#i said smthn to my mom earlier abt giving the bird away bc he isn't being taken care of and she made me list out all the animals she gave | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

what-if-i-dee-eye-do · 2 years ago

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god triggers are so weird. most triggers are easily recognizable (loud sudden noises yelling screaming objects flying at your face) but most of them are so personal to your individual experience it gets kind of absurd to a layman with no knowledge of how trauma works. A euphoric trigger for most people could become a source of instant grief or fear. 'Why are you crying over a video of a ferret' I don't know. I don't know. I don't know.

#who's fronting #other #for later me #negative #this was originally going to be posted to my main if it doesn't seem like it's Adressed To Other Systems lmfao #like I know but it's not /me/ me that knows #such an odd feeling especially from the other side #'how could you possibly be triggered by x thing or y thing' well you see when the brain is focused on survival to that extent---#I mean the legitimate answer is animal neglect. the real answer is animal neglect. I wish I didn't experience any of that. I wish my parents #weren't still hoarding animals #I think the legal limit here is 4 dogs. there's 7 and a bird. none of them are properly taken care of #when I was a kid it was as high as 11 with too many dogs and cats and ferrets and rats and a Guinea pig and a chameleon #I was the one that found all of them dead except for the chameleon which my brother deliberately killed #i said smthn to my mom earlier abt giving the bird away bc he isn't being taken care of and she made me list out all the animals she gave #away bc we weren't a good enough home #idk it's just been a really long day and I wish I wasn't the one in the front #feels like tbk might be close but Oliver's keeping them at bay or smthn idk

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