#i probably wouldnt be nearly as disabled if i weren't here but i can't afford to live on my own unless i finally get assistance ugh

[captain-habit]

I hate how tired I am.

I have so much to do but I'm having a hard time focusing on ANYTHING.

Doesn't help that my muscles are all knotted up, but I need to try and get SOME things done..

Especially because its likely I will have to put more money into more car repairs... and that's the best case scenario. The engine is sounding... sick, on top of the weird hum and vibration, but I'm no mechanic so hopefully its not as bad as I'm afraid it is. 💀