of something that doesn't exist because they belive in their heart that it does.

And that's how the first dragon was born.

Then as primates started to develop more complex thoughts, cultures and ideas, the dragons changed with them.

Some bald primates wondered who moves the clouds, well maybe a dragon did it, who built the mountains? Dragons did it

And of course they did, as beings made of manifested thoughts, they could do whatever these people thought they could

They dug the caves of the world, grew forests like one grows gardens, created magical beasts to populate the ecosistem, like these ones

As the humans whi imagined them started to notice their belief in them made them stronger, they started to venerate the ones that were convenient

Like the dragon who helped plants grow, the one who made rain come down, the one who made the sun travel trough the sky.

Of course, some of them were not as nice, but if you don't want the darkness of the forest to take your children you better pray to the darkness of the forest dragon, still, some of thw dragins didn't want to be a part of this, or maybe they just got bored, some of them hid in caves or underwater

But some of them started wondering about having feelings or maybe experiencing romantic love?? But doing so with humans never seemed to work out.

Maybe they could fool one of their creations into feeling romantic love for them and not just admiration from affar.

So they chose the Fronkies, a species of monkeys that ate fruit from the rainbow trees and developed fur as colorful as rhe fruits they ate all day.

So they took humanoid forms. And they had lots of sex with these monkeys, like gods do, and I don't really know how, maybe it had to do with the monkeys believing the dragons being in sexual relationships with them would yield them children, because that's what it did.

And so was born a species of humanoid-dragon people, called frumans, who retain the different colors of the monkeys and some dragon qualities.

One day their god parents left to a higher plane of existance that I'm not going to explain here, leaving them to fend for themselves in this sad reality, some stayed tho, they didn't want anything to do with this.

Except not really cause they can do magic.

>Be a fruman

> Do something, with your hands, feet, mouth, whatever, but it must communicate something to your soul.

>call that a spell

>Your soul has a link between the physical world and the oniric plane where god (your grandma) lives

>grandma uses her reality bending powers to make changes in the phyisical world accorsing to your souk message

I lied earlier btw, you don't have to be a fruman to do magic, but the spell you cast must be experienced by a soul that has a conection with the dragons that live in the oniric plane.

If youre a fruman you can be the witness to your own spell, but if youre a human you should hang out with a fruity dragonborn if you want to be a mage.

Sounds cool, but how do you speak to a soul?

You must dance on the line between chaos and order, take a dip into your personal oniric space and see if you can find something that resonates with a soul, then come back to the real world and with the power of carefully cultivated technique and multidiciplinary training, make something of it, something that comunicates something to that witness soul, hopefully something similar to the feelings you yourself took from your oniric space. The thing you make can be as abstract as a series of notes on paper or as physical as rock itself, but it must comunicate something, that message sent as something that is more than words is a spell, and when a soul feels it and understands it, then it can travel to the oniric plane.

Most mages do it by painting, song, dance, writting...

Really, it's easier to say something is magic than saying it isn't. Food usually is, sculpting, woodworking, toy making, smithing, martial arts, weaving, and a very long et cetera.

That way you can move clouds by making symbols on a rock, summon snakes by playing the flute, do a dance that makes a whole army levitate, a song that puts a beast to sleep.

Yes, all this to say, art is kinda like magic.

So when creating a fantasy world I wanted the magic there to be as close to irl magic as possible.

[definitelynotshouting]

WOULD YOU STILL LOVE ME IF I WAS A WORM 😭😭😭😭 WHAT A THING TO WAKE UP TO!

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Oh my god thw wings being a physical manifestation of how Mumbo doesnt know Grian anymore. He is an entirely new person, definitely mentally, technically physically-- even if he looks the same. Mumbo honing in on the wings ("his wings ruffle...behind him" "it's a foreign motion...that escapes translation") that are the thing that's different and needs a "map" drawn of it, because it's the only thing that's actually different. Sure, Mumbo can tell grian doesnt even act the same anymore, but that's much harder to put a finger on. He didnt have those wings before.

^I like to think there's some form of uncanny valley effect that people who knew Grian before feel looking at him now, ignoring the wings.

-☀️

"Then he smiles, porcelain teeth flashing in the glistering sun.

The cold, open pit of his depthless eyes fails to catch it."

Really fucking love this description ough

-☀️

"“You’re not supposed to change me back!” Grian shrills, bristling."

IT'S TOO EARLY IN THE MORNING FOR THIS TEM WTF (it is past 10am)

-☀️

"with the exquisite delicacy of a Player"

I SEE YOU YOURE NOT SNEAKY

-☀️

The wings again!! *is in distress* (side note i love seeing the world building youve been telling us about finally in the fic!!) Ok this actually makes the way Mumbo focused on the wings mean so much more. Wings are dangerous to code in, thats why Players use spotters. Grian vanished from Evo and showed up on Hermitcraft YEARS(?) later, without a word to anyone, and reappeared with those wings. Imagine going on a trail with a friend whose never hiked before and then they stop responding to your messages only to show up again after a couple of months like "Hey I just climbed Everest". You would most definitely be distressed to say the least. (although, question: how proficient was grian's coding?)

-☀️

Man this one-shot. Too many feels this early in the morning 😭 The way you've managed to capture that sense of unease around Grian. His actions are unpredictable- you dont know if he's going to laugh or get upset- really nicely encapsulates Mumbo's internal feeling that he doesn't know grian anymore. Those moments where he laughs or stares with those blank eyes, those are normal-- but linger a second too long, or catch a glimpse of the worlds that have passed since Evo started-- and he can't shake the feeling that something is wrong with Grian

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AAAAAAAAA HI SUN ANON!!! omg im so glad you enjoyed the oneshot!!! :D

Omg YES im so so glad what i was aiming for with the wings came through, thats exactly what i was going for!! This is the only physical indication that Grian has changed, and therefore the most distinct!!! Ofc Mumbo is gonna hone in on that-- its the clearest aspect he can see. And yeah, i think the first few times people saw him with the wings, it was definitely a little uncanny valley, until they got used to it

OKAY I'LL BE REAL THE EXQUISITE DELICACY BIT WAS NOT INTENTIONAL BUT IS A VERY HAPPY ACCIDENT ALDJWKDNEKNDKDE altho i did really enjoy messing with some wordplay in other areas. My particular favorite is the "inner machinations of a dropper" line-- it was such a fun way to refer to mechanical parts while simultaneously making it sound like the dropper is up to no good 😂😂😂😂😂😂

It was super nice to really put this aspect of the worldbuilding into the fic-- one of these days i'll probably rewrite chapters 1 and 2, and maybe do a little editing on 3, just so i can sorta bake those concepts in there with a little more deliberation than i did when i was first posting :] BUT YES altho its not so much dangerous (for a Player, at least) as it is difficult, and very finicky. Grian's coding is super proficient as a Player (he's still working on melding the instinctive coding of the Watchers with his Player brain tho), so he was always very capable of it, but like you pointed out, under normal circumstances he would have 100% asked someone to be his spotter while he coded them in, just in case he bugged out

And yep, we're talking a timespan of years here!!! This is a bit loose, so its subject to some minor changes, but my general timeline is that Grian, once Watcher-ified, was trapped with the Watchers for about 2-3 years before he made his escape. After that he bounced between hubs and servers for a few months, before ending up on Hermitcraft to stay. The fic itself takes place somewhere around early mid-season, i think-- since i headcanon each season to take place over a few years rather than a few months, i'd say this means Grian has been with Hermitcraft for, oh.... a little under a year now by the time this fic takes place, if that makes sense. Again these are not concrete but thats the general timeframe we're talking here. I'll probably make a separate post about this later, but in Player culture its not SUPER weird to go gallivanting on your own for a few years-- but the complete radio silence and abrupt exit from Evo are what make this notable from the norm to Mumbo and everyone else who knew Grian before

Im so deeply and genuinely happy that the sense of unease came across so well-- i was admittedly worried that the pacing was a bit fast for how Grian's reactions kept turning on a dime, but this reassures me that it works :] i wanted it to really feel like this is a familiar stranger we're looking at through Mumbo's eyes, and also i wanted to give Grian some room to display those uglier trauma symptoms that nobody talks about much in fiction. I like to think that first year back on Hermitcraft was a difficult one for him, mood-wise, because behind that rough facade his brain is about as scorched-earth as it fuckin gets

Sun anon i always ADORE your analysis thank you so so much for sending them 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 it makes my day every time, truly. Im so glad you liked the fic!!! :D

[porkcutletbowl44]

Alright, this new chapter is currently my favorite, you made a wonderful job while writing it because I can't even describe how many emotions you made me feel😞💞.

I needed time to process the information that Simon left mama bevause he thought she was falling out of love with him even without a factual reasson. Jesus Christ this man needs therapy so bad😭. Even tho now we know why he choose Collen I'm still so confused at his behaviour. Idk this man makes me feel confused as fuck👎👎👎 but I need to admit that the way you portray him makes so much sense at the same time it's confusing. I really don't know how to express my statement correctly but I'm saying that the fact he left mama because he was scared she'd leave him makes sense considering his whole character's (especially in this fanfiction) trauma. He's a insecure person, and he's trying to hide that all behind his mask in an almost literalmente way, BUT IT STILL MAKES ME MAD BECAUSE HE COULD JUST HAVE TALKED ABOUT HIS FEELINGS💔. At this point I'm not even sure I'm confused at all, probably the best emotion that can describe what I'm feeling is frustration. And I loved that, it's just perfect to see how he struggles with his emotions and deal with them in a way that's destroying both himswlf and his family, how he just doesn't realize he needs to be honest with himself at first to start to try making things right with Fawn and mama. He knows he's being a horrible person to them, but it looks like he doesn't want to admit it even tho it's an essencial step to take if he really wants to have his old life back.

About Fawn, SHE'S TOO SWEET I JUST CAN'T READ ANY PART OF THIS FANFICTION SHE SHOWS UP WITHOUT SMILING😭❤. Also noticed the small parallel between mama and her, they both try to undestand and be calm at Simon despite all the bullshit he did with them, Idk if it was intentional or not but either way it made my heart melt because it's so sweet and heartbreaking that she's acting just like her mother when it comes to her father💔. I love her character so much, she reminds me of a little girl I used to take care of and it makes me feel so emotional. The fact that Simon is trying to make up with her for being negligent in the past months is so cute. I don't think he's necessarily a bad father, but he hasn't been acting like a good one either, and it's good to see him trying to make it up for it. When Fawn asked if he still loves mama made me cry too, it must be so odd for both to see him being arrogant and negligent and then acting all worried so suddenly, seeing her ask if they're going to live together like before is so heartbreaking💔. Gladly my "suffering" didn't least long since I was smiling ear to ear when he noticed his daughter was being bullied and went to confront the boy's father for encouraging it(we ignore that I cried a whole river when he fucked up everything with mama again afterwards😞). I'll be honest that my jaw fell to the floor when Simon was so mad at Keegan for being a reliable person for both his ex-wife and his daughter that he went to him JUST to get some satisfaction😭. He's so possessive even tho he's not even married to her anymore and even keeps refering to mama as his wife until Keegan corrects him. But he was really needing to have someone to say some truths to him like Keegan did, even I was tense while they're talking.

AND THW CLIFFHANGER, HELLO??? Maybe I'm overreacting a bit but I'm so worried about the person being alive😭😭😭. Already created multiple theories about who was shoot and why, and I just can't wait for the next weekend to come because I'm really excited to where you're leading this whole thing❤

Hiiiii, so wonderful to see you in my notifications!! I LOVE THIS SUBMISSION!!! 💛💛💛💛💛🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻

First and foremost, Simons reasoning for feeling like he fell out of love is something I can 100% see him doing— pulling away out of fear, hurting so bad he gets angry, pushing everyone away because of his history with betrayal and losing people he cares about 💔 I never see this in fics!!! Abandonment issues, relationship OCD, leaving someone before they hurt you because of severe anxiety, it's just... It fits, in a way, y'know?

I kinda struggle navigating Simon with him figuring out his emotions and his course of action; because even though he's terrified of being abandoned, hurt, alone all over again he's SUPER protective of his lady and kid, that's his family, he can't just... Not looking out for them, whether it's up close or from afar.

But God I just can't help myself writing Simon with a fucking adorable daughter that ADORES him 🥹🤌🏻

(There would only be one person mama would be on a emergency contact list for, since it's way too soon for Keegan to consider putting her on his....Simon only has one person in his life he wants to know his private matters.......*hint hint wink wonk nudge nudge* 🤐🫥)

[wyatt2cool4you]

Went to like this giant warehouse thrift store thing and I found these there kinda impulse buy lol. I love this Barbie’s hair even tho it feels awful and her earrings which I took out oxidized her face real bad but i still had to have her like she has rooted lashes!! I believe the small dolls are dawn dolls and they remind me a lot of thw winx Mattel dolls cuz if the bendy bodies.

[crookedkryptonitebeliever]

You saying that Yves is a expy of Leveret is so interesting because the way I see them, while their appearances and some of their mannerisms and styles are similar, I find their personalities kind of different (I know we only have one part of Bunny but still)

For example, I find that Leveret isn’t as tactful as Yves, like when he blurted out the readers name without them telling him what their name was, something that I can’t imagine Yves doing with the amount of preparations he does. I also get the vibe that Leveret may be way more spontaneous with touch and affection as compared to Yves always needing things to be on a schedule and at a given time.

Like I dunno, Leveret kind of has that bunny on the outside vibe where he’s super cute and nice on the outside but is probably twisted and dark on the inside, while Yves kind of has this lithe perniciousness about him on the get go and only shows his softer more vulnerable side to the reader as they get further in their relationship.

I guess I find them as direct inverses of each other in a way instead of derivatives, but what do I know I’m just a reader 😭. Ending my TED talk 🫡. Thank you for the wonderful OCs btw!

Ough shit i really left Leveret in thw box to rot 😭 i actually forgot his name frick

All i remembered was that he is fruity as fuck and downs mimosas like a champ, and has like similar appearances and a stalkerish weirdo

Like i guess how i saw Leveret and Yves is that they're the same text, different font, Leveret is Curlz Mt while Yves is Monotype Corvisa

Spoilarzz for Leveret/Bunny ahead and tw for sexual abuse mentions

Ur rite they're inverses now that i reread my fics, and my drafts too, so Leveret is originally supposed to be this loudmouth self serving horny rapist motherfucker who gets pussy or dick drunk off reader, Yves is the reserved, sober, prude and #selfsacrifice4love type

If u put them in a room together and close the door, one of them will be vaporized

If it's quiet, Yves wins. If you hear whining and complaining, Leveret wins. The loser will be reduced into a smashed patty with gore splattered on the walls n ceiling

They do NOT like each other. Yves especially hating him way more than Leveret hates him. Well damn the list of people yves likes is shorter than an electron omg its just you on it

But yves is still a derivative because he is a recycled and furbished version of Leveret, like he seems completely different but Leveret was the blueprint

Holy shit anon i appreciate ur analysis tho love these so much zamn , it gives me enrichment in my enclosure and activate my neurons

Glad u lov my copium laced ocs, thanks 4 reading ❤️