#i saw a girl on tktk say by the time she finished the series she felt like an old woman. like she's lived her whole life
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i finished The Burning God
finished reading The Dragon Republic yesterday now to start The Burning God. wish me the best of luck
#i finished it yesterday at 4 in the morning tired asl the way god intended#i needed to be alone to finish it so i waited til everyone was asleep. it was THAT serious#what is there left to say tbh#i felt physically nauseous when reading the last like 30 pages#and when the final came well. that was certainly Something#it's lowkey kind of the same feeling as when someone close to you dies? like you don't cry that much when it happens but then start crying#randomly out of the blue? that's the sort of thing i'm going throigh right now#it was very different from the way i hysterically sobbed when finishing red queen#this feels worse because i was so overwhelmed by the shock of having. Actually. finished the series. that i couldn't even cry#i've cried more this moring listening to my TPW playlist (and other people's) than yesterday when i read the finale#something about it all becoming more “real” when i listened to music while re-reading bits of TPW and TDR. THAT was when i've really Cried#i don't even know#i saw a girl on tktk say by the time she finished the series she felt like an old woman. like she's lived her whole life#seeing these characters grow up and become adults and become the worst version of themselves. seeing it happen through the#span of the years. it feels harrowing#i can't quite explain in words how i feel but i don't think i've processed anything lol#probably not going to read anything for a while either. i don't think i'd be able to#the poppy war#the burning god
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