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dusty-pistol · 1 month ago

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Well, guess who just learned that his intense shoulder pain is actually caused by anxiety!

I get intense shoulder pain cuz my anxiety gets so bad in public that I'm in a constant state of fight or flight every time I leave the house!

How delightful.. /sarc

At school, in town, out of town, at the store, doctor's office, therapy, literally everywhere I go where there's people. Goin out in public quite literally PHYSICALLY hurts me. Which is actually super funny to me but also. Ow.

#dusty yaps #learned about this by talkin to my parents #and my therapist #i should talk to my doctor about it but schedulin an appointment that works for everyone's schedules is HELL #theres been multiple incidents where ill be out shoppin with my family #and then the pain gets so bad that I leave and wait in the car until they come back out #i fuckin hate both anxiety and fight or flight instincts #cuz my anxiety literally hurts me #and with fight or flight its almost always flight #i really am a prey animal jesus christ 😭#WHEN I MADE MY SONA IN THE LIKENESS OF A DEER I DIDNT MEAN FOR THINGS TO TURN OUT LIKE THIS #SOBS #no wonder im so tense all the time..#like i have a high pain tolerance but THIS SHIT REALLY FUCKIN HURTS #it feels like someones actively pinchin the muscles and nerves in your shoulder #and puttin a heat gun to the area at full blast #for HOURS at a time dependin on how long youre out in public #after a while it gets unbearable #does this classifiy as chronic pain?#i dunno #all i know is it hurts

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