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just-null · 1 year
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your yan!noritoshi is so wisnwonwpwjw RAAAHHHH going absolutely feral ... i want him . ive had so many thoughts abt him as like a yandere n then i saw your art n absolutely lost it /pos
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IM ALL EARS, BABY!!!!!!!!!!!
GOD FUCK OKAY, HOLD ON, I ALSO HAVE SOME RAMBLES AND THOUGHTS ABOUT YANDERE NORITOSHI BUT IM GOING TO PUT THEM UNDER THE CUT.
I AM IN NO WAY RESPONSIBLE FOR UNLEASHING MY TJOUGHTS OFFICER. IT WAS MY GLORIOUS CULT MEMBER RIGHT HERE.
MERRY OCTOBER YALL
[disclaimer: im not a writer, but I want to get better. think of this as my practice. it ended up being so fucking long, but i swear it's just rambles, not a fic]
[warning for blood under the cut? keep that in mind for future posts]
OKAY LETS GO.
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Bro ok so. if I'm not too delusional (yet) and don’t see him as a yandere, then this guy (Noritoshi) is still a strict fuck. he'd put you on the same level of importance as his clan if not a bit higher. but only by a bit. Your relationship would gradually bloom into something meaningful to him that he’d cherish you wholeheartedly. Only then would you grow in importance to Noritoshi significantly. He'd keep his resolve and all those healthy green flags. Because honestly? Noritoshi is just a green flag, he's so sweet..
But let's twist that into a yandere setting. I don't even need to twist too much, Noritoshi as a yandere is way too fitting.
Noritoshi was abandoned by his mother as a child, thereby fueling his lifelong goals to do as she said and bring her back. He didn't even think on his own accord, nor did he try to find a different way, or even follow her! He accepted his fate and made it his mission to accomplish the goal he was given. Despite the intense pressure of his worth being determined by an ability he was born with and the high expectations from the Kamo clan, he perseveres. That is until [spoilers] Noritoshi is exiled by his clan because of some Kenajku shit. All his hard work and future goals were ripped away from him without a second thought in an instant. Noritoshi was always the second thought time and time again, and now left as a man with nothing but the failure of his desired future.
That wasn't even the yandere part, that was all canon, what the fuck.
Yandere Noritoshi is the type to cling to scraps... He reminds me of an obsessive and protective yandere. obsessive about you because you become his everything.. his goal, his will to keep going, the light at the end of the tunnel. he wants all of you, from the best parts of you to your worst. He's also protective, because he cant handle losing yet another person so important to him. He'd rather tear himself apart than lose you.
He also seems mostly self-aware but can overthink to the point of delusion. For example, you pat him on the back and tell him he did a great job on something. He knows it's nothing to dwell on, but why does he feel like there's more to your words? Should he read in between the lines? but there's only one line! From then on, his mind would reel until he landed on a favorable conclusion. You meant that he was the only one who did great. The others paled in comparison in your eyes therefore you must favor Noritoshi in some way.. right?
Since Noritoshi was pretty deprived of any emotional support, you won't even have to try too hard to get his heart thumping. If you were to give him even just a bit more attention and care than the average person, like making sure he's eating alright or remarking that he's paler than usual after restocking his blood bags, he's hooked. He's self-aware enough to realize his blooming fondness for you is one-sided, so he simply admires you. that is, at the start. Note that Noritoshi is still new to these feelings so he's.. awkward. It's really cute.
Though these moments were cute to you, they slowly became horribly blissful to Noritoshi. Poor you, completely unaware of how you're slowly corrupting him in, what he thinks, is the best way possible just by giving him your attention. He thinks you're the last and only person still believing in him, so much so that everything and everyone else slowly becomes minuscule in the grand seam of things. He feels happy around you, like he matters, like he has someone to trust, like he has someone who won't abandon him. Because of this, he sees you as a new goal. A new hope. Failing you is not an option. Disappointing you is not an option. Hell, even a frown from you is unacceptable in his eyes.
Noritoshi tries to cling to you at this point in his own way... He enjoys it when you speak to him, or even sit next to him, so much so that he seeks you out when you're not there. You'd feel eyes boring holes into the back of your head, a sense of being followed, sometimes seeing your shadow accompanied by another, every time you turn around to be surprised by a familiar face. His footsteps are so quiet that you barely notice Noritoshi walking around.
Unfortunately, due to Noritoshi’s inexperience, the only way he knows how to impress people is by being “perfect” a.k.a. his strict, pain in the ass, annoying heir shtick. He would be the type to get on your case, scold, coddle, nitpick, correct you, and practically look like he's trying to bully you when in reality he's trying to hear praise from you for "helping" you. He’s waiting for you to see the affection and adoration behind his nagging, is he not being obvious enough? oh well, at least your eyes are on him for now. When most people in Noritoshi's life have either put him second or flat-out abandoned him, he's satisfied with anything he can get from you. Though he'd prefer praise, the thought of your attention being given to another even for a second makes his stomach feel like it's tying in knots, so he settles for your annoyed tuts and glares.
Of course, after a while, you'd get tired of this and tell him to knock it off. Or some variation of what a decent human being would do like, “Do whatever you want, but don't meddle in people's business.”
You KNOW he's going to be picking that apart in the middle of the night while looking up at the ceiling. What did you mean by that? Do you mean ANYTHING he wants? As long as he doesn’t bother anyone? Were you talking about yourself and everyone in general? Were you talking about someone specific? Did you leave it up for him to decide? Thoughts and questions circle in his head until he twists your words enough into something that he favors again. Ah, you allow him to do whatever he wants so long as he doesn't get in your way. But he wants to be alongside you... Did you mean in your way to the point of annoyance? Noted. From then on, Noritoshi's strictness softened into light nagging and bearable hovering. He'd knock it off completely through gritted teeth and furrowed brows if you threatened him with the silent treatment. He'll slowly start it up again until you begin ignoring him, only then will he get the hint and relax a bit. only until next time, of course.
The intensity of Noritoshi's coddling can fluctuate depending on your actions. (recklessness, obedience, shyness, etc.) it's his love language.
It's a completely different story if someone else decides to nag you as Noritoshi does... If someone scolds you, Noritoshi's on the offense. He's known for his occasional bluntness and sassy remarks, but this time... He's contradicting himself all in an attempt to get the other person to back away. If the one scolding you brings up points Noritoshi used in the past, he firmly denies them all and stands by your side. He'd rather sound hypocritical than let someone else care for you the way he does. Noritoshi stands in front of you, almost guarding you with his body and begins his barrage of deflective comments through his clenched jaw such as “That's not your place to say” “Shut it, they did no wrong.” “You don't know the reason why they did so, leave them alone.” and other things similar to that. Jeez, take your advice Noritoshi.. He’d argue and become antagonistic towards someone scolding you, even if it's exactly what he was about to do.
The same goes for someone who tries to be gentle with you to a lesser degree. It's nice that people see how wonderful you are, but having your smiles and kind words directed at anyone else other than Noritoshi is... Upsetting. The resentment gradually pools in the pit of his stomach and suddenly finds himself impulsively moving towards you and this "friend." He stands in between you and the kind person, trying his best to conceal his sneers. He wants nothing more than to have the third party get swallowed up by the ground or hit by a car, but he keeps his composure. Noritoshi sternly states how he’ll handle everything from then on and gives the third party a glare that's much more hateful than usual… Finally! Noritoshi has you to himself again! All is right in the world once more...
Noritoshi has always been on a very tight rope... Any wrong step and it’s going to snap. The more Noritoshi gets attached to you, the easier it is to convince himself that it's okay to cross certain lines to make sure you're safe with him. Even if that line he’s crossing, includes murder. It'd happen quicker if he caught feelings after the whole incident with the Kamo clan. You'd be the only thing he has left, the only thing he'd cling onto with every fiber of his being, emotionally and sometimes physically.
And like every fairy tale, a problem unconventionally shows itself much to Noritoshi's dismay... Noritoshi is shown to be prideful at times. Because of this, he'd try to conceal his more embarrassing emotions and reactions towards you. He wants to be seen as someone strong you can rely on, a steady pillar to your stability, someone who will do anything you wish at the drop of a hat, but it’s almost impossible to execute when he feels like he's nothing but putty in your hands at the slightest sign of positive reciprocation.
If Noritoshi felt his face heating up because your laugh caught him off guard, he'd turn his head to hide how that simple action made him nearly melt into mush. If your hand brushed against his, he'd quickly swipe it away. Not because he doesn't want to touch you, but because you'd feel how shaky and sweaty his palms got with just a graze. Noritoshi's gaze always lingers on his bow if you ever touch it causing his aim to decline in accuracy significantly.
He mentally curses himself out every time he pulls away from you because he knows he's sending mixed signals. Noritoshi loves you endlessly, but please spare his fragile heart. Your presence overwhelms him like no other, and he's utterly conflicted on how to act. He can handle being by your side like he wants, but the second your 100% focus is on him and only him, he’ll start to squirm under your gaze. Noritoshi wants to impress you! Stop being so mesmerizing for just a second so he can gather his thoughts and not embarrass himself! A-ah, but don't look away!!!
Tl;dr Noritoshi as a yandere is needy and petty as hell, but will explode if he gets an ounce of affection! He’s also! A creepy hopeless romantic who sends you mixed signals!
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pardonmydelays · 21 days
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just made this section in my tøp board to mourn
LMAO FINN I'M DYING THIS IS SJJRHRHRBRH I CAN'T-
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pardonmydelays · 13 days
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Now I wanna hear your English accent muhahahahahhahahahahahah
trust me, you don't
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pardonmydelays · 14 days
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it's saturday btw, if you care.
it fucking is 😭😭
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pardonmydelays · 18 days
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this photo is just sooooo amazing! like we know it's a concert, but he's a little hidden and the people in the back are not looking at him at all, he's resting with a piano behind his back, looking in the same direction people are looking in (what is it though? is it josh? we can't see that), he looks like he's thinking about something or even a little bit concerned or anxious. this whole photo just feels like we're "backstage", maybe even trespassing, like it's something we're not supposed to see. just his little moment of rest before the next song. his secret moment in a crowded room
i'm not even in this fandom and i love it so it's not surprising you do too!
mother edith, you guessed it right, he was actually waiting for josh 😭
if i'm correct (and i'm pretty sure i am) that was the moment between mulberry street and navigating - it's when all the lights fade away and tyler clancy is waiting for josh torchbearer to come with his torch to pick him up so they can continue the show. he also brings him his clancy jacket which is so adorable. it's one of my favourite parts of clancy tour cause we're entering the lore. so tyler usually takes a few seconds to hide behind his piano and rest before it all happens and yes, this photo is so beautiful i saved it in my phone three times and maybe sent it to some of my friends, idk. maybe. just maybe.
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pardonmydelays · 4 days
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THEME!!!!
theme!!! ❤️
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pardonmydelays · 1 month
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okay i just gotta say that i expected wayyyy more sai on the setlist? like. logically i should’ve known tyler wouldn’t put much on it but i thought that since the tour is meant to be like. a flashback of all the reasons they were fighting against the bishops they’d include more sai? bc of the whole bishops-forcing-him-to-make-it situation thing? idk maybe that was just me
i was thinking about it the other day and honestly, same. some of the choices are really surprising here: i didn't expect them to include shy away and not the outside for example (although i love both and i am extremely happy with shy awAAAAAAAY). i'm glad mulberry street is on the setlist. i didn't expect saturday to be (especially after that famous line from backslide which still makes me cry), although, logically like you said, it would make a lot of sense to include it? i know we very often joke about taylor hating evermore, but in this case i think it's safe to say tyler really, truly hates scaled and icy and he regrets making this album.
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pardonmydelays · 13 days
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But then why didn't you move to America yet to visit your pilots?
You have very good English, very proud of you, you are really really fantastic amazing talking in English!
thank you i guess...? 😭
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pardonmydelays · 1 month
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okay POPPY idk whether you’ve noticed this BUUUUT
that new jumpsuit coat you love? THERE ARE LIKE. KINDA CHAINS AROUND HIS WRISTS AND NECK. LIKE BELT BUCKLE CHAINS?? AND THE COAT KINDA LOOKS LIKE A BISHOPS COAT??? AND THIS IS RIGHT AFTER CLANCYS LAST ENCOUNTER WITH NICO IN PALADIN STRAIT??????? IDK IF THERES ANYTHING THERE BUT. I MAY DIE.
i actually want to throw up-
ok ok okkkkkk, so i've noticed the chains right away actually (ESPECIALLY around his neck cause i'm a sick sick person. don't ask, cause if i speak and apparently i have like a lot A LOT TO SAY ABOUT THIS OK BUT I SHOULD SHUT UP MAYBE BEIBIBKEWJEUHOK BRAIN BROKEN). i didn't even realize it might be important for the lore, but! omg!!! you might be onto something??? i need to lie down and cry. and then die. idk. i hate them.
here's the picture because i can and i will post it. i will burn in hell. look at his neck. i am having thoughts indeed.
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pardonmydelays · 2 months
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HAPPY ERAS DAY POPPY! HOPE YOU HAVE THE BEST TIME, IT'S BEEN A LONG TIME COMING ✨️💜
Manifesting Holy Ground x Ivy x Clean for you!
THANK YOU SO MUCH AAAAAAAAAA!!! currently sitting in the bus with bel and SCREAMING ❤️
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pardonmydelays · 10 days
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I might not have ani's wloquence with words but I have percy, so here's a picture of him cuddling with his toys (i hope u like cats)
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oh my god i actually love cats so very much so THANK YOU!!! HE'S THE CUTEST!!! AND I'M SORRY BUT ONCE I REALIZED PERCY RHYMES WITH CLANCY I JUST COULDN'T HELP IT AND-
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oh my god please don't kill me i may have turned your cat into this little guy jdhdjhdhe i love him and i'm sorry
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pardonmydelays · 10 days
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this was stuck in my head
theresaninfestationinmymindsimaginationihopethattheychokeonsmokecauseimsmokingthemoutthebasementthisisnotrapthisisnothiphopjustanotherattempttomakethevoicesstop-
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pardonmydelays · 14 days
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Btw who is this band in your blog? Looks very millennial slay
this is the only band in the world, twenty one pilots!!!
anon, are you suggesting that i don't talk about them enough? 😭
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pardonmydelays · 14 days
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hey poppy................
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ITS SATURDAY
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BAHAHAHAHA IT SURE AS HELL IS-
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pardonmydelays · 9 months
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hello hello hello !!! may i ask for some gifs maxe of this video 🥺 he looks so handsome in it hehe
https://youtu.be/bhvdHcdIHvE?feature=shared
your wish is my command!
so, i hope what you were trying to say is that he looks so handsome in those scenes with his hair down, because once i started, i couldn't stop:
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but also, lin, honey, what the hell are you doing with those hands
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pardonmydelays · 5 months
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Do you know if there are any discord servers for talking about lmm?
no idea tbh, i was always a lone wolf here. but hey! we could create one i guess?
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