#i miss the boys pretending they aren't madly in love w/ each other

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✏️ + banks!

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#1 - deep down he's very much an old soul, both in his personality and through his interests. he's a big fan of old movies, most his favorites involve cary grant (even if he's also fond of a cheap modern day disaster film). he's also a big believer in small acts like holding open a door, or pulling out a chair for a date. he'd pick up the check every time if he could too but it never feels that straightforward. #2 - he's always pushed himself hard to over achieve, from school through to his professional life. some of the pressure comes from his family and yet a lot of it's self-inflicted when he hopes to work hard enough that his parents forgive him for the threat his lifestyle poses to the traditional / conservative image the family and therefore business have built themselves on. when he is overworking it tends to become obvious in the fact he starts to forget about meals, not having the time to think about it until he starts to lose weight. #3 - he can speak almost fluent french. he learnt while in school and would love to of learnt a few more languages but has never found the time since. it helps a lot when he spends time in paris for fashion week every year, working with clients and other brands, and he occasionally considers just moving there for a while if it gets him away from his parents. #4 - his family own a ranch out in the middle of the countryside, and it's truly banks' favorite place. he prefers spending time with the horses to most people and in an ideal world it's where he'd choose live, spending his time looking after the animals and being outside in nature. he doesn't get to visit as much now he works full time but he's definitely dragged kendall out there at least once to introduce him to all the animals and just that side of himself that he tends to compartmentalize away from the rest of his life.

[kajibunny]

°˖➴ (my love) letter to you~ ₊⋆♡⸝⸝💌⊹ w/ the wind breaker boys

✿ featuring: haruka sakura, hajime umemiya, ren kaji, hayato suo, akihiko nirei, jo togame ✿ fluff, f!reader, pet names for you!, some suggestive content for togame, suo and kaji (pls i had to)  ✿ a/n: love letters from the love of your life! (this was supposed to be for just one of them (guess who) but it's too cute to not to have it for all of them - so why not!) please give them all some love, cuties! ♡ (〃ω〃)  ✿ wc: 2.6k

you've got mail! reply? ₊˚⊹♡

── . ♥︎ from: kaji 

hey brat, 

this is all your fault. i may have asked hiragi-san yesterday...for advice. after i talked about you, and what i felt, he came up with the conclusion that i was 'madly in love with you', but i decided to ask you myself if you think that's the case, and if you feel the same way?

when did i start feeling this way? after our first date, i think. when i walked you home after my patrol. 

you asked me if i wanted to hold hands while we crossed the street. you asked me what my favorite lollipop flavor was. you asked me without context whether i preferred the lights on or off. (please clarify these things before asking, i almost got the wrong idea, damn it!!!) i don't think i've had anyone ask me that many questions, it was like you were interested in the most miniscule details about me for some reason.

though, i'm always interested in hearing what you have to say. (fine, i'll take off my headphones anytime you want to talk my ear off, so don't pout anymore!)

your curiosity knows no bounds. it's one of the things i like about you, i think. you also asked me what my favorite song was. there's quite a lot to choose from, but right now, your voice is my favorite song. i could listen to it on repeat if it was a full album, you know? (hell, i sound like a lovesick fool. and no, that won't be the title of our next playlist.)

so anyway, here are my symptoms: the pace of my heartbeat quickens (i thought i was going to get a heart attack) but only every time i see you, i get really anxious whenever you aren't by my side, and i always tend to end up doing stupid things when i'm with you. remember our first kiss? yeah, sorry. didn't mean to bite your bottom lip really hard there. also didn't mean to make fun of you when you asked me to 'kiss it better'. you're just too...cute sometimes. 

p.s. also, don't think that you're so sly, because i'm fully aware of all the things you're trying to pull on me too. i didn't miss the way you went for me while i was sleeping on your lap on the rooftop the other day, i know you kissed me while my eyes were closed. i felt it and i tasted cherries on my lips. the same cherry lip balm you use sometimes. i thought it was my lollipop because it was sweet, but it was soft, so i know it's you.

i remember when i asked you for music recommendations, then you sent me this ridiculous playlist? (with the title: kissing kaji??? really??) you said you sent it by accident but i don't buy it at all.

yes, i did read each title - what even is a lollipop kiss? and no, i'm not sure how you have the time or energy to come up with these things, but nice try.

also, when i went to your house then you answered the door in just my hoodie, nothing underneath, what was that about? (and don't ask me how i noticed that you were wearing only that). 

i don't think i can enumerate everything, because then it would take forever for you to finish reading, so this is it for now. i think i've said too much.

let me know what you think? i just can't help but notice the littlest things about you, too. i know you very well, so don't even hide or try to pretend with me. let me know if you're developing the same symptoms as i am. if yes, i think you may be 'madly in love' with me too? 

i'm yours if you'll have me, 

ren

— after reading his letter, you tell kaji that you've caught a serious case of the "i love ren kaji syndrome" and that the only thing that can cure it is if kaji gives you a thousand "passionate and steamy" kisses. kaji flicks your forehead softly and tells you "it's incurable and you'll have it forever, idiot. i love you too." 

── . ♥︎ from: umemiya

hi my pretty flower!

hope you're all better now? 

you seem tired because you've fallen asleep while cuddling with me by the bonfire yesterday at our BBQ party. you're so cute, though, rubbing your cheek against my chest. (yes, you were also snoring, drooling, and sleep talking, but it's adorable and i love everything about you!) 

i also just wanted to say thank you for taking care of me yesterday! the party wouldn't have been the success that it was if you hadn't done all that cute decorating! and planned all those fun games. everyone loved you! (but of course, i love you the most!) i think the activities tired you out? and sakura and sugishita were sure a handful, huh? we had to step up and be parents to a dozen rough and rowdy boys! kidding aside, i'm sorry you had to go through all that, my poor baby. now it's my turn to take care of you!

i'm not sure if you remember this, but i carried you up to my room, (bridal style, of course. i know you wouldn't have it any other way. i had to, since all of them kept telling us to 'get a room' - as usual haha) when i tried to sleep next to you, you pulled me in and hugged me tightly, then kept softly planting kisses to my face and my hair, (particularly pressing gentle ones to the scar on my eyebrow), and murmuring about how you thought it was so beautiful, how much you loved me, and that i was your hajime (your first). i don't know what i did to deserve you, my darling. 

no one's ever made me feel the way you do. (well, granted, i love my garden, i love eating, i love my siblings, and of course i love bofurin, but the way i love you is different.) 

i know you'll see this once you wake up and you'll tell me you don't remember that any of this ever happened (because you're so shy and a cutie) but it's okay, because i'll always be here to remind you.

i love you with all my heart, 

(your) hajime

— you smile to yourself as you look over at the sleeping umemiya laid down next to you, lips all red and raw from all the kissing the two of you did after you had read his special love letter addressed to you.

── . ♥︎ from: nirei

dear princess, (can i call you that?) 

i couldn't believe it when you said you liked me? are you sure? sorry for asking again, i just didn't know how someone like me would get so lucky to have someone like you. you're just so pretty and nice inside and out! 

by the way, you look so gorgeous today (as you always do) with your sundress on! it suits you so well! you're so elegant, like a princess. (hence the nickname.)  

also, thank you for letting me take you out on a date! i had so much fun just walking around the amusement park and sharing crepes with you. i feel bad that i had to hold on to you during the horror house. and the roller coaster. and the teacup ride. you said it was alright and you even kissed my forehead (for some reason, it calmed me down alot! - sorry for almost fainting, though. but rest assured i really liked it!) 

i was really nervous the night before our date, so i asked suo for dating tips. he told me to just be myself, so i tried to, but it's just hard to seem cool and composed in front of someone i really like.

truth be told, i've liked you for a while now. i may have written about you in my journal, too. hope that's alright with you? i can show it to you someday, but just giving you a heads up that it's mostly about how cute you are and how your smile is enough to make my entire day.

i'm pretty shy about admitting this to you, truth be told. that's why i was struggling to form sentences when you did my hair with the pins, and told me i looked like a sunflower. i think that's the sweetest thing that anyone's ever said to me. 

thanks for taking a chance on me, i hope i can express myself more on our second date? (would it be alright if i go for a kiss next time too?)

nirei

— you fold the letter and return it where it was once placed, stacked among a pile of many others, neatly arranged in a box labeled: "to my princess: on our wedding day", as you return and read it again and again, smiling brightly at your dashing husband, akihiko nirei.

── . ♥︎ from: sakura

hey. you. 

why are there so many pictures of you on my phone? i'm not mad, okay. i'm just not used to it. i'm not used to seeing your smiling face every time i unlock my phone. it's too radiant, i think. and i see you every day anyway. you look just as...radiant, in person. but, i guess i don't really mind. i used to have nothing much stored on my phone, until you came along. 

i used to not like eating vegetables, too. (i mean, i still don't like them) but whenever you lectured me on my health and how you'd "get so lonely and have no one to kiss" if i got sick and died from not eating vegetables - fine, i'll eat them for you. i hate seeing you worried more than i hate eating vegetables anyway. and i wouldn't ever want you to be lonely, i know what that feels like, but now i don't anymore, since i have you.

i used to have no pillows too, until you did your "shopping haul", is that what it's called? i honestly have no idea. i asked what you wanted in return and you told me you just wanted me to be your pillow. what do you even mean by that? is it the way you hug me tightly every night as if i am your pillow? am i just some inanimate object to you?!

sorry. didn't mean it to come out that way. suo says i should be gentle with you and remind you everyday about how beautiful you are. pretty sure that guy does not know what he is talking about because i'm sure you already know that. that you're very beautiful. i'm sure you do, because every day i see new pictures of your face on my phone. you wouldn't take that many pictures if you didn't know you were pretty. i think, looking at them now, i don't think i'll ever get tired of your face.

i used to have nothing before i had you.

you're everything to me,

sakura

— sakura wondered why you were bawling your eyes out, as he was sure he hadn't intended his letter to be sad or to make you cry. you buried yourself in his outstretched arms, unable to recover from the most romantic thing you've ever read in your life. "you're my everything too, haruka." you whisper in his ear, feeling sakura hold back a choked sob from your embrace.

── . ♥︎ from: suo

my dearest love, 

you said you couldn't figure me out sometimes and wanted to read what's on my mind, so here it is, i'll let you read it, literally! anything for you, my love. i guess i'm writing it all down in a letter because i'm quite a bit old fashioned that way! 

speaking of old fashioned, i hope you like the flowers i sent you the other day? i hope you find them beautiful, though i'd like to point out that of course, nothing can ever compare to how beautiful you are. in flower language, i think you would be a ghost orchid - one of the rarest flowers in the world, known for its otherworldly beauty and is a symbol of imagination. it is also called to be the "star of the forest" for it's star-like shape and ethereal growth in the darkness. 

cheesy as it sounds, you're my ghost orchid. the light that appears through my dark tunnels. you've wholeheartedly accepted me for who i am, even if i told you i had an ancient spirit sealed in my eye. i vividly remember you telling me: "hayato, i don't really mind but i hope your ancient spirit doesn't also mind watching us kiss. because we are going to. a lot." you're just so charming, love.

you're also the only one my negotiation tactics don't work on, it seems. there's just no fooling you, you always see right through me. it scares me, but in a good way. 

i said once that i was afraid of manju...yeah, besides from it being an iconic comedic line, i was also thinking of you. you're like a manju. your soft skin is similar to a piece of fluffy dough. i'm scared because i might fall in too deep. i'm scared because you're so soft and fluffy and i'm afraid i would ruin you. 

now that these things are known to you, me baring some of my deepest thoughts, being openly vulnerable, there's no turning back is there? 

you'll just have to tell me yours too, 

hayato

— that night, you bared your soul to suo, as well as your body. suo loved you as you are, including all your vulnerabilities. well, maybe you did give in to his negotiation tactics, sometimes. there's just something about his letter that made you want to share your innermost thoughts and desires with him, too. 

── . ♥︎ from: togame

hello, sweetheart.

where do i even begin? 

you make me so happy, and i just wanted to let you know that not an hour passes by that i'm not thinking about you. we spent the whole day together yesterday, but why is it that i'm still constantly thinking about you? 

maybe it's the way i notice how you express your love languages to me. every single one of them, just for me.

maybe it's the way you looked so surprised when you held my hand and found out it was so much bigger than yours, then you said you loved how big i am. (my height, right?) (words of affirmation)

maybe it's the way you automatically knew i wanted a ramune from the convenience store, then tried (and struggled) to open it up for me. the way you furrowed your brows and pouted while pushing the cap was really cute of you. thank you for trying so hard for me, baby. (acts of service)

maybe it's the way you immediately rushed to the stall i was working at during the summer festival and demanded that i give you "ten of everything we have as well as the biggest serving of jo togame possible." even though i'm sure you won't be able to finish all of that. (yes, myself included.) you're so adorable and funny. (quality time)

maybe it's the way you throw your arms around my neck whenever we kiss, like you depend on me for support. i'd like you to know that i depend on you just as much. i like when you sit on my lap, too. it makes me feel so close to you. (physical touch)

i hope i didn't miss anything? (except you, i always miss you.)

maybe it's just the way that you're perfect for me, and i love everything about you. let me express that to you through my words and actions too.  

told you i'm always thinking about you, 

jo 

— as soon as you read his letter, you decided to draft up one of your own, too, but ended up crumpling it in the end because you didn't know how to sum up the immense love you felt for your jo in just a few words. actions spoke louder than words when it came to togame, anyway. so there you were, ramune in hand, surprising your boyfriend at the ori, inviting him to 'toast to finding the one man you will love for the rest of your life.'

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