#i reply faster on discord than ims

[perplexities]

BITCH ANSWER MY DISCORD BEFORE I FUCKING---

BEFORE YOU WHAT U CLINGY MF. FINISH THE SENTENCE COWARD 🔪

[samcesters]

pathetic .

this is smut ! containing , sub! sam winchester, degrading, pathetic sam winchester, he doesn’t know how to use his big cock :(, gender neutral reader, slight choking, dacryphilia , dumbification, legit no plot

all lowercase is intentional, not proofread

notes: hi this is my sub blog cuz i have an irl… on my main but anyway i hope u enjoy this u freaks.. im writing this for a discord server LMAOO

“you are so pathetic.” you say as you slowly pump your fist around sam’s cock. it was big, your hand could barely fit around it, in fact you need both of them to cover the whole shaft. except sammy, couldn’t even get it up properly on his own. which is why you are here.

sam threw his head back into the pillows, whining at your touch. “hnngh… faster please…” he murmured softly beneath his breath, his hands reaching out to grab your wrist but you slap his hands away. “no touching. you asked me to help you get it up because you’re too incompetent to do it on your own, why try and help now?” his only reply was a whimper. his hands gripped at the thin motel sheets, his head buried into the tear stained pillow. despite being so mean to him you were rather bored of your little play thing so you quickened the pace of your hands.

his soft whimpers and whines filled the room, the sweat dripped from his forehead, his brows furrowed, mouth wide open but only little noises were released. you couldn’t help but smile at the sight beneath you, you loved this. you loved having power over a man so much bigger than you. “sammy baby?” you whispered close to his ear, “i think you’re ready to be inside.” your lips pressed against his skin, he could feel your little smile. he nodded quickly, with no hesitation. you bit on your bottom lip, humming as you slid down your undergarments.

he watched you in awe with those little puppy eyes. you could see how eager he was to try and grab you, but he knew you would punish him if he did. you crawled on top of him, grabbing the base of his cock, it was covered in his leaking precum. you rubbed the tip at your entrance, sliding it in just barely. “ffuck..” he whispered. he looked at you with tears beginning to stream down his face, “please.. please go all the way.” sam begged.

you cupped his cheek, “awh baby, you don’t get to tell me what to do. remember?” but without warning you sunk all the way down onto his length. your eyes widened, it was a lot more than you remembered, you gasped and your hands grabbed at his shoulders. “oh shit.” you breathed out. you felt so full, you weren’t going to move yet but sam’s hips instinctively bucked into you. you moaned out loudly, your hands moving to grip his throat. “d—don’t you do that again. you don’t move until i do, but you’re just too horny to even think about our rules hm?” you rolled your hips against his and he began to let out more and more pathetic whines.

“yeah not even ashamed hm? you know you’re my little pathetic whore, too fucked out to remember a damn thing.” you mumbled. his hands gripped your thighs, you didn’t even care anymore because it felt to good. the way you slammed up and down on his big cock that he could barely use. your hips began to ache from the work it took, but you couldn’t be mad at your baby.

“c..cumming..can i?” sam chocked out. you shook your head, taking your hand up to his chin, “not yet. just a little longer.” you picked up the pace, riding him faster and rougher. sam cried out your name like a goddamn prayer, you let out rough moans, your grip tightened on his chin. “you can cum baby, come on give it to me. cum for me, fill me up.” you cooed.

he took no time before letting go, hot spurts of his semen filled you to the brim. you came not long after, flopping onto his chest. “fuck. how can you make me cum like that by barely doing anything?” you giggled, pressing a kiss to his forehead. “my pathetic baby sammy. you did a good job, you okay?” you murmured. he nodded, his chest heaving. “next time, i’ll try and top, please?” he said. “we’ll see.” you responded before getting up to run him a bath.

[5mind]

NAME: Garlic, Hsah (I use Garlic more online thooo)

PRONOUNS: she/they/he <- any of these is good

MOST ACTIVE MUSE(S): Fivemind (specifically Yellow and Blue), and Antares. Shelley , from my other blog , has also been relatively active lately

RP PET PEEVES: this one ...I feel like sometimes it might be my fault (because things might not always be clear) but like...when people are unclear about stuff about my ocs (which is fair and fine) but instead of asking me directly about it they just go ahead and roll with the misconception. And like...if there are questions or stuff you're not sure, it's okay to ask! Please! I like talking about my ocs anyways lol

EXPERIENCE/HOW MANY YEARS: uhhhhhhhh I started roleplaying I was like 15? 16? But I took a lotta breaks in rp over the years, like my longest break I think was 4/5 yrs??? This blog itself is like 4 yrs old i think

FLUFF, ANGST, or SMUT: Fluff, angst, and action / horror elements! I don't do smut really because whenever I've tried it in the past I get super nervous about not writing sexy enough ahaha.... Talking about sexual stuff is alright though! Just not full on sex scenes.

LONG/SHORT REPLIES: Both~ I try to match lengths most of the time. I do reply faster for short replies though so I feel like you might find me replying to short replies more frequently than long.

BEST WAY TO INTERACT: like???? ooc? IMs or just ask for my discord. Kinda prefer IMs on tumblr for ooc chatting though. For IC, the askbox is always open or I'll just pop by in when I feel like it

BEST TIME TO WRITE: ideally in the morning but lately haven't been able to wake up before 5 am so currently, I try to get a few replies in during work hours in the morning or in the evening after work (although I feel like the quality is bad at the time). I write mostly in the morning and evening during weekends though.

TAGGED BY: @pushspacetocontinue

TAGGING: idk i need to take a piss rn so anyone who wanna just grab it and go <333

[luvo27]

17!!! 21!!! 22!!!

17!!! Do you regularly discuss fics, or do you keep most of the info to yourself before you start posting?

ohhh this is such a good question actually!!! I tend to discuss my fantasy high fics a lot more than my dc ones, and i can be a snippet sharing fiend in discord servers im in!! i do always feel like I tip basically my entire hand about my wips when i say anything ever, but i probably share a lot less info than i think i do until i post!!

21!! what is something that no one has caught about one of your fics?

this one was tricky because i definitely like to chat about stuff when i reply to comments, and some quieter folks definitely might have caught some stuff that i dont think anyone has, and theres definitely a lot of stuff that HAS gotten caught!! i think i tend to be pretty intentionally obvious about things i want people to catch, but definitely some highlights are someone noting the carefully insidious text messages from Baron from the Baronies in The Stress of Being Seventeen vs. the Immutable Law of Love, and one that you caught actually, which is the layers to Tim offering to teach Cass how to drive in you do not have to be good!!

but i'm pretty sure no one has caught onto this!! in chapter 3 of you do not have to be good, there's this paragraph:

Cass can remember a time when she did not know what death was. Cass now knows, better than most, what death is. What a terrible, awful, horrendous absence it creates. What regret is now carried from that irreversible mistake.

i think in part not caught because not everyone who read the first fic read this one, and not everyone who read you do not have to be good read tell me about despair, but this is a direct call back to the opening of tell me about despair:

To Cass, death is: 1. A mistake. She didn’t know what she was doing. How could she? She understood so little, back then, she didn’t know— 2. A regret. She wishes she could take it back. She’d do anything to take it back, but unfortunately, what she did is 3. Irreversible. She can’t take it back. She can’t put that man back together, she can’t bring people back to life. She can do nothing but relive the memory of watching the fear, the panic, the drain of life and willpower and emotion, again and again and again, wishing that she’d known then what she knows now, that death is 4. Terrible. Awful. Horrendous. Any number of words, along those lines, really. It’s terrible, to see nothing where there was something once. Cass has heard people say that bodies look peaceful, when they’re dead, as if the person they were before is resting, sleeping. Cass doesn’t understand how they could come to that conclusion. Even in sleep, the body betrays thoughts, emotions, expressions, hopes and fears and dreams. In death, the body is just a collection of blood and bone and viscera. There is no rest to be had there.

22!!! what is one of your favorite tropes to write?

crack. the answer to this is always going to be crack. i dont actually write straight crack all that often but its literally my favorite thing to do ever!!! i always write more faster and i always have such a great time!! for me, it kind of alleviates any of my usual fic writer neuroses: i'm not trying to write something particularly good or an in depth character study or with a coherent plot, my main goal is to make myself laugh and if i do that, then i win!!

that being said, the line between hilarity and heartbreak is probably my favorite thing to play with in writing!! its why stephanie brown is one of my favorite characters to write, because i feel like she lends herself to it well!! its why yj 98 is one of my favorite comics!! it's why i love writing for fantasy high so much because sometimes that's exactly what the show is!! i take a lot of my storytelling philosophy from the philosophies of the cast for d20!! there's something that i think brennan lee mulligan said, about how comedy lowers your guard to allow other emotions to hit harder and more viscerally, and in the wrapup for exu calamity, the cast talked a lot about the profundity of hilarity and the hilarity of profundity. the tag crack taken seriously is probably my favorite thing on ao3!! i both want to get more cracky and also more serious, and i want those things to feed into each other!!! there's a quote that gets repeated in cathrynn m. valente's novel Space Opera: life is beautiful, and life is stupid, and i think that sums up a lot of my feelings on how i approach crack :DDD

[ephemyrals]

「 𝐏𝐈𝐍𝐍𝐄𝐃 𝐏𝐎𝐒𝐓 」

# 𝐞𝐩𝐡𝐞𝐦𝐲𝐫𝐚𝐥𝐬 .     ━━          a private writing blog featuring muses from multiple fandoms including hsr   &.    bsd as written by  mona  (       28+ years  ,   she / her     )    .    please check the rules before interaction , you can find them below the read more  .    heavy    &.    dark themes will be present on this blog  ,     follow at your own discretion  .

❛❛  𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐢𝐬 𝐚 𝐜𝐫𝐮𝐱 𝐭𝐨 𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠  .    stories tell about love  ;    about its mythical properties  ,    the way it changes people  .    connections are what makes time on earth worthwhile  ,    is what they say    ━━      more than bustling chatter carries in the background  ,    gazes lingering from afar  .    more than a brush one another  ,    a gentle caress   (       ephemeral     )    ,    fading alike dust in boreal breeze  .    maybe  .  .  .    𝐢𝐭 𝐢𝐬 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞  .    but why come to care  ,    if those cherished ties are stolen away ,    right from underneath the tips of your finger  ?        ❜❜ 

[  ❀  ]     closely intertwined with : @gemkun , @starspurn , @seraphynm , @scrtilegii / @furiaei

𝐫𝐮𝐥𝐞𝐬

i . i am highly selective  ,     mutuals only  .    i might not always follow back  ,    for whatever the reason may be  .    basic roleplay etiquettes apply  .    please do not involve my in ( dash ) drama  ,    writing is a hobby for me    &.    i am just here to have fun  .    my activity is sporadic  ,    sometimes replies might take longer depending on how busy life is  .    you can nudge me if you think i have forgotten or when you are thrilled to continue our thread quickly  .    this helps me with direction  ,    please be kind about it  .    i do not reply to my threads in order received  ;    i generally reply faster for characters i have muse for    &.    to my mains  .

ii .    i do not often post starter calls  ,    since i prefer plotted threads  .    feel free to shoot me a message  ,    either on tumblr ims or discord  .   you can also turn a meme reply into a thread if you wish to    (        it is even encouraged        )    ,     please do so in a new post    &.    do not forget to tag me  .

iii .    reblog memes  ,    art    &.   poetry from their source  ,    unless i have tagged you in it  .    don’t reblog threads you are not involved with  .    it helps me keep track of what i have got coming in  .

iv .    i love writing ships  ,    which includes any sort  :    romantic  ,    familial  ,    enemies etc  .    of course it is chemistry - based  ,    but feel free to just barge into my ims    &.    say you want to ship    (        within appropriate age range        )    . pro - shippers dni .

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𝐦𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭

aventurine , stelle , mydei , hysilens (hsr)

hiiragi shinya (ons)

minamoto teru (tbhk)

vanitas (vnc)

lavi bookman jr. (dgm)

cheng xiaoshi (lc)

childe (genshin)

rover (both m & f) , jinhsi (wuwa)

nakahara chuuya @autymns

[ccaptain]

KNOWING YOUR PARTNER WELL CAN POTENTIALLY MAKE WRITING TOGETHER A LOT EASIER.

REPOST DO NOT REBLOG !!

NAME: sam!! yes with the !!. imperative (i'm joking) but I also respond to Zack!

PRONOUNS: she/her, they/them!

PREFERENCE OF COMMUNICATION: until I'm comfy giving you my discord IMs will have to do!

NAME OF MUSE(s): Kaeya Alberich. in fact, multiple Kaeya Alberichs. In his Fatuiverse, he named himself Ambroise Petrov. ...... I have a lot of verses ok-

BEST EXPERIENCE: OH, MAKING HIM A FUCKING. HSR VERSE. so many more interactions and people interested in my essential appropriation in the Enigmata path and lore..... sorry hoyov.erse. this is mine now. i'm making him friends and ships and i move the lore now

RP PET PEEVES / DEALBREAKERS:

- Do people still read an heartfelt, emotional reply from their partners and don't come yelling in their DMs about it as soon as they can?? That's the highest thing that puts me off on my list of Things That Put Sam off and you won't get the same effort off me if this happens consistently! sorry.

- everyone but me has square icons...................... where is the rotund. where is the round. PLEASE @ MY FELLOW ROTUND ICONS COME TO ME I'M AFRAID (I love y'alls icons im jk)

- If you start acting weird/spiteful because you assume my actions are sending a message you don't vibe with, your best bet is coming to ask me directly what I was trying to do/say. Me reblogging an ask meme/headcanon I made multiple times during the day is not to desperately attract your attention and coercing YOU specifically into sending me one: most of my rp partners have wonky timezomes but still want to read what I wrote/try to interact and this is faster than sending links to 8+ people. If you don't plot with me/send me ask memes, then there'll always be next time. Don't overthink it and don't make it weird, I exist in my own space and do my own things and I'll be happy if you want to vibe with me.

MUSE PREFERENCES: muses who have been damaged emotionally and still come on top of it ''well'' while hiding some sort of traumas...... muses with masks, multiple layers. onion muses that get vulnerable and get peeled layer by layer, painfully raw by the end of it. muses with skewered morals who learn with surprise that they can think in other ways than the ones they've been taught. in fact, H:SR Kaeya is an amalgamate of everything I like in terms of muse's personalities smashed together

PLOTS OR MEMES:  MEMES. faster to plot on, versatile, takes the awkwardess of the first plot off entirely if we're trying to interact, and I can adapt them to almost anything. I wanna say both, but plots are harder to start due to busy lives expecially if those require a starter :( i wanna say that we can mix both... start a plot with an ask meme that turns into a thread. that I can do and is a very good compromise for me

LONG OR SHORT REPLIES: 4 paras for each reply or assume I have been alien-napped by weird beings and switched with an impostor who wasn't left a script to follow to impersonate me.

BEST TIME TO WRITE: EVENING... if i'm not drawing or chatting with people or playing, I crack my fingers after my afternoon nap and kick in gear. lock in. ..... then I get distracted but that's another story

ARE YOU LIKE YOUR MUSE(S): HOOO BOY I HOPE THE FUCK NOT. maybe i'm more like Wriothesley in terms of muses despite his blog collecting dust: I cope healthily and am normal? I think??

tagged by: i stole it from myself. ultimate thief level tagging: HMMMHMMHMHM who hasn't done this already... mmmmm @predvestnik and @dupliciti as usual but also @aguilareye @glacialswordsman and everyone else who would like to join in!

[countlessrealities]

Respond to the following prompts out of character, then tag others you'd like to get to know a little bit better.

Roleplayer name: Scotty

Roleplayer pronouns: They/Them

Muse name(s): I have a few, so I won't list them all. My currently main / default ones are C-137 Rick, Evil Morty, Evil Rick, Vaggie and Alastor

Preferred communication: Discord first and foremost, because it makes it easier for me to remember which conversations I have ongoing. I make do with Tumblr IMs too, though.

Experience: I'm not fully sure, but I've been RPing on and off for over 10 years now! I've used Tumblr the most (and it's my main platform for RPing), but I RP on Discord too selectively.

Preferred roleplay type: I'm a descriptive writer, so my usual style is multi-para to novella for plotted threads / long term interactions. I enjoy building dynamics and verses, so I prefer my main interactions with my partners to be semi-plotted, so we can have a general idea of the scenario / themes we want to explore. However, I'm also very open to short and unplotted shenanigans, from time to time. They are a lot of fun and I'm more than happy to indulge in them with the people I have developed verses / dynamics.

Pet peeves & dealbreakers: - Main pet peeves: Untagged posts / untagged NSFW, too fancy tags that are hard to blacklist, people who try to force their personal headcanons / views on others, having to do all the work when it comes to plotting, showing interest, sending memes, etc and never seeing my efforts returned, people who never specify muses when sending memes / liking starter calls and inbox calls / the likes. - Main dealbreakers: Untagged graphic sexual content, frequently reblogged callout posts, any sort of involvement in senseless drama / cyberbullying / anon hate, replies formatted so much that they are hard to read, being harassed for faster replies.

Best time to write: Once upon a time, I would have said "at night", but these days I write when I can, aka when my job leaves me time and energy for it (assuming that my inspiration cooperates).

Are you like your muses? I'm not exactly like any of my muses (for better and for worse), but I can relate to each one of them in a way or another. Being able to feel a somewhat personal connection to the character is one of the reasons that pushes me to pick said character up as a muse. Also, just in case you're wonder, yes, the fact that most of my muses are psychos or not exactly amazing people is probably very telling x'D

Tagged by: stolen from @mcltiples Tagging: Anyone who wants to steal it !

[shdwtouch]

MUN MONDAY: GETTING TO KNOW YOU

Respond to the following prompts out of character, then tag others you'd like to get to know a little bit better!

ROLEPLAYER NAME: my alias is Puffin, folks can call me Selkie tho. both work, I use both, so I'm not particularly picky either way ! whichever folks prefer.

ROLEPLAYER PRONOUNS: anything ! they/she/he, though I default to she/they.

MUSE NAME: I've got two kiddos, Shade and Kaey ! Kaey is my older muse, I've been writing him since 2012, while Shade is a newer edition to my collection of ocs. I love them both, they're both my literal children at this point.

PREFERRED COMMUNICATION: Discord please ! tumblr IMs are just... I lose track of them very easily, probably because they're not like. right in front of me / always where I can see them. whereas in Discord I can keep track of folks and conversations much easier. in general, I just feel more comfortable discussing via Discord. its also good for roleplay, if folks are okay with that ! but yeah, Discord all the way.

EXPERIENCE: I have been roleplaying since I was... I literally just confirmed, at least 10 years old. I started out on forums. ever heard of Chicken Smoothie ? its a pet adoptable website, and where I really got into roleplay. from there I was introduced to tumblr by a friend, discovered tumblr rp, and... I've been here ever since. that was back in 2012; I was just about to turn 13, and I'm currently just about to turn 25, so. I've been here awhile. been writing and roleplaying for over half my life at this point.

PREFERRED ROLEPLAY TYPE: I'm partial to casual discussion style roleplay, but I also really love just. writing. so. it may take some time to get me in the proper headspace to sit down and write, but its always satisfying to be able to. however, casual discussion style is more accessible, definitely. just easier and quicker. but I will always value writing and reading solid threads, solid interactions. seeing it come together, getting excited about it... its what I love about roleplay, and I wouldn't trade it for anything, even if other things are easier or faster. nothing good comes easy, or so they say, right ? idk. I'm old-fashioned I guess.

PET PEEVES & DEALBREAKERS: oof, lets see. immediate dealbreakers: no trigger or nsfw tags (especially if there is nothing that says there won't be; I can understand some blogs preferring not to tag if its standard content), no rules or about, posting callouts and witch hunting behavior (ESPECIALLY if its just interpersonal or petty grievances, I have ZERO tolerance for this). pet peeves... I'm pretty chill. just treat me with respect, communicate with me like an adult, and we'll be fine.

PLOTS OR MEMES: yes ? but like, logically speaking... memes are more likely to happen with me than plots, cuz I'm slow and struggle with that kind of pressure. so memes are probably the best way, yeah. but low / no pressure casual discussion ? vibing until we figure something out ? sign me the fuck up !

LONG REPLIES OR SHORT REPLIES: another yes. it really depends, I feel like I fall somewhere in the middle. a couple short paragraphs is my default, but I know for some folks thats considered long, and for others still short. so. I'm dynamic. I'll admit that I'm wordy, I like fleshing out interactions with thoughts and actions when I can, so I would say I'm probably more inclined to long style. I know I've started a few short dialogue threads then ended up getting 1+ paragraph responses, so. but I also don't expect my partners to match length ! idc if other people write short replies, so long as I have something to build off of. "yes, and" rules and all that !

BEST TIME TO WRITE: when the world is dark and sleeping. or when the moon aligns with my medication and energy levels. so... mostly at night. I get a lot of stuff done in the dark of night; I don't feel like I'm being perceived by my family so I feel free to move around and do more tbh. less distractions, too.

ARE YOU LIKE YOUR MUSES: yes. not intentionally, but yes. Shade moreso than Kaey, but Kaey and I still have similarities. I think most writers bleed into their work somehow, and I don't think its something to be ashamed of. for me its. I write and create to cope, right ? so having characters I can relate to, that I can see myself in, helps me... feel better about things. like, if Shade and Kaey can do stuff then I can to ! plus, I won't lie, seeing myself in my muses also helps for introspection. I genuinely feel like I've been able to become a better person by acknowledging my similarities and learning from them, whether through interaction or otherwise. and, of course, the reverse is also true: I learn a lot about Kaey and Shade by exploring my own identity and perspective and how I interact with the world and others.

tagged by: no one, I stole it tagging: @triinitas @anishael @starlixir @asangel @p-aladin @bloodyarn @bloodtwin @elliscousland @kurjaks @never-surrender

[bothfeetinthegrave]

name — Rabbit is a nickname I've had for around a thousand years. My real name is Rory, or Ro if you prefer that over nicknames. I'm not choosy.

pronouns — he / him

preferred comms — discord works for me around %80 of the time, which is much more reliable than IMs here. My info's in my pinned if you'd like to add me - just let me know who you are!

name of muse — This is Eden Muir's blog, he's an OC / my favourite dead guy. My other writing blog @belovedcorvid, where I will probably reblog this, is for Donquixote Rocinante.

experience in RP — I've been writing on this site for around 11-12 years, across a few different URLs.

best experiences — I don't really have a specific best experience, it's hard to compare interactions because they're so different. I do want to mention though that I have never been included in as friendly and immediately accepting of a writing community as I have with OP, both here and on Cora's blog.

pet peeves / dealbreakers — I don't have a lot - I'm a pretty chill guy and the people I interact with are really considerate. I guess if I had to pick something, it's when another person continues an ask without moving it to a new thread? And even that feels really silly to sit down and write out like this.

muse preference ( fluff, angst, smut ) — No smut here, at least not so far - not really my thing. Between the other two, no real preference. Why not both? We can have hurt/comfort as a treat. I'd actually like to write some more shippy things, but I'm slow and not good at recognising when that's possible.

plot or memes — I find plotting to be easier with people I've interacted with a bit already, so I guess I would say memes.

long or short replies — Too long replies I get wordy. OTL I always want to do dialogue only or short replies because I wish I was faster, but they never stay that way. You never have to match me, and if you ever want me to focus in / make something easier to reply to, let me know!

best time to write — My schedule's wild, so right now the stars have to align in the following way: evenings on days where I haven't been on triage team all day, and don't have tabletop. This usually means mid-week and sundays.

are you like your muse — There's a fair bit of me in Eden, just because I think that's the nature of character creation for many people.

I am like Cora because I too am barely keeping my shit together and would like a cigarette.

tagged by: @isutoburu ♡ tagging: @byanyan @intothewildsea @vanishinq @rubctosis @cmdrace @taiixuan and @ anyone else that would like to fill this out, just say I tagged you! I have no idea anymore who's done this one and who hasn't so if I've tagged you and You've already done it I'm sorry. OTL

[wlwhq]

hey babies! i am home from my trip! this weekend was awesomely wild - ran a 5k (my first one!!!), ate some delicious snacks, rode some amazing rides, and made some cool memories! not sure when i will get to go back when i normally visit dland two or three times a year, so this was a great way to round out my fav vacation and start 2024 off right.

under the cut are some changes to my activity and how i plan on operating this blog ooc. nothing crazy! but i wanted to keep you all in the loop. i should really make a rules page, maybe i will do that, but in the meantime, ill link this post to my pinned and then you can read it whenever. love u babes

starting with my next adventure in life - i am going back to school starting this week, taking four hugely important classes so i can apply to a rad tech program this summer. basically, if you thought i was slow before (which I am), i am about to get even slower and most likely be dropping things that sit for too long. i am also going to suspend discord writing/rping for the time being, as i already have little to no motivation to get logged onto there when my tumblr drafts get as high as they do.

i am going to be making a point of prioritizing the tumblr replies that (in no particular order) 1) come from people i have befriended and spoken to/plotted with ooc, 2) have been longstanding and either are about to be wrapped up or have a feasible end point, 3) have just been started for me or were plotted/started while i was away (whether things are kept up once the vibe is felt up will be figured out as i go), and 4) i am personally excited about replying to.

im telling ya, it’s going to be a rough semester and i am anticipating my activity going from slow to possibly nonexistent at times. #4 on that list above is most important to me, as this is a hobby and i want to come here as a definite stress reliever & not let it add to my stress. the easiest way to make me feel #4 about our threads or ships or interactions, whatever you wanna call them, is by doing #1. cannot promise fast ooc responses either, but they will definitely be faster than replies. this is not me becoming a “private” multimuse, just a gentle encouragement that if you want “quicker” replies from me from here on out, id prefer that we talk ooc and become friendly if we aren’t already - if you want your replies to not sit as long!

i am sooososos sorry to spring long paragraphs on you time and time again, but i am trying to not disappoint anyone, hurt any feelings, or deter anyone who wants to write with me. in order for me to keep my sanity for the next few months, changing the way that i run this blog is essential. i understand if you want to either drop threads, unfollow, or break the mutual if you’re reading this and are not thrilled about it. i want you to make your dash what you want to make it, the same way i have done with mine! please feel free to message me if you're wanting to be one of those "primary" blogs that i devote my energy to replying to. chances are if you think you are one of them, you are, but still.

tldr; i love you all to the moon and back and this isn't goodbye!!! i shall still be around, just devoting my energy to the things that i have the most muse for because they are plotted out/fangirled about/loved down ooc as well as ic. <3

[xxunnanaxx]

when people ask me how i learn things, i really like to rely on a certain phrase.

"being bad is something you can be good at."

and it might invite replies like "easier said than done, you make it look easy" or "oh good im always bad" but i don't mean it like that!

Being new and unfamiliar with something is frustrating and sometimes humiliating. When you're "Good at being bad," you understand what it *means* to be new to something.

You lack information, how to use your tools, and *how* to use them. When learning anything new, it's important to remind your brain of a few very key things;

Struggling is not a moral failing. "Failing faster" is how you gather information and breeds experimentation. Our education systems tend to instill a habit of overblowing the consequences of "failure," and the sooner you become comfortable with trial-and-error, the more useful it becomes.

"Talent" doesn't exist. Anyone that picks up anything easy isn't just built different. Every activity requires skill, some might be transferable. Sometimes people will pick up something that relies on skills they built somewhere else.

Reach out for information. Have you ever experienced someone asking about something you like, and you're super excited to talk about it? It's way more common than you think, and showing a bit of vulnerability invites those types to you. Sometimes people will just put tutorials out to the world, and discords exist for different hobbies!

Finally, take breaks when needed. If you push through too much at once, you can burn yourself out and absorb information slower. Getting nowhere? Sleep on it! Your brain processes information automatically, and a fresher mind might see something new right away.

With a bit of practice, trying new things can go from scary to fun, and over time you'll pick up little skills that can even carry into other things! In my own experience...

"I could never draw. I mean, I could try anyway..." "I could never get into fighting games. Wait, this is fun actually!" "I could never learn music theory. Oh, this isn't so bad!" "I could never learn gui- wait, this sounds familiar..." "I want to learn programming. I can totally give it a try!"

Of course, your methods and rationalization will vary, and it might be harder for some than others. But after getting a dozen friends into fighting games, I can say from experience that you could very much surprise yourself if you can give it a try and stay calm through the first few days of "Auuugh! I don't get it at all!"

Finally, and I'm sorry to drag you into this, reader's friends:

Invite people to suffer with you! Making something social out of it is a great way to keep your mind off the more frustrating parts, even if they're just hanging out while you study. But if you can create a group of study buddies, you'll always either be ahead and get to reinforce your understanding by helping friends, or have someone ahead of you that you trust to help *you* understand, someone that knows you better than a tutorial on youtube. This one's last because it's the least necessary, but it's what often helps me.

That's most of the advice I have. Sorry about the wall of text, I just wanted a place that has all of my advice about this put together. This little rant is vague on purpose because it's more about mindset than actionable steps *to* learning, that's something that'll come when you decide what you want to learn. It's impossible to guess how everyone learns, and how everything *is* learned, but hopefully this will make someone try.

And remember...

[unvergangliche]

to-do list .

please understand this is not my main blog , and that my main blog is very private , selective and tends to be self-contained . i barely follow anyone on it , and it's a niche fandom anyway . that said, it has a lot of drafts and things that have priority, so fri.eren's blog while it roared back to life unexpectedly , will take time to get back into. you could call this a minor 'revamp' of sorts . so here's my small checklist or who knows what size so i don't lose my mind .

possible change to my url . while i love this url , i might want something simpler , and might just make it my sideblog url so it's kept. may make a poll if i have multiple ideas or want to follow through on this thought .

keep what i want to keep and work on the few asks i have in my inbox, i don't really need to remember the meme to know which it is . i don't know how long this will take, so if you're new here (welome btw! ty for bein here) i am very slow, you have been warned. i just ask for patience, especially if you're contacting me via ims, i don't generally give out my discord unless i really get to know a person . i tend to keep to ims which can come in sporadic replies depending if i'm here or on my main blog .

since it's been a while since i've really watched consistently an ani.me, most relaxing would be fri.eren and it is comfort food plus reviewing frie.ren's character brought to life and sound will wake her up faster when i'm not on my main doing drafts, this is a low activity, slow blog, i know i'm repeating myself but please keep this in mind. plus might be good to given season 2 still hasn't been announced (i imagine it will take a long time to produce the quality of season 1).

answer any personal / ooc messages new and old followers have sent recently. i may not be quite ready to do a lot of plotting just yet since it's been ...almost a year and a half since i've been on fri.eren, please know i'm not ignoring you and am happy you're still here / a new face. i don't bite at all, and i never get any scores on the intimidation meme so you're in good hands here. i don't know if i should be happy or sad about that ??? (lmao).

when my drafts on my main and things are more organized here when i have time , will probably go to reading the ma.nga again since uh , the other man.ga i'm reading is vanit.as no ca.rte so i wanna finish that first and then welp for fri.eren i think i'm more than 30 chapters behind . really has been a while !

fri.eren's blog is meant to be easy going, laid back, slow activity but with thoughtful replies, the last being my priority on whatever i'm writing. i think the only thing i want people to know is i am slow both in ooc communication and ic communication. i am not a fast writer, i take my time and this is not meant to ignore or inconvenience others, it is simply my format. as long as we both are patient with one another, you really have nothing to worry about in terms of easy-going interactions when i pop in and out. honestly all my writing is meant to reflect a low, slow, easy going beat that may not be a reply every day or week, but something heartfelt regardless.

thank you to those who are still here and new followers . for some reason fri.eren kinda came quietly and slowly knocking which is a nice change of pace because she is a very different muse playstyle. if you read this, which i hope you did, it will help with how i'm running things, help you navigate me as a mun and the muse, then it'll go easy ! thank you for your patience , lily .

[infernalmechanic]

MUNDAY: GETTING TO KNOW YOU

Respond to the following prompts out of character, then tag others you'd like to get to know a little bit better!

ROLEPLAYER NAME: Morphy

ROLEPLAYER PRONOUNS: they / them

MUSE NAME: Dammon (with the sideblogs here of Rolan @ramazithsfinest , Ramachandra @holyendurance , and Soren @crxwnguard - along with MANY more on other main-/sideblogs lmao)

PREFERRED COMMUNICATION: pretty much anything; i'm open to tumblr IMs, asks, maybe Discord once we've chatted on here a little 👍

EXPERIENCE: i think by now it's around 13 or 14 years, most consistently on Tumblr (but occasionally also on Discord, and other platforms I'm not on anymore lol)

PREFERRED ROLEPLAY TYPE: i try to adapt to almost any - though i admit i have difficulty matching super-short lengths, like stuff where it's just the line of dialogue and maybe one action; i yap too much 😆

PET PEEVES & DEALBREAKERS: i outline them in my Rules, but i know that can be kinda long - so some of 'em include godmodding, presumed / undiscussed relationships (beyond whatever might be between the characters in their shared canon), and pushing / guilting me to reply faster

PLOTS OR MEMES: both! i do really love memes for icebreakers, as well as for just starting up more random threads - but i also love doing a bit of plotting, either for a first thread or for a later one!

LONG REPLIES OR SHORT REPLIES: both / either; i personally tend to go a little longer, but it depends on the vibe of the thread and how much my muse will be doing / thinking / saying (plus some other narration at times). i tend to never go lower than like 2 paragraphs or thereabouts tho

BEST TIME TO WRITE: i mean for me personally?? i keep vampire hours so it ends up being in the evening or the middle of the night, where i live 😅

ARE YOU LIKE YOUR MUSES: in certain ways, most times, tho some more than others

Tagged by: the lovely @iron-hearts-ablaze Tagging: uhhhhh anyone who wants to??? idk who all's done this yet, or who's interested

[slxrpindust]

Whiiiiiines

Im such an impatient writer!!! Man i haaaate writing things chronologically because i want to get straight to this scene! Or straight to that scene fuck the build up! Were here. Were in the moment this shit is live and were making it happen yknow?

And it drives me fucking crazy bc i still want the build up yknow... i want the satisfaction of that happy ending well earned but i just dont have the patience and drive to write so much without getting to the highlight moments. Para RP really do be my downfall sometimes maaaan...

[poisaens]

if anyone would like my discord for plotting or general chatting purposes hmu !!

[petalsofelrondir]

Hi, just curious. You are memorywolf on AO3, right? Just wondering if we will see more of Spoonfull. You were kind of on a roll with updates, but then you stopped... anyway, I hope you get back to it!

I am..... HAHAAHA um, soon maybe. I think the next chapter is a 5k one and i got really lazy proofreading it so i was putting it off and then i disappeared into the mdzs fandom.... i wont promise anything but soon maybe hahahahah thanks for sending me the ask haha feels nice to be acknowledge :’)