#i miss season 1 when jade was always just like 'i wish bella was here 😔' all the time

[spookberry]

Winter themed Jella to cope with my hatred of summer weather

[miss-may-i]

Miss May I: Season 5 Part 30

Farah: Good morning, Bella. I made coffee.

Isabella: Good morning. Where's Dad?

Farah: He left.

Isabella: Where'd he go? Is he coming back?

Farah: That doesn't matter.

Isabella: Is that why you're getting divorced?

Farah: I don't want this to make you think anything less of your father.

Isabella: Honestly, this makes me think less of both of you.

Farah: Why don't you sit down so we can talk?

Isabella: I guess I just don't get it. This makes me feel like everything I've always known about love and happiness is a lie.

Farah: We never lied to you. We've always loved you and your sister. This was a long time coming, Bella. We just didn't want to do it while you were little. Selling the house and having to split your time between your father and I. It's not good for a child.

Isabella: Wait, you and Dad are selling the house?

Farah: We have to. I can't afford this place on my own and your father and I won't be living together anymore.

Isabella: Then where does that leave me?

Farah: You're an adult now. You can come with me if you'd like, and I'm sure your father feels the same way. Or you could go off on your own. Have you ever thought about what you wanted to do with your life?

Isabella: I guess I just never thought this day would come. I always thought I'd stay here until Richie graduated then we'd go off to live our own happily ever after.

Farah: But what about beside that? Take it from me, you need to know who you are outside of being a wife and a mother. You never thought this day would come, and neither did I: The day my girls were grown and time to leave the nest.

Isabella: Just 'cause we're older doesn't mean you and Dad have to get divorced.

Farah: I already told you, we're not doing this because of you.

Isabella: Then at least tell me why. What could Dad have possibly done that's so horrible to ruin our family?

Farah: *Sigh*

Farah: There's another woman. And there has been for a while.

Isabella: Why does this keep happening? Does no one have a heart? Julie's dad cheated on Jade, Vivi's husband cheated on him, Noah cheated on Julie, Damian cheated on his girlfriend with Julie ... and now Dad? Why even marry someone and start a family with them if you don't even love them?

Farah: I'm sorry baby.

Isabella: How can I ever trust a man to love me when it seems all everyone does is cheat?

Farah: You find the right man.

Isabella: How do I find out if he's the right man before it's too late?

Farah: ...

Farah: I wish I knew too.

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[jesynelsonfinnbalor]

11. New Rivalry?

After Summerslam

Jesy and Fergal are still in Brooklyn, New York. Along with his family and her girls. Jesy was doing an USAPro photoshoot for the new collection and LM5 while Fergal was at the gym. Jesy still had bruises from Summerslam.

"Jesy, how're your bruises on your body from Cathy?"  Perrie asked. "They still hurt but people are blaming Fergal for them and not Cathy," she said. 

"Just ignore them. Before Cathy gave you bruises, Harry gave you the worst ones ever," Perrie said.

"Let's stop talking about Summerslam and just talk about all four of us and my future with Fergal. I am marrying him and I can't wait to marry him," she said. 

"I know he can't wait either. So how was meeting his uncle and older brother, Colin?" Perrie asked.

"His family's amazing and sweet. His mum loves me and accepts me. His dad really likes me. I told Fintan this; 'You and Leonie raised an amazing son who has a sweetest, caring and lovable human being," she said.

"That's good that his family accepts you and Janice accepts him," Perrie said. "I'm glad. Plus I wish my dad could meet Fergal but I know that won't happen," she said. "I know. Have you found your wedding dress?" Leigh-Anne asked.

"Not yet. But soon I will," Jesy said. "Okay," Perrie said. "When you do find the dress, you better send pictures of the dress," Jade said. 

"I will. Also whenever I get torn between bridesmaids dresses, I'll send pictures as well," she said. "Sounds good," Leigh-Anne said.

Three Weeks Later

Jesy and Fergal have been busy. They have been dealing with Raw, music career, wrestling, traveling and some wedding planning. "I heard Bayley's your new Mixed Match Challenge partner," Jesy said.

"Are you okay with that?" Fergal asked. "A little but I heard Bayley ramble about your NXT days. Where she wants to do your 'Dirty Dancing' routine," she said.

 "Did it bother you?" he asked. "Yeah, it did. Just so she knows I'll be at ringside with you two when Mixed Match Challenge happens," she said.

"That's understandable. But Bayley could never replace you. No one can. Not even Mercy, Lexi, Renee, Charly, and even Nikki Bella can replace you. Just don't worry about it. I prefer to do your little dancing on stage at Little Mix concerts," he said, kissing her head.

Jesy smiled. "Has Harry been bugging you lately?" Jesy asked Fergal. "Nope but he challenged to fight me at Hell in a Cell but we won't be there though," he said. Jesy rolled her eyes.

"Yeah Corbin again. I hope Kurt comes back soon. I hate Corbin not doing his 'acting' General Manage role like he's supposed to. He forced me to watch you get hurt," she said.

"And him putting you in a match against all three members of the Roitt Squad," he said. "Bayley and Sasha saved me afterward," she said.

"Thank goodness. Has Cathy tried threatening you since your match at Summerslam?" he asked.

"No, she hasn't. Someone gave her my phone number and she tried calling me. I blocked the number," she said. "That's good," he said. I nodded. He kissed her cheek softly. "Jesy?" he asked.

"Yeah?" she asked. "Is there anything you want to do?" he asked her. She shrugged. "I don't know. Whatever you want to do," she said. "Hmmm," he thinks of something, "How about a warm bath?" he asked.

Jesy shook her head. "No. Harry always made me take them after he hurt me," she said. "I'm sorry, baby, I forgot. How about the beach?" he asked. 

"Beach sounds fun," she said smiling. "Okay," he said.

They both got ready for the beach. Jesy got her white bikini with short shorts and Fergal got his board shorts, both wearing SmileItsAPeak shirts. 

Jesy got some sunscreen. "Ready?" he asked. "Yes, if you are," she said.

They left their apartment. He opens the car door for her. "Thank you," she said as she got in. He got in the driver's seat. 

He started driving to the beach. "Shit, we forgot beach towels," she said. "One sec. We get new ones," he said.

A few minutes later, they got to the beach. They walked the beach and found a nice shady spot. 

Jesy took her shirt and shorts off to show her bikini. "Looking sexy babe," he said to her. "Thanks," she said, looking down.

Fergal looked at Jesy noticing her voice was trembling. "Babe, tell me what's wrong," he said. Jesy started tearing up. 

"Hey, hey now. Don't cry," he said, wiping her tears then holding her.

"Tell me what's wrong. Is it because that its Bayley teaming with me and not you?" he asked. "It's not just that," she sniffles.

"Just tell me," he said. "Can we go home, please? I don't want to talk about it," she said. "Yeah, let's go home," he said. They got up then headed back to their car.

Later That Day

Jesy was taking a nap with Reggie and Oscar. Fergal was working on Smile its Peak clothing line. He decides to call Jesy's mum Janice on Skype. 

Janice answers. "Hey Fergal," she said. "Hey Janice, there's something wrong with Jesy," he said.

"Is she okay?" she asked. "She okay. She's a bit sad. She won't tell me why," he said. "Did she hear about you and Bayley teaming up for Mixed Match Challenge?" she asked. 

"Yeah she did and she's not happy about that. Bayley mentioned me and her doing a dirty dancing routine as an entrance. It really upset her," he said.

"It was from your NXT days and before you two ever met. Did you tell her that?" she asked. "I did. She said she'll be at ringside for Mixed Match Challenge to prevent it from happening," he said.

"Well, she and Bayley need to have a talk about it. So when you guys get to Raw on Monday, you let them talk," she said. He nodded. "Okay. Thank you, Janice," he said. "Its no problem. Tell Jesy, I said hello and I miss her," she said.

"I will. She misses you too. Have a good night," he said. "I will, you two as well," she said. The video called ended. He headed up to their bedroom. He laid down next to Jesy. He kissed her cheek.

She turned over facing him. "Hey," she whispered. "Hey. you okay?" he asked. "A little but there's something I need to tell you," she said. "Tell me," he said. "I might be pregnant," she said into his ear.

"Are you sure? Did you take a test?" he asked. "No. I'm going to visit a doctor tomorrow," she said. "Okay. I'll go with you," he said. "Will you?" she asked. "Of course, I want to be sure," he said.

She nodded. "Okay. How was talking to my mum?" she asked. "We talked about you being upset about Mixed Match Challenge. She suggested you and Bayley talk one on one when we go to Raw," he said.

She nodded. "My mum's always right. I'll talk to Bayley about it," she said. "Okay, babe. If you are feeling sad about anything, just tell me. Promise?" he said. "I promise," she said. He kissed her cheek.

"Let's get some sleep. You had a bad day," he said. She kissed him deeply.

Next Morning

Jesy and Fergal headed to the doctor's office. They did blood work on her to see if she was pregnant. They waited. "How are you holding up?" he asked. "Pretty scared. I never thought about getting pregnant because of my career," she said.

"I never thought we could have a baby. We are so busy with our careers and all. We will see the results," he said. She nodded. The doctor came back. "Jesy, your blood test came back. You're not pregnant," the doctor said.

They both sighed in relief. "Was it a false alarm?" Fergal asked. "It was a pregnancy scare. It happens sometimes. Plus you were two days late on your period. So we will put you on the birth control," the doctor said.

"Mind if I think about it first?" Jesy asked. "We will give you one week to think about it. If you decide to take the birth control, let us know. You're free to go," the doctor said. Jesy nodded. They left the doctors office.

"We are both relieved," Jesy said. "I know. It was unexpected. We haven't been trying to have a baby," he said. 

"I know. Plus we are too busy with our careers to have a baby," she said. "I know babe. Someday we will have a baby," he said.

"You'll be like in your forties or fifties by that time," she said. "I know but we can try in a few years. If you wanted to," he said. 

"I love being an aunt to my nephew, Georgie. Plus being a mom to two fur babies" she said.

"That's all we need for now," he said, smiling.

Raw After Hell in a Cell

They are now at Monday Night Raw in Dallas. Jesy was quiet the whole time. "Ready to talk to Bayley babe?" he asked. 

Jesy nodded. "Here goes nothing," she said. Jesy tries to find Bayley then get hugged from behind from Bayley.

"Hi, Jesy," Bayley said. "Hey, Bayley. I was looking for you. Mind if I talk to you?" Jesy asked. "Sure," Bayley said. They headed outside. "So what's up?" Bayley asked. 

"So I saw that you and Fergal are teaming up for Mixed Match Challenge. Later on, I overheard you talking about you and him doing the 'dirty dancing routine' from your NXT days. Its really upset me," Jesy said.

"Oh really? I think you're jealous of me," she asked. "How am I jealous of you? You said that dirty dancing routine like I wasn't there. That 'routine' you two did in your NXT days is in the past. I'm the only one that will be doing any dancing with Fergal. Not even in the storyline," Jesy said.

"Come on Jesy. You're jealous that I am teaming with him and your not. I'll be a better tag team partner with him than Sasha was," she said. "Just like you cost you and Elias match in season 1 in first round?" Jesy said.

Acting General Manager, Baron Corbin walks over. "Is there a problem here?" he asked. "No we are just talking," Bayley said. "About Mixed Match Challenge. Mind your damn business!" Jesy said.

"How about this. Next week, it will be Bayley vs Jesy Nelson. Whoever wins, gets to team with Finn Balor in the Mixed Match Challenge. It'll be a No Disqualification match as well," Baron said. 

Jesy nodded. "We will see who is worthy of being Finn Balor's tag team partner," Bayley said. "We will," Jesy said.

Jesy and Bayley walked away from each other.  "Next week, he'll be mine partner," Jesy said.

Jesy heads back to Fergal. "How did it go?" Fergal asked. Jesy tell Fergal what happen. "So Baron Corbin made a match. Next week, it'll be me and Bayley in a No Disqualification. Whoever wins, teams with you in the Mixed Match Challenge," Jesy said.

"Sometimes I don't agree with him. I think its fair," he said, "well fair to Bayley." "Welp, tomorrow will be some serious training," Jesy said. 

"Yeah. Also, Paul(Triple H) gave us the rest of the night off," he said.

"Okay," she said. "Well let's go," he said, smiling. They left the ATT Arena then headed back to their hotel. 

As they got to their hotel room, Fergal lifts Jesy up, carrying her into the room as they kiss then, shutting the door.

Tagging the usual @balorbj @beckygirl95 @thegloriousdisaster @candicelerae @gothicninibalor

[dreaminglesbian]

So this is the end of the year meme I’ve been doing since ‘10! I’ve been doing it on LJ tho, but since I never go on there anymore I have been bringing it to tumblr!

I am tagging all my followers and friends to do this! Cause I always have a lot of fun doing this! 

END OF THE YEAR FANDOM MEME 2016!

Your main fandom of the year?

Shadowhunters!! I could not stop talking about Shadowhunters this entire year and I’m so happy it is back! Also Star Trek fandom and anime fandom. I didn’t really engage in these fandoms but I was creeping lol

Your favourite film watched this year?

Star Trek Beyond! I also super loved Zooptopia, Ghostbusters, Fantastic Beasts and Where to Find Them, Moana, Popstar: Never Stop Never Stopping, and Finding Dory. Also Free! Starting Days, cause it was super fun but I also watched it with people who made that movie super fun. It was a good year at the cinema lol 

Your favourite book read this year?

I read the book Boring Girls by Sara Taylor and it is my favourite book I have read in a long time! 

Your favourite album or song to listen to this year?

Mind of Mine was clearly the one I was most hyped for! I LOVE the music Zayn did this year, anything Zayn sang this year was my fave song lol. I loved the Ariana Grande Dangerous Woman album, Little Mix’s Glory Days album, and Fifth Harmony’s 7/27 album. The songs I loved were Still Falling for You by Ellie Goulding, and anything by The Weeknd. I loved a lot of other songs and albums as well but that’s what came to mind.

Your favourite TV shows of the year?

SHADOWHUNTERS! I rewatched the first season 3 times (and also a bit more than three times tbh lol). I love me some silly fantasy with canon gay characters! YAS SHADOWHUNTERS! lol

I also loved a bunch of anime this year. I went to Japan and came back a weeb lol. I loved Yuri!!! On Ice, Sound Euphonium, Uta no☆Prince-sama♪ Maji Love Legend Star, and Owari no Seraph. 

I was also super feeling MTV Scream, Voltron, and Super Girl really brought it this year!   

Your best new TV discovery of the year?

Shadowhunters!!! Hahaha. I really didn’t think I was gonna love it so much lol

I also really like the show Humans even though it is very scary to me lol (robots are the worrrst). Also I watched Please Like me and RuPaul's Drag Race which were both very good! 

Your biggest fandom disappointment of the year?

There was a lot of sadness this year. I was very sad (still am sad) when Anton Yelchin died. Grieving a celebrity is so hard because you can never fully believe they are gone. 

The continued heteronormativity on Girl Meets World. Any scene with Auggie and Ava is the worst. That show is the straight agenda in those scenes.

Faking it ended with a whimper and not a bang. It kept going around in circles and it was getting tiring. The show really wimped out in a lot of ways.

Agents of Shield was skimpy with the amount of Gemma and Skye scenes this season! 

While I was so impressed OITNB actually did make Poussey and Soso canon obviously it did not end well. I was really excited over this pairing and I wasn’t sure if they were actually going to become canon. They did though and we got so much more from them than I thought we would. I was very surprised OITNB followed into the dead lesbian trope. I’ve had people argue with me ‘but they’re all lesbians’ (which is not true but anyways) but it followed the whole idea of a happy lesbian couple finally being together but then cut short. I thought OITNB was better than that. 

Teen Wolf has lost its charm which sucks cause I used to be so jazzed for that show. 

Your TV boyfriend of the year?

I take this question as ‘males you rooted for in tv this year’ lol. It’s usually a pretty small list

Yurio from Yuri!!! On Ice, Alec and Magnus on Shadowhunters and Zayn. Also Jamal from Empire but Jamal hasn’t been true to himself lately lol. 

Your TV girlfriend of the year?

I determine this question as celeb crushes this year lol

First of: My wife, Alicia Vikander.

I cannot lie that Kylie Jenner was a big crush of mine this year. She’s gorgess and has MANY dogs, I’m weak. 

Also Katherine McNamara/Clary on Shadowhunters and Emeraude Toubia/Izzy on Shadowhunters. Also Floriana Lima/Maggie on Super Girl. They have their own little subsection as I super crushed on their characters as well.

I super loved the model Taylor Marie Hill, and a bunch of other models this year. I got super into models especially the ones that walked the Victoria Secret Fashion Show. So much life goals or wife goals lol. I liked Kendall Jenner, Jade and Leigh-Anne of Little Mix, Gigi and Bella Hadid, Louisa Johnson, Bex Taylor-Klaus, Chloe Bennet, Dove Cameron and Sofia Carson! Kanan from Love Live! Sunshine!! lol

Your biggest squee moment of the year?

Star Trek Beyond, for just existing! The cast was so close during this promo tour and it was very sad but also very sweet to see.

Shadowhunters! As I said I have seen that show A LOT, but I got those stupid fangirl squeals whenever I watched it! I haven’t been a giggly fangirl like that in a long time lol. All the Malec moments and Alec being a baby gay, YAS. I would say any clizzy moment but we didn’t really have any lol

The release of Pillowtalk!! OMG I was soooo excited to hear Zayn’s music! I was so excited when he released his album and did tons of other songs! It was a great year for being a Zayn fan! 

Alex and Maggie on Supergirl! I LOVE LOVE!! I love seeing a good thought out lesbian relationship on tv. It’s such a good thought provoking relationship, i’m so jazzed about these two! *heart eyes emoji*

Yuri!!! On Ice, that show DID IT. Every episode had a squee moment, it had tons of likable cute characters and lots of fun pairings to ship! Love, love. 

On Scream how Audrey loved Emma the whole time on Scream. 

Sound! Euphonium because Kumiko and Reina are so canon.

The most missed of your old fandoms?

Always Star Trek. Especially when a new movie comes out it makes me super miss the old fandom.

One Direction fandom, I miss when we were all friendly and not in competition. I wish people weren’t so fickle but here we are.

The TV you haven’t tried yet, but want to?

I would like to try Westworld (yay, more robots). Mr. Robot has been on my list for years and I have to get started lol. Steven Universe, I started it a while ago but clearly I need to pay it more attention. 

Your biggest fan anticipations for the New Year?

Star Trek: Discovery! I am very excited to see what they will do with it! I’m hoping to love the characters and get very attached to them haha

I am looking forward to Thor: Ragnarok, I love Thor and I love me some Thorki! I’m very excitied for Wonderwoman, don’t let me down DC, you always do lol! I’m excited for the next Star Wars movie, make that money Disney, yaaas, hahaha. Also the film Coco by Disney and Pixar cause I’m excited for anything Disney.

Also the new season of Shadowhunters lol

Fave ships of 2016?

I had a lot! Which was very awesome.

Magnus/Alec (Shadowhunters)

Clary/Izzy  (Shadowhunters)

Simon/Raphael (Shadowhunters) 

Jace/Alec (Shadowhunters) *yas pining

Alex/Maggie (Supergirl)

Lena/Kara (Supergirl)

Kirk/Spock (Star Trek)

Yurio/Otabek (Yuri!!! On Ice)

Yuri/Victor (Yuri!!! On Ice) 

Kumiko/Reina  (Sound! Euphonium)

Kanan/Mari (Love Live! Sunshine!!)

Mika/Yuu (Owari no Seraph)   

Maya/Riley (Girl Meets World)

Shiro/Keith (Voltron)

Most listened to songs of the year

1. Touch - Little Mix

2. Nothing Else Matters - Little Mix

3. Your Love - Little Mix

4. Sleeping - Once (Original Broadway cast)

5. Oops - Little Mix ft. Charlie Puth

6. Tell your Friends - The Weeknd

7. Angel  - The Weeknd

8. Down & Dirty - Little Mix

9.  Power - Little Mix

10. Freak -  Little Mix

(I’m a bit surprised by this list hahaha)

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!