#i really wish genshin's housing system worked differently than it does
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rubys-domain · 1 year ago
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well. i didn't do shit today. not even play games. i just fucking existed. i don't think it's going to be any different tomorrow either. it's frustrating how my interests can just evaporate out of nowhere. what the fuck else am i supposed to waste my time with, since i'm incapable of utilizing it for anything valuable. i don't want to be suckered back into youtube rabbit holes about cryptids or some shit. i'll inevitably see a recommendation that reminds me that i live in the darkest timeline imaginable. and i can't have that because i'm trying to not make myself feel worse than i already do. i probably will just force myself to play these games anyway. i don't hate them; i'm just not particularly motivated to play the way i used to anymore, i.e. The Eternal Grind. i'll probably just empty my stamina and fuck off again. and then i'm back to wondering wtf to do.
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