#i promise to make it extra smutty i just don't want to write it about the blind bat and the doe-eyed little git

[jude-duarte-wannabe]

welcome to the bakery

currently playing; the bakery by melanie martinez "pack it, box it, flip it, top it... the bakery, i'm tryna make some more"

this was inspired by @bunnys-kisses so go check out their page, such incredible stuff <3

when you request, please make sure to let me know if it's from my smut prompts or my soft ones [soft request prompts are still in the works]

hey lovely, how can i help? may i take your order? what do you feel like today? personally i'm in need of some iced tea and all you have to do is pick a dessert, drink and server of your choosing please, please, please don't forget to indicate who you want me to write about!! also please keep in mind that i haven't written anything in a while so it might take a bit for me to back into the groove of it. <3

the bakeries i currently have open are: formula one, resident evil, bridgerton and criminal minds, just for now.[but i am open to any other fandoms you might have in mind! please do not hesitate to ask!!]

the servers i'm currently writing for include; charles leclerc, carlos sainz, lewis hamiltion, pierre gasly, lando norris, max verstappen, oscar piastri, leon kennedy, carlos oliveria, chris redfield, anthony bridgerton, benedict bridgerton, colin bridgerton, spencer reid, aaron hotchner and luke alvez.

i do also accept polyam relationships! [pairing + reader] but only three people just to make it manageable on my end!

all orders can be made to the inbox for @jude-duarte-wannabe and i'll get your order together when i can also let me know if you want your order to...

be extra hot; real smutty or have sweetener; extra fluffy

let me know if want to be added to my taglist by commenting <3 followed by the person.

the bakery menu;

pound cake; "i can be rough and i don't want to hurt you"

churro's; "does my sweet boy need comforting"

cheese scone; "let your brother find out, i don't fucking care"

mille-feuille; "that's it, shit, such a good fucking girl"

cinnamon buns; "no promises"

gingerbread; "i mean i would totally make out with her/him but like platonically, you know"

baguette; "give me a minute, i really need to tickle the shit out of you"

pretzel; "i was never meant to fall for you"

cornbread; "you taste really good"

strawberry shortcake; "he's so cute, i really want to bite him"

soda bread; "wait a second... am i your lockscreen'

focaccia; "i could beat the shit out of you" "i know"

choux pastry; "i can't believe i ever loved you"

pumpkin muffin; "shut up... my girls asleep"

dinner roll; "holy shit, you still love him/her"

cakepop; "goodnight to my future wife, fuck the rest of you"

pull apart bread; "i love you"

souffle; "i'll be gentle"

powdered doughnuts; "marry me"

s'more; "the accent got to you, didn't it"

waffles; "you spill a single fucking drop and we're starting again"

shortbread biscuits; "if he pisses me off again, i'm fucking his girl"

red velvet cupcake; "does he know that i cum deep inside his little angel'

pancakes; "no, we can't, not here"

coffee cake; "i need to breed you"

french toast; "i don't think it'll fit"

crepes; "go back to sleep, you don't need to be awake for this sweetcheeks"

sweet pastry; "i'm trying to get you pregnant, now shut up and let me concentrate"

butter tart; "stop, don't fake it"

sugar pie; "stop wriggling"

zebra cake; "i'll make it fit"

carrot cake; "dirty girl"

date scone; "i'm going to make you a mama and your going to make me a daddy"

cookie; "do you feel that, how fucking deep i am"

brownie; "no fucking touching"

cheesecake; "don't yell at me"

pumpkin pie; "are you nibbling on me"

chocolate cake; "i'll use protection, i promise"

spice pie; "i wonder if your brother know that i cum inside you"

apple crumble; "i can't do this while you cat/dog is watching"

sausage roll; "i hate being your secret"

blueberry slice; "but what if somebody see's"

mushroom pie; "that looks like it hurt"

apple tart; "what do you mean you want me to choke you"

lemon slice; "i forget how small you are sometimes"

swiss roll; "your glasses are fogging up"

truffle; "send me an audio of you moaning"

oaty slice; "you smell like me"

cream puff; "this ends when your pregnant"

custard slice; "no hiding your face"

victoria sponge; "you wanna hold my hand"

english muffin; "i could die between these legs"

bagel; "where you going, this ain't over"

banana bread; "i can't believe you broke my bed"

hot cross buns; "i'll pay for the damages"

apple turnover; "can you keep it down"

fudge; "what do you mean noise complaint"

peach cake; "i've never done this"

tiramisu; "how could you be so stupid"

crumb cake; "nobody has to know"

custard tart; "you gonna let me cum inside"

date pudding; "your going to let me rawdog you, oh fuck"

mince pie; "so fucking dumb"

angel food cake; "did you just squirt, since when could you do that"

savory scroll; "stop stressing, i'm not going to post it"

chocolate chip cookie; "did you just call me pretty boy"

croissant; "don't you dare"

elcairs; "don't, leave them on"

chocolate mousse; "i'm sorry"

boston cream pie; "fuck it's dripping down your legs"

and to drink;

coffee; somnophilia kink

tea; semi public

juice; breeding kink

mocha; daddy kink

peppermint tea; mommy kink

vodka shot; rough sex

sparkling water; gentle sex

oat milk; one night stand

soy milk; friends with benefits

coconut milk; friends to lovers

almond milk; grumpy x sunshine

energy drink; doggy style

turmeric latte; fake dating

cold brew; possessive

espresso shot; dirty talking

chamomile tea; choking kink

glass of water; aftercare

herbal tea; soft but only for you

milkshake; size kink

pina colada; pregnancy

matcha latte; mixed with smau

cider; body worship

mai tai; loss of virginity

margarita; unprotected sex

chai; biting or hickeys [please let me know which]

earl grey; big cock

tonic water; age gap

soda; protected sex

root beer; caught in the act

americano; oral sex

whiskey; degrading language

vitamin water; dom/sub dynamics

irish coffee; drunk sex

lemon water; secret relationship

dark roast; sub character

hot chocolate; sub reader

iced tea; accentally leaking relationship

flat white; brothers best friend

iced latte; best friends brother

iced mocha latte; plus sized reader

smoothie; belly bulge

doppio coffee; wall sex

green tea; spiting kink

cortado; belly kisses

affogato; a bet

lemon ginger tea; single mom/dad

berry smoothie; accidental pregnancy

sunshine smoothies; fake dating

cappuccino; secret baby

rice milk; baby fever

cashew milk; somebody flirts with your bf/gf

iced chai; forehead kisses

[b-ritney]

My Favorites Fics

This is going to be an ever expanding list that I will edit from time to time, I have almost 400 liked stories though so it will take me a while to get through everything!

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE don't be offended if a story you wrote doesn't come up on the list I promise I don't mean to leave anyone out I LOVE all the stories I've liked and the writers, and I tell my IRL friends about your writing ALL the time!

I will write next to each thing what it is :)

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Take The Edge Off by @ohcaptainstains : SMUT

This is soooo good it's one of the first fics I read when I got really into this community and I was immediately hooked.

Aftercare by @dazed-nymphsss : FLUFF but mentions smut

Another really sweet one I read at the beginning of my obsession, I read it while I was overnight dog-sitting for my grandma's neighbor and I just remember the dog giving me the weirdest looks when I was giggling and kicking my feet.

Gentle With Me by @swingsuckerswing: SMUT

Reminds me of a movie I just can't figure out which one though.... I just love how Eddie is so sweet about the whole first-time thing.

he's gentle when he wants to be by @munsonussy: SMUT

LITERALLY, I DIED "Is it okay if I touch you baby, or not yet?" SUCH A GENTLEMAN AHHHHH

something extra by @luveline: SMUT

It's the way he so sexily explains what he's gonna do to the reader and asks if it's ok and everything, we love a respectful man UGH actually though it is so so so so good.

Eddie loves on anxious reader drabble by @bambimunson: FLUFF

As someone who struggles with an anxiety disorder this type of love and affection would make me want to hold onto that person and never let them go sooooo sweet!

Shy! reader joins hellfire by @luveline: FLUFF

THE ENDING BRUH I kid you not I cried, having a friend like Eddie would be so special. Who gave him the right to be this charming and adorable!

Aftercare w/ Eddie by @silkscream: FLUFF with mentions of smut

I'm a fool for the giggly, loving afterglow when nothing else matters but the 2 of you. This is *chefs kiss*

Right Here by @upsidedownwithsteve: Fluff but with *sMuTtY sPicE*

Shit you not I probably come back and read this at least once a week... I think I'm jealous of the reader lmao, The shotgunning is... *bites knuckle* so so so so sexy.

Eddie holds your hand while he eats you out by @manicpixiedreamcurl: SMUT

If one day someone ever loves me for real, they better hold my hand like this.

Systematic Oppression by @fierce-writer Guns n Roses Meme

They would absolutely do that, also LOVE your profile pic Myles and Slash kick ASS!

Period Sex w/ Eddie by @ddejavvu: SMUT

Some people are just lucky I guess UGH we love a bf how doesn't mind getting a little messy haha seriously though Im in love with this lmao

Size kink with Billy Hargrove by @tommydarlings: SMUT

I love the whole thing but the NSFW part *bites knuckles again* my intimidation kink is really making itself known rn lmao

Bi-Billy I'm Nervous by @smolkiwi98 : SMUT

I resonated with this one so much, my virgin ass still goes crazy re-reading this all the damn time. The reader just sounded so much like me lmao but LIKE when he's still a little mean when she tenses up HEHEHEHE I'm a SLUT for that shit.

FACESITTING W/ EDDIE by @forourmoons: SMUT

I'm what society considers plus size sooo I've always been hesitant to even indulge myself in this topic, but HOLY SHIT, this fic is so cute and encouraging, while also being nasty af. Like me LMAO JK JK

Baby, Kiss Me Quick by @upsidedownwithsteve: SMUT

Call me sweetheart again I dare you! ..... no seriously like call me sweetheart again hehehehehehe (Have you ever heard sponge bob say "I loOOVVEE ITTTT" bc that's what I sound like rn.)

Ice Cube request by @sunflowersteves: SMUT

Listen.... don't knock it till you try it, that's all I'm gonna say. LMAO seriously though this is again *chefs kiss* (PLZ DON'T TRY THIS UNLESS YOU'VE TALKED TO LIKE A DOCTOR OR SOMETHING, just keep the ice on the outside unless you know what your doing...)

Stick & Poke by @idkmanijustwannawrite SMUT

I'm just jealous of the reader honestly, I'm a whore for that shit, also is it weird that I like the feeling of being tattooed... the whole experience is like a challenge to see if you can take it or not... OMG I just learned something about myself LMAO

camera shy by @bowerquinn SMUT

excuse me while I *swallow my whole fist* it stayed up until 2am reading this one a while back.

Babysitter x Steve by @mypoisonedvine: SMUT

This was like a gateway drug for me into the universe of STEDDIE X BABYSITTER fics which is currently my all-time favorite trope. It's so good omfg.

Angst writer Meme by @thedialup

Lol the cheeky little smile on the stick figures face is accurate as hell too, they know they are channeling all that internal rage and turmoil into a masterpiece lmao.

The "Yes" Policy by @pinkrelish Mix of Fluff/SMUT/angst kind of

This series has 7 PARTS as of right now, when I tell you it's good it's fucking GOOD, the way the tension slowly builds between the reader and Eddie is so... for lack of a better term *tAntAliZinG* I LOVE IT.

Boys On Film by @corrodedcorpses SMUT

This writer... y'all this writer, she is F.A.N.T.A.S.T.I.C this is also a series that is so FUCKING good.

June Baby by @luveline Mix fluff/angst/ idk about smut I haven't finished the series yet.

Ok, so this series consistently made me cry in the best way. Something about Eddie just being so good to this young single mom made me emotional, so so amazing.

Soft Sex with Eddie by @wroteclassicaly SMUT

This makes me involuntarily shake.. like a constant state of anticipation the intimacy is OFF THE CHARTS. I loVe iT

Rumour by @msgexymunson SMUT

This..... I don't even know where to start.. not only has this series been giving me actual life the last few weeks but I JUST KEEP COMING BACK TO IT... listen, the dick piercing? masterstroke my friend, well done. take a bow honestly. *clap* *clap* *clap*

Love Me Deep by @tastefulstars SMUT

These men have a choke hold on me right now... why is it that the idea of being helpless between them turns me on so much lmao. Maybe it's like the unintentionally filthy, dirty talk they do, idk lol.

The Sheep by @newlips SMUT

It's the tattoo's for me *drooling*

Shy reader x Rockstar Eddie! by @lucasnclair FLUFF

The cutest... this is basically what I want from my future rockstar husband. I will come back and thank this writer when I print this story and hand it to my husband as a BLUEPRINT lmao (don't worry I'll make sure I credit you haha)

Paparazzi by @tiannasfanfic FLUFF/ SMUT/ ANGST

I apologize for the language but good FUCKING god this fic made me feel all the emotions. This writer's talent is unbelievable! I will say I love how you made Eddie's publicity wife the actual baddest bitch ever, we love a powerful woman who helps those in need.

How They Comfort You by @dazed-nymphsss FLUFF with some innuendo

Love the whole thing but when Billy says, "You wanna go for a ride?" THE FACT THAT HE LITERALLY HAS NO POSITIVE EXAMPLES IN HIS LIFE AND HE IS STILL DOING THE BEST HE CAN FOR HIS PARTNER MAKES ME FERAL

Taking Steve and Eddie At The Same Time... by @indulgentlyinclined SMUT

The way this kept me up at night for 3 days straight. I- am drooling

Steddie X babysitter by @imjuststeddietrashatthispoint SMUT

I could go on for FUCKING WEEKS about this currently 2 PART series.... It is my current obsession and the topic of every conversation I have with my irl friend I read fics with... I almost stayed awake through the night when I stumbled on this one... like I was giggling so much I had to keep stopping and starting lol... literally so good.

Pretty Sounds by @eddiethefreakkmunson SMUT

Can you imagine if this was reality though... Axl Rose is on his fucking knees, Eddie would be his god.

Sitting on Eddie's Amp by @corrodedcherry SMUT

Thank you for giving yet another reason to love dirty ass rockstars... I've been perched on top of a live amp before lmao.... listen... like I said before, DONT KNOCK IT TILL YOU TRY IT

Eddie's rings while he eats you out by @niceboyeds and @munsonology SMUT

But can you imagine though UGH

Inked Eddie x reader x steve by @muertawrites SMUT

Again with the tattoo thing, I LOVE the feeling of being tattooed so I don't relate to the reader's physical pain BUT BUT BUT I can relate to wanting to be in her exact position every time I read this fic, AHHH the jealousy is TOO REAL lol

Approved by @writingdumpster SMUT

I can't wait to make my parents this angry lmao, this is soooo *spIcY*

As You Wish by @corroded-hellfire SMUT

I'm biting my knuckles again seriously like this is sooo damn hot. Thank you for giving me life with another Babysitter fic UGH

weekend storm by @wroteclassicaly SMUT

You're a wizard Harry, seriously this is *MaGic*

Enjolras eats mad revolutionary pussy by @ceriseheaven SMUT

When I tell you I showed this to everyone... *bites knuckles* the part with the corset... you're a GENIUS! also..... THE FRENCH

I'm In Control by @justmeinadaze SMUT SMUT SMUT

Every time you update I giggle with excitement. This series blows my mind in the best way ugh

Helping Hands by @daddyreid SMUT

The way this has invaded my thoughts every day since the first time I read it... round of applause for this author.

Easy Like A Sunday Afternoon by @newlips SMUT

My friend and I read this together during the intermissions of a hockey game and we both screamed at the part where he protects her head WE LOVE A THOUGHTFUL CARING MAN!

Baby, as if by @carolmunson SMUT SMUT SMUT

OK be warned if you are not into dark toxic mean Eddie then you might want to be very cautious, but FOR ME.... my panties evaporated LMAO are we okay?! hahaha

Perv Eddie Eats Your Puss while you sleep by @corrodedcherry SMUT

... imagine having like a sexy dream and then waking up and it's for real happening ummmm.... hehehehe (consensual of course)

Eddie spits on your pussy by @ceriseheaven

Take a bow queen bc this is a masterpiece, when he, "need another taste baby, you'll give it to me?" LMAO my mom goes "Why the fuck are you screaming." This is absolutely one I'll come back too, I'm sending this to the girly group chat as we speak.

[stanpinesdykewife]

drabble requests open!

opening drabble requests for a short time until i'm out of my writer's block! send an ask with your request and i'll randomly go through them! drabbles will probably be under 1k but if i get carried away i'm sure no one's complaining :)

(check my bio before sending to make sure i'm still accepting reqs!)

rules below the cut:

genres i will write:

romantic fluff, suggestive, smut

ships i will write:

please please send reader insert reqs PLEASE

stan/reader (specify gender or gender-neut)

ford/reader " "

stan/fiddleford

ford/fiddleford

please don't send:

angst, violence (subject to change)

dead dove (incest, underage, etc.)

extras:

also, if you think i should add certain warnings to a work that i haven't already included, let me know about those too!

if you ESPECIALLY like a drabble, feel free to ask for a follow-up! just include whether you want it to be fluffy or smutty, and some other details about what the next scene might include.

this goes for all requests, but especially follow-ups: my brain works in mysterious ways, so no promises!

if you like my stuff, let me know! comments fuel me and inspire me to write more, and i bet the same goes for other writers you like too!! :) in other words i thrive off compliments and validation from strangers and i'm self-aware enough to admit that.

thank you so much in advance for requesting and reading!!

[zenkindoflove]

I just wanted to write my gay little fanfiction tonight but the distractions were immense. Literally I need a do not disturb button but for fandom drama-lama.

Anyways, I'm extra hyped about Eris Week. I've got really good things coming y'all's way for fics, commissioned fanart, and maybe another surprise here or there. We will see.

Also I'm gonna TRY to write something for the first Satharion Sunday. I'm thinking smutty because I can usually write those scenes faster. But I can't make promises with the other stuff I'm juggling with my multichapter fic and Eris Week. But we will see. I don't want to neglect them.

[bapydemonprincess]

Did they fuck behind the scenes or what??? how does this mating thing work? 👀 Also next part when. WHEN.

GSDJYKGLHOIJ ohhh sweet summer anon... there may be some big time sexual tension, but in this particular sebard storyline... they've only kissed as many times as I've written, and nothing more 😈 I know that must be torture to some of you smut enthusiasts, but despite my own bisexual horny frustrations, I LOVE writing long game, slow, romantic shit 💖 So ya'll will have to endure.

And the mating bond concept is a thing @grelleswife and I came up with and have explored together in our collab writing The Owl and the Raven, a Sebamey centric story. But I realized in that last sebard drabble that I absolutely wanted to explore it again, just with a different ship. uwu It's basically a familiar concept of like, bonded souls or something I'm sure most people have seen. Like the whole "red string of fate" trope, but make it DEMONIC. Lmao. Basically if a demon such as Sebastian grows close enough to develop feeling of a romantic nature, but of course in whatever way demons feel it, they start to connect to that person in a way deeper way than physical and literal like we humans do. It's a logical way, in my opinion, to explain why maybe you don't hear or read about demons being romantic or demon courting, unless its in a bad or smutty light like seducing scenes. This bond that forms unconsciously with this other the demon wants to eventually be with, even if they themselves don't realize it or deny it in many cases, is like an extra intimate special way a demon can stay close to their "mate", as they call them. So it's no surprise that this doesn't happen a LOT or is unheard of. What demon who wants to hunt souls greedily and have fun their whole lives tricking and messing with humanity wanna suddenly be weighed down by a lover??? So I think basically these sorts of things only happen at a certain POINT in a demon's long life; like when they no longer NEED to eat souls as much, and no longer wish to mess around with humans. Like finally feeling like settling down and having a family like humans do! And it works out pretty interesting I'm sure with a demon + another demon; how it SHOULD go normally. The demons come together, court each other in whatever ways they do for the types of demons they are (like a crow/bird demon dancing and flaunting for their possible mate and bringing them shiny presents to show they care 🖤), and once the bond forms between them on BOTH SIDES, they can feel each other's emotions, talk to each other mentally, find where the other is much faster than if they weren't mated; and over long long looong distances too! So it's only natural and meant to happen between these two.

HOWEVER, for this bonding to at some point "activate" with a human the demon has been around and close to long enough... oh boy it's quite a trip. Almost embarrassing in some cases. Basically like a demon's equivalent of "WHY DO I HAVE A CRUSH ON THEM??? I DON'T WANT THIS!!! 🙈🙈🙈" And also the fact remains that a human is a human, they can't feel at all a bond forming on their end. 😭

So sometimes I'm sure these things don't last long and rarely happen at all, seeing as the smart thing to do is to move away and separate themselves from that particular human! ... If they really, really don't want this, that is.

But.. for a demon who might grow curious and hopeful, for they have grown to.. at least like this human in particular..

Well it's certainly seems like the beginning of something different from this demon's usual interactions with humans. 🖤

Finally... I will admit I don't know for certain when I will continue this, I can't promise anything, anon!! TwT But know that because I did enjoy getting to this point, I'll def. likely come back or keep going with my own little take on sebard 🥰 So thank you for enjoying my writing!!!

[starrisontruffle]

Announcement (again)

Folks, please. Tone the McLennon down a bit? Some good Starrison requests would be highly appreciated. Nsfw preferably. Not that I want to tell you what to do, but. PLEASE SEND REQUESTS THAT AREN’T MCLENNON RELATED for the love of Ringo’s broccoli emojis.

[catt-leya]

Can I request something very personal for Rick? Something where he’s close to Reader and when he gets super close with her he finds out she has a Medusa tattoo? Medusa tattoos are for people who survived sexual abuse if you don’t know. Maybe he gets extra protective over her? He holds her and tells her stuff like “I’ll never let that happen to you ever again.” Can be smutty or not, only if you’re comfy with that. 🥺

I got a few other tattoos with a deeper meaning behind them but that would be too much haha, maybe he sees more on her body the more she shows to him and all of them fascinate and hurt him when he hears the stories behind them. Doesn’t have to be detailed you know, maybe for the ending if this makes sense lol.

Not Broken (Pt.1 ?) || Rick Grimes

I want to thank you for trusting me to write something so personal for you and I am thinking about writing a second part to this that would be 18+ 💗

I can not get away from them and I hope that I have approached the subject so respectfully that everyone (especially you) feel comfortable 👉🏼👈🏼

Impatiently, I wait with Tyreese for Carol and hopefully the others from our group.

It is a miracle that we can even count on the possibility of finding someone from our old group again. Since we were forced to leave the prison behind, we have not been able to find anyone.

Until now.

Now there is hope that Carol will return with someone we know.

Maybe even with Rick.

While Tyreese sits relaxed on a chair in front of the small cabin we've temporarily thawed our headquarters, I pace up and down the porch, glancing every now and then at the woods where Carol disappeared seemingly an eternity ago.

Nervously, I sigh, "We shouldn't have let her go alone, even if she insisted. We should have gone with her, Tyreese."

Good-naturedly, he looks up at me, "Why don't you sit with me? She won't come back any faster if you run your blisters."

I brush my hair out of my face and snort, "And what about that guy in there?"

I point to the door of the cabin where that loopy guy went off on me, but Tyreese doesn't make a face as he replies, "I promise you I took care of him and there's nothing we can do but wait for Carol."

Still far from satisfied, I trust his word and sit down on the narrow bench next to him, "She's long gone. Do you think she found any of us?"

I bite my lower lip and feel his gaze on me, "I guess you mean do I think she'll find Rick."

I quickly open my mouth "I-" and then close it again as I notice my cheeks flush red.

I've been on good terms with Rick for a while now, and briefly I toyed with the idea that it might become something more, but that's not for me, and now I can't even be sure he's alive.

The silence between us is stifling and when I think I can't take it anymore, Tyreese says softly, "He means a lot to you, doesn't he?"

I try to suppress my tears and just nod, because words could never express what I feel for Rick. He's the first man I've let get this close to me since I had to learn what men can be capable of.

"You will meet again." His voice is so soft and loving that a tear does come loose and slide down my cheek.

I close my eyes and try not to think about the way Rick pulled me into his arms and whispered with a suppressed laugh, "You do realize you have your top on backwards, right?"

How he worked at his pigs while I read in the grass and kept catching him looking over at me. As soon as our eyes met, he'd always grin dopily at me, wiping the sweat from his face.

I notice more and more tears rolling down my cheeks, that's when I hear, as if through a veil, Tyreese say, "They're here."

A jolt goes through me and I'm on my feet faster than I would have given myself credit for.

At first I only see Carol and walk down the two flights of stairs from the porch seeing a small group of people following her.

Hectically I look from one to the other and there I see him.

It feels like a lifetime since I last saw his beautiful blue eyes.

For a brief moment he just stares at me and I can't help but do the same.

It feels like the whole world stands still until he lets the rifle slide off his shoulder and runs toward me.

I don't even get to lift my arms before he's already on me, yanking me into his.

Perhaps even a tad tighter than necessary, he presses me against him and I hear his shuffle.

Completely overwhelmed, I also stop trying to hold back the tears and gasp softly, "You're alive, oh God you're here."

His fingers dig into my skin even harder and panic rises in me briefly, but it subsides when he pushes me slightly away from him and I see the tears mirroring mine.

For a split second he looks at my lips and without me being able to react, he leans over and kisses me desperately on the mouth.

I'm far too surprised to return it, and as I awaken from my stupor, Rick breaks away from me and pulls me to his chest.

My ear is on his chest and I can hear his heart beating fast as he mumbles hoarsely, "Forgive me."

I don't know what he's apologizing for at all.

Whether it's the kiss, or that in prison he didn't manage to stay with me like he promised.

But I don't care either because I feel his warmth and know he's with me.

I don't know how long we stand there like that until Glenn quietly clears his throat, "We shouldn't stay here. The fire will attract more walkers."

Sighing, Rick breaks away from me and gives me another quick look before the warmth in it disappears and he becomes our calculating leader.

But despite everything, he doesn't leave my side and keeps me with him all the time with his arm around my waist.

When I think about the fact that in the past I wouldn't have even let a man who is clearly taller and heavier than me pull me aside even by the shoulder so that I wouldn't get knocked over by a bicycle, I can hardly believe that I am relaxed and let Rick grab me by the waist and push me around.

Faster than expected, everyone is ready and we start moving.

Rick doesn't dare let go of me and I gladly push myself even closer to his side. I trust him blindly and can just let myself fall with him.

I hear Daryl say something to Rick that I don't quite understand and he turns back slightly to look at him, his big hand slipping a little and staying on my butt, immediately I tense up.

It's not intentional, but no man has touched me this way in ages, which doesn't mean I don't like it.

In fact, Rick notices right away that I'm no longer leaning loosely against him and turns back to me, "Are you okay?"

Rick doesn't seem to notice where his hand is at all, or it's simply not a big deal to him.

I force myself to look into his eyes and my heart sits out as I see the love and concern in them. Sighing, I lower my gaze and say softly, "Can we talk?"

Quietly he replies, "Whatever you want" and then calls out louder to Daryl, "We're going to go into the woods for a bit, but we'll be right back."

Without comment, he slides his hand up into the small of my back and leads me to the row of trees at the edge of the path.

I keep walking until I look back and can't make out our group, then break away from Rick to face him.

I hesitantly look up from his jacket to his beard, which is longer than I remember, up to his beautiful eyes, "I need to talk to you."

I see him straighten up a bit and take a deep breath, "I'm sorry I just kissed you like that. Forgive me."

I swallow, "That's not the point."

He tilts his head, "It's not?"

Nervously, I wrestle my fingers, "Well…maybe it kind of is."

I just can't look him in the face and stare at his boots, which have seen better days, as he meekly repeats, "I'm sorry I caught you off guard like that. Please…don't be mad."

I've never heard Rick talk so submissively and it hurts my heart that I'm the cause of his insecurity, so I turn my back to him and quietly say, "Take my shirt off."

It's dead silent behind me and I don't even think I hear him breathe, so I repeat a little louder, "The shirt Rick. Take it off me."

I stare off into the woods and hear the leaves rustle under his boots as he takes a small step toward me and asks hoarsely, "You want me to take your clothes off?"

If the situation weren't tense enough, I'd laugh.

I can picture what's going on in his head, and I don't even blame him.

Sighing, I nod, "Yeah."

Again, a few seconds pass before he takes another step toward me and I can feel his body behind me.

His presence is incredible and I feel so incredibly small with him at my back.

I wince slightly as I feel his hands on the hem of my shirt and his knuckles graze my bare skin.

I take a deep breath and close my eyes as the cool air brushes more and more of my exposed skin.

Once the shirt is level with my bra I say softly, "Hold it like this and look at my left side."

I have to smile as I can literally see him frowning and biting his lower lip, not knowing what I'm getting at.

When he asks, "Can I touch it?", I know he's spotted my tattoo and I nod.

Reverently, his calloused fingers glide over my soft skin and I hear myself say, "Medusa tattoos are for people who survived sexual abuse. For me it was a few years ago. I was in a bar with a friend… "I catch my breath and Rick takes another step towards me so that I can feel his chest against my back with every breath and I continue, "There were two men and I couldn't do anything about it…I was alone."

Rick puts his flat hand over my tattoo and I can hear the suppressed anger in his voice: "'ll never let that happen to you ever again."

His loving touch of his hand, makes me tremble and even though I don't want it, I force myself to say, "I know that. But I don't want you to get caught up in something that will never be. I don't want you to look at me the way you did right before you kissed me."

He lowers his head and whispers in my ear, "How did I look at you?"

My heart hammers in my chest and I feel my most intimate part respond to Rick, though I hardly thought it possible, "Like you loved me."

I can't believe I just said it out loud.

Tense, I wait for his response, which he breathes a moment later, "I do."

Unwillingly, I lean against him and force myself to say what I should have said a while ago, "I don't want to impose myself on you, and before you say I don't, hear me out to the end."

I rest my head against his shoulder and finally look him in the eye again, "I trust you or I wouldn't let you touch me like that or even be comfortable with you alone, but that's all I can do. I can't sleep with you, Rick."

He doesn't break eye contact for a second as he says, "I don't care."

Somehow I knew he was going to say that and I smile weakly at him, "You say that now, but I don't know if I'll ever be able to sleep with you and I don't want to put that on you. I know you'd love to fuck me and goodness it's only natural."

Again he bites his lower lip, "I don't need this."

I don't know where the courage comes from, but I press my butt a little harder against him and as I expected, he's hard and moves his hips away the moment I touch him and I raise my eyebrows challengingly, "Like I said, it's natural and I'm not going to force you to abstain, Rick."

His hand slides to my hip, causing my shirt to fall back into place, only now I'm much cooler than before with his hands on my bare skin.

Rick just looks at me and I already think I'm getting what I asked him to get.

We will remain friends, but never more.

Never did I expect my heart to break, even though it's the right thing to do.

Silently he just looks at me and then shakes his head as if he needs to sort out his thoughts, "Do you love me?"

Blinking, I look at him and answer without hesitation, "Yes, I love you."

Determined, he turns me around to face him and says in a firm voice, "Then I don't care. You're not forcing me to do anything at all because I want to. I want you, with everything that comes with it."

Lightly he winks at me, "And I still have my hands if things get rough."

Incredulous, I stare at him, "You…what?"

Gently, he strokes a few strands of hair on my forehead with one hand, "You heard me right. You've been through a lot and you're incredibly strong. If anyone deserves to be happy, it's you and I'm going to make it my personal mission to ensure just that."

Incredulous, I breathe, "Even if it means no sex?"

Smiling, he pulls me into his arms, "You make it sound like I'm a libidinous teenager. You are more important to me than sex could ever be. So, please be my girlfriend."

Actually, I want to laugh, but mixed in with the laughter is a sob followed by tears.

My whole body trembles in his arms and I enjoy how his hand strokes my back again and again.

Gently, he holds me in his arms and I can hardly believe my luck when he whispers, "You just always have to tell me when I should go too far and when you don't like something."

Sniffling, I nod into his chest and hear him ask softly, "Do you have any more tattoos?"

Again, I nod and am even grateful when he hums in his deep voice, "I'd like to see them sometime, whenever you're ready."

And at those words, I can hardly believe my luck at having given my heart to this man.

@hail-yourselves @bean-is-reading @chanlvr2 @criminalwalkingsupernatural @sunshinevirus @toxic-ink @kingtwhiddleston

(If anyone else would like to be tagged, just let me know 🤭)

[a-slut-for-smut]

One Big Slutty Fuckoff List of Gloriously Smutty Alutegra fanfics :D

Greetings, fellow Alutegra sluts out there! I am but a humble whore for Alutegra for well over a decade, but finally decided it was high time to curate some of the finest, most exquisite smut of our OG girl boss/malewife ship. What spurred this on, you ask? Welp, I am guilty of sluttily luring in some of my moots aboard this ship and been promising to deliver this for AGES, so here we are years later (sorry i operate on grandma speeds!!!)

A couple things to know regarding this rec list (which may be particularly helpful for curious newcomers, horny vets feel free to scroll on down):

1.) As the title suggests, this is a smutravaganza so mostly is rated E, some M. Sorry folks, im sure there is a ton of amazing non-explicit fics but this is all i read! Also, given the very nature of the series (iirc it originally has hentai roots) it doesnt shy away from sexually kinky themes. Honestly name a kink and its probably not only been explored but likely grounded as far as canon goes. What do i mean by this? I'm only going to name a few but if any of the following get your juices flowin then Alutegra is the ship for you:

Dom/Sub BDSM (emphasis on consent)/Power play vibes- Integra is master, Alucard is her servant. As my boy Oscar Wilde said “Everything in the world is about sex — except sex. Sex is about power.” Honest to God, I don't know any ship that embodies this quote any better.

Bondage- Alucard is first discovered by Integra in a strait jacket/chains etc, and if memory serves me correctly makes several appearances throughout the series

Genderbending/fluidity- well im not sure this is the right term, but in canon Alucard can shapeshift/says he doesn't identify with a specific form/body (whether this applies to gender is up to interpretation i guess?). His "Girlycard" form is generally seen as his female form in the fandom.

Monster porn- Well, Alucard is a vampire and can shapeshift. Including a wolf/dog beast. Sky's the limit folks

Tentacle/cosmic horror porn- Alucard can conjure these shadowy tentacle thingys and a million extra eyes which serves as some sort of relevant symbolism that ive completely forgotten. Shit's hot tho (i got a cosmic horror kink shutup)

Non-penetrative sex & forbidden/taboo vibes- in canon, its established that only virgins can be turned into true vampires, everyone else turns into inhuman mindless ghouls. That said, the authors who write within the bounds of canon find very, VERY creative loopholes. Also the sheer level of pining (for penetration especially) might drive you insane no joke (proof: me). Mad respect to these authors- trust me this is sayin a lot coming from someone who actively prefers full-on penetration smut XD

2.) I am by no means a resource for canon- I watched both series YEARS ago, so my memory of the plot is shaky at best. What truly gripped me about this series is the Alutegra relationship, the true struggle in how to define their bond (or if it even can be, kudos to the fic authors that try). They are both utterly compelling characters in their own right within canon (truthfully I crush harder on Integra than Alucard) and i think the fandom absolutely recognizes that. Much of the gravitas of their bond is tied to canon, so most fics seem to understand/reflect this. No warm fuzzy coffee shop/high school AUs here folks, prepare yourselves for a truly smutty angst fest.

OK enough of that, to the smut! I'm really just commenting on the porn vs the plot so no summaries here. Oh and if any of you know the tumblr URLs of any of these authors lmk so i can tag them. Also im sure ive missed some gems, feel free to share and i'll look to add later

Welp, im going to hell and im taking you all with me- get sinning and enjoy the feast you horny hoes

One-shot porn

What It Wants and Where It Goes - by @crystallinee-waters

Femdom but goddamn its written in a way that made me ache. Alucard's sheer level of contrition, desperation for forgiveness goes beyond your standard simp energy. Top tier, i fucking LOVE how their relationship is depicted. and fun fact, i may have helped the author brainstorm some of the smuttier details <3<3

Mine - by @crystallinee-waters

Goddess at femdom and pining, but holy hell the way how explicit sexual content is approached is just *chefs kiss* I needn't remind you folks- consent is sexy as fuck and this authors fics are proof of that *sidenote - im keeping this list to smut but do yourself a favor and read ALL these authors fics, im a whore for her interpretation of their relationship

In This Darkness, I Have You by @goblins-riddles-or-frocks

What is the point of a vampire/human porn-rec list if you don't include menstrual cunnilingus smut? Also feels. Lots of feels.

Girls & Wolves by Calesvol

mmm hate-sex at its finest folks. Gotta fuck em into obedience yallwhatimsayin??

Homeostasis by Calesvol

A semi-sequel to Girls & Wolves. Very kinky smut but laced with hurt/comfort.

Kingdom of Heaven by Iggy_Lovechild

more hate-sex basically, yay. Also has a shit-ton of smutty one-shots, far too many to list- enjoy

A Queen's Throne by Anilucard

a smutty ode to Alucard's wicked, wicked tongue :D

With the Thorns Underneath by wllw

Holy femdom batman!

Loopholes by @and-i-write-sins

eyyy remember when i mentioned creative loopholes? LOL

you'd make a dead man come by valenstyne

LORD HAVE MERCY! i'll let the fic summary speak for itself: There’s more than one way to stake a vampire. Metaphorically speaking.

Pain by hypnonaut

lol this one just gets progressively kinky as it goes, but Alucard's adoration of Integra is both sweet & sexy

Tentacles of the Night by LaviniaLavender

eyyy remember when i mentioned tentacle porn? LOL

Simple Motions by @ironcladvalkyr

eyyy remember when i mentioned genderbending? but to expand on this this is probably one of the hottest things ive ever read and top tier aftercare/pillow talk

To be watched, in such silence by @ironcladvalkyr

short but smutty, the way Alucard goes on about how Integra turns him on is yums

darling, I wish you were red by @lunarcrystal

yay for cunnilingus and pining!

These fics from Cardinal_Daughter - you have to be logged in to see

Clingy - Timeline of their relationship via Integra POV.

Adore - post-canon angsty smut

Remembered - no smut but this was so achingly angsty i had to shout out

Multi chapter porn

And Though You Turn From Me - by @when-rivers-run-red

THE PINING, THE NOTICE ME SENPAI FEELS, THE TENTACLE PORN AUGHHHHHHHHH this one is a recent favorite folks, do not skip!!!

Eternal Sin by @therustycage

This post-canon multi-fic is one of my favs. Love the Alutegra interactions on how to tackle the obstacles presented in the finale, the pining, and the plot is definitely something to chew on. Slow-burn but tis a good burn

Embracing Sin by @therustycage

Sequel to Eternal Sin. Basically fluffy-porn and time travel. Delicious.

Satis by @lesmismignon

A heavy weight champ of Alutegra post-canon fics. Integra's POV on how she wrestles her feelings for Alucard- just INJECT that shit straight into my veins MMMM! Alucard's pining is top notch/the slow burn makes the smutty bits that much more exquisite. Honestly just read all her fics (one-shots) they're great

The Return by ButifulDeath

Post-canon porn with interesting plot, and fuckin hell dat smut is just *chefs kiss*

Samhain by ButifulDeath

fluffy porn one-shot sequel to The Return and it is hothothot

Like Real People Do by @my-mild-ginger

ahhh so i actually havent read this one yet as its a chonky 40 chapters (currently), seems much more fluff vs smut for those that prefer that balance

[garoujo]

Thank you for answering! And your answer isn't disappointing at all! promise! I understand that requests can pressure you. I used to write and when I took requests I hated the pressure it took on me so I fully get it.

Buuuut I wanted to send something that I can't stop thinking about🥺 It's fine if you don't feel inspired by it and don't want to write about it, of course!

So, I can't stop thinking about a make out session with Megumi. Nothing smutty or anything but more soft and loving, you know 🥺 Just a lot of kisses and man's is head over heels and can't take his hands and lips off of you and ugh. Just Megumi in love and not shy to show it, you know? I had a dream about that recently and can't stop thinking about it send help LOL😭

Again, you don't have to write about that of course! 🤍 I hope you don't feel pressured or anything, that's never my intention so I'm sorry if I made you feel like that.

But other than that, thanks for answering and reading and I hope you still have an amazing day/night and don't forget to take care of yourself and stay hydrated! 🤍🤍🫶

nonnie !!! i’m sorry i took so long to reply 2 dis but it’s cause i was adding all the details to my drafts ᐡ ߹𖥦߹ ᐡ a lil sfw megumi piece sounds suuuper cute n i’d luv to write it 4 u < 3 i promise ! it’s coming soon ( hopefully this week if my brain doesn’t betray me ) but i’ll try make sure it’s extra sweet for you ^3^ don’t worry tho i don’t feel pressured at all . i’m kinda excited 2 write more sfw for other characters :’> my satoru bias comes out all the time sorry >////< i hope u have an amazing day . fank yew so much for sharing ur big brain idea w me <333

[reidsaurora]

Celebrate 300 Followers with ofwilliamandwalter!!

First off, I wanna clarify by saying I do not own any of these prompts. They were found all around this app and were written by many amazing creators that were not me. All rights go to the original authors.

The only thing special about this prompts list is that I came up with the emoji code. Other than that, these prompts and tropes were inspired by other creators' amazing works.

Disclaimer: you can mix and match this however you like. Feel free to pick multiple tropes or prompts if you want, but also don't feel obligated!

Another disclaimer: I can do these for any fandom listed in the likes section of this post or this post, so please clarify who you'd like your imagine to be about!

Please pick...

1. A Trope

❤️‍🔥 - Enemies to Lovers

💌 - Colleagues to Lovers

💞 - Friends to Lovers

💘 - Fake Dating/Engagement

❤️‍🩹 - Forbidden Love

💙 - Dad!AU

🤍 - Accidental Marriage

2. A Scenario/Setting

🎒 - Meet Cute

🛹 - Meet Weird

🧨 - Having An Argument

✈️ - Making Up

🚀 - Forced Proximity

☁️ - Only One Bed

📞 - Confessing Their Feelings

🔎 - Blind Date

☕️ - Coffee Shop AU

🩺 - Sick Fic

3. A Prompt or Two (or several idc)

Fluff

1. "You're unbelievably cute when you're tired."

2. "Have I told you I love you today?"

3. "I think I know what that smile means."

4. "You give the best hugs."

5. "For me? You shouldn't have."

6. "Do you love me?"

7. "It feels so nice to hold you."

8. "Just you and me."

9. "I believe in you."

10. "I'll be here as long as you need me."

11. "If I do it, you have to promise to kiss me."

12. "Your nose is just so... boop-able."

13. "You're lucky you're cute."

14. "Oh, look, a blush."

15. "Look at you, making me fumble over my words."

Angst

1. "I can't believe you sometimes!"

2. "Don't you dare walk away from me!"

3. "I can't do this anymore."

4. "How does that make it OK?"

5. "Don't touch me."

6. "It hurts but I'll live."

7. "I asked you not to do this, but you did it anyway."

8. "Please leave me alone."

9. "You don't even sound like yourself anymore."

10. "Please, answer me!"

11. "I think I've heard enough."

12. "It's alright, I'm not gonna let go."

13. "Just look at me."

14. "They won't take you away from me ever again."

15. "Just be honest with me."

Suggestive

1. "Is that an invitation?"

2. "This is wrong on so many levels."

3. "Shut up." "Make me."

4. "They're gone."

5. "You never let me down."

6. "Come kiss me."

7. "You're irresistible."

8. "If you refuse to make a move, I will."

9. "Are you checking me out?" "Like a book."

10. "Eager are we?"

11. "You've got goosebumps."

12. "Let me close the door first."

13. "My shirt looks way better on you."

14. "You didn't lock the door?"

15. "I like seeing you like this."

4. Any Extra Stuff

🌈 - Grumpy x Sunshine

🔑 - Roommates AU

🔺️ - Love Triangle

🪄 - Love Potion

🧸 - Hurt/Comfort

🌲 - Mutual Pining

🍒 - First Kiss

🩹 - Tending Wounds

Please keep in mind that while I did feature suggestive prompts, I do not currently feel comfortable writing anything past make-out scenes so please don't be upset if something isn't as smutty as you wanted it to be.

As I always say, I will include CW's in the blurbs but if I missed anything that should've had a CW/TW, please DM me or leave a comment and tell me! All CW's are valid.

↳ Spencer Reid icon in collage by @catsadams

↳ Sam Winchester icon in collage by @natashowlet

↳ middle photo in collage is from Pinterest. all rights go to the original owner.

[your-daily-biaswrecking]

Attention and Care

pairing: Jimin x female reader

genre: angst, fluff, established relationship au

word count: 2.8k | reading time: 14 min

warnings: none

summary: Jimin must be the only person in the world who complains about his girlfriend not complaining... When Amy doesn't pester him to come home early (like the rest of the members) he starts thinking she might not care for him as much.

A/N: Amy=y/n basically, she’s the reader, I just wanted to use a name instead of y/n. It comes from Army! This is the first fic I write on here. I will post more soon and probably create a masterlist after I have a few. Also, there could be a smutty part 2 if you guys like this one!

Masterlist  |  Read on AO3

Yoongi's phone vibrated on the table. The screen lit up and illuminated his face as he peeked over it. The rest of the boys groaned.

"Is it your girl?" Hoseok asked with his mouth full. "Are you going to leave already?"

"No, that's not it…" Yoongi mumbled, picking up his chopsticks again and going for the barbequed ribs at the center of the table.

"Ah, hyung. We don't even get to eat all together anymore," Jungkook complained. "Don't go yet."

"What are you even talking about, we're together all the time. We work all day."

"Yes, but we don't eat like this. You all go back to your girlfriends or whatever," the youngest continued, pouting.

"Well, what did you expect?" Jimin laughed, covering his mouth with his unoccupied hand. "We want to spend time with the people we love, too."

Jin waved his hands around. "Ah, leave him. He's just sulky 'cause he's still single." Immediately, he let out a short, high-pitched scream when Jungkook punched him on his side. As the two continued arguing, Yoongi's phone vibrated again. This time he picked it up and read through his texts, and before he could even reply to his girlfriend, the members spoke up again.

"She's really impatient, isn't she?" Hoseok joked.

"Does she miss you so much? Are you going to go to her?" Taehyung added.

"Honestly, it's getting somewhat late. I'll leave in a bit too." Namjoon seemed to take his hyung's side, although in reality, he knew someone was waiting for him, too.

"Ah… sorry guys," Yoongi said and got up, eyes still glued to his phone. "I'll leave first."

There were a couple of sighs and complains, but he didn't stay long enough to listen to them. He grabbed his coat and was out of the room. It wasn't like they weren't used to this, anyway. Every time they decided to hang out like this, someone would bail or call it an early night for the sake of spending time with their partners. Whether it was Yoongi the one to go first, or Hoseok, or Namjoon, once someone broke the group, the others seemed to disappear very easily.

"Oh, come on, Jimin," Taehyung looked at his best friend with sympathetic eyes. "You know how it is- she'll start getting jealous and be moody if I stay here too late. She hasn't seen me all day, you understand that, right?" He talked while he put on his coat.

"Neither has my girlfriend, but it's not like she'll make a scene because I'm out having dinner with my friends," Jimin replied.

Tae glanced at him one last time. "Well, what can I say? You have a very cool girlfriend. Goodnight!" he called and left.

"Yeah right!" Jungkook scoffed. "He's only using his girl as an excuse. I know he really just wants to go see her instead of stay here."

Jimin looked down at his mostly empty plate. He took a deep breath as he played with the leftovers, pushing them around in circles. "I don't know…" he mumbled. He quietly took his phone out of his pocket, under the table. It was 10:13 pm and there were only three of them left. And he had no texts, no missed calls. He put his phone back in his pocket and looked at the boys again. "You see how they always get calls and stuff? Maybe they really are waiting for them at home. What if they get in trouble?"

"For what? Having a late dinner with their members? It's not like we're hanging out with other women, anyway."

Jin suddenly stood up, earning a death stare from the maknae. "I'm leaving too. I promised I'd be back by 10, I don't want her to worry, you know?"

Jungkook didn't even protest. He just looked at the only other member left there with a defeated look in his eyes. "Jimin…" he sighed. "You're the only one who doesn't dump me. Even though you're in a relationship, you still find time for me. I appreciate that."

The older boy bit his bottom lip aggressively. He rolled his eyes and went back to playing with his food. "Sure. I have a girlfriend, that doesn't mean I'll stop hanging out with you," he said sounding almost angry. Jungkook just thought he shared his frustration.

"Exactly!" he exclaimed, stuffing his mouth with whatever meat was left on the table. Jimin eyed him, momentarily wondering how he could still be eating. He took out his phone again, just enough to check the screen, and sighed when there was nothing new.

"You really do have the coolest girlfriend, hyung," the boy spoke after he swallowed. "She never complains, right? I like Amy. Should I just come over to hang out with you two after this? Since everyone else left?"

His eyes widened at that and he whipped his head to the side. "No!" he said before he had come up with an excuse as to why. "Uh… well... I'm really tired today, Jungkookie." He lowered his voice and started rubbing the back of his neck for extra effect. "I want to go to sleep. Maybe you can come tomorrow?" But Jungkook just narrowed his eyes at his lame act. "Amy will have probably fallen asleep already, anyway. That must be why she hasn't called me yet."

That seemed to convince him a little bit. He dropped his shoulders and pouted. "Alright," he agreed. "Let's go home. Tomorrow all three of us can watch a movie or something after dance practice, right?"

Jimin was already on his feet before Jungkook finished his sentence. "Yeah, a movie sounds good. Let's go."

He arrived outside your shared apartment at 10:54 pm. Looking at the closed door, he wondered whether you had actually fallen asleep. He knew you were quite a night owl, but he just thought maybe that would be a decent excuse. Or maybe it'd be worse.

"Oh, you're here?"

He almost didn't hear your voice, lost in thought as he were. But it brought him back to earth, and he noticed you sat at the corner of the couch, a lamp by your side and a book in your hands. You smiled warmly and marked the page you were at before closing your book and getting up to walk to your boyfriend.

"What's with the long face? Did something happen?"

"Huh?" Jimin's eyebrows shot up, only then letting go of the door handle he was clenching. He ran a hand through his hair, avoiding eye contact. "Uh… no, nothing."

You tilted your head to the side and gave him a playful but incredulous look. You put your hands on his waist and pulled him slightly towards you, but he didn't come as easily as he normally did. "You sure? Because you're literally pouting right now," you remarked, placing a peck on his puffy lips.

"It's just that…" Jimin ran a hand over his face, rubbing his eyes. He pulled away, his shoulders heavily going up and down as he sighed. He looked at you with the corner of his eyes. "What did you do while I was out?"

"Oh, well…" Your eyes lit up and you cracked a cocky smile, swaying slightly as you smoothly started walking towards the kitchen. "I don't know if you noticed anything when you walked in, but I actually–"

"Did you even care if I came back?"

You froze in your place. Your smile dropped, a frown taking its place in your face. "Jimin… what?"

He just gave you a casual shrug, as if he was just spitballing. "I don't know, did you care when I came back, or if I came back at all?"

"What are you even talking about?" You walked closer. "What do you mean?"

"I mean… Do you care whether we're together or not? Do you care about me?"

You placed your hands on his shoulders to look at him better. He wasn't avoiding your eyes anymore; instead, he was piercing through them with his unblinking, watery ones. "Jimin, baby, did you drink? Of course I care about you, what kind of question is that?"

He simply said: "Oh," and munched on his bottom lip. You grabbed both his cheeks, but he pulled you away. He turned around, not to go anywhere. He just stood there, facing the wall.

"Baby, why would you ask me something like that?" you repeated.

"Oh, no reason. Just 'cause you never seem to care if I'm with the boys instead of you. You never care if I work all day or don't see you for weeks. You don't even care when I have to work with other women. That's why I'm asking; do you even care about me?"

You closed your eyes shut and shook your head. Did you hear that right? "Wait… When you say I don't care about you, you mean I don't complain and I don't get jealous?"

Jimin finally turned back around. He ran both his hands through his hair, pulling at it. "I- I'm not saying I want you to complain, I just– I mean, why don't you ever ask me to spend more time with you?"

"Because I know you have work and other responsibilities! I respect that. Did you not want me to be understanding or something?"

"No but… like, when I'm not working. You could say we have to be together all the time. You only get to see so little of me, and you don't even want that?"

You laughed. How was this even a real argument? You looked towards the kitchen and your laughter turned bitter and stopped abruptly. "Are you serious right now?" Jimin's eyebrows dropped at the sudden change in your tone. "You think I like that you're working all the time? That we can't even go on a date, that I only get to see you with the stopwatch? When you leave for months to go on tour, do you think I throw parties back here? No, I go to sleep every night alone, with nothing to distract me."

Jimin took a step back. He hadn't expected you to talk back like this. Or actually, he hadn't expected you to have thought about this before, which you clearly had. "If you feel like that, why don't you show it? Why don't you say anything?" he said trying his best to keep his sulky posture.

You took one look at his pouty lips and remembered it wasn't your place to get angry right now. You had admittedly gotten a little offended that your boyfriend would even think something like that, but you should be reassuring him he's wrong, not opening up a new argument. You sighed while slightly rolling your eyes. Your hands found his chubby cheeks and you pulled him close.

"Because I know this is difficult. I knew the moment I decided to get into this relationship." You caressed his cheekbone and moved a hair strand away from his eyes. "It's difficult for me and it's difficult for you, and I didn't want to make it even more so by complaining all the time. Jimin…" you whispered his name as delicately as you could, giving him no other choice but to look at you, "–of course I want to be with you as much as I can. If it was up to me, I'd be with you 24/7. But I understand you can't spend all your free time on me. What do you want me to do, keep you on a leash? Ban you from seeing your friends or anyone other than me?"

Your boyfriend looked down and kicked his foot, his tongue probing at his cheek. "That'd be better than not even sending me a text while I'm out…"

You started sulking, too. It was true, you didn't send him any texts that evening. And maybe, just maybe, that could be an excuse to feel a little neglected. But it just happened so, and he was reading too much into it. "I knew you were with the boys, I didn't want to disturb you…" you mumbled your explanation.

Jimin didn't raise his head, but raised his eyes, looking up at you, still with that same pout. "All the other guys constantly get texts and calls from their girlfriends asking them to come home, it's not like one more text from you would be a hassle…"

You bit your lower lip. "I didn't know…" You pulled him closer and left a tiny peck on his lips. "I'm sorry, I didn't know baby." You pecked him again. "From now on, I promise that I will text you anytime I miss you, just to let you know. And if you can come see me, even better."

Although his expression didn't change much –his frown might have gotten even deeper, actually– you could tell that his mood had taken a 180° turn. Jimin made a sound of contentment in the back of his throat. His small fingers crept up your pajama shirt and grabbed it tightly. He quickly pecked your lips, too, as if he was trying to do it before you could stop him.

"You don't need to worry about seeming clingy, Amy. Give me all the clingy you got, I really don't mind," he spoke sheepishly.

You chuckled. "You don't mind? You seem like you desperately need it, actually." You managed to get a glimpse of your boyfriend's blush before he buried his face in the crook of your neck. "Ah, what am I going to do with you…" you laughed, fluffing his hair and rubbing his back. "You know, you must be the only person in the world who complains about his girlfriend not complaining."

Jimin pulled back looking all offended. "I'm not complaining! I'm just- it's just, you know, complaining is a lot better than not saying anything. If you don't say anything then I'll just think you don't care."

Before he could pout again, you grabbed his face and squished his lips together. "No… You know, I can't always tell you everything," you said. "And sometimes it's better that we're not together." Jimin's eyes looked like they were going to pop off his head. You just went over this whole argument, and this is what you decide to say? He opened his mouth all wide and round, ready to go off in his thick satoori accent, when you squished his lips even more and hushed him. "Tonight, for example, just because I didn't text you didn't mean I wasn't thinking about you." You finally released him, taking his hand into yours and walking towards the kitchen. "I tried to ask you this when you came in but… didn't you notice anything?"

Jimin frowned. He looked around, perked his ears, sniffed the room… His mouth formed a tiny 'o' and he looked at you innocently. "What's that smell?"

You pouted at him, trying to look a little hurt, while you opened the oven. "Well… while you were out with your buddies, I got kinda bored. And I decided to bake you a cake for when you come home."

"A cake?" Jimin chirped and moved immediately to grab the pan from your hands. It wasn't anything too elaborate, a simple chocolate cake with no decorations or anything. You just liked baking stuff when you had nothing much to do. "For me?" your boyfriend asked, suddenly regretting ever starting an argument with you.

"I'll eat too, what did you think?" you chuckled.

After you had cut a few slices, warmed up a couple of cups of milk to go with it, too, you watched your boyfriend munch on the warm cake from across the counter. You noticed how he was sitting, with his legs spread out and his arms supporting most of his body weight. He looked tired, something you had missed when he walked in due to his energetic temper. You stuffed your face with the last bite of cake and stared at his thighs. He wanted clingy, right? You got up and walked to him, sitting on his lap while making sure you didn't put too much weight on him. You snaked an arm over his neck and used your other hand to feed him a few more bites.

"So…" you purred. "Do you think I should make you feel good tonight to show you how much I care about you?" Jimin stopped chewing, looked in your eyes, and swallowed. A smirk started forming on his lips and he almost opened his mouth to talk, when you continued. "Or should you make me feel good as an apology for ever doubting me?"

Your fingertips fondled with the tiny hair at the back of his neck and you felt how he got goosebumps just by that. Not ever looking away, he clapped his hands together to rid them of any crumbs, and grabbed your waist, urging you to straddle him. His smirk appeared on his lips again and his stare got darker, pupils dilated, head slightly lowered.

"Hmm… I think we got time for both."

[hotpinkacademia]

    Hey everyone. So I, like many, am a Broke Boi. Well okay, I have money, but it has mostly all been promised towards other things like supplies for my ferret or to begin an Etsy shop; something I've been preparing for a while.

And well y'all, I have fallen in love

With this man

This good fellow just may be my soulmate

Unfortunately, my soulmate is a classy gentleman and costs $61 dollars and change for everything for shipping and all of that jazz. My amazing friends have already donated half of that as an early birthday gift, but I still need to get the rest before they take my love away from me, so here I am.

  I will be doing writing commissions !!

I have definitely improved in many ways since my wattpad story - especially since the beginning of it, goodness how did anyone bare that?? -, and while I don't think I have ever reread and edited a chapter of that before posting, I would of course be much more mindful for any commissioned works.

They can be for Chyan, HSM in general, HSMTMTS, or another show or book. I post about many of the shows I watch on here, but if you're unsure of anything, just ask ! I can also do completely original works with new oc's or old oc's I'm not already using in whatever genre or prompt you want c: I do not feel comfortable writing real people rn, however.

  I won't do anything smutty, and will decline any requests for things I'm just not comfy with (inc*st, dark topics, large age gaps, etc.), and will either ask you to change your request or say no altogether. That is well within my right and if you are not okay with that, please leave.

I'm not super well acquainted with crime, or general mystery stories, but I did write a murder mystery party for my stepbrother once that went p well so I won't take it completely off the table, just know I wouldn't be my first choice for those themes. I will only take a couple requests at a time to keep from stressing myself out, and will give myself a fairly lengthy writing time for the same reason so please be patient.

   I will charge .10 cents per word for a basic request. Large Au's (eg, completely changing the world the work is set it) or crossovers will be two extra dollars. Smaller specific requests/small au's (such as to base it off of a song, feature it around multiple ships, make it a holiday theme, etc) will be one extra dollar.

You can set a word maximum for me so you don't have to pay too much, or a word minimum. Try to specify if you want it to be a one shot or longer, even if you don't give an exact word count.

I'm going to try out this pricing process for a lil bit and see if it works, but if I feel it ends in over or underpriced works, I will change it and notify you all.

I think that's it! You can ask me any questions here, but requests can be made in messages on here or on tumblr (anxiousfanatics or winnswishes), and payments can be through cashapp, or PayPal if necessary but my only PayPal uses my deadname so I'd like to avoid it if possible :3 I can open another cash sharing account (as long as it's free) if requested !

Please don't feel like you have to commission me ! Times are tough and I totally get it. Take care of yourselves. I hope I can continue to entertain you, wether it be with the future Chyan sequel or a paid work💛(and happy pride month !!)

p.s. also, once I buy my bear, a portion of the rest of the money received from commissions will go towards charities helping the BLM movement.