#i shouldn't have had to suffer 18 weeks of harming myself because their standards of health is different than mine | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

crimsonmoonscrypt · 1 year ago

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Hey wouldn't it be so cool if women and girls actually got treatment

IDK.im just thinking of when I could have had a serious medical situation with my asthma in gym and idk maybe it could've led me being in the ER or my death bed I don't fucking know, thankfully I got better because I had my inhaler!!!

But I told my gym teacher that "hey lol I'm having a lot of trouble breathing and I feel horrible" and he just said "okay just walk for now" and I'm like?? I can't fucking walk when my breathing isn't working y'know the thing that makes the blood and heart work

When I did have a huge asthma attack, one of the things is that I couldn't barely walk, it was hard for me to do simple functions like eat and drink because my body literally refused it and I got better because I went to the ER and got a shot that helped me along with a mask breath thingy (i forgot what theyre called 💔)

So.im just tired of men not like, actually giving a shit, I'm so tired of people telling me that I'm lazy or I'm complaining too much, I am disabled and i wish asthma wasn't the butt of the joke a lot of the times because it leads people to think we are dramatic or not fun

#baphomet speaks #i literally had an asthma attack because of a four wheeler ride that was really fast #it was fun but i indeed had an asthma attack at my friends birthday party #(not mad at the driver or my friend btw)#(i did ask to go on a wild ride and i did not know i could get an asthma attack from that but i understand now i think)#but anyways at least my friend let me chill and told me that it was okay bc i was literally having a medical emergency #i had my inhaler too and i got better #i could go on about how that party went but i wont LOL thats unrelated #also i think gym shouldnt be a requirement #i shouldn't have had to suffer 18 weeks of harming myself because their standards of health is different than mine #not every body is the same not every work out helps and not everybody can get skinny from running because it might injure them #i want to work out the way i feel best to #swimming has helped me a shit ton with being healthy this summer instead of just sitting around for 3 months #im gonna stop rambling here #its 1 AM and im so eepy

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