#i mean. there's nothing objectivly wrong with how I look. 5'3 and about 145 pounds. green eyes blonde hair. it's fine.
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I look too much like both of my parents and act too much like them as well.
#vent#like. i fucking hate it.#at least people mostly just say I look a lot like my siblings because they are so much older than me#but jeez. every time i bite the skin on my finger tips and my nails#i get reminded that dad does that all of the time and I picked up the habit from him#i fucking hate it. i hate it do much.#i mean#i look in the mirror and i know it's me#but thats not who I want to be. thats not what i want to look like.#I don't know what i want to look like but it's not like my parents and not like a girl and that gets rid of barely anything#i just. don't feel comfortable like this. but what the fuck am I supposed to do about it?#i mean. there's nothing objectivly wrong with how I look. 5'3 and about 145 pounds. green eyes blonde hair. it's fine.#but it's too much like them. and it just doesn't feel like me. I don't want that to be me.#every time i wonder if I'm not trans/agender at all. i get reminded that adding calling myself a boy into pep talks makes me so happy.#along with that. when my hair gets dark in the winter and my hair gets tied back. i look in the mirror and it's a bit better.#but not fully better. i still have my chest and every other bad thing about myself.#and after randomly venting into these tags out of nowhere I've come to the conclusion that this probably isn't normal#snd something else is likely wrong with me. but eh. just add it to the pile I guess.
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