#i need to re-watch all the kitty episodes again i really like to torture myself

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we're moving down the line of people i can compare Rimmer to, next up: Kitty!

most importantly Eleanor and his brothers and how they played ludicrous pranks on them yet they still talk like they had fun together, like it wasn't completely on their expense, and have it firmly stuck in their head that "we were just playing together" while the game in question is the siblings getting them in trouble with their fathers, and being in emotional distress, and suffering physically

i'm all but worked up already and sorry for that but their childhoods which they talk about like they're perfectly normal and fine while everyone in the room is left to stare at them trying to process the fuckedupness they're describing with a smile IT GETS TO ME OKAY

there're also the little tinges of jealousy and inadequasy they feel for being told the're inferior compared to their siblings, but still wanting to be loved by their family which makes them do things they really don't like just to gain a little bit of acceptance, if it's only by not being a bother by the bare forgoing basic comforts then so be it, it's for the family after all