#i loveeeeeee the shapes

[toffeebrews]

guess who drew more~

(also guys does horrorfell have like a name? since horrorfell is also an au it's a little confusing)

[bellshazes]

Loveeeeeee my neighbors so much we are all trans/nb and stretch saw me carrying this huge mirror I found on a walk that I logged a couple blocks home but it's half as tall as I am and I'm out of shape/long covid etc so she carried it up with me and saw Marmalade (trafficat) and when I said i was going to the corner store after and offered to get her sth she's making up a plate of chicken tagine leftovers for me to take upstairs too. Love love love

[heartslobbf]

Hm.

Nanami and Juri are girl princes. Maybe Kozoue too... Shiroi maybe?

Saionji and Miki are boy princesses.

more complicated than this imho but thats just because im weird and transsexual. i have rambled underneath about my feelings about boy-princess- and girl-prince-isms, and the general bullshit of ohtori’s rigid categorisation because it’s something that compels me to no end.

juri is a girl prince but everyone forgets that she's a girl until she actually tries to act like a boy, and then they punish her for it. nanami is like a calf-shaped prince. ive said this before, but it's genuinely how i feel. she's not a girl, she's a farm animal (to ohtori; and admittedly, there isn't much difference in ohtori, but it's explicitly said about nanami when it isnt for other girls).

now. ive never really got the 'miki is a boy princess' thing because like.... sure miki is a 13 year old androgynous little boy with short hair and he doesnt exactly ooze masculinity in everyones eyes but um. two things. one is that he actually commands more respect than saionji as a male and therefore princely figure (saionji isnt princely whatsoever and never tries to be bc his ideas about masculinity are in contradiction with akio's all-american bullshit) and the other is that he is, hilariously in my opinion, the only character other than akio shown to drive the car in the series. like, it's a dream sequence/projector illusion (?) but the fact that we see miki in the driver's seat, hands on the wheel, is kind of a huge deal for the show where they loveeeeeee to refuse to show you stuff that destabilises ohtori's artifice. miki has a very conventional and straightforward desire to be a prince to anthy (you know, if you ignore everything with kozue; but arguably his displacement and warping of his feelings in that way is typically ohtori) and he could totally pull that off imho. he's just a little too young for the moment, and unwilling to manipulate and coerce others like, say, touga is. this isn't to say there's no gender fuckery going on with miki because there 100% is, as there is with all rgu characters, i just wouldnt describe him as a boy princess.

anyway <3 kozue deffo has princely qualities but i would probably box hers in with anthy's. they are both princes repackaged as witches because their genders destabilise the ideal of the prince and its artifice. this is something that happens to all of ohtori's little sisters, because they demonstrate utmostly princeliness towards their brothers, but nanami gets special calf-shaped prince privileges because i have kiryuu sibling brain worms. anthy and kozue are very conscious of their witchification as they are conscious of their sexuality, and how that impacts their relationships with their brothers. nanami is not.

shiori is also an interesting case because she and ruka are. well. theyre just fucking bonkers arent they. everything they say about each other is also equally applicable to themselves. i think that out of our three roles (prince, princess, witch/rose bride), some combination of witch and princess seems most fitting? like shiori is 100% a witch, and ruka was the perfect prince until he got sock-puppeted by akio in such a way that. well ruka's complicated and frankly i dont have time to get into it right now (know, however, that i hate his reanimated guts). shiori wants to be a princess and she wants to be pursued hopelessly but in having that desire, she is a witch. there is perhaps a perverse princeliness to her desire, but id argue that that's just what being a witch is. slayyyyyyy

now in regards to saionji. he's a boy princess but also it's complicated. saionji doesnt want to be a prince and saionji doesnt have any interest in princehood because, fundamentally, he doesnt care for it. princehood is built upon these americanised ideals and aesthetics that dont resonate with his very traditionally japanese understanding and performance of masculinity, and he just feels kind of disillusioned and defensive and all-around miserable that he's being 'left behind' in this 'old world' without any fucking chevys in it. like he doesnt want a chevy but everyone else has massive hardons for chevys and all his male peers think thats the only way to attain true masculinity and it makes him sooooooo mad, and frankly, even though he's a misogynist freak, i get that. maybe i am just an american car hater, who knows.

anyway saionji's inclination to the princess role (it's a bit more of a bride role than a princess role, but these distinctions are muddy; i'd argue a princess is entirely passive, but a bride actively wills the outcome of a duel) is deeply sad to me because it's just like this guy has absolutely no idea what the hell he's supposed to do to have a place in this world, attain specialness, command respect and attention. like he was repeatedly mocked for and excluded from attempting masculinity and he certainly cant be a princess (wow isnt this an interesting idea i wonder if it relates to the transfem reading haha what) and he doesnt feel any inclination towards either gender presentation particularly. he likes woodcarving and cooking, is artistic and earnest and expressive, but he's also a devoted kendoka whose sense of masculinity is closely tied to that practice. his gender is, by ohtori's rules, desperately confused and inconclusive. thus he forms part of the trifecta that is himself, utena and nanami, or as i like to call them: transgender freaks and cowgirl. good lord have they slipped through the cracks of this evil bastard system and attempted to fit all the same, understanding absolutely nothing about the impossible spaces they try to fill.

anyway whatevs. now im gonna talk about anthy and touga because my blog is the anthytouga show in my mind despite rarely talking about them and mainly just reblogging deranged art (affectionate) of them. anthy and touga are bonkers to me because they ARE the norm, but also no they arent. and that's the whole thing. like they embody the ideal so perfectly (prince and princess respectively), but anthy's also a witch, and the rose bride, and touga isn't really a prince. theyre unable to join as a prince and princess should, unable to be virtuous and perfect due to their knowledge and awareness. like, theyre both aware of the artifice of their existences and performances, but neither of them can really artiulate that awareness because doing so would jepoardise the positions theyre currently in. for touga, that's a very valuable one that has him close to 'escaping' (read: getting the key to the birdcage and holding it over everyone else's heads). for anthy, it's also valuable but not for herself, not really. it's valuable because it's a position from which she can help akio, and akio needs her, and she is indebted to akio and obliged to sacrifice herself eternally for him. etc etc etc. god i hate this man. you get what im saying with this. it’s about the precarious position that you are placed in as a victim, the power dynamics of it all. you have the knowledge that could crack the world’s shell easily, but you have been caught in such a way that you believe sharing it would kill you (again). it wouldn’t be worth anything. all it does is highlight how disgusting and awful you really are, and you can’t let anyone know that (the objective truth) because then they will stop loving the idealised you you’ve been performing and see the real you (evil and monstrous). ohhhhh what’s that Judith herman quote about being filled with black slime that pours out of your mouth when you open it. anthytouga hours (i am inconsolable rn)

sorry about this rant! i simply have too much to say about this goddamn show and merely wish to discourage people from 'girl prince' and 'boy princess'-ing characters into boxes. you know, utena's whole girl prince thing is actively critiqued by the show because there's nothing revolutionary about assimilation. every character in this show's cast is androgynous and it's up to us to determine what we think those unique expressions of androgyny mean. there are certainly girl prince-isms and boy princess-isms to characters, some more so than others, but you know. the ambiguity and freedom of the transsexual or whatever

[peachysunrize]

- 🧸

I appreciate you believing in me x and the advice! also i've decided i'll let you read through it instead of scrolling... scrolling... scrolling through the Aemond x reader tag to find it 🤗

also 🪴 emoji anon's tho(ugh)t? i'm salivating 🤭 your response to it too? "–sweaty and red with a tight grip around his cock – keeping himself up by a hand on his desk while he fucks his fist 😩" i'm adding onto this... below >

imagine... betrothed!reader catches him another instance and it's just before he's unlaced his breaches, and tugged his small clothes/shift down (or shoved his hand down the fine linen...) and then *boom!* he remembers to shut his chambers doors so as he turns around he sees you...

his doublet already unbuttoned and his chest on display, long silvery locks disheveled and normally his demeanour one of stoicism now flushed. don't get me STARTED on the tent in his breaches which is uncomfortably strained against the seam, his palm having started inching towards it, squeezing to feel any sense of stimulation whilst he awkwardly stands there a–bit too rigidly

then fem!reader treads forward ever so slowly to not fret him like a predator would it's prey and replaces his hand by dipping hers into the already loose breaches (including his small clothes/shift) to take ahold of him, grasping the base before untieing the loosened trousers to pull him out – him slapping against his revealed abdomen. during the entirety of this Aemond has leant backwards to steady himself against his desk (which is digging into his back but he doesn't care...), his eye locked onto where reader's hand is as small pants and chocked gasps spill out by accident, pupil dilated to the point his violet iris is just a tiny ring.

squeeze, pull, flick of the wrist, tug, thumb at the slit, slide, repeat. and Aemond is just trying to figure how she learnt this and where from, but he'll worry about that later focusing instead on a decent rhythm to rock his hips into her soft grip in comparison to past 'ventures' with his calloused, scarred hand. and he's leaking onto the floor, all over her palm and fingers wrapped around him, the pace becoming quicker with each stroke as the distinct sound of wet flesh echoes around his quarters' four–walls.

knees trembling, practically begging to give out as he realises he's so close and too soon. latching onto reader's o shaped fist as he tries to pry it away. twitching and pulsing, the veins prominent as the purple–y fuschia bulb is engorged to the point it's hurting for release. "N–no!..", he grunts out before streaks of white defile his betrothed's hand and his own, the milky substance oozes out, dripping downwards.

head thrown backwards, now flaccid length jutted out, mouth slightly agape as the silent scream fades into the atmosphere and buckled legs. having propped himself to sit a–top his desk to prevent from falling to his knees... a sight to behold and store in reader's memory bank for 'sake keeping'.

(i couldn't help it! so this is actually my 2nd writing attempt... and 🤞 fully edited, this was 'tamer' than what i have in mind for the other one i'm writing but this was just a *practice* run! x if there's any advice to give i'm welcoming it with OPEN ARMS!)

OMG I LOVE THIS!!!!! Off imagine how shy he’d be after that, trying to apologize and say sorry but reader brings her fingers to her lips and sucks them clean and he almost comes again SJOZSJISJZIAJAKAJIA

Babe you’re doing absolutely amazing I loveeeeeee how detailed and descriptive you are!!! Love your style bby🥹✨

[unpopularwriter25]

hey!!! so Ive come across a few of your matchups, and was wondering if I could request for one!    info  

My name is Brielle, first off. brie for short!! :D (pronounced 'BREE-EL')    appearance: i dont really know how to describe my skin tone. it's like a honey-bronze, I think? im black and Mexican, but my father is a light skinned black so im not that dark in colour, and my mom is a light skinned Mexican. idk im just tan lol. 

I have dark brown eyes and im pretty sure their almond shaped, and I have naturally curly lashes. my eyebrows are short and have an itty bitty arch at the end 

my nose has a bridge, but its not bulky at all, its just kinda there.  

my lips are bow shaped. 

I have like... no shoulders. :') 

im not slim or skinny, but im also not overweight. im like.. average ig 

I think I'm a pear body shape 

im a curly girly!! im a 3a. my hair color is like a medium brown. I have natural light brown and blonde highlights, and I have a few red undertones. it falls just under my shoulders when curly, but is to my bust when straightened.

I have freckles on my cheeks and on my hands. my hands are soft (as ive been told) and my fingernails grow fast, but I bite them because of my anxiety so their usually short. 

personality: im a 100% extrovert!!! im very social and loveee talking to others!! like, I scream in public regularly. im also very sensitive. if I see someone cry, I cant help but sob with them. when I get frustrated or angry, tears. its not embarrassing to me though. I think being open with your emotions is very important!!! I also adore to laugh. like alot. ive been told that im kind of a doormat for people I have soft spots for, but for the most part im super vocal about my opinions and im strong with my vocabulary and choice of words. im normally an overall goofy and silly person, but when something serious, or something im passionate about comes up, serious brie comes alive!! I have low self esteem, and get kinda bashful when receiving compliments.. im an over thinker for sure. i overanalyze random stuff cus yes. anxiety sucks man. im also moody. one day ill literally be depressed and hate myself, the next day im smiling and cheerfully skipping around. (hey, skipping is fun, ok?) I'm super talkative- which im sure you figured out by now, haha. im also kinda jumpy cus anxiety. im bad at decision making and get overwhelmed with it.  

hobbies: I like writing. more specifically, creative writing. I love being descriptive and stuff. I love readinggggg!!!!!! books r life . im a strong believer of God and a proud Christian. I like chatting to people, i like watching tv shows, and I love music. OH. how could I forget? my passion is musical theatre. im in love with the stage and being silly on it! im a certified triple threat. Singing dancing and acting are some of my talents. though singing is probably my specialty.  

dislikes: i hate ignorant and illiterate individuals. they make me furious. I also dont like when people overcomplicate things... like bro why??? I also will NOT tolerate homophobia, racism, transphobia, or any sort of hatred. I also hate when people make fun of others who are comfortable in their own skin, and are great at expressing themselves.

likes: I love, loVE, LOVEEEEEEE flowers. my favorites are roses. I love my blanket. I sleep with 9 of them :). nobody is EVER too old for the warmth of a soft blanket. I love physical touch, cant go without it! I randomly cling onto my friends. sometimes I give hugs out of nowhere, I hold hands with my friends alot. I even give them kisses... (on the top of their head, not on the lips lmao).. 

love language:i have alot. physical touch, WOA, and quality time. like I said earlier, I loveee physical touch. and I also love telling people how much I love them and love giving people praise, sometimes I randomly text my friends "iloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouuu" cus yesss. I also like spending time with people cus it makes our bond stronger and we can share so many more fun memories!! what I like receiving is mainly touch and also WOA. I blush kind of easily when my friends give me woa cus self esteem sucks lol. it also leaves a warm feeling in my heart when people say it to my face :) im gonna end it here cus ive been typing for like an hour lol. have a splendid day!!!! stay happy :)

-brie

Sorry for the delay! I hope you enjoy~!!

I ship with Gyomei Himejima!!

Gyomei is known for his deep compassion and kindness towards others, which aligns with your caring personality.

As the Stone Hashira, Gyomei possesses immense strength and is fiercely protective, providing a sense of security that you appreciate.

Both you and Gyomei value justice and empathy, sharing a strong stance against ignorance, overcomplication, and intolerance.

Gyomei’s backstory and emotional depth would resonate with your sensitive and emotional nature, fostering understanding and support.

Gyomei’s willingness to protect and his strength would align well with your love for physical touch and warmth from blankets.

Gyomei’s supportive nature would complement your extroverted and expressive personality, creating a balanced partnership.

Gyomei’s commitment to justice and protecting others would align with your vocal stance on important issues.

His calm and serious demeanor balances out your goofy and silly side, creating a harmonious dynamic.

Gyomei’s resilience and determination, as seen in his role as a Hashira, would be inspiring to you.

Both of you share a tendency to feel deeply and empathize easily with others’ emotions.

Gyomei’s spiritual nature and dedication to his beliefs might resonate with your faith as a proud Christian.

You both would likely provide mutual emotional support and understanding during times of emotional highs and lows.

Gyomei’s ability to communicate through actions and emotions complements your strong vocabulary and expressive nature.

Both of you would appreciate spending time together engaging in hobbies like reading, watching TV shows, and enjoying music.

Being with Gyomei could encourage personal growth, especially in areas of emotional resilience and deepening faith.

[plagiopatagio]

So i just watched Everything Everywhere all at Once

I think this is going to be long, so it's best I split it here

First. I didn't think it would be a silly, genuiely funny movie. I thought it would be abysmal, absolutely boring, but it wasn't: it was emotional, funny, genuine about the message it's trying to tell and absolutely full of charisma from everyone involved in it. (I sort guessed what they'd do with the IRS prizes. But also didn't think it'd end up being like that).

Second. Loveeeeeee all the costumes. That department went absolutely all out, specially with Joy and Evelyn's clothes, though I guess that's the coldest take possible.

Third. The settings are all amazing. Love all the decorations, choice of furniture and colors. The way they change, how there's a bagel-shaped object in every room, how there's vibrant colors (reds, yellows, generally brighter) when Evelyn is famous and successful, and boring colors (browns, dark greens, darker overall) when she feel awful about her life, and how in the end these vibrant colors start seeping into the universe Evelyn is currently in.

Fourth, and here's the meat of this post: the plot of the movie and what I think about it.

I loved it. How she's tempted into giving up, falling into the trap of a deep, miserable and toxic nihilism and individualism, thinking nothing matters and we shouldn't care because it all ends up ending. And I actually fell for it: I thought she'd end up thinking like that and that the moment when she breaks the window, when she hands Waymond the divorce papers, when she stabs him in the first universe, would be er moment of pure joy, and the end of the movie. I was ready to just go away disappointed about it.

But she didn't. She finally understood him: how showing empathy and looking at the bright side are what helps us survive the hardships in life, but more importantly, how absolutely important it is to seek help, and to help others. How, despite what we may think of other people, there's something that connects all of us, something we can share, and despite how hard it may be, we can sincerely say "I love you" to anyone, despite our impressions.

How important it is to see the good in the people around us, and to see that we're not alone, and should not be, even if it seems like the only option.

There's always someone that will be there for us, and that we may be that someone to another person.

It reminds me a bit of the message that AI: Nirvana Initiative tells: that we can't escape reality. That things come to an end, but we should cherish them precisely because of that, and that the people we care about do so too, or maybe even more than we think.

In the end, it was a really good movie.

[jiminy-crickets]

Just finished listening to short n sweet, I love it!! I wish it was released like… two fucking months ago!!! It’s a summer album releasing at the mid end of August????? Anyways, here’s the song fic brainwoms I have now. Writing them down and posting them so I don’t open a new google doc.

Juno - i live me I LOVEEEEEEE me mm breeding fics that aren’t mpreg (i like mpreg but I only like breeding mpreg when the characters are hybrids, in human shaped omegaverse I like vestigial heat/rut you want to breed but it’s a futile effort) I just wanna make some hockeys look at each other with big moon eyes and go ‘tehehehe you’re so hot and nice and sexy and if you said the word id let you knock me up TONIGHTTTTT’

Bed Chem - two players who don’t run the same circles (is that even possible lmao) meet as they are leaving the ASG and it’s boom sparks, but they’re in a rush and so they can’t have a proper conversation, the fic itself would 50/50 sweet fluffy developing relationship over text, and filthy FILLLTHY fantasies and masturbation on both of their parts (no sexting because they are trying to ‘play it cool’ because they don’t want to ‘scare him off’ even though they are both down horrendous)

Slim Pickins - I love himbos, so this has GOT to be a himbo romance, okay so a sorta neurotic type a hockey who is unreasonably proud of his degree that he thinks he ‘needs’ an ‘equally smart’ Anyways, he is always whining about wanting a smart boyfriend to his himbo bestie, about how he goes on dates with people in academia and they are always rude as shit, or they don’t respect him or his job, etc etc just a bunch of bad dates. Himbo and dude become fuck buddies because they are both single and annoyed at the dating pool and don’t want to just hookup. They get into a bit of a routine of going on a date, recapping how horribly it went, then fucking. Anyways eventually dude goes on a date with a guy and it goes good and he’s like ‘oh my god this is an amazing date…… So why do I feel like something horrible had happened, this man is funny and kind and smart and the only thing that I can find at fault is that he isn’t….. my himbo best friend’ and so he goes home recaps the date (slightly embellishing to make it worse) and then they fuck, all the while dude is having a crisis because oh my god I always said I wanted like a really smart boyfriend and himbo isn’t stupid but… like…. And now I’ve been complaining about how I want a smart boyfriend for like months now and I don’t want that I want… him, but he’s looking for a girlfriend someone he can show off and I’m ME and he doesn’t want that!!! And dude is having a huge crisis, meanwhile himbo is just thinking ‘I want a girlfriend like people with A personalities and type A men are mean to me, but type A women are nice’ anyways bla bla bla eventually dude cracks and is like ‘um…. do you like maybe want to try dating me? iknowyourebissxualbutyourelookingforagirlfriendandimnotthqtbutithinkireallylikeyoulikeithinkilikeyouyounotjustyourcock and himbo is like ‘type a man who is nice to me who is my best friend who I have crazy hot sex with on the regular wants to date ME???? Fuck yeah!’ And then they ride off into the sunset.

[jayjamjary]

6/10/14/79/95/97 for the unusual asks ask game

6.) Describe your personality it 3 words or less.

(Most difficult question known to man /hj) Analytical creative freak?

10.) How would you describe your style?

My fashion style is comprised mostly of baggy stuff for comfort reasons but I also do like the shape to brings to the table most of the time. I lean masculine most days (once again for comfort) but I do dress fem sometimes, just less so recently. I loveeeee turtle necks and button up and cargo pants. I tend to tuck my shirt in my pants and I almost always have a wallet chain though more for fidgeting than style. Most of my outfits have black bases and then one or two colors though sometimes I like a yummy mix of slightly muted colors. I wear a lot of things with bones and also a lot of things with <3 hearts. I am a silly earrings connoisseur and have been enjoying beaded bracelets lately. I almost exclusively wear boots and sometimes they are platforms. I like graphic tees and will wear them sometimes with a fun button up or hoodie. I haven't been wearing skirts lately because I've realized two of three of them aren't long enough to cover my ass in the back to a degree I'm comfortable with. The other is a maxi skirt but the zipper on the size is broken >:/

My drawing style leans more realistic and I try to capture a wide variety of facial shapes and body types in it since I mostly draw people. I like fun lighting and either do scribble or paint-y rendering.

14.) If you could live anywhere in the world, where would it be? Why?

Ahhh hard question. I really like the rainforest in the islands of southern Alaska where my grandpa used to live but A.) I only like them in the summer and B.) I'm pretty sure Alaska is a more conservative state. I loveeeeeee tropical islands for all the pretty pants and the oceans and stuff and once I get used to it I don't really mind the heat but also tourists :/ oh also new problem of not being able to wear layers. I didn't care about that when I lived in the tropics as a kid but I do now. I like living in a place with a prominent queer community which I enjoy with Pittsburgh but I do not like living in the suburban sprawl. I want to live somewhere with a lot of cool plants and gay people and either in the city or a rural area. I do not know where that would be.

79.) Do you believe in ghosts?

No, I don't believe in anything supernatural and I'm an atheist. I don't believe in stuff that's not definitely real. Faith has never been for me. I do like to pretend to talk to God/gods though. I compliment them on the clouds and thank them when I'm running late and the traffic isn't bad. I treat them like I'm their blorbo OC. Kinda off topic for a questions about ghosts I guess but as somebody who believes in none of that, they are related to me.

95.) Summer or winter?

I like summer. I tend to get sadder in the winter. The lovely weather around Pittsburgh probably doesn't help. Clouds and clouds and more clouds and then some clouds. I do like the indoor coziness of winter though.

97.) Dark, milk, or white chocolate?

I'm very picky with chocolate. Dark chocolate is gross but I'll eat it if I'm bored. White chocolate upsets my stomach. Milk chocolate is okay but I prefer to have it with something like in a candy bar or something. So milk ig.

[termagax]

*suspiciously prism shaped throat* mmmmmmmmm yummy i loveeeeeee prisms. what? oh... no... i dont know what happened to your prism dude thats crazy.

what the hell happened to my prism i cant find it.

[ufonaut]

You think I am to be steered from my holy quest? You believe I could be deceived? That I could be stopped at all?

Arkham City: The Order of the World (2021) #5

(Dan Watters, Dani)

[jeysbvck]

okay, this is such a stupidly lighthearted idea but i can't stop thinking about reader with a shapeshifting ability and the daredevil trio (foggy,karen, and matt) finding it out in stupid ways 😭

for karen, it was when she was at the office alone and was sorting some files when she noticed that a window was left open. she finds it strange but ultimately decides to close it. cue reader - in their bird or whatever the fuck form - flies towards the window and breaks it. there was glass and blood everywhere. karen was obviously freaked out and screaming, reader is freaked out and screaming. the two of you decided to keep it a secret from the others but karen does urge you to tell them the truth.

foggy finds out during the time he was on his way home and saw a cat sleeping in a box. he decides to bring it home to take care of it. he definitely freaks out in the morning when he sees that you're suddenly sleeping on couch.

foggy: how did you even-what??

reader: ... you kinda,, brought me home last night..?

foggy: when did i--what the fuck, you're a cat?!?!? why the fuck were you even sleeping outside?

reader: I was spying !!

foggy: on what??? rodents??? jesus

and lastly, for matt... he actually had some suspicions since the beginning. he knew that there was something that didn't add up but he didn't want to force you to tell him something you may not be proud of.

cue scene where reader asks to talk to matt, privately. you sound so serious that he actually worries for a bit. (i swear this feels like so out of character for him bcs i havent finished s1 yet 😭)

you tell him and matt's reaction was "oh." and for a second you wonder if he's going to think you're such a weirdo but then he says "so you're saying that ... you were the one who broke the office window 2 months ago?" with a confused look

"..yes? but i swear i paid to have it fixed!"

he just fucking laughs. this man commits aggravated assault every night and this is the funniest shit he's ever heard

anws thats all from me, i'm so sorry for this hot pile of mess but yeah! take care

- 🐌

🐌 I HAVE HAD THIS FOR SO LONG IN MY BOX BC I JUST KEEP READING IT I LOVE THIS SO MUCH

Matt being very serious isn't really out of character for our little Catholic puppy, you've really nailed it!

I imagine after Karen and Foggy find out, they're so obsessed with your power (thinking it's cool as hell bc it is) and they're like you can shape-shift into anything??? And every time foggy sees a cat, or an animal and you're not around hes like whispering to it like "Is that you, Y/N?"

Matt finding it funny would be so cute too! Djdjskwowiqj I love this so much, you really should write it!😭

[seijorhi]

i loveeeeeee asymmetry❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

do you imagine that rin would stop messing around with other girls after he mostly accepts his soulmate, or would he still keep them around on the side??

hope you’re doing well!! please remember to take care of yourself <3

Thank you nonnie!! Glad you liked it hehe

But tbh it’s a tricky one. Once the reader actually starts hanging around, rin feels that soulmate connection kick in and actively fights it. He doesn’t want to want her, but he does, and so the girls he fucks start increasingly looking like the reader. The same hair colour or body type, maybe the same sorta face shape, stuff like that.

The reader of course doesn’t really notice cuz she’s also trying to actively avoid paying any more attention to it than she has to.

Once he actually fucks her though, it solidifies that bond. Sex with your soulmate is different, and everything else just kinda pales in comparison.

So he could fuck other people, but it wouldn’t really scratch that itch and on top of that he now has perfect access to the reader whenever he wants her.

Naturally, he’s not gonna tell her any of that, and it’d become more of an idle threat. If you’re not gonna get on your knees to help him out, he’ll find some other slut who will.

[mewos-laptop]

YOU SHOULD BE !!!!! Tbh sharing your art anywhere is SCARY AS FUCK, and even if the fear usually isn't logical, IT STILL TAKES EFFORT TO BE ABLE TO POST IT AND MAKE IT IN GENERAL !!! /gen

Also the art is just genuinely bomb, ze looks AMAZING /gen

PERIODS SUCCCKKKK AAUUGGHH. Literally our parents were so concerned abt how bad our periods were that they thought we had PCOS or endometriosis or smth, BUT WE DON'T, APPARENTLY. Also I'M LITERALLY ON BIRTH CONTORL THAT CANCELS MY PERIOD WHY IS IT STILL HERE. IS IT STRESS ???? TELL ME, UTERUS, I DEMAND IT /silly, nav

MARIO MAC N CHEESE YIPPEEEEE THAT'S EVEN BETTER !!!!!!! I LOVEEEEEEE shaped Mac n Cheese. I rlly like the bunny shaped ones specifically cuz they're cute

Hihi, how are you all? /nf, curious

I AM SO GODDAMN HAPPY RIGHT NOW I cannot believe I drew Pearl!! Yeah I used a lot of references and I'm not ashamed to admit that BUT I DREW MY PARTNER AAA!!

Also she might make mac and cheese tonight.. Yumyyy

- Lemon

Tbh we're not the greatest, but just period emotional stuff, so nothing to be done abt it rlly /nav, gen

WE SAW !!!!! IT LOOKS SOOOOOOO GOOD OH MY GOSH /gen

There's absolutely never any shame in using references !!! It's how we improve in our art :3 /gen, nbr

Ooooo Mac n Cheese... we freaking LOVE Mac n Cheese. We're gonna be having Ramen and dumplings for dinner :3

[teamjacobthot]

some ppl can get very... let's be nice and say 'interpretive', when it comes to the cullens. but I can't understand why they are so excited about midnight sun. The cullens will not act like they do in these peoples lame repetitive textposts. Racism and mormon ideals shaped the the entire saga and the cullens will be the same unlikeble characters smeyer wrote in the other books and people will be disappointed. I think it's very telling how some can say fuck smeyer yet give her their money..

you’ve made some points. however, ppl have the right to be excited abt their faves (unless you stan the confederate which is 😐) no matter how boring and unlikable they are to others. i dont think cullen stans will be disappointed by midnight sun if what they’re looking for is new content. this whole book is literally just team edward/cullen fan service. now if theyre looking for GOOD content.........well this book IS written by smeyer so................ 

i think the fandom (or at least the people i interact with) understands that this book isnt gonna be particularly well written, groundbreaking, or even like.......good. ofc, the twihard communities on facebook and instagram are gonna love it, but that’s why we don’t claim them lmfao. i think midnight sun will just be more content to make fun of. i personally loveeeeeee making fun of twilight bc it’s just so easy to and some of yall are funny as hell, so i’ll take my meme folder and totally legally obtained copy of the book and have a blast with the absurdity, as well as rightfully drag the inevitable racist parts and call out the cullens bc i was gonna do that anyway. thankfully i have the capacity to do both and my contributions wont put any coin in smeyer’s purse whatsoever.

now when it comes to ppl saying “fuck smeyer” yet giving her money anyway........ i have some thoughts....

ofc i can only speak for myself, and obviously, all of this is my opinion. ppl can spend their money however they want, but im definitely gonna side-eye the “i bought the book BUT i still hate smeyer/donated to the tribe/reblogged anti-racist resources/etc” crowd. like do you really hate smeyer then? do you REALLY? maybe im just built different. or maybe racism holds more weight to me bc i’ve actually experienced it as a Black person and it doesnt exist as some new internet concept for me. idk. either way, there is just no “BUT” to me when it comes to racists, especially if you have the choice NOT to financially support the very racist you drag on the internet. 

talking shit on this blue hellsite is free. rereading the twilight books you got back in 2009 before you knew better puts zero dollars and zero cents into smeyer’s pockets. buying a brand new copy of midnight sun literally does put some dollars and some cents into her pockets though, even if you donate to the Quileute nation too. as twilight fans, i feel that we should all donate to the Quileute nation anyway, whenever possible. but even if you pay for a brand new copy of midnight sun AND donate to the tribe, you’re still giving the racist author your money. you just are. no amount of money donated to the tribe can negate smeyer gaining money from you buying her book. it is what it is. you can spend your money how you want but like...... *jane voice* keep that in mind. obviously its better to buy the book and donate rather than buy the book and NOT donate, but maybe ask yourself why having a new, amazon supplied copy of ~*twilight again but in edward’s perspective*~ is worth the cognitive dissonance when paired with the abundance of “fuck smeyer” posts on your blog.

oh and also! it’s so easy to get the book in ways that dont give her any/as much money! there are local libraries. there are secondhand bookstores. i know damn well it’s gonna end up in value village in a couple months right next to all the other twilight books. there are p*r*t*d copies BOUND to end up on the internet within a week of the book dropping. i probably couldnt get away w this this bc im Black, but fuckin steal the book from target or walmart or something!!! use that white privilege if you got it!!!!

if youre like me and wanna read midnight sun but dont wanna give a racist your money, there are ways to get it. but pls spare me if youre gonna cry “fuck smeyer” on here and still buy the book lmao.

[kitcatttt]

Cube sure is Cubing /j

Cube/Cosmic is much happier than his TPC counterpart! Probably because the apocalypse hasn’t started yet- but also because he just got Cyan/Tristam. Tristam is surprisingly easy to take care of though, he’s very low maintenance.

In Hope, all of the shapes are divided into four islands. Cubes or quadrilaterals, circles/ellipses/ anything that doesn’t have corners, triangles and monsters, and other shapes with 5+ sides/polygons. The cube island is a performance based place, being extremely bright and flashy. Think Las Vegas or Shibuya. Cosmic is a professional dancer!

He grew up with Iris since Cosmic’s dad had a close (not friendship, they do NOT like eachother) relationship with the king. Cosmic has a natural stutter and would often get made fun of for it, but Iris would always stand up for him :]

Cosmic still has Cubical/Ellias as a brother, but he died a couple days after he got Tristam in a freak accident. This definitely fucked Cosmic up since he was also the one teaching him how to take care of a kid, but he’s doing his best on his own. It what he would’ve wanted.

Pentellow is his cousin! His dad is Circumsphere’s brother (not biological) and Circumsphere is married to Cintagon :3

He loveeeeeees shiny jewelry, he wears it all the time while performing.

Taking care of Tristam has gotten him into bird watching! Tristam, being part bird loves to hang out with other birds :3 so Cosmic let’s him roam around while keeping an eye on him, and other birds around.

Great at cooking, sewing, basically any basic skills that don’t require hefty physical movement. He doesn’t like sports or working out, that’s more of Iris’ thing. They compliment each other’s skills well.

He’s also babied by Pyrahedron a lot (Pyrahedron will have the same color pallet as Pyrare just with the new name). He little baby man :]

Hates hates HATES Dub/Deluxe, not only is he a threat to his kid, but he’s hurt his other brother, Cuboid/Kara. Kara’s currently hospitalized, in the first stages of infection with the corruption (which works more like a zombie virus)

Cosmic isn’t childhood friends with Lythorus, rather, he met him when he went to the Polygon island to meet Pentellow. Polygons are gardeners and ranchers, growing Flowers and taking care of Blooms (water Flowers, basically fish). Lythorus was the first Flower Pentellow grew, he’s 17, Cosmic is 19. Queer platonic Flowerpower. :3

that’s all I can think of rn, will update later :3

Can you guys ask me anything about my Hope au pleas,,,, worldbuilding, characters (same as TPC au), corruption idgas,,,, Hope is starting to invade my mind,,,

[alltingzsuper]

This Shouldn’t Hurt This Bad

Ship: Bucky x Black Reader (Not explictly black)

Word Count: 1.2K

Angst with a happy ending!

A/N: This is my first fan fiction in several years so take it easy but I would loveeeeeee feedback. Also not edited so ignore any mistakes.

It seems like the rain had been pelting the windows for days. Maybe it was all part of her imagination. These days it seems like everything has been running together. She knew that her feelings were mainly her fault but she still couldn’t help the sinking feeling in her heart when she thought of him. It didn’t help that everything seemed to remind her of the man who she decided to push away. The sheets still smell like him and she gave up on trying to get it out. It brought her comfort. 

“Why are you determined to get me away from you? Huh?” He screamed while on the verge of tears. The thing is she knows why she is pushing him away. She doesn’t feel worthy of him and his love. 

“I just feel like you should be directing your energy somewhere more important” She responded calmly even though inside she was breaking. 

“ You don’t think you’re important to me? You have become the most important thing to me, how do you not see that?” He said letting the tears fall freely at this point. 

She shakes her head trying to get his heartbroken look out of her head but it seems engraved at this point. She didn’t think it would hurt him. She thought that she could leave and he wouldn’t be affected. She decides that being cooped up in this apartment wasn’t doing her any good. She grabs her jacket, shoes and keys and leaves. She gets in her car and just sits. She breathes in the rain coated air around her and sudden;y feels the calmest she has felt in days. Her thoughts drift to a better time with him.

The blue duvet is pushed back as she starts drawing shapes into his back. This was something that relaxed her, to know that he is still here with her. To know that he is still breathing. When she felt him start to move, she retracts her hand. She felt as though she shouldn’t be doing it, doing this with him, being so close and getting used to the compassion he gives her. She knows how it always goes. She gets attached and then they hurt her and leave. 

“What are you thinking so hard about, doll?” He asks as he turns to face her. He takes this time to take in her beautiful features. He does this every morning. He doesn’t know when they are gonna call him for another mission, so he likes to commit her face to memory. Her eyes are his favorite. Pools of deep brown that can change his sour mood the second he sees them. 

“Nothing. Just you.” She says as she shines her million dollar smile at him. He takes this chance to give her a quick kiss. 

“What was that for?” She said. 

“Just cause, sweetheart” He flashes a quick smile

 She turns the ignition and began driving. She didn’t realize that she was crying until a teardrop hit her arm. This hurt so bad. Especially when she was constantly seeing his tear stricken face when she closed her eyes.

“There are so many more important things. I can’t possibly be the most important thing to you.” You are constantly saving the world and I am stuck here.” She exclaimed. She knows that missions are a sore spot for him and if she had to get him to hate her. She had to hit his sore spots. 

“ I am suffering here too but I don’t feel like it is as important as you and your nightmares, so I have to hold it all in. Bucky, I am constantly tired and it feels like you aren’t really there for me like I am for you. I’m sorry but I can’t be the only one trying here.” She yelled. She knew that he gave her all the extra time he had and was very attentive to her feelings. She knew this was a lie. 

She knew where she was going now. It would take a little while to get there but she needed to see something. She was ignoring so many different traffic laws but she can’t take this anymore. She felt a shift in everything since that night. Nothing felt right. Nothing tasted right. She wanted to at least try this.

“I’m sorry , love. I had no idea. You don’t have to hide from me. Like I said you are the most important thing to me.” Bucky reached for her but she steps to the side. She wraps her arms around her body and then simultaneously breaks both of their hearts with one sentence.

“ We should go our separate ways, Buck.” She explained with tears in her eyes. It felt like his world had just shattered. 

“ Whatever you want , doll. Just remember that I love you.” He then grabs his things and makes his way out of the door. It was a miracle that she held her sobs for that long. She falls to the floor and the only thing she can say is,

“What have I done?” 

She parks her car in front of the building and just stares for a while. Was she sure that this is what she wanted to do? She wasn’t 100% sure but she knew that she had to attempt to fix it. Breathing in deep, she pushed the car door open and began walking up to the tower’s entrance. She was surprised when the gate opened for her. By the time she made it up to the door, she was greeted by Steve.

“ Oh thank God. He has been locked up in his room for the past week. He is so miserable and absolutely nothing will get him out of his room. I am guessing you are here to talk to him?” Steve said with this pleading look on his face. 

“That is exactly why I am here” She said with this new rush of confidence. Steve leads her up to Bucky’s room and then turns back to her.

“ Like I said earlier, he has been miserable and literally has not left his room for anything at all. So be careful” He turns back and tells F.R.I.D.A.Y to open the door. Once she was let inside, Steve left the same way they came. 

“Bucky?” She said with concern littering her voice. 

“Steve, stop doing that please” Bucky said with so much sadness in his voice that her chest constricted.

“No Steve, it’s just me.” When she said that Bucky sat up so quickly and looked at her in disbelief.

“Why are you here? You wanted to go our separate ways remember?” Bucky spit. 

“ I know I said that but I pushed you away because every time I let a man in my life, I always get hurt. I thought maybe this time I would hurt you before you got the chance to hurt me. Looking back it was stupid to do.” She said genuinely. Bucky just stared at her for a couple of minutes. 

“ I missed you so much.” Bucky finally said after a couple of minutes. He got out of bed and enveloped her in a hug.

“ I missed you too. I feel like you also missed the shower.” She said in a teasing manner. He looked over at her sheepishly and just started laughing.

“ Yeah maybe I did.”