#i speedwrote this lol

[lies-unfurl]

Chapters: 1/4 Fandom: Captain America (Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies), The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: James "Bucky" Barnes & Steve Rogers, James "Bucky" Barnes & Sam Wilson Characters: James "Bucky" Barnes, Steve Rogers, Sam Wilson (Marvel) Additional Tags: Christmas, Inspired by A Christmas Carol, Depression, Post-Avengers: Endgame (Movie), Post-Episode: s01e06 One World One People, Flashbacks, Memories, Loneliness, Sad Bucky Barnes, Angst with a Happy Ending Summary:

But there's nothing in nature that Freezes your heart Like years of being alone -from The Muppets Christmas Carol

(It's Bucky's first Christmas back after the Blip, and his plans are to drown an entire bottle of Jack and hope the nightmares stay away. Things are going great, until his dreams bring a ghost that looks like Steve, who's determined to help him get his Christmas spirit back.)

[rizzyu]

▵▿— A Field of Sunflowers

Pairing: Tanjiro Kamado x gn! Reader

Category: SO MUCH FLUFF *SCREAMS*

Warning: N O .

Summary: With the help of Nezuko and Tanjiro's crow (Matsuemon), you made a huge surprise for Tanjiro on his special day :)

A/N: I have a bit of work to complete, but when I saw that it's Tanjiro's bday, I JUST SPEEDWROTE LOL

Also somebody tell me if the crow's name is actually Matsuemon (i just searched it up on google)

The sun lingered far beneath the horizon as dawn has yet to break. A crow soared through the dark sky and landed at Y/N's window. Just as Matsuemon glanced into the Y/N's room, the door slided open, revealing Nezuko in her child form on the other side of the door. Nezuko went over to the futon, in which Y/N was sleeping in, and shook Y/N to wake them up. As you fluttered your eyelids open, you saw a blurry figure of her. Still drowned in drowsiness, you sat up on your futon. That was when you remembered that you were preparing your surprise for you beloved Tanjiro's birthday, but you were so exhausted from trying to make this day perfect for a while, that you fell unconscious mid-way. You believed Nezuko must have carried you back here. Nezuko gripped you sleeve and gently shook you again, urging you to snap out of your drowsiness and finish up the final part of the surprise. Matsuemon squawked, as quiet as possible "All preparations are ready, Y/N." You are so lucky to have these two help you. "Thanks Matsuemon, thanks Nezuko, the surprise wouldn't have been completed if it weren't for you two." You thanked your two friends as you lifted both hands to give both of them headpats. Nezuko's smiled before her face morphed into an impatient one as she tugged on your sleep while pointing at the door. "Oh right! Let's go" You scurried out of your futon and went over to Tanjiro's room with Nezuko and Matsuemon.

As you slowly opened the sliding door to his room, you saw him sleeping peacefully inside his futon. You felt slightly guilty for waking him from his slumber, but you can't let him miss this. Tanjiro slowly opened his eyes as you woke him up the way Nezuko woke you. "Y/N...? What're you doing here this early?" His voice was groggy. "No time for questions, c'mon!" You urged him up as you tossed him his clothes. It seemed that you have completely forgotten how tired you are due to how excited you are. Tanjiro was confused by your enthusiasm so early in the morning, but he followed along anyway.

Matsuemon was guiding you to your destination as you carried Nezuko's box with her inside. You were practically dragging Tanjiro along since he was a bit too sleepy to walk. On the way, you kept having the urge to just stop and let Tanjiro sleep, he just looks too adorable when he's on the verge of falling into deep slumber. But what you were going to show him can only occur during dawn, which was approaching. Matsuemon lead you all to the edge of a cliff, below the cliff was what seems to be an endless field of sad-and-droopy-looking sunflowers. You tugged at Tanjiro's arm to get him to look. And just as his vision cleared, the sun rose from the horizon, enlightening everything. And when met with the sun, the sunflowers held their heads up high to greet the bright warm orb in the sky, colouring the whole field in bright yellow. Tanjiro's eyes lit up as he saw the view in front of him, his mouth agape. He turned his head around to look at you and Matsuemon on your shoulder, while still having a shocked expression on his face. You greeted him with a gentle smile. "Happy birthday Tanjiro" You reached into your haori and took out a banquet of sunflowers adorned by little dolls of you, Tanjiro, Nezuko, Matsuemon, Zenitsu and Inosuke, as well as a little sign with the words "Happy Birthday Tanjiro! <3" written on it. Matsuemon, Nezuko and I made this for you. Just like the sun, you are always shining with warmth and brightness. And just like sunflowers, we're always attracted to you." You heard Nezuko hum in agreement from inside of her box. Tanjiro reached out to grab hold of the banquet before looking back up at you with adoration in his eyes. "Thank you all so much..." Tanjiro said with a shaky voice, as if he was at the verge of tears. He then embraced you in a tight embrace, one hand on top of Nezuko's box as if patting her, and his face buried in your shoulder. "Thank you so much..." he said once again but his words were muffled in your shoulder. You chuckled before reaching to cradle his soft cheeks in your hands. You leaned in and gently pulled him into a sweet, tender kiss. The kiss felt absolutely divine, if it wasn't because your lungs begged for air, you would've kissed him forever. You pulled away, breathlessly panting, while brushing your thumb along his cheekbone. "C'mon Tanjiro, let's go see Zenitsu and Inosuke." "Maybe in just a few minutes... I wanna stay here with you for just a little longer..." Tanjiro said before pulling you into another kiss.

happy birthday Tanjiro waaaaaaaaaaaa <3333 7.14.2023

[psychesetra]

child of red

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HI I SPEEDWROTE THIS WHILE MY AUNT WAS AT GYM

it is short once again because i love keeping the emotional pain bite sized until something triggers it to be stronger

btw the titles will likely never be related to the inside of the chapter its just rose related things

word count: 451 ?

p2: pitter patter of petals falling

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alastor knew his love and their daughter rosette had died already.

or at least, he’s quite sure. the year is 2024, after all, and his dear was around her late-twenties when he died, which was 1933. so they’d likely be six foot under by now.

and considering alastor hasn’t seen any sinners as beautiful as his wife or as adorable as his daughter as of late, he thinks they’re obviously up in heaven.

he’s not quite happy with it, after all, he truly misses them. but he would never, ever, in a million universes, drag his darling wife and their adorable daughter to hell with him. he wouldn’t want them to bear the suffering of the heat or the tortures and sins people commit with and to each other.

he thinks, after all, only the irredeemable belong in hell. the cruelest, most evil beings to ever live.

and yet..

he still believed in charlie’s outlandish idea that sinners could be redeemed.

yes, he knows he’s just called every sinner down here irredeemable. but he still vainly wishes that, perhaps one day, he could make it to heaven. maybe apologize to his mother for his actions, and he could..

he could see his wife and his little rosette again. tell them how absolutely 𝘴𝘰𝘳𝘳𝘺 he was.

..but for what?

the gruesome murders? his lies and reassurances? his death and subsequent leaving them to fend for themselves?

alastor had never been a rich man. his wife didn’t come from money either. but his job in the radio industry had still payed, and even though it wasn’t the best pay ever, it kept them happy.

so, without him, what happened to his family?

his own mind tortured him with thoughts of the mess he left his family in, ranging in so many different scenarios.

what if she and rosette had been shunned for being married to a murderer? what if they died on the streets, alone and no money to their name?

𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘪𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺’𝘥 𝘣𝘦𝘦𝘯 𝘦𝘹𝘦𝘤𝘶𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘴𝘪𝘯𝘴?

he can’t know, he doesn’t 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵 to know, but the possibilities make him go mad with guilt and rage.

the police likely made sure the news wrote many headlines about the bayou butcher’s murders, and his newly discovered real name. alastor knew that he didn’t have many friends in life, and neither did his wife, but enough knew his name to be able to ruin her remaining time on earth.

he hopes they didn’t. he wants to think that his wife raised up their little rosette to be a lovely child, even without him. that they lived a peaceful life, and are happy in heaven.

even if it pains him, he supposes he can bare an eternity of separation if it means they’re happy where they are.

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i hope you guys like it ,,, i wore a red cardigan while writing this to try to get alastor vibes lol

taglist:

@6esiree

[brick-a-doodle-do]

I had the biggest burst of serotonin when I saw the hush (ii) post, quickly followed by immediate rage and dissociation lol. I honestly almost rage unfollowed (I would have come back), but the temptation of actually getting part ii with the 200 follower threshold is too much 😂😅

ANONNNN i'm so sorry 😭🙏

i think it's a running thing now that hush ii is going to be delayed a LOT after that whole real chapter 2 fiasco i speedwrote,,,,

that thing i posted was what i wrote when i really couldn't see hush going anywhere and got really bored LMAO

anyway i wouldn't have blamed you at all but thanks for not unfollowing, we're so close to 200!! and usually i don't like asking for followers so i'll probably just get hush finished up and see where i am by then :)

have a REAL snippet for your troubles fdksdk

[faebriel]

1, 12, 18, 23, 24 !!

thank u zanna!!

1. favorite fic you wrote this year

OKAY i'm not sure if all's well that ends counts as a fic for 2022 given that i speedwrote it in dec 2021 and just published it on new year's day, but if it does, definitely that one (it is probably tied with cause most of us are bitter for the favourite fic i've ever written...sometimes it's just a bit ahead of that one). as for something that was actually written in 2022 i would say sacred and dust (the rest of us) because the brainrot truly possessed me for that one, i really like how it's written and how characterisation is built through the prose and internal monologue, and i know statistics don't matter but i am so charmed that one of my most ""successful"" fics is a speculative found family angstfest centring on a character that has been in like three episodes of toh and a character that is 1. dead and 2. has never appeared in the show himself

12. favorite character to write about this year

you would not fucking believe it given my inability to finish + publish anything this year but ctubbo 😭 he is a shining star in so many wips that got shoved around either bc i didn't have the capacity to devote enough attention to them OR are getting reshuffled a bit bc they feature certain characters a bit too much for my current liking. if i had to pick a character i actually published a freaking fic on this year i would say dl!pearl i like writing whatever the hell she has going on from the mildly horrified perspective of others

18. current number of wips

narrowing it down to fics i've worked on in the last month or so? eight. ideas on the backburner....i don't wanna talk about it

23. fics you wanted to write but didn't

so fucking many dude. so fucking many. i don't wanna be like "this year has been miserable" but yeah. i had ALMOST finished a fun cquirkyduo fic but for Reasons i am going to try and gut it and reshuffle. i'd also like to finish the october 17 in pogtopia fic before new year's but i think with how busy i am and general lack of mental space i have rn it's just not gonna happen. i'm also gonna say special shoutout to siren au bc that's been on the brain microwave since like april but i'm still trying to plan out an ending that isn't Tragically Awful

24. favourite fic you read this year

fuck you i have a small list

get a load of this monster, he doesn't know how to communicate by cacowhistle - i would also recommend itssideria's OG version of this fic but i read that in 2021 technically lol. anyway ccrime canon divergence in one of those quirky ctommy horror streams wooo

galileo, gazing by zannolin (hello) - wilbur centric post narnia au anyway you were evil for this

jubilee line by cacowhistle - cwilbur in limbo i love painnnn

this is the thing about fiction by acatalepsy - oh cwilbur oh my cwilbur healing arc the fact that i only read this in 2022 feels like a crime

double agent vader series - surprise star wars recommendation anyway this series is fucking fantastic i would say my favourite star wars fics ever i'm trying not to rush the series and savour it all but i could sit down and read this thing in one sitting if i wanted to the brainrot is that strong

ask game!!

[satangcrush]

I posted it but seriously… the solomon brainrot is actually real… I speedwrote the drabble in less than an HOUR LOL 😭

anyways title is from JUNNY <3 i listened to it on repeat while writing

(can u believe solomon isn’t even my favourite)

finally got that married couple with solomon call 🫶 cooking something up…. will post later……..

[bewires]

💞 . . . Though I'm going to guess Hannah lol

💞 A fic that led to you making friends with the author

I mean truly, @dreamtiwasanarchitect and I only really got to know each other when people started talking about new immortal Joe being kind of a bro and we were immediately on the same wavelength about how we wanted that to go down and then speedwrote "down for you always" in a week. We had read and liked each other's stuff before but I don't think we knew each other all that well?

Truth be told, I am utterly dependent on people reaching out to me because I would *never* go into someone's DMs about a fic probably? Not because I don't like it, I love when people do that to me, but I have this thing where I'm like "oh that's okay when other people do it if I do it it's annoying and invasive"

idk basically I am lucky that people came and talked to me because I am too shy to do the same