#i really love her i know i'm privileged to be unemployed and just helping here and there but it just gets hard sometimes

[pastempomat]

hey, so i've been reading your posts and i'm thinking - is there like a possibility for you to find sth cool to do at your local community center? please don't take me wrong it's just we only get one shot in life and damn i just wish you could have some fun here. sending you plenty of hugs 🫂

thank you ❤️‍🩹 unfortunately it's not really a possibility here :(( it's a small town in poland so we don't really have a local community center and the closest thing to one is focusing mostly on different groups of people (seniors, cancer survivors, children etc) than childfree adults - also while my mom is getting better she's still having moments when she gets weak and needs my help rather suddenly so i can't really leave the house if it's only us two there 😔 tbh it's gonna sound bad but at this point i just need to wait it out for the moment everything will be fine enough for me to go back to my big city where i can start living more for myself and do things i loved to do when i was living there so i'm still holding on <3