#i ran out of weed too and yes i could've gone out and got some bc honestly it's less scary than alcohol
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okay maybe my mom was right. getting drunk before bed by yourself to avoid dealing with your feelings kinda rules
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#ok this may be triggering but i don't know what to tag this that blacklist wouldn't have picked up on but anyway. also tmi#tw alcoholism#i'm kidding this isn't funny my family has a history of alcoholism and i have an addictive personality i should NOT make this a habit#it's just that. i was having a pretty good week and then all of a sudden i just /crashed/ and honestly what's a girl to do#i ran out of weed too and yes i could've gone out and got some bc honestly it's less scary than alcohol#but it's like -7 outside i'm not doing that#tbh it was awful at first bc guilt shame knowing it's wrong etc etc but now that it's settling? feeling kinda goofy silly#+ don't have the energy or the attention span to focus on feeling bad so yeah loving this#(This action will have consequences.)#nonono i just have to try really hard not to have alcohol near me when i start spiraling! i won't end up like my mom or my uncle pfft#morally i'm starting to feel shitty and filled with dread but at least i don't want to Literally rip the skin off my face so#i'll take that as a win
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