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FINALLY finished my outline for prodigal son itâs going to end up way longer than i planned </3
#thereâs so much iâm trying to get across without making it ridiculously long#iâm like. trying to make it clear that malc isnât the driving force here#because heâs a bit older than jamie and jamieâs only eighteen and pretty sheltered so it could seem dodgy#and don't get me wrong i'm not going to NOT write something just because it's objectively shady especially for ttoi#but itâs not like malcolm swoops in and initiates everything. that wouldn't fit the characters#jamieâs a determined wee shit and heâs fucking relentless when he wants to be#itâs more a case of malcolm caving and agreeing to let him into His World as it were#and jamieâs always had this anger and this rebellious streak that leaves him susceptible to doing shady shit#heâs not a kid heâs making his own decisions malcâs just here for the ride#and also like. jamie SEEMS like heâs losing his faith at points but itâs actually getting stronger#i donât want it to seem like heâs given up god for the sake of following malcolm#heâs just making peace with the fact that his god and the christian god donât align too well#it's kind of like. malcolm is partly helping him be more honest and brave and do some good in the world#but he's also partly (mostly unknowingly) being a genuinely bad influence too#but all the bad shit jamie's going to end up doing comes from himself. it was already there#because i see jamie and malc as huge enablers for each other. it's their whole thing#and i think it's interesting to show them in my fic being (for the time) very radical and rebellious#and it stems from a genuine desire to a) do good in the world and help people and b) break themselves out of the working class bubble#but by the time they reach canon that has manifested into something quite horrible#their rebellion and radicalism is now used to do bad things that don't even justify the end goal anymore#and now they've broken out the working class bubble they're just playing into the toxic westminster mindset#because that's the only way you survive in the game (or at least in malcolm's case. he ends up with no spine)#because he's willing to abandon his principles if it keeps him and the party in power#and at some point down the line the good intentions get lost to his own ego and need for control#anyway i'm normal#ttoi
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How many kisses I think it would take before he turns to mush
My creativity has been stuck in essentially a rush hour traffic jam for like weeks, so let's write something silly for practice, shall we?
Lucifer
Definitely ten or more. He tries to keep his composure, to focus on the task at hand, scold you for coddling him and distracting him, but if you hold onto your stubbornness and see it through to the end, he will be putty in your hands soon after you reach double digits. He might even fall faster if you give him little bits of praise after every kiss.
Mammon
Three MAX. One to catch him off guard, one to make it really sink in, and then the third to land the final blow. No amount of tsundere will outlast the triple attack. He'll be following you around like a lost puppy for the rest of the day, almost demanding more. He's greed after all, three might've broken him, but he'll be damned if he doesn't get more.
Levi
I would be tempted to say just one is enough, but we want a soft boy, not a vibrating, anxious mess. He gets tense at first, and he needs some reassurance and some time to understand that he likes and is okay what is happening. So I'm going to say five or more kisses. The first few he's just stuttering and blushing, but soon after, he can put that aside and just allow himself to relax a bit.
Satan
He acts like it takes him just as long as Lucifer, reaching double digits, when in reality he gave in internally much much earlier than that. Four is when his heart is melting and his mind is screaming, but around eight is when his body starts to unwind, almost curling around you like a cat.
Asmo
Much higher than you would expect. One must bridge the initial flirting phase before he becomes a puddle. I'm going to say probably six kisses. The first three he'll be giddy, but if you get softer with each kiss, he'll slowly start to become speechless.
Beel
As long as there isn't food in the way, just one. One kiss is all it takes. This demon has just so much love in him, you hardly need to kiss him for him to be soft for you. He doesn't need to put up an act. Just give him a single smooch and he'll drop whatever he's doing to cuddle into you.
Belphie
So many kisses. Probably even more than Lucifer. He feels like he deserves your kisses anyway, so it's hard to get him flustered about it, especially when he's so spoiled. Besides, you have to hope your affection won't lull him to sleep. Over ten for sure. Just keep going. Eventually, he'll be overwhelmed and give up his sleepy smug nature and transform into fluff.
Diavolo
Look me in the eyes and tell me this touch starved man will not cave after like two or three. He's not used to kisses, so the first kiss has his brain lagging. Hit him with the double combo and he's gone. Wasted. Fatality. Although please just kiss him more than twice. He really likes it.
Barbatos
Too many to count, unfortunately. He likes it, don't get him wrong, he's just tough to break. But there must be a breaking point somewhere. Keep attacking him with kisses and surely he must give in eventually, although most likely by his own will, giving in just so you can catch a proper breath. A win is a win.
Simeon
Probably no more than four, although it seems like more than that because he'll often return to sender and kiss you back. Don't give in, you must stay strong before he makes you melt first. Hum as you kiss him and he'll fall faster, almost cooing.
Solomon
He's got a stronger will than most, almost as good as Barbatos, but he will melt in due time. He'll treat it like a game at first, which it almost is to you, but he doesn't have to know that. It takes a while, but when he melts, he melts fast. He'll be trying to chuckle and make light of it one moment, and then be a completely speechless mess the next.
#obey me#obey me shall we date#obey me headcanons#obey me imagines#obey me lucifer#obey me mammon#obey me levi#obey me satan#obey me asmo#obey me beel#obey me belphie#obey me diavolo#obey me barbatos#obey me simeon#obey me solomon
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advent calendar || jeon wonwoo
content warning: none || masterlist
âdo you feel better now?â i whined, looking down at him.
âno, i still need to recharge.â wonwoo singsongs, snuggles deeper into me.
i roll my eyes out of annoyance when i noticed my abandoned book left on the other side of his bed. for the past ten minutes wonwoo and i have been entangled with one another since he got eliminated from his current game. he didnât care to announce himself or do anything but interrupt my reading and cuddle with me.
wonwoo tightens his arms around my waist. if i wasnât in the middle of reading the chapter where asher ditched his big soccer match for scarlett, i would actually be happy to cuddle with wonwoo, but right now i wanted to strangle him.
âhowâs your book?â
âdo.not.ask.me.that.question.â my voice simmering with quite rage. i glare into his brown eyes as he smiles up at me with pleasure.
âsomeone opened her book the wrong way today.â he singsongs teasingly.
âsomeone will end up with a broken arm if they donât untangle themselves and let me finish the chapter i am reading.â i deadpan.
he chuckles burying his face into me, âcute.â
âyou know if i didnât know you two, i would assume youâre dating.â mingyu chimes from the doorway.
wonwoo and i exchange a brief eye contact. something sparks between us but we both look away before either of us could say something.
âi thought you left already?â wonwooâs voice softly.
âi am just leaving but i wanted to stop by your room real quick to see my favorite couple.â
âwe are not a couple.â i spat.
âthen why are you wearing wonwooâs hoodie in wonwooâs bed cuddling with wonwoo? you know you two look quite comfortable. all he has to do is lean up and wonwoo can kiss you.â mingyu teases.
i glance down at my outfit and feel my body start to go warm feeling flustered. mingnth did have a point but he never lets me breathe without joking about how wonwoo and i are couple or could be couple. honestly i would be lying if i said i donât think about wonwoo and i being more than friends because i do. moments like this where we are cuddling in his bed and he teases me about the current book i am reading and the lines of couple and friend blur. i mentally smack myself from spiraling deeper into thoughts and look back at mingyu.
âjust get out of here and go on your gym date with dino.â i scoffed.
âbeing kicked out of my own house by my best friendâs best friend, thatâs new.â his voice dripping with sarcasm. he sticks his tongue out me, âlet me know if anything changes between you since i am the other half that lives here too. i would like an advance warning before everyone else.â
i reach for wonwooâs pillow launching in his directions but mingyu misses my hit when closes the door. wonwoo laughs walking back to his computer.
âyou know he only does that to get a rise out of you, right? you always cave into his attention.â
âyeah, i know. i gotta throw him a bone every now and then otherwise i have no one to go back and forth with.â i giggled, falling back further into wonwooâs bed.
i reach over for my book getting lost in the pages. wonwoo groans stretching out his body before heading down the hall for the restroom. i set my book down too taking my annual stretch. when i stretch my arms my fingers reach a thin silky paper under his other pillows.
christmas wrapping paper. wonwoo must have been wrapping gifts before i arrived. i reach for my book again trying to read but it didnât last very long. my mind kept wandering back to the gifts wonwoo could have wrapped.
whoâs gift was it? what did he get? how many gifts did this person get? did he spend all year saving up for it? did it cost him a fortune?
i push myself off the bed and went straight to rummaging through his closet. luckily his clothes were all neatly folded which made it easier to skim through the different drawers and cubes. each slam of the cubes or drawers lead to dead end. i skim through the top shelf of his closet hoping to find a wrapped gift.
âwhere is it? where is it?â i thought to myself.
âwhat do you think youâre doing?â wonwoo voice echoes
âi am definitely not snooping or trying to find my christmas gift from you.â i deadpan, turning around at the sound of his voice. âi was just looking for my shirt that i left here last time.
â itâs still in the hamper. havenât done laundry yet.â he says watching me carefully.
i peer behind him noticing the wrapping paper near his desk. if wonwoo suspicious of me snooping he did a good job pretending to not notice.
he leans down to his desk and taps his fingers onto his keyboard, his voice cool and calm, âi didnât wrap your christmas presents yet.â
my body freezes in place and i turn to look at him as warmth floods my cheeks. he knows. i have been caught. a teasing grin forms at his lips making me want to smack him or kiss him. i shudder at the latter walking back to his bed. there is no point in further searching.
wonwoo falls quiet except for talking into his headset with his other team mates. other than that his fingers did most of the work. there was something comforting and relaxing when i heard the the clicks of wonwooâs keyboard. usually i have my headphones on when i read because the clicking can be distracting but most times when i am not reading i love listening to the sound. i donât even realize i have doze off in his bed until i wake up an hour later. i reach my hand out over my body realizing wonwoo had put a blanket on me while i was napping.
âhey sleepyhead, are you fully awake now?â wonwoo asked, from his computer.
i groan nodding my head at him. he glances between his monitor and screen to look at me giggling to himself. he doesnât walk over to me right away. he gives me some time to fully adjust to my surroundings and being awake. i ended up scrolling through my phone for a good ten minutes when he finally stood up and shuts off his computer.
âi have a little surprise for you.â he tells me. âyou have to close your eyes first.â
i furrow my eyebrows together curiously, staring at him. wonwoo doesnât move. he waits for me to close my eyes. i cover my hands over my eyes when i hear shuffling and wonwoo repeatedly reminding me to not peek and keep my eyes covered. each reminder he gave me, i would respond to saying that i am covering my eyes and not peeking.
the bed dips underneath me as he takes a seat next to me. his breath heavy and warm near my skin. if i move my hand to his chest, i swear i could feel his pulse racing like mine.
âokay open your eyes.â his voice mixed with excitement and nerves.
i flutter my eyes open adjusting to my surroundings again. wonwoo holds a giant white woven basket decorated with purple and blue ribbons in the handle. the basket filled with multiple prettily wrapped rectangles covered in snowflakes. i noticed the giant words on the front of the basket reading âbookvent calendarâ.
âoh my god! jeon wonwoo, what did you do?â i try my best to suppress my smile, skimming through each wrapped book.
âi made you a book advent calendar.â he swipes his hand over the basket.
âyes, i can see that but how?â
my heart bursts with excitement skimming through each carefully wrapped book labeled with a number. i noticed a little card attached to the first book and opened it.
welcome to your annual december book advent christmas calendar. open one book each day according to the date up until christmas eve. enjoy, my favorite book reader. (p.s you have to record your reaction to opening each book you open)
- love your favorite gamer
wonwoo goes into explaining how he thought of the idea. how he kept tabs on the books i have read already, what books i talked about wanting to read, and the different types of special editions to my favorite series. every time i talked with him he was able to narrow down his selection to the books he has wrapped in the basket. the way his eyes light up when talking about how the idea came to him and the way his smile only grew bigger and bigger while he explained. something warm and fuzzy floods through my vein making it hard to breathe properly.
âi know how much you love reading and how happy it makes you. plus i know when you a book becomes your favorite because you can yap for hours about it or if you didnât like it then i will never hear you talk about it after the first read.â he smiles. âsometimes when i am playing my games on my computer and i see you reacting to your books, i will either pause my game or just lose just to watch your reaction cause ââ
there havenât been many moments in my life where i was genuinely left speechless and giddy. this is one of those rare moments. to hear wonwoo confess that he loves when i talk about my books to him and how he likes seeing my reactions to them left a warm and giddy feeling. i wanted to sob on the spot over how attentive he is to me. no one in the world would have thought to have done this for me but he did this for me.
âyour silence scares me a little. what do you think?â his voice concerned, staring back at me.
âi think i just fell more in love with you.â i mumbled. it took me a second to realize my words and see wonwooâs eyes widen in shock. âi-i meanâŠâ
âyouâre in love with me?â he asked. a hint of amusement in his voice.
âi-i was talking about the books.â i clarified. âhow i am in love with the books that youâve gotten to me.â
he raises an eyebrow, âyou donât even know which books i got you yet.â
âtrue but that doesnât mean i canât be more in love with them.â i straighten my shoulders, exhaling and inhaling slowly to calm my racing pulse.
âcan i ask you something?â
i nod.
âyou have read so many romance books, if you could write one about us, what trope would you give us? forced proximity? friends to lovers?â he glances at me knowingly.
âyouâre not going to let this one go, are you?â
he shakes his head amused, ânot until youâre ready to confess what we both heard.â
the corners of my lips rise, âi am in love with jeon wonwoo and this book advent calendar confirmed it even more for me.â
âsince youâre so in â-â
âi did not say so in love.â i spat defensively, shoving his shoulders.
âokay, since youâre in love with me, how about i pick you up for dinner on wednesday?â he grins.
âthis feels like youâre just teasing me.â i giggled embarrassed.
âi have no ill intentions wanting to pursue you. i believe someone said earlier that if they didnât know us, they wouldâve assumed we were dating and honestly i have been thinking about us and dating for the last few months now.â
âso why say something now?â i questioned.
âcause the girl i am in love with just confessed she has mutual feelings for me too.â his voice soft and warm, making me smirk.
#seventeen scenario#seventeen scenarios#seventeen#svt scenarios#seventeen imagines#seventeen drabbles#seventeen x reader#seventeen x yn#seventeen wonwoo#svt x reader#svt x yn#svt scenario#svt imagines#wonwoo x reader#wonwoo x yn#jeon wonwoo#wonwoo imagines#wonwoo scenarios
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"Goodnight, my kiddo."
Peri taking (BABY) Dev to bed. Request from @mortallysteadydeer.
These were some loose sketches from my previous comic but fleshed out the sketches with a baby Dev and Peri instead!
While I was drawing this I thought of a story about Peri begging Jorgen to be Dev's fairy godparent again but Jorgen utterly refusing. After several more pleas, Jorgen caves in and grants Peri's one more fairy godparent opportunity with Dev. This time it's to go back in time to ease a lonely 8-month old Dev through the apex of his parents' divorce-- but only for 1500 mins. Jorgen works with Father Time who transports Peri 9(ish) years into the past attaching an hour glass watch to Peri's wrist that will take him back to the present after 1500 mins. Peri, disguised as Dev's hired full-time nanny, happily reunites with him, transforming Dev's lonely room into a magical enclave and protecting him from the arguments between his parents, as Dev's father, Dale wins to take full custody. Just as Peri spends his last hour napping with Dev, Dev's fraught mother secretly takes Dev and runs away with him. Peri wakes up to Dale screaming in the other room as Dev goes missing on his smart watch tracker. Dale and Peri panic, and after a short blame game, Dale rushes off to search with a fleet of O-PAIR drones and Peri frantically tries to figure out his own plan knowing he only has 1 hour left in the past, and just as all seems lost, Nick-of-Time poofs in to help extend Peri's time in need!
(;v; ) That's all I'm gunna write out so far! I have an ending in mind but I'll keep it to myself for now as it reveals Dev's mother, who was one of the existing characters from the original series. Huhuhuhu!
#fairly oddparents#fop a new wish#fairly odd parents a new wish#dev dimmadome#peri#periwinkle#a new wish#dev#fop dev#fop peri#peri fairly oddparents#dev fairly oddparents#baby dev#baby development#fanart#facfic idea#dale dimmadome wasn't THAT bad of a dad in the beginning.. or so it seems
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HI, NEIGHBOR â PART 3
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âą JASON TODD x MALE!READER
SUMMARY â youâre new to the neighborhood and find yourself becoming friends with the residential bad boy, Jason Todd. From his perspective, you seem like an outgoing guy yet thereâs a mystery to you he couldnât quite figure out.
WARNING! 18+ MDNI. Suggestive Langauge. Swearing. Violence.
WORDS! 11.2k
AUTHORâS NOTE! here we are with part three finally, I know I was supposed to post this days ago but reality interrupted my dreams and I had handle a few things, but as you can see we are locked and loaded. Also 11k words is insane, but it was getting so goodâI had to finish!
I hope you enjoy! đ
NEXT PART! FOUR
PREVIOUS PART! TWO.
In the months following your arrival at Wayne Manor, you slowly adjusted to life within its towering, stone-carved walls. The sprawling estate, with its endless corridors, grand halls, and hidden passageways, transformed from an intimidating labyrinth into something almost familiarâthough it never quite lost its imposing presence. You had little choice in the matter; agreeing to let the Bat Family handle the looming threat of the League of Assassins meant surrendering your personal freedom in ways you hadn't anticipated. The arrangement came with a steep, unspoken cost: confinement.
Bruce, ever the calculating strategist and overprotective guardian, made it clear from day one that venturing outside the Manor was not an option. "Too dangerous," he had said firmly, his voice leaving no room for argument. He cited countless reasons: the League's relentless pursuit, Gotham's ever-growing list of threats, and his unyielding need to protect those under his roof. It didn't matter how many times you reminded himâand the rest of the familyâthat you weren't some defenseless bystander. You'd survived the League's brutal training. You'd fought your way through far worse than Gotham's criminals. You were capable, competent, and deadlyâbut none of that mattered to Bruce. He couldn't risk losing another person he cared about.
So, despite the suffocating restrictions, you adapted. You weren't the type to waste energy on complaints, especially when there were...perks. Life at Wayne Manor came with its comfortsâluxuries you never expected but quickly came to appreciate. Alfred Pennyworth, ever the consummate butler and caretaker, could whip up anything you requested with unparalleled skill. His meals were nothing short of culinary masterpieces, turning even the most routine days into something special. But it wasn't just the foodâAlfred himself was a grounding presence, his dry wit and subtle warmth offering rare moments of peace in an otherwise tense environment.
Then there was the Batcave. Its state-of-the-art training facilities became both sanctuary and battleground. You poured hours into training, pushing yourself to exhaustion against holographic enemies and weighted combat simulations. You sharpened your skills with unwavering focus, testing weapon prototypesâsome Bruce didn't even know existed. The cave's cold, metallic stillness was familiar, almost comforting. Every punch, every kick, every precise movement was a reclaiming of control, a defiant stand against the helplessness confinement tried to impose.
As the weeks turned into months, bonds you hadn't expected began to form. Dick, ever the optimist with his easy smile and magnetic charm, quickly became someone you trusted. His laughter seemed to chase away the Manor's heavy shadows, making even the darkest days lighter. Then there was Tim, sharp-eyed and brilliant, whose love of strategy and detective work mirrored your own. Together, you dissected Gotham's criminal networks like players in a high-stakes game of chess, often losing track of time in the process.
Even Damian, the guarded and sharp-tongued youngest member of the family, began to thaw. He still acted like the world's most stubborn brat, but there was something like respect in his gaze when he watched you trainâperhaps recognizing a fellow survivor shaped by the League's harsh hand. The two of you shared an unspoken understanding built on shared experience, though neither of you would ever admit it aloud.
But the deepestâand most unexpectedâconnection you forged was with Jason.
Jason, with his jagged edges and bruised soul, had always been something of a wild card. Reckless, passionate, and fiercely loyal, he seemed to understand the feeling of being trapped better than anyone. He never pitied you for your situationâhe just got it. He made being stuck at Wayne Manor tolerable, even fun at times. The two of you easily fell back into your old rhythm: late-night movie marathons sprawled across the Manor's oversized couches, sharp-witted banter flying between you like familiar, well-worn armor.
But things were...different now. The kiss you had sharedâunexpected, intense, realâhad shifted something fundamental between you. It wasn't just a passing moment or a mistake born out of loneliness. It lingered in every shared glance, every casual touch that lasted a second too long. Conversations turned softer in the quiet hours of the night, the edges of your banter giving way to something deeper, more intimate.
Jason's eyes lingered when he thought you weren't paying attention, a quiet intensity burning beneath that tough exterior he wore like a shield. His hand would brush yours, and neither of you would pull away. The space between you felt charged, an invisible line crossed long ago that neither of you wanted to retreat from. You both danced around the unspoken truth, hesitant but unwilling to let go of whatever fragile, uncertain thing was forming between you.
Wayne Manor might have felt like a gilded cage at times, its stone walls a constant reminder of your captivityâbut being with Jason made it feel like something else entirely. He made it feel safe. He made it feel like home.
The quiet hum of advanced technology reverberated through the cavernous expanse of the BatCave, blending seamlessly with the steady rhythm of your fists slamming into the reinforced punching bag suspended from thick, heavy chains. Each precise strike sent deep, resounding thuds echoing across the cold stone walls, reverberating through the dimly lit space like distant thunder. The soft glow from the Batcomputer's towering display monitors flickered faintly in the background, illuminating rows of specialized gear and weapon racks arranged with military precision.
Beads of sweat rolled down your temple, dripping onto the steel platform beneath your feet. You inhaled deeply, letting the chilled, mineral-scented air cool your burning lungs. The BatCave's icy stillness grounded you, stripping away everything except the focus of combatâthe rhythm, the movement, the power radiating from deep within your core.
Your knuckles connected with the bag again and again, each punch sharper, faster, and harder than the last. The faint pulse of Chi energy thrummed beneath your skin, a persistent force you had long since learned to harness. It surged with every strike, burning like a fire that couldn't be extinguishedâonly controlled.
Fighting was your language, your anchor, your defiance. The League of Assassins' brutal training still lived within your muscles, etched into your very bones. You hated that, but it was yours nowâsomething reclaimed, reshaped into a weapon on your terms.
You pivoted sharply, throwing a vicious spinning back-kick that cracked against the heavy bag with a satisfying boom, sending it swinging wildly on its reinforced chains. The satisfying ache in your leg reminded you that you were still in controlâthat you were still fighting.
Thenâ "Your balance is off."
The cold, clipped voice cut through the stillness like the edge of a blade.
You whirled on instinct, already dropping into a defensive stanceâready to strike. But you stopped short when you saw him.
Damian stood a few feet away, arms crossed, his intense green eyes gleaming in the dim, flickering light. His posture was impossibly straight, his expression sharp and unreadableâa perfect image of practiced discipline and quiet authority far beyond his years. His green cape draped neatly over one shoulder, its hem just barely brushing the cave floor like a royal mantle.
Despite your heightened senses, you hadn't heard his approachânot a single footfall, not even a whisper of movement. He was that good.
You exhaled slowly, tension still coiling in your muscles. "You always sneak up on people, or is it just me?"
His mouth twitchedâjust slightly. Not quite a smirk, but close. "Consider it a compliment," he replied coolly. "Most wouldn't have even noticed me."
You snorted softly, grabbing a towel from the nearby bench and wiping the sweat from your face. "So, what do you want, Wayne? Here to critique my footwork again?"
Damian took a measured step forward, boots clicking faintly against the cold steel. His eyes remained locked on yoursâsharp, calculating, serious.
"I came to talk."
You blinked, thrown by his directness. Damian Wayne... wanting to talk? That was a first.
Still, something about his tone was differentâless sharp, more... resolute. Whatever this was, it wasn't just a passing observation about your training.
You tossed the towel aside, folding your arms. "Talk about what?"
Damian tilted his head slightly, studying you like a chess piece he was considering moving. For a moment, he said nothingâhis sharp mind clearly weighing his words before finally speaking.
"About the League... and what comes after." His voice was quietâbut heavy with meaning.
Your breath hitched despite yourself, though you kept your expression neutral. The League. They were always thereâlingering at the edges of your mind, a shadow you could never quite escape.
"What about it?" you asked cautiously.
His gaze didn't waver. "You know what it means to be made by them... to be shaped by their rules." His voice was steady, but edged with something deeperâsomething personal. "They make you believe that's all you'll ever be." His expression hardened. "That you'll never be anything else."
Your jaw clenched, memories surfacing like jagged glass cutting through old wounds. You stayed silent, letting him speak.
Damian's sharp features remained set, but something... raw flickered in his eyesâsomething unmistakably human.
"I believed that," he admitted quietly. "For a long time." His voice dropped, almost distantâas though speaking more to himself than to you.
"I thought being part of the League... was my purpose. That their rules, their code, were all that mattered." His lips pressed into a thin line, bitterness seeping into his tone. "Until I came here."
Your brow furrowed, caught off guard by the quiet intensity in his voice. Damian never talked about himselfâespecially not about this.
He took a slow, measured breath, meeting your gaze with quiet determination. "Being Robin... changed that."
His voice steadied, gaining strength. "My father taught me that being a weapon isn't the same as being a person. That I could choose who I wanted to beânot what the League made me."
His emerald-green eyes burned with conviction, even as something darker lingered beneath the surface. "But it wasn't easy."
You remained silent, listening intently despite yourself.
Damian took another deliberate step forward, his voice steady but low. "I still fight. I still kill, when I have to." His gaze hardened. "That part of me doesn't just... disappear. It's always there. But it doesn't control me anymore."
He held your gaze, fierce yet... understanding. "Neither does it have to control you."
The words hit you like a blow, raw and unyielding. For a long moment, you couldn't speak, couldn't breathe. His admission struck something deep, something you had buried long ago.
"You think..." your voice wavered, rough with emotion. "You think it's that simple?"
Damian's expression softenedâbut just barely. "No," he said firmly. "But it's possible."
The stillness between you stretchedâcharged not with hostility, but... understanding. For the first time, Damian wasn't speaking as Robin, or Bruce Wayne's son, or even a former assassin.
He was speaking as someone who understood.
You exhaled slowly, tension bleeding from your shoulders.
"I'm... not like you," you admitted, voice barely above a whisper. "I don't know if I can change."
Damian's lips twitchedâalmost a knowing smirk, but softer. "Neither did I."
Silence fell between you once moreâweighted, but... not uncomfortable.
Finally, Damian straightened and stepped back toward the shadows of the BatCave, his cape trailing behind him like a phantom.
"Just... think about it." His voice was calm, steadyâbut held an edge of quiet sincerity.
Without another word, he vanished into the dark, leaving you alone with your thoughts... and the faint, lingering echo of his words.
"It doesn't control me... and it doesn't have to control you."
For the first time in a long time... you wondered if that could actually be true.
The soft flicker of the TV cast shifting shadows across your dimly lit room in Wayne Manor. The familiar hum of an old action movie played quietly, its over-the-top explosions and cheesy one-liners filling the comfortable silence between you and Jason Todd as you lounged on the large, worn couch pushed against the far wall.
The room was simple but cozy, far more welcoming than any place you'd ever stayed before. Dark wooden shelves lined the walls, filled with books, training manuals, and a few small mementos you'd picked up since moving in. A faint breeze drifted in from the half-open window, carrying the cool scent of the manor's sprawling gardens.
Jason sat next to you, legs stretched out comfortably, his leather jacket tossed carelessly over the back of the couch. He wore a simple hoodie and dark jeans, his signature sharp, rugged features softened slightly in the dim, warm light. His sharp blue eyes stayed fixed on the screenâbut you could tell he wasn't paying much attention.
Neither were you.
You leaned back into the cushions, one arm draped over the back of the couch, fingers resting just barely close enough to graze Jason's shoulder. He sat just close enough that his warmth pressed against your sideânot quite touching, but close enough.
The comfortable silence between you lingered for a while, both of you absorbed in your thoughts more than the film.
Finally, you exhaled slowly, breaking the stillness. "...I talked to Damian today."
Jason arched an eyebrow but didn't look away from the TV. "You? Talking to Damian?" he teased, a faint smirk tugging at the corner of his mouth. "Did the world end or something?"
You rolled your eyes. "He wasn't that bad... this time."
Jason chuckled, stretching his arms behind his head. "What'd he want? Lecture you about footwork again?"
You shook your head, your expression growing more thoughtful. "...He talked about the League. About how... being Robin changed him."
That got Jason's attention. His teasing smirk faded, replaced by something more serious, more attentive. He sat up slightly, resting his forearms on his knees as he watched you carefully. "Really?"
You nodded slowly, running a hand through your hair. "He said... he used to think he couldn't change. That being part of the League was... all he'd ever be." You hesitated, your voice dropping lower. "...He said being Robin showed him that... it didn't have to be."
Jason's blue eyes softenedânot with pity, but with something far deeper... understanding.
"And what did you think about that?" he asked quietly, his voice steady but gentle.
You shrugged, though your expression stayed thoughtful. "I don't know... it's hard to believe." Your gaze dropped slightly. "I've been running from what the League made me for so long.... I don't know if I can ever be anything else."
Jason studied you for a long moment, his expression unreadableâbut his eyes burned with something fierce and protective.
"You can," he said firmly, his voice rough but sincere. "You already are."
You met his gaze, startled by the conviction in his voice.
Jason leaned forward, resting his arms on his knees. "You're not like them. You left. You fought back." His expression softened just slightly, the intensity in his voice easing into something warmer. "You've got nothing to prove to anyoneâespecially not them."
His words hit deeper than you expected, settling somewhere deep in your chest. You could tell he meant it, every word.
Still, you couldn't resist adding, "You sound like Bruce."
Jason's lips twitched into a faint, crooked smirk. "Don't push it," he shot back.
The two of you fell into a comfortable silence againâbut there was something different about it now, something warmer, charged with something unspoken.
After a long pause, Jason spoke again, voice low but... hopeful.
"You know... you could... be one of us."
You blinked, caught off guard. "What?"
Jason shrugged, his expression thoughtful but sincere. "You're already here. You've been training in the BatCave, fighting alongside us... hell, you've saved my life more than once." His sharp blue eyes gleamed with quiet certainty. "You belong here... whether you believe it or not."
You let out a disbelieving laugh, shaking your head. "Me? Part of the Bat-family? You're insane."
Jason smirked faintly but didn't back down. "It's not as crazy as you think."
You stared at him for a moment longer, still processingâbut there was no mockery in his voice... just earnest belief.
The warmth in your chest grewâunexpected, overwhelming.
The movie on the TV played on, forgotten. The flickering glow of the screen danced across Jason's face, highlighting the faint scars tracing his jaw, the steady intensity in his piercing gaze.
You realized... you were staring.
But Jason... was staring too.
The air shifted between you, charged, as the familiar walls you'd built around yourself slowly... fell.
Jason's breath hitched slightly, his sharp features softening as his gaze dropped just briefly to your lipsâhesitant, waiting.
You leaned inâjust barelyâtesting the distance between you.
Jason didn't move... but his eyes darkened, something unspoken burning in their depths. His hand brushed yours, tentative... gentle.
You closed the small distance between youâfinally.
The kiss was slow at firstâsteady, like neither of you wanted to break the fragile, perfect stillness of the moment.
Jason's breath shuddered against yours before he deepened the kiss, pulling you in closer, his hand resting lightly on your jaw, fingers brushing your neck in a way that left fire in their wake.
Your heart pounded against your chest, steady and certain, chasing away every lingering shadow.
Soon Jason's hands move to your sides, fingertips grazing the thin fabric of your shirt with slow, deliberate intensity. His touch was warm, sending a thrilling shiver down your spine that you couldn't suppress.
The kiss between you deepened, turning from tentative to desperate, fueled by weeks of lingering glances, quiet moments, and feelings left unsaid. His breath hitched when you threaded your fingers through his thick, dark hair, tugging gentlyâjust enough to draw a low, rough sound from deep in his chest.
Jason pulled back just enough to catch his breath, his sharp blue eyes locking onto yours with fierce, burning intensity. His pupils were blown wide, and you could feel the tension radiating off himâwanting, waiting, but still holding himself back, as though afraid you might change your mind.
But you didn't. You couldn't.
Before you could think, his strong hands found your waist, gripping firmlyânot rough, but secure. His gaze flicked to your lips for just a heartbeat before he moved, effortlessly pulling you into his lap in one fluid motion.
A soft gasp escaped you as your knees hit the mattress on either side of his thighs, straddling him as his hands settled firmly at your waist, holding you in place like he needed you thereâlike letting go wasn't even an option.
"Jason..." you breathed, barely able to get the word out before his lips claimed yours again, fierce and demanding. His fingers pressed into your hips, anchoring you closer, as though afraid you'd vanish if he let go.
You melted against him, your hands bracing against his broad shoulders before sliding down to rest against his chest. His heartbeat pounded fast, strong, echoing the frantic rhythm of your own as the kiss deepenedâhot, urgent, and hungry.
His lips moved against yours with a fire you hadn't expectedâlike he'd been starving for this, for you, for far longer than he'd ever let on. His fingers tightened their grip just enough to make you feel it, keeping you anchored firmly against him.
Your breath hitched when he broke the kiss, trailing slow, heated kisses down the line of your jaw, leaving a burning path in his wake. His teeth grazed the sensitive spot beneath your ear, drawing a sharp gasp from your lips as your hands tightened against the hard planes of his chest.
Jason smirked against your skin, clearly pleased by your reactionâbut there was nothing cocky about the way his breath stuttered when you rolled your hips just barely against his. His grip tightened, a low, rough sound escaping him that you felt more than heard.
"You're gonna kill me," he muttered, his voice rough, low, and wrecked as his forehead rested against yours.
"Good," you whispered, voice breathless but teasing, a small, satisfied smirk tugging at your lips.
Jason's answering grin was dangerous, laced with heat and something far more intenseâsomething real. His hands slid up your back, pulling you even closer until there was nothing but fire between you.
Your fingers moved almost instinctively, skimming over his broad shoulders and trailing down his chest, feeling the faint tremor beneath your fingertips. His body was solid, built from years of combat and survivalâscarred, strong, and completely real.
Without thinking, your hands slipped beneath the worn fabric of his hoodie, fingertips grazing over the taut, heated skin of his abdomen. The breath he sucked in at the contact was sharp, his muscles tightening instinctively under your touch.
Jason pulled back just enough to meet your gaze, his expression unreadable for a fleeting momentâintense, unguarded, as though you'd caught him off guard in a way no one ever had before. His breath hitched, lips still slightly parted as he stared at you with something dangerously close to vulnerability.
Slowly, Jason tugged the hem of his hoodie and shirt upward in one smooth motion, pulling both over his head and tossing them carelessly to the floor.
Your breath caught.
His chest and shoulders were a patchwork of old scarsâdeep, jagged, and unforgiving, crisscrossing across his toned skin like the remnants of countless battles fought long before you'd ever met him. Each mark told a silent, brutal story written in fleshâsurvival, pain, resilience.
Jason's expression shiftedânot defensive, not ashamedâbut... uncertain. Like he was waiting for somethingârejection, disgust... anything.
But you didn't look away.
You let your gaze trace every faded scar, every rough edge, your fingers moving slowly, reverently, as though trying to memorize all of him.
Gently, you leaned in, pressing your lips softly against a long, faint scar that curved just below his collarboneâa wound that looked like it might've been fatal once. His breath hitched, muscles tensing beneath your touch, but he didn't pull away.
You kissed the scar againâslower this time, lingeringâbefore trailing your lips lower, tracing the rough line of an old slash across his ribs. His hands flexed against your waist, tightening their grip as though holding himself together.
Your fingers followed the faint, faded scar running just beneath his right pectoral, brushing over it with deliberate care before pressing another gentle, lingering kiss there. Jason's breath shuddered, his head tilting back just slightly, lips parting with something between a gasp and a low, desperate exhale.
"You don't have toâ" he started, his voice rough, strainedâbut you silenced him with another slow, reverent kiss along the edge of a ragged scar near his shoulder.
"I want to," you whispered against his skin, your voice steady but softâearnest.
Jason let out a shaky breath, his hands moving to cradle your face gently, thumbs brushing over your jaw with surprising tenderness. His expression was... raw, stripped of every wall he'd ever built, laid bare in a way that felt too much, too intenseâbut he let you see it.
You pressed another soft, lingering kiss against a scar just over his heart, feeling its steady, strong rhythm beneath your lips. His hands trembledâjust barely.
For a moment, he closed his eyes, letting himself feel itâreally feel itâlike no one had ever touched him like that before.
"You're... unbelievable," Jason whispered, his voice wrecked, almost disbelieving, like he couldn't comprehend what you were doing... or why it felt like it mattered so much.
You met his gaze againâsteady, groundedâand saw something breaking in his expression... something open and real.
"You're not just your scars," you whispered, voice low but fierce. "You're more. You've always been more."
Jason inhaled sharply as his hands slid beneath the hem of your shirt, his fingertips grazing over your heated skin with deliberate care. His touch sent shivers up your spine, making your breath hitch as his fingers slowly tugged your shirt upward, exposing more of your torso inch by inch.
His gaze never left yoursâintense, focused, hungryâwatching for any sign of hesitation... but there was none. You wanted thisâneeded thisâand he could see it in your eyes.
Without breaking eye contact, Jason stripped your shirt off in one smooth motion and tossed it carelessly to the floor. His strong hands immediately returned to your waist, gripping firmly, grounding you as though anchoring himself just as much as he was anchoring you.
Before you could even catch your breath, Jason gently pushed you back against the soft cushions, guiding you down with a quiet, silent command that sent a thrill down your spine. His weight settled comfortably over you, strong and solid, radiating warmth that made your heart race in your chest.
His gaze flicked over your bare skin, dark and possessive but still tender, like he was memorizing every inch of youâevery scar, every line, every breath.
"You're soâ" Jason started, his voice rough, wreckedâbut whatever he was going to say got lost as he moved.
He pressed his lips to the side of your neckâsoft at first, almost reverent, tasting your skin with slow, measured intensity. You exhaled sharply, your hands instinctively threading into his thick, dark hair, tugging gentlyânot to push him away, but to pull him closer.
Jason groaned softly against your neck at the sensation, his fingers tightening on your waist with just enough pressure to make you feel it. His mouth returned to your throat, his breath hot and ragged as he trailed slow, lingering kisses along the sensitive curve of your neck.
And then... he bit downâjust hard enough to leave a sharp, stinging sensation that melted into something deeper, more intense. A gasp escaped your lips as Jason followed the bite with a slow, soothing kiss, his tongue flicking lightly over the spot.
"Jason..." you gasped, your voice breathless, shakyâbut filled with need.
He smirked against your neck, clearly pleased by your reactionâbut there was nothing cocky about the way his breath shuddered, his hands trembling just barely as they roamed up your sides, exploring every inch of your bare skin.
Jason's lips returned to your neck with renewed purpose, his kisses growing more intenseâhot, wet, and deliberateâas though he was claiming you with every kiss, every bite, every mark.
He sucked gently at the base of your neck, his teeth grazing sensitive skin before biting down again, harder this timeâleaving his mark. A sharp, helpless whimper escaped your lips as your body arched beneath him, pulling him closer, deeper.
Jason groaned, low and rough, his voice thick with need as he kissed the freshly made bruiseâpossessive, protective, yours.
"Mine," he rasped against your skinâunspoken, undeniable, raw.
Your fingers tightened in his hair, pulling him up just enough to crash your lips against his in a desperate, hungry kiss. Jason kissed you back just as fiercely, his hands sliding up to cup your face with surprising tenderness even as his lips moved against yours with absolute intensity.
Before you knew he changed your positions. He hovered over you, his strong hands resting firmly on your waist, grounding you, anchoring you. His body radiated heat, and his touch burned where his fingers grazed your skin, leaving fire in their wake.
You could still feel the faint, lingering sting from the marks he'd left along your neckâhis marksâpossessive and unapologetic, like he wanted the world to know exactly who you belonged to.
But now... it was your turn.
Your breath hitched as you slowly dragged your hands down the hard planes of Jason's chest, tracing each scar, each line, savoring the way his breath stuttered beneath your fingertips. His muscles tensed with anticipation, every inch of him coiled like a spring just waiting to snap.
His gaze darkened, pupils blown wide with want as you let your hands drift lower, trailing down his stomach, feeling every ridge of muscle beneath your fingertips until you reached the waistband of his dark jeans.
Jason's breath shuddered audibly when your fingers brushed over the rough fabric of his belt, lingering just long enough to make his jaw clench. His fingers tightened on your waist, his grip firm, as though holding himself back.
You could feel the tension thrumming in his bodyâbarely contained, ready to break. His blue eyes burned into yours, hungry and wanting, but still... waiting.
Your heart pounded in your chest as your fingers found the button of his jeans. You toyed with it slowly, deliberately, watching the way his breath hitched, his entire body going stillâtenseâas though his entire world balanced on that single moment.
But before you went any further... you paused.
Your hands stilled, resting gently against his waistband as you lifted your gaze to meet his, your breath coming in uneven, your voice quiet but steady.
"...Is this okay?" you whispered, earnest, seriousâvulnerable.
Jason's inhale was the only sound in the room. His eyes softenedâjust barelyâbut enough for you to see something deeper flicker behind themâsomething raw and real.
He exhaled slowly, his grip on your waist easing into something gentlerâstill firm, still grounding, but filled with quiet reassurance.
"Yeah..." Jason rasped, his voice wrecked, thick with emotion and need, but steadyâcertain.
His gaze held yours, steady and intense, as his hands slid up your sides, rough fingertips grazing your skin with reverence.
"You canâ" He stopped himself, breathing out a shaky laugh, his expression softening with something almost... tender. His voice dropped to a low, intimate whisper.
"I want this... I want you."
His thumb brushed gently along your hip, grounding you as his intense gaze burned with trust and longing. "But only if you want it too."
Your chest tightenedânot with fear, but with certainty, with need, with something far deeper than desire. You leaned forward, your hands resting firmly on his chest, feeling the steady, strong rhythm of his heartbeat beneath your fingers.
"I do," you whispered, voice fierce but soft, trembling but sincere. "I want you... Jason."
You unbuttoned his jeans with deliberate slowness, savoring the way his sharp intake of breath shattered the tense silence. The click of the button sounded almost deafening in the stillness of the room, followed by the soft whisper of the zipper being drawn down.
Jason's jaw tightened, a faint tremor running through his body as your fingers brushed over the exposed waistband of his briefs, the warmth of his skin searing beneath your fingertips.
His breath shuddered when you let your fingers trail lower, brushing lightly against the hard outline of his swollen length, already straining against the confines of his jeans. The sharp, ragged gasp he let out was wrecked, his head tilting back just slightly, exposing the strong, defined line of his throat.
"Fâ" Jason bit off the curse, his voice rough and hoarse, like he was fighting to hold himself together.
Your fingers moved again, slow but intentional, feeling the heat radiating from him as you pressed just lightly against his hardness through the thin fabric. His hips jerked involuntarily, a strangled, needy sound escaping his parted lips.
His hands tightened on your waist, trembling just barely, as though he was using every ounce of control to keep himself from pulling you closer, from taking more than you were offering.
His gaze snapped back to yours, intense, desperate, and pleading without a single word spoken.
You could see it all in his eyesâneed, want, trust... and love. He was bare, stripped of every wall he'd ever built around himself, laid open only for you.
"... Are you sure this is okay?" you whispered, voice steady but soft, your hand resting just barely against himâasking, not demanding.
Jason's breath hitched again, his chest rising and falling rapidly as he stared at you with something deep and unspoken.
"Yes..." he rasped, his voice trembling but firm. "God... yes."
His fingers loosened on your waist just slightly, his touch shifting from a firm grip to a gentle caress, grounding you even as his entire body shook with restrained need.
The sound Jason made was low, raw, and devastating, like something had broken inside himâbut in the best way. His hands slid up your sides, rough fingertips grazing your bare skin with reverence, as if memorizing every inch of you.
Before he suddenly realized something as he looked back to see the slightly ajar door at the far end of the room, the faint hallway light spilling through like an unwelcome reminder of the reality beyond these four walls.
For a moment, Jason's expression shifted, his sharp features tightening with thought, instinct kicking in like it always did after years of surviving in the shadows. He was always aware of his surroundingsâalways watching, always calculating.
But this wasn't just anywhere. This was Wayne Manor. A place where privacy was a luxury, where anyone could walk by... or walk in.
His fingers lingered just barely against your bare skin, resting at your waist as he hesitated, clearly debating... thinking.
You could see the thought cross his mindâthe realizationâas his eyes flicked toward the door again before he exhaled sharply, muttering a quiet, "Damn it..." as he reluctantly pulled away, the loss of his warmth making your skin ache in its absence.
He swung his legs over the side of the bed with practiced ease, muscles still tense from more than just desire, his sharp gaze cutting back to you for just a heartbeatâchecking, making sure you were still there, still his.
Without another word, Jason rose to his feet, his powerful frame moving with that same effortless grace he always carried, like he was born to be in motion. The faint creak of the floor beneath his boots was the only sound as he strode toward the door, his shoulders still slightly tense, as if expecting someone to appear on the other side.
He reached the door in two long strides and paused, his hand resting on the cold brass handle. His sharp eyes darted down the hallway one last timeâsearching, scanning, checkingâbefore he quietly clicked the lock into place with a soft, resolute snap.
The sound seemed to echo in the stillness of the room, final and certain.
Jason lingered there for a moment longer, his broad shoulders rising and falling with a slow, steadying breath, his fingers still resting against the locked door as if needing a moment to reassure himselfâthat this was safe, that you were safe.
Finally, he turned back toward you, his blue eyes locking onto yoursâsoft, focused, but still burning with that same fierce longing that never seemed to fade.
He crossed the room again with purpose, every movement deliberate but unhurried, his lips quirking into a faint, half-smileâalmost teasing, almost smugâbut there was something deeper behind it... relief. Need. Want.
Jason's voice was low, rough, but soft as he came to a stop at the edge of the bed, his hands resting firmly on the mattress on either side of you, caging you in once more.
"No interruptions," he replied, his voice thick with promise, his intense gaze flicking to the locked door before settling back on youâfocused, possessive, and certain.
His chest rose and fell in uneven breaths, his bare skin flushed from both exertion and anticipation. His hands hovered at the waistband of his unbuttoned jeans, his fingers twitching slightly as if weighing the momentâletting it sink in, letting you see himâall of him.
He was always in control, always ready, alert, preparedâbut this was different. You made him feel differentâunraveled, open, seen.
Jason swallowed hard, his Adam's apple bobbing as he held your gazeâhis expression flickering between desire and vulnerability, like he was offering something he didn't know he could.
SlowlyâdeliberatelyâJason hooked his thumbs into the waistband of his jeans, his breath hitching slightly as he eased them down over his hips, inch by inch. The sound of denim sliding against his skin seemed deafening in the quiet, intimate space, leaving him standing there in just his dark briefs, his body tense, his chest rising and falling with every shallow breath.
His intense gaze never left yours, watching every flicker of emotion across your faceâsearching, waiting, hopingâuntil he saw nothing but want reflected back at him.
With slow, measured movements, Jason's fingers grazed the waistband of his briefs, hesitating for just a heartbeat. The faint tremor in his hands was barely noticeable, but you felt it, saw the way his breath shuddered as he finally pushed the fabric down over his hips.
His briefs dropped to the floor, forgotten, leaving him fully exposedâunprotectedâin a way that seemed more vulnerable than any wound he'd ever taken in battle.
Jason's chest heaved as he stood there, still, watching, his gaze fixed on yoursânot with fear, but with trust, need, and hopeâlike he was waiting for your reaction, waiting for you to make the next move.
But there was no hesitation, no doubt in your eyes as you slowly rose up on your knees, closing the distance between you. Your hands reached out gently, fingers brushing against his waist, anchoring him, making him feel.
You could feel his body quake with restraint, his broad shoulders tight, like he was fighting against every instinct to take... have... claim. His need for control was practically etched into every line of his bodyâbut right now, that control was hanging on by a thread.
Your hands slid slowly up his torso, savoring the way his breath hitched at every lingering touch across his toned stomach, every scarred ridge of muscle. His skin was warm, real, aliveâa living map of battles fought and survived.
Jason's breath shuddered when your fingers drifted lower, tracing the lines of his hips, your touch deliberate and slowâteasing, exploring. His blue eyes never left yours, flickering with want, need, and something deeper... vulnerable trust.
"You're killing me..." he whispered, trembling with desire as his fingers tightened on your waist, digging just enough to make you feel how much he was holding back.
But you didn't stopâyou couldn't. You wanted to see him fall apart, to watch Jason Toddâalways in control, always readyâcome undone because of you.
Your fingers grazed lower, dipping beneath the edge of his waistband, tracing the trail of muscle that disappeared beneath his skin. His hips jerked involuntarily at the touch, and a low, rough sound escaped his lipsâa growl, raw, desperate, and completely unrestrained.
Jason's head tipped back for a brief second, exposing the strong, defined line of his throat as he sucked in a sharp breath through clenched teeth.
He bit back a curse, his body practically vibrating beneath your touch. His grip on your waist tightened, trembling just enough to show how much control he was losing.
You moved your hand lowerâslow, intentional, watching every flicker of desperation and longing in his expression until your fingers finally brushed against his swollen ten inch dick.
Jason let out a broken, ragged groan, his hips thrusting forward involuntarily into your touch as though he couldn't help chasing the sensation. His intense blue eyes snapped open, darker now, completely consumed by you.
"Shâ" Jason exhaled sharply, his chest rising and falling rapidly as you wrapped your fingers around his dick, feeling the heat, the hardness, and the faint tremor that ran through his entire body at the contact.
His reaction was instantâhis hips jerked again, pushing into your hand with a barely restrained desperation, as though he was already too far gone to care about holding back.
His forehead fell against yours, his breath hot and uneven, every exhale spilling over your lips as he triedâand failedâto regain control.
"Shit..." he hissed, his voice rough with barely restrained need.
But you weren't doneânot even close.
With deliberate slowness, you leaned in and pressed your lips to the hard plane of his chest, tasting the faint salt of his skin, still warm and flushed from your earlier touches. His breath shuddered again, his broad hands trembling as they gripped the bedsheets beneath him, like he needed something to ground himself.
Jason's sharp intake of breath turned into a low groan when your lips trailed lower, leaving hot, open-mouthed kisses down the center of his chest, following the faint line of an old scar that cut across his ribs. You traced the rough edge of the mark with your tongue, feeling the faint twitch of muscle beneath your touch as his hips jerked again, entirely helpless under your intentional exploration.
"Fuck.." he hissed, a needy sound tearing from his throat. His intense gaze dropped down to watch you, his pupils blown wide as if the sight alone was enough to drive him wild.
Your lips lingered just beneath his sternum, leaving another slow, lingering kiss against the sensitive skin there, savoring the way his entire body tensed beneath you. His breathing came in uneven, shallow bursts, his fists still clenching the sheets like he was using every ounce of control to keep from pulling you closer.
You let your free hand slide up, tracing a slow, teasing path down the line of his hip, feeling the way his body reactedâshaking, tightening, desperate. Every tremor, every ragged breath, every shuddering gasp only fueled your need to push him further.
"You're driving me insane..." Jason groaned as he bucked into your hand again, chasing more of your touch like he couldn't help himself.
"Good," you whispered against his skin, teasinglyâbut filled with want just as much as power.
You kissed lower, your mouth following the faint trail leading down his abdomen, feeling the sharp, defined lines of his stomach tighten beneath your tongue. His breath stuttered, chest heaving, his hands twitching as though aching to grab youâto anchor himselfâbut he didn't.
Jason was letting you lead... completely surrendered in a way you knew he never allowed himself to be.
You pressed another slow, deliberate kiss just above his waistband, feeling the way his entire body shook beneath youâneedy, wanting, and bare in a way that made your chest tighten.
"Damn..." Jason moaned.
You could feel the faint tremor in his legs as you slowly trailed your hands along his thighs, feeling the way his breath hitched at even the lightest touch. His body was tight, coiled with tensionâa mix of expectation and need that left him visibly shaking beneath your fingertips.
"You're killing me..." Jason whispered as his head tilted back against the pillows, exposing the strong, defined line of his throat as he struggled to breathe through the electric tension crackling between you.
His entire body shuddered when your hand wrapped around his swollen dick, feeling the heat, hardness, and the faint twitch of anticipation beneath your fingertips. His hips jerked involuntarily, chasing your touch like he couldn't help himself, a needy groan escaping his parted lips.
"Fâ..." he hissed, biting back a curse. His sharp blue eyes snapped back to yours, pleading, searching, as though waiting for you to end the torment.
But you weren't done teasingânot yet.
With deliberate slowness, you leaned in, letting your breath ghost over his dick, watching the way his entire body tensed, his fists clenching the sheets so tightly his knuckles turned white.
Jason's hips buckled just slightly when your lips brushed his sensitive skin, pressing the faintest, teasing kiss along his dickâjust enough to leave him gasping for breath.
"Mhm..." he groaned, desperate, his voice breaking on the word.
His hands twitched, aching to touch you, to ground himselfâbut he held back, barely, like he didn't want to break the moment.
You met his desperate gaze, seeing the way everything burned behind his blue eyesâlonging, trust, love. He was open in a way he never allowed himself to be, his control stripped away, leaving only you.
With slow, deliberate precision, you let your tongue trace a slow, lingering line from the base of his length to the tip, savoring the salty heat of his skin as Jason shuddered violently, his head falling back with a sharp, wrecked moan.
His breath hitched again, chest heaving, every muscle in his powerful body tightening beneath your touch as you explored him, tasting every inch of his sensitive skin with slow, intentional movements.
Jason's hips jerked, chasing your touch despite his best efforts to stay still, his hands fisting the sheets with helpless need. Every shaky breath, every low, desperate groan spilling from his lips only fueled your determination to push him further.
"Fuck..." he hissed through clenched teeth.
You pressed another slow, open-mouthed kiss along his shaft, feeling the way he throbbed beneath your tongue, completely lost in the sensation.
Jason's voice broke again as he gasped, his hips lifting instinctively, chasing more, his eyes blazing with plea and passion as he watched you through heavy-lidded, desperate eyes.
His trembling voice barely managed a ragged, "Please... don't stop..." as his hands fisted tighter, his entire body shaking with how badly he needed you.
Every inch of him was laid bare, exposed not just in body, but in soul, stripped of every defense he'd ever built. He wasn't Red Hood nowâhe wasn't the fighter or the survivorâhe was Jason, your Jason, open and vulnerable in a way he'd never been with anyone else.
His hands gripped the sheets tightly, fingers twitching with barely restrained control as he watched you, chest heaving, his jaw clenched tight as though holding himself together was the only thing keeping him grounded.
But you weren't about to let him hold backânot tonight.
With deliberate slowness, you let your lips brush softly against the sensitive skin along his length, placing a slow, open-mouthed kiss at the base. Jason's breath shattered, a harsh, desperate groan ripping from his throat as his hips jerked involuntarily at the sudden warmth of your mouth on him.
"Fâ" he hissed sharply, his head tipping back against the pillows, exposing the strong line of his throat as his entire body tensed, muscles rippling beneath scarred skin. His eyes squeezed shut, his chest heaving, as though trying to process the sudden rush of pleasure that overtook him.
You didn't let upâyou couldn't. You needed to see him unravel, to watch Jason Toddâalways in control, always ready for the next fightâcome undone because of you.
Slowly, you flattened your tongue and traced a slow, deliberate path along his length, savoring the faint taste of salted skin, warm and alive beneath your lips. His hips jerked again, a low, wrecked sound tearing from deep in his chest as his fingers fisted the sheets tighter, clinging to them like his life depended on it.
"Godâ" Jason gasped.
His body was shaking beneath you, torn between holding still and chasing more, helpless under the heat of your mouth. His breath hitched sharply when you slowly took him in deeper, letting your lips stretch around his length while your tongue teased every sensitive inch.
Jason's reaction was instantâhis hips jerked again despite his best efforts, a deep, wrecked groan ripping from his throat as though you'd stolen the breath right from his lungs.
"Shit..." he groaned, his head tossing back, exposing the taut, scarred line of his neck, his sharp jaw clenched tight as though he was desperately trying to hold on.
But he couldn'tânot anymore.
His hips arched, pushing deeper into your mouth as he lost himself in the sensation, every sharp intake of breath shattering into ragged, desperate groans. His hands twitched, aching to grab you, to anchor himself, but he held backâbarelyâletting you lead, completely surrendered.
"Please..." Jason pleaded, trembling with desperation. His blue eyes fluttered open, glazed and dazed, burning with plea and longing as he watched you, utterly lost in the sensation.
The warmth of your mouth, the heat, the intimacyâit was too much, everything, perfect. He was melting, breaking, falling... and he never wanted it to stop.
"You feel... so good..." Jason groaned.
His fingers finally loosened their tight grip on the sheets, you barely had a chance to catch your breath when Jason's hands grasped your waist, fingers pressing firmly into your skin, sending a thrill down your spine. His grip was secure, steady, but not demandingâasking, needing.
Without warning, he movedâswift and decisively ârolling you seamlessly beneath him in one fluid motion, his powerful body hovering just above yours. His strong hands pressed into the mattress on either side of you, caging you inâbut instead of feeling trapped, you felt protected, anchored.
Jason's breath hitched, his intense gaze burning into yours, his breath coming in ragged, uneven bursts as if he couldn't quite process what was happening.
"I need you..." he whispered.
Before you could respond, Jason's hands were already moving, desperate but careful, gentle but intentional. His rough, calloused fingers traced slow, deliberate paths along your sides, grazing the sensitive skin of your waist, leaving fire in their wake. He paused just briefly, as if silently asking for permission, his breath shaking with restraint.
"Jason..." you breathed, your voice tremblingânot with fear, but with need, trust, and love.
That was all he needed.
Jason moved, his fingers hooking beneath the hem of your shirt, tugging it up in one smooth motion, exposing your bare chest to the cool air. His sharp blue eyes darkened, his gaze scorching as he took you in, his breath shuddering like he was seeing something preciousâsacred.
"You're... perfection," he whispered roughly, almost disbelieving, the words slipping free before he could stop them. His voice trembled with something real, raw, and aching.
You barely had time to process the sincerity in his voice before his mouth claimed yours againâfierce, hungry, and needy. His lips moved against yours with desperate intensity, his fingers tangling in your hair, pulling you closer, deeper, like he couldn't stand the distance between you.
His hands moved again, rough, urgent, tracing the waistband of your pants before pausingâhis breath hitching just barely, his gaze flicking back to yours, silently asking, pleading, his sharp features softening with vulnerability.
"Is this... okay?" Jason asked you in a low voice.
"Yes... I'm yours," you whispered, fierce and unwavering, your voice steady but soft, filled with trust and certainty.
Jason let out a shaky exhale, something in his expression breaking, his eyes softening with reliefâand love.
"Good..." he growled softly, possessive, but tender, his fingers tightening their hold as he tugged your pants down in one smooth, determined motion, baring you fully to his intense, hungry gaze.
His hands slowly slid down the curve of your hips, his breath hitching when his fingertips brushed the inside of your thighs, pausing for a momentâasking, waiting, needing you to want this too.
"Can I...?" Jason whispered, his voice filled with careâstill asking even when you were already his.
"Yes... Jason... please," you breathed, your voice tremblingânot with fear, but with want, trust, and need. You couldn't hide the desperation in your tone, couldn't stop yourself from reaching for him, from wanting him closer.
Jason's intense gaze softened at your words, something deep and unguarded flickering behind his blue eyesârelief, devotion, love.
With a exhale, he slowly shifted, his hands sliding beneath your thighs, lifting them with gentle strength, his thumbs tracing slow, reverent circles against your skin as he spread your legs apart. His fingers trembled just barely, as though still processing that this was real, that you were his.
âGod... you're so fucking beautiful..." Jason whispered, the words slipping free before he could stop them.
His hands tightened their gripâsecure, steady, groundingâas he gently guided your thighs open, positioning himself between them with a deliberate, controlled intensity that left your heart pounding in your chest.
His eyes never left yours, searching, watching every flicker of emotion on your face, every tremor of desire, every gasp that escaped your lips.
Jason settled between your thighs, his broad frame fitting perfectly against yours, pressing you firmly into the mattress without ever making you feel trappedâonly safe, only wanted, only needed.
His chest pressed against yours, warm and solid, his breath hot against your neck as he leaned in slowly, deliberately, letting his lips brush against your skin with agonizing tenderness. You felt the soft scratch of his stubble, the heat radiating off his body as his mouth trailed hot, open-mouthed kisses down the curve of your neck, claiming every inch of skin he could reach.
You gasped sharply, your hands finding his back, fingers digging into his taut, muscular shoulders as he pressed closer, the weight of him settling perfectly between your thighs, making you ache for more.
"Jason..." you gasped, your voice trembling with want and need, begging without even realizing it.
Jason groaned low in response, his breath shuddering as his hands tightened on your thighs, holding you securely, firmly, like he needed you to stay right there, like letting go wasn't an option.
"I've got you..." he whispered, voice thick with emotion, his intense gaze locking onto yours once more. "I'm right here..."
Jason slowly shifted, positioning himself perfectly between your open thighs.
You felt the heat of him pressing against you, solid and hot, making your breath hitch in anticipation. Jason groaned softly, his forehead resting against yours as he adjusted, his fingers tightening their hold on your thighs with a protective intensity, anchoring both of you in the moment.
Then, with one slow, controlled movement, Jason pressed forward, slipping inside of your hole with agonizing deliberateness, his breath breaking into a sharp, ragged gasp as he finally filled you.
The sensation was everythingâintense, deep, perfect. The stretch, the heat, the way he fit against youâin youâfelt so right it stole the air from your lungs.
"Ohâ Jason...!" you gasped, your voice trembling with a moan, your head tilting back as pleasure spiked through every nerve in your body. Your hands fisted the sheets beneath you, clinging to them as though they could keep you grounded.
Jason groaned, his hips trembling as he fought to keep himself controlled, steady, his jaw clenching with the effort.
"Shit..." he hissed, breathless, his eyes fluttering shut for a moment as he felt youâall of youâwrapped around him so tight, so perfectly that his entire world seemed to tilt. His fingers dug into your hips just enough to keep him grounded, to anchor himself in the overwhelming sensation.
"You feel... so good..." Jason groaned, his voice breaking on the words, filled with wonder and disbelief, as though he still couldn't quite process that this was realâthat you were his.
Your body arched into him, your thighs tightening around his waist as you let out another sharp, breathy moan, your fingers dragging down the hard planes of his back, feeling every tense, straining muscle beneath your fingertips.
"Jason..." you whispered helplessly, your voice shaking with pleasure, desperation, and love.
Jason pulled back just enough before slowly thrusting forward again with deliberate, controlled intensity.
His rhythm was slow, sensual, each movement intentional, measuredâworshiping. Every slow roll of his hips sent waves of pleasure through your entire body, leaving you breathless and aching for more.
"You feel... so good..." Jason whispered, his eyes never left yours, watching, memorizing every gasp, every moan, every shudder he drew from you.
"Jason..." you whimpered, your fingers dragging down his back, feeling every tense, straining muscle move beneath your touch. "Don't stop... please..."
"I won't..." Jason growled softly, promise etched into every ragged word. "I've got you... I'm not going anywhere."
His pace stayed slow, steady, deep, his hips rolling in a way that made your entire body tremble. Each thrust was precise, intimate, personalâfilled with love, devotion, and longing.
A soft, needy moan escape out of your mouth as you leaned up, wrapping your arms tightly around his neck, your fingers tangling into his thick, dark hair as you pulled him closer, until there was no space left between you.
Jason let out a low groan, his grip on your waist tightening as your lips brushed against the side of his neck, feeling the warmth of his pulse pounding beneath your mouth. His entire body shuddered, his sharp inhale sharp, like he hadn't expected the rush of sensation.
You lingered, your breath hot against his skin, placing a slow, open-mouthed kiss just beneath his ear, feeling the faint scratch of his stubble against your lips. His hips jerked, pressing deeper against you, a broken gasp escaping from his lips.
Jason pulled you even closer, anchoring you like he couldn't stand the thought of letting you go.
"Jason..." you moaned, his name spilling from your lips in a soft, breathy whimper as you pressed another kiss into the curve of his neck, slow, intentional, savoring the way he shuddered beneath you.
"Say that again..." Jason growled softly, his voice low and dangerous, thick with desire and need, like the sound of his name from your lips was the only thing keeping him grounded.
"Jason..." you whispered again, breathless, your lips brushing against the taut, straining line of his throat as you kissed him deeper, feeling the way his entire body tightened in response. "Jason... please..."
His breath hitched, his forehead falling against yours as he groaned your name in response, desperate and wrecked, trembling like he was losing control.
"You're... gonna kill me," Jason muttered, his voice breaking as his lips brushed yours in a slow, tender kiss that was somehow fierce, devoted, and loving all at once. "God... you're perfect..."
His hands gripped your hips, steady and firm, grounding you as if you were the only thing keeping him tethered to reality. His fingers tightened, pressing just enough to leave a burning trail across your skin, not from possession, but from need, want, and worship.
Your hands slid up his back, fingers digging into the hard planes of his shoulders as you held him closer, urging him deeper.
His blue eyes softened, something deep and unguarded flickering behind the desireâlove, trust, and something more, something real. He lowered his forehead against yours, steadying himself, his lips brushing yours in a soft, reverent kiss filled with everything he couldn't say.
With one slow, deliberate movement, Jason pressed forward, his hips rolling as he slipped inside you with such precision. His breath hitched sharply, a low, wrecked groan tearing from his throat as he felt youâall of youâsurrounding him, holding him, pulling him in.
The sensation was everything. He filled you completely, stretching you with perfect, intense fullness, leaving you gasping, your back arching off the mattress as a sharp, breathy moan spilled from your lips.
"Fuckâ Jason...!" you cried, your voice trembling with pleasure and want, helpless against the overwhelming sensation of having him so deep, so intimately connected.
Jason shuddered, his body trembling as he buried himself fully inside of your hole, his chest heaving, muscles taut as he held still, giving you a moment to adjust. His sharp jaw clenched, and his hands dug into your waist, grounding himself as his breath staggered, spilling into the heated space between you.
"Fâ... You feel... so fucking good," Jason groaned.
Your body tightened around him instinctively, drawing another deep, desperate groan from his chest as he pressed his forehead against yours, his eyes squeezing shut for just a moment, overwhelmed by the pleasure that consumed him.
"Jason..." you whimpered, your voice shaking, filled with want and need, pleading for him to move, to never stop. You arched beneath him, your thighs tightening around his waist, urging him closer, deeper.
"I'm right here..." Jason whispered, his breath shaking as he slowly pulled back, only to thrust forward again with deliberate intensity, filling you to the hilt with a deep, slow roll of his hips. "I'm not going anywhere..."
The sensation was overwhelming, perfect, each slow, sensual thrust sending shockwaves through your entire body, leaving you gasping and aching for more.
"I want to see you... All of you..." Jason voiced, his eyes never leaving yours. "Let me..."
You could feel the tension in his strong arms, the way his fingers flexed against your waist, fighting to stay in control, even though his entire body shuddered beneath yours, aching for more.
"Take what you need..." he whispered, his voice rough, filled with love and desire. "I'm yours..."
Before you could process the depth of his words, Jason's hands shifted, guiding your thighs slowly until you were straddling him, your knees bracketing his solid, strong hips. His eyes burned with intensity, searching your face for any sign of hesitationâbut there was none.
You were his, and he was yours.
His hands tightened around your waist, his strong fingers digging in just enough to make you feel how much he needed thisâhow much he needed you. He held still, his breath shuddering as he watched you, waiting, letting you lead.
A slow shaky breath escaped your lips as you sank down onto him, feeling every inch stretch and fill your hole completely. A helpless moan spilled from your lips, your back arching as the intensity of being so close, so connected, overwhelmed you.
Jason let out a broken, wrecked groan, his head falling back against the pillows as his hips jerked instinctively, chasing more of your warmth. "Shit... You feel... fuck," he whispered as his hands tightened on your waist, anchoring you firmly in place.
"Jason..." you gasped, your voice breathless and shaking, your nails dragging down his taut, muscular chest as you adjusted, savoring the way his body tensed beneath your touch.
Then you started moving, your hips rolling in slow, deliberate circles as you ground against him, feeling the way his entire body shuddered beneath you, his breath coming in ragged, uneven bursts.
"Fuck... Just like that..." Jason groaned, his fingers digging deeper into your waist, guiding your movements while still letting you lead. His blue eyes burned into yours, dark and consumed, like you were the only thing that existed in his world.
Your breath hitched as you moved faster, feeling the way his hips thrust up to meet yours in perfect rhythm, filling you with every slow, deep stroke. The intensity of being so close, so connected, left you breathless, your body shaking from the pleasure building between you.
"God dammit..." you moaned, pleading, your fingers clutching his shoulders as your movements quickened, driven by need, love, and something far deeper than desire.
With one strong thrust, he pulled you down harder, his hips slamming into yours, drawing a sharp, helpless cry from your lips. His breath shuddered, his forehead falling against yours, his hands sliding up your back, holding you close, keeping you safe even as he lost himself in you.
You let out a breathless moan as your hips rolled against him, feeling the stretch, the heat, the way he filled you completely. The sensation was overwhelming, perfect, and left you aching for more.
A groan escaped Jason's parted lips.
"Just like that..." he whispered, his hands flexing on your hips as though fighting to keep control. "Hold on..."
Jason pulled you down while lifting his hips, filling you so deeply that a helpless cry spilled from your lips. Your fingers clutched at his broad shoulders, digging in as you shuddered beneath the force of his movement.
âFuck..." Jason groaned as he watched you intensely. "That's it... Just like that... I've got you."
He set the rhythm, controlling your movements with expert precision, slowly at firstâeach deep, rolling thrust deliberate, intentional, like he wanted you to feel every inch of him. His breath shuddered with effort as he watched your reactions, his grip steady but firm, guiding you exactly how he wanted.
"Jason..." you gasped as you clung to him, begging for more.
"I know..." he whispered with full devotion. "I know, baby... I've got you... I'm right here..."
His pace quickened, his thrusts growing stronger, deeper, until you could feel him completelyâintense, all-consuming, perfect. Each snap of his hips sent shockwaves of pleasure through your entire body, leaving you breathless, helpless, wrecked.
"You're mine..." Jason growled, his voice low and possessive, his fingers tightening on your hips as he drove into you harder, deeper, like he couldn't get enough. His lips brushed yours in a fierce, desperate kiss, swallowing your moans as if they were the only thing keeping him grounded.
"Say my name..." he demanded softly, his voice breaking with need, his forehead pressed against yours, his hips rolling into you with intense precision.
"Jason...!" you cried, helpless, your voice trembling with pleasure as your hands gripped his shoulders, clinging to him like he was the only thing anchoring you in reality.
"That's it.." Jason whispered, his voice thick with emotion, his rhythm never breaking, never stopping, his love etched into every thrust, every touch, every breath.
"I'm gonna cum..." you gasped with pleasure, helpless beneath the intensity of his touch.
His lips found your neck, hot and possessive, leaving a trail of fire down your jawline, his breath ragged and uneven as he groaned your name like a prayer. His hips rolled with perfect rhythm, hitting deeper, harder, right there, sending waves of pleasure crashing through your body.
"Cum, baby..." Jason whispered in your ear.
The pressure inside you built, hot and unstoppable, coiling tighter with every thrust, every touch, every breath shared between you. The pleasure was overwhelming, consuming, intenseâa storm you couldn't escape, couldn't fight, couldn't resist.
"Jason... please..." you cried out.
"I know..." Jason voiced, barely hanging on as his pace quickened, his hips slamming into you with purpose, power, and precision, driving you closer, higher, further. "Cum for me..."
Your body shuddered, trembling on the edge of release, every muscle tightening, every nerve sparking as the heat in your core exploded, spreading through you like fire.
And thenâyou broke.
"Jasonâ!" you cried, helpless and overwhelmed as pleasure erupted, unstoppable and all-consuming, crashing over you like tidal waves that left you breathless, shaking, and completely lost in him.
Your body arched against his, your head tilting back as you gasped for air, clutching him like he was the only thing keeping you together. His name spilled from your lips in ragged, pleading cries as the pleasure surged again and again, leaving you dazed and wrecked in his strong, steady arms.
Jason let out a shaky, low groan, his breath breaking as he felt you tighten around him, his entire body tensing, trembling, losing control right along with you.
"Fuckâ" Jason gasped, his hips stuttering, jerking into you with desperation, his breath hitching as he followed you, breaking apart in your arms with a raw, helpless sound torn from his chest.
His arms wrapped tightly around you, holding you close, securing you, like he couldn't stand the thought of being anywhere else. His forehead pressed against yours, his blue eyes squeezed shut, his breath coming in shaky, uneven gasps.
"I love you..." he whispered such with emotion, his lips brushing yours in a soft, tender kiss that felt like promise, devotion, and love.
#dc#dc x male reader#jason todd x male reader#jason todd x male!reader#x male reader#batboys#jason todd#jason todd imagine#smut#dick grayson#damian wayne#tim drake
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Dating Rhiannon Lewis HC's
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pairing: Rhiannon Lewis x reader note: she's my pathetic, desperate, clingy gf so get your own.
Throws out an ily on the third date and tries so pathetically hard to play it off. âI love youR SHIRT. It's such a nice shirt.â Before running off to the bathroom to hide. She's so smooth. Pacing back and forth in front of the mirror for ten minutes before she manages to gather enough courage to come back to you and pretend nothing happened.
Keeps score of whoâs texting who first and how often. It doesnât stop her from still texting first, though.
Cannot ever get her hands out of your hair. She's so fucking gentle about it, caressing your hair and gently scratching at your scalp with her nails. Won't go near your hair on her bad days. Running her fingers along the back of your neck instead of your scalp. Fingers flexing like she wants to touch it but won't. Just doesn't trust herself not to hurt you.Â
Always makes the house so fucking cold when you sleep over so you're forced to cuddle with her for warmth. Her ass is running around the whole house opening windows and creating drafts in the twenty minutes she has in between your text and when you arrive. Oh, also, all the blankets are in the wash but hers. So sad, guess you'll just have to share. Mysteriously, all of your long-sleeve shirts have disappeared too. Weird.Â
Makes you do those stupid couple quizzes in magazines.
Rhiannon âWe have food at homeâ Lewis. Once the initial excitement about having people to go out with dies down, she comes to an important realization: the more the two of you are out, the more you're exposed to dating options that aren't her. That's just not allowed. Doing anything and everything she can to keep you at home short of telling you to get your ass back inside.Â
God forbid you try to go out somewhere without her. Why would you need to go see your friends while she's stuck late at work? Who's going to walk with her to the bus station? She starts asking so many questions about it, sounding so hurt that you eventually cave and donât go. Itâs not blatant manipulation, not when itâs you, but itâs usually enough to have you rethinking the whole thing anyway.
So jealous, but wonât directly say anything about it. Just starts holding onto your hand tightly with this strained look on her face.
She always misplaces your things when you're going out, or just if it suits her better. Your car keys? She hasn't seen them. The shirt you were going to wear that she doesn't much care for? You probably lost it. Here, she found her personal favorite of your shirts, though. Youâll find the other shirt mysteriously hung back up neatly in your closet the next day, like nothing ever happened.
Rhiannon wearing your shirts when she knows you're looking for them to entice you to stay home. Laying back on the bed, pouting up at you. Long sleeves that her hands just barely peek out of. âWhat, are you looking for this?â Making you give her a kiss if you want your shirt back to go to work. Maybe even two if sheâs feeling greedy.
Tries to fix all your problems for you the second you mention them to her.
So incredibly clingy. If you're with her, you're with her. Sitting on the counter, talking to you while you cook or while you take a shower. You step out, and she's holding the towel out for you. Makes a show of breathing hot hair on it and pretends she was keeping it warm for you. You wake up every time with all four of her limbs wrapped around you, no matter how the two of you actually fell asleep.
She texts you about the weather all the time just as an excuse to talk to you.
So incredibly sensitive. Bottom lip trembling and tearing up because you said you weren't sure if you'd be able to make drinks with her coworkers tonight. Her ass trying to play it cool all like, âThat's fine đ„ș.â
Detailed plans for any outing she takes you on.
She plays those like little girlfriend games all the time. The like, "Would you love me if I was x, if I did y, if z happened?â Just hours and hours of it. It starts off so innocent and teasing, but it ends up getting really serious and real specific. âWould you still love me if I, like, killed someone? Accidentally. Hypothetically, of course.â
Gets really drunk one night and starts trying to get a concrete list of breakupable offenses. Pulls out this like color-coded Excel file of info with terms and conditions and shit. She takes this girlfriend stuff seriously, bro. Debating the details of it like sheâs making a contract.
Stalks your socials all the time.
I just know Rhiannon pulls those like "ten tricks to keep a man" shit they have in those magazines on you. Goes down it in a list deciding what you react the best to. Tries maintaining eye contact for a freaky long time until you finally call her out on it. Insists that itâs not what sheâs doing, but you realize sheâs hidden all her magazines from you the next day.
Double, triple, quadruple texter. You better not fall asleep on her, or her ass will be knocking on the door within a few hours.
She likes to surprise you with dates, but sheâs so horrifically bad at it. She gets nervous and ends up asking you a billion different questions about things you like, that by the time you get to the date youâve basically already planned it all for yourself anyway. Rhiannon looks so proud of herself that you canât bear to say anything about it.
You catch sight of her search history over her shoulder one night, and itâs like twenty variations of âWhat to do on a date.â / âWhat to say on a date.â / âWhere to go to dinner inâŠâ
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pika pika? in this franchise? - idia shroud
in which idia tests out a new game, but once you crash into his dorm, he's playing a game from your world?
authors note: requests are still closed, but this anon requested something that made me think i can try to do smau! also i mostly know pokemon emerald,,, so we're going w this route.
(ignore my emojis, i am using my laptop to make them fake texts </3)
cw: swearing, might be ooc (im still trying to get used to idia!), established relationship)
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idia shroud
once you arrived at his room, you were humming and giving idia a quick hug and kiss, a tradition you both developed over the course of being a couple.
however, when idia booted up the game, he excitedly chattered about the game's premise. at first when he described it sounded familiar. you grabbed some chips from his stash, as he puts it, and sat back down only to nearly do a flip.
"POKEMON?" you yell in surprise and joy seeing the nostalgic game, seems like he got the emerald version too. idia looked surprised and handed you the controls.
"bruhh. oookayyy so now you know this? not much of a normie now" idia giggled while showing off his sharp teeth. you kiss him again and told him one important fact: this was a game in your world.
the gaming session was in, since pokemon was something you had played on your little gameboy back then, you breezed past the tutorials and stats. however, since idia didn't need to teach you, he was pouty. he wanted to play and be the cool boyfriend, teaching you the games and seeing you fail for the first few times.
"how about, speedrun?" you suggest laughing as you got to your first gym. idia sparked up at the idea. oh hell yeah. he is going to beat you at your own game.
"you're on, normie" idia said deviously as he boots up his own system and restarting his progress to match your game.
he won. by a second. your time was 2hrs and 30, his was 2hrs and 29. your eyes strain and you groan at the fact you both finished what's supposed to be a relaxing game. what drained you the most were the gyms and cave, not to mention, idia decided he wanted to catch at least 2 legendaries. you glared at him as you noticed he was catching rayquaza with ease, when you were struggling to find kyogre.
idia laughed, flexing and showing off his signature grin, he flaunted and shrugged at his abilities. he sighed and shakes his head while raising both his arms to shrug. "what can i say? noobs dont stand a chance," you pout because not only you lost, but you couldn't even catch a legendary in time.
but amidst your pouty demeanor and strained eyes, idia's gloating just made you feel happy. because, even if he gloats and even downright drags your gaming skills. he's doing his best to comfort your loss. he's turning off the harsh lights, minimizing the sound of his machines, wrapping his blanket on you.
"geez. we've only been playing for 2 hours and you're acting as if you gamed for a week. pssh noob and weak? keep up." he says that while tucking you in and grabbing some water. you smile and kiss his fingers, as a sign of appreciation
"you're the best, idia." and idia softened up as he sat next to you holding your hand.
"nah, if anything, you are. thanks... normie, or should i say, my dear." he cringed at his attempt to be smooth, but he flashed a sincere smile before leaning to just kiss you.
#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland x reader#twst#twst x reader#idia shroud#twst idia#idia shroud x reader
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uconnâs lost player
what happens when Uconn loses a key player? what happens to Paige?
warnings- angst??, injuries, alcohol
author note - hi this is my first fic lol so sorry if itâs shit
tv-billie eilish
did you see me on tv?
Uconn Daily News
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player #5, Paige Bueckers, mourns loss of fellow teammate #12.
Number 12, y/n l/n, on the Uconn Huskies womenâs basketball team has seemed to utterly disappear after the game versus Iowa. She sustained a life-threatening injury, involving three cracked ribs and a punctured lung. She has not shown up to a game or practice since leaving the hospital. what happened to Uconnâs star player?
your eyes scan lazily over the article, the television in the background playing a Uconn game. itâs been months. you are cleared to play again. you know you should. but you just canât bring yourself to touch a ball again. not after the game, the game where you couldnât breathe, where the pressure on your chest built throughout the game until it felt like your lungs were going to cave in. it was unbearable. you sigh, half-heartedly turning your attention back to the game displayed on your television. your eyes follow #5 as she darts around the court, effortlessly landing threes, diving for loose balls and yelling out commands to her teammates. paige. she was everything to you before the accident, she was there, she never left your side until you pushed her away. until you could literally hear her heart shatter like porcelain as you hissed at her from your hospital bed, machines beeping over your low, untrue words you wish you could now take back.
the game ends a whopping 92-43, Uconn. paige walks off the court, a shit-eating grin plastered on her face. she slaps nika on the back, wrapping her arms around her.
âyou played great!â she says, pulling back from the hug and smiling broadly. âwe have media, though, after this.â paige drones on, smiling widely and yapping to nika about a play she made.
âyeah, yeah,â nika says, shoving paigeâs shoulder gently. âgo say that to the cameras. look, look, theyâre calling your name.â she says sarcastically, pushing the blonde to the chairs where the cameras were directed at.
paige couldnât help but roll her eyes, stumbling over to the chairs where the interviews would take place. she continues talking to anybody she can, her energy high from the game. when the cameras turn on, she falls silent. azzi slumps into the chair beside her, smiling and looking at the person behind the large camera.
âhow was your team affected by the loss of number 12, y/n l/n?â
paigeâs smile falters immediately. azzi glances almost nervously between paige and the camera, and then proceeds to answer the question confidently, intertwining her fingers with paigeâs under the table.
âshe was a great player. she was a main part of the team and she was our personal hype man,â azzi says with a sympathetic smile. âshe brought the heat to the court, locking people down with her defense. she was great. i really hope she comes back.â
all of this was a blur to paige, the words going in one ear and coming out the other. none of it made sense. her eyes were unfocused, the rest of the interview a blur to her. she answered with half-hearted, short answers to the unsatisfied interviewer.
the whole night of celebrating and drinks was a way for paige to escape her racing thoughts. she threw back shots, one after another, drowning her shattered heart in alcohol. soon after, all the wasted and drunk Uconn players fled to kkâs apartment, laughing and whooping about the win.
it was unusual for paige to be a quiet person while drunk, but thatâs what happened tonight. she was slumped on a bed, watching her teammates fool around while she sat in her own sorrow. she couldnât stop her racing mind from spitting out thoughts at her.
was it me?
was it something i did?
it couldnât be. i was with her the whole time. right?
..right?
you stare at the television, jaw agape. the beat of silence after the question only secures your unease. you watch her happy expression turn into one of discomfort, but guilt and hurt hidden deep within. you heart aches, watching her shift on her seat.
your eyes land on your abandoned basketball shoes tossed into the corner of your closet, along with the signature uconn basketball and your playing shirt.
before you even know what youâre doing, you grab the shoes, toss your hair into a lazy ponytail, tuck the basketball under your arm and somehow end up into your car all under 10 minutes.
you didnât know if you even had access to the Uconn gym anymore, having not been there in months. its worth a shot, you tell yourself as you park in the lot.
you walk into the gym, the smell of basketballs hitting you like a punch to the face. the gym is empty, the lights shining brightly down on the wood floors. you stand at the door, taking in the place you used to love so much. the place where you met paige. the place where you fell in love.
it now held sorrow from all the previous injuries the team has faced. the torn acls, the broken arms, the broken noses.
you dribble the ball tentatively, discarding your jacket on the floor somewhere, a sudden overwhelming feeling of courage and confidence.
the confidence to fix what you broke.
that confidence immediately fades away as you hear a ball dribbling. but yours was tucked underneath your arm.
thank you for reading!! i think im gonna make a part 2 if this gets traction and people like it!!
#paige bueckers#uconn wbb#paige bueckers x reader#paige bueckers angst#uconn huskies#nika muhl#azzi fudd#angst#basketball#connecticut huskies
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boynextdoor playing minecraft! (ot6 hc)
what happens when boynextdoor starts a minecraft server?
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word count: 1.2k i think
genre + warnings: crack LOL, cursing, written in lowercase, typos
a/n: this is so stupid LMAO. (i was playing mc earlier whos gonna match my freak)
reblogs âș + feedback always appreciated!
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featuring⊠sungho as numberonecatdad! riwoo as LeeSanghyeok! (he didnât know he was making his username when he made the account. literal full government name out there) jaehyun as myungj4e! taesan as GiantMountain! leehan as 212121_! woonhak as xxBlockBeastxx2006! (he made it in 4th grade. says he keeps the name for the nostalgia he doesnt know how to change it) Â
â Join Server?
â sungho: the builder
i feel like sungho wouldnât really be interested in playing mc âseriouslyâ but BOYYYY get him into creative and heâs locking the hell in. ik he does NOT play when it comes to building The Ultimate Spruce Wood Base
he got sick of seeing jaehyun build dirt huts as shelter in their worlds so he took on the role of being the MAIN BUILDER⊠main vocal? yeah. main builder is his TRUE calling. but i genuinely think heâd be good at it LOL his attention to detail is insane
making entire mansions in survival except he doesnât even collect the blocks himself. he just waits til people come home with them and he steals them for his builds
In the chat⊠numberonecatdad: who made this farm by my house 212121_: me and riwoo 212121_: y???? numberonecatdad: ⊠LeeSanghyeok: wjats wrong with it :( numberonecatdad: itâs ⊠so bad LeeSanghyeok: it took us 2 hrs to make btw 212121_: okay but it works numberonecatdad: HALF THE CROPS ARE TRAMPLED numberonecatdad: stay away. leave this to me
the next day its a full fledged farm. windmill in the background. beautiful fields of potatoes and wheat surrounded by a pretty fence. flowers adorning the whole thing. true masterpieceÂ
â riwoo: the noob
i think heâs not really the type to play games like mc. like give him tiny tower or something and heâs at like 400 floors.. neko atsume? he got all the cats unlocked. but MINECRAFT? idk i feel like heâs just đ when he plays bc he has no idea whatâs going on
everyone will be off adventuring on their own.. minding their business.. and then there's a death message in the chat saying riwoo died to something so incredibly random. everyone is just like ??? bc wdym you died to a berry bush
the members think its so cute how heâs just⊠there for the ride! but they canât help but mess around with riwoo because he is truly lost & blindly trusts everything they tell him bc he doesnât know any better
In the chat⊠212121_: riwoo stand right there LeeSanghyeok: why 212121_: ima show u a cool easter egg LeeSanghyeok: okie ^_^ LeeSanghyeok was squashed by a falling anvil. LeeSanghyeok: wat was the easter egg LeeSanghyeok: i dont get it xxBlockBeastxx2006: LKSJKJFHKJSnfd;sf GiantMountain: oh riwoo GiantMountain: if u left click u can pet the bees and they heal u LeeSanghyeok: rlly? thats cool i wanna try myungj4e: DONT DO IT LeeSanghyeok was stung to death. numberonecatdad: leave that poor boy ALONE
after that, riwoo learns to be cautious of the maknae line.... he just stays with sungho collecting flowers for his builds or lighting up the caves jaehyun explores and running from the mobs :,)
â jaehyun: the miner
jaehyun is definitely the type to go straight to mining when you start up a new world. the second everyone sees "myungj4e has just earned the achievement [Acquire Hardware]" they KNOW he's clocking into his full time job in the mines bye
itâs 30 mins in and he has half a set of diamond armor to his name and theyâre like ?? bro we just started can you be fr rn⊠if any of the members ask for materials he wonât do it unless heâs getting something out of it (donât tell anyone but he made riwoo a set of diamond tools when everyone is still using iron đ true romance i think)
lowkey everyone is convinced he has x-ray installed or something bc of how good he is at mining
In the chat⊠numberonecatdad: can i get three diamonds for a new pickaxe myungj4e: lmao NO myungj4e: wat do i get in return numberonecatdad: how do you live in a dirt shack and have diamond armor GiantMountain: embarrassing.... myungj4e: okay making fun of the less fortunate now??? numberonecatdad: ill build u a house if u give me diamonds myungj4e: k fine xxBlockBeastxx2006: OH BUT WHEN I ASK FOR DIAMONDS I DONT GET ANY
at the end of the day tho... he's lowkey a blessing bc if he's feeling nice enough he will hook u up with ANYTHING u need. the boys are spoiled w the way jae's chests are FULL of iron whenever they need it
â taesan: the fighter
unironically i think taesan would just be . oddly good at pvp. itâs like one of his random talents LOOOL "good at mc pvp" on his resume LOUD AND PROUD
like you load up into bedwars or something and heâs wiping out teams before you can even get yourself a proper set of armor. its lowkey attractive idk
in your survival world, heâs always instigating fights with the other members in hopes that theyâll want to fight. literally no one can kill him. he can probably 1v5 and still win
In the chat... myungj4e: WHO TOOK THE DIAMONDS FROM MY CHEST WHILE I WAS OFFLINE LeeSanghyeok: it was taesan GiantMountain: âŠwhat are u gonna do about it bro. huh. theyâre mine now. myungj4e: bro that was like a full stack. it took me like 3 hours to get them. where the hell are you GiantMountain: why? you wanna fight for it? GiantMountain: whoever wins keeps the diamonds xxBlockBeastxx2006: oh ur cooked hyung myungj4e: OK DEAL myungj4e was slain by GiantMountain using Diamond Sword.
the way u can hear jaehyun RAGE through the dorm walls brings a smile to taesan's face bc he KNOWS he stays undefeated when it comes to pvp
â leehan: the troll
i think heâs similar to riwoo in the sense that he doesnât rlly know whats going on but once they start their server you know DAMN well heâs looking up Top 15 BEST Ways To ANNOY Your FRIENDS in Minecraft! on youtube.,.. fucking loser (hearts in my eyes as i write this)
theyâre usually harmless ones, like filling up jaehyun's chests with junk or renaming sungho's cat to something stupid like âPoopy Fartâ or moving all of woonhak's cows from their pen
but ohh⊠if you piss him awf BADDD i think he would do some DIABOLICAL damage to the world. like imagine taesan is Also Trolling and he kills leehan before taking all of his stuff and running away into the distance. things would be quiet⊠too quietâŠ. until next thing u kno theres a whole trap waiting for taesan the second he walks into his houseÂ
In the chat⊠212121_: taesan do u still have my fishing rod GiantMountain: ye lol 212121_: can i have it back GiantMountain: LMAO GiantMountain: no 212121_: i think theres a creeper in ur house GiantMountain: WHAT GiantMountain was killed by magic while trying to escape 212121_. numberonecatdad: LOOOOOOOOLLLLLLLLLLLLL GiantMountain: when the hell did you set that up 212121_: >:)
OKAY YES he spent 46 minutes following a tutorial on how to set up a death chamber full of the WORST potion effects ever ... but it worked so he's sitting at his monitor feelijng like an evil mastermind
â woonhak: the sweat
he is like the only one i imagined actually PLAYED minecraft growing up. he unironically enjoys watching minecraft streams too LMAO much like jaehyun, i think woonhak goes straight to mining in survival. except rather than /just/ mining, heâs literally trying to beat the gameÂ
he's usually off on his own doing something but ngl .. i bet he's a backseat gamer when he see's someone doing smth wrong. let's say he's out exploring w riwoo and he's falling SO FAR BEHIND he doesn't know how to sprint he will literally walk into his room to show him how to run
bro probably watched Ender Dragon Speedruns growing up idk i feel like heâs determined to beat the world record (he wonât, but he will definitely try)Â
In the chat... xxBlockBeastxx2006 has just earned the achievement [The End?] numberonecatdad: ? 212121_: ?? 212121_: is that what i think it is myungj4e: ../?//???? ? ??? LeeSanghyeok: wat is that LeeSanghyeok: whys the achievement purple GiantMountain: r u fr rn 212121z: LMAO tryhard alert... xxBlockBeastxx2006: yooo chill we can always respawn it dw myungj4e: HOW DARE U KILL THE ENDERDRAGON WITHOUT US myungj4e: UR FAKE AS HELL xxBlockBeastxx2006 has been banned from the server by myungj4e
woonhak doesn't talk to jaehyun for the rest of the night (he's unbanned the next day, but they force him to restart so he isn't absolutely STACKED)
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so I'm thinking too much about it and I really want to share with someone
so if you feel comfortable, can u write idol soobin x staff gf having a moment alone (đ) just before he goes on stage??
I have to admit i think about it too much
hello darling, of course i can! i'm so sorry for the delay, but i'm finally here to answer you <3 i hope you weren't too disappointed not seeing your ask here for such a long time, i owe you one my darling ;))
one Soobin x staff!girlfriend coming right up!
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warnings: sex in a public place, oral (f. rec.), dating in a workplace
when you managed to get a job as part of the TXT manager team, you definitely didn't expect anything to come out of it except for friendly coworking relationship. you'd heard the boys were nice to their staff and fun to be around, and you were excited to start your career and get to know your clients
what you couldn't have foreseen was how you immediately just clicked with Soobin. at first you were friendly, than your relationship quickly shifted into teasing and playful flirting until one night the man came to you after a show and admitted to having real feelings for you
you were understandably hesistant at first - you were worried about it being unprofessional, about causing problems for the young idol and his group and also about having to sneak around. Soobin understood and gave you space, but you ended up caving after two weeks of painful silent stares and tension that wasn't lost on anybody
and you never regretted that decision - Soobin was sweet, he could be playful but he was loving, as the leader of the group he knew how to effortlessly switch between more youthful approach and sincere maturity when the situation asked for it, and he made you so so happy. and that was hard to hide
you did try to keep your relationship secret at the beginning, but how much could you two fools in love really keep from others - it was obvious to everybody around you two that you got together, but for the sake of the working space they said nothing - as long as you two kept it to time off and your relationship didn't get in the way of boys' activities, you were cool
the boys teased you two mercilessly, especially Yeonjun and Beomgyu just wouldn't shut up, something deteriorating all the way back to elementary humour with making kissy noises and faces around you two, but you always just laughed and let Soobin deal with it (read - start beating them up until they ran away in fits of giggles)
it was like a big unspoken open secret - everybody knew but nobody said anything out of fear it would get you into trouble
but you two were quite enough on your own to get yourselves into trouble. being around Soobin so much, seeing him before and after performances, helping him get ready and watching him return drenched in sweat with a glow of post-performance adrenaline... well let's say it was way harder to focus on doing your job (which was catering to the boys' needs anyway, so what if he needed to bend you over something, technically that counted as doing your job, right?)
remember what i said about everybody being okay with you two dating as long as it didn't get in the way? yeah that didn't last long, especially when Soobin looked soo pretty when he was getting all done up and he teased you mercilessly knowing you found him attractive like that, and the rush as he returned back-stage after resulted in several instances of you being pulled into empty changing rooms or having to smack away his needy wandering hands while he attempted to steal you from an actual task you had to finish
you two were quickly becoming hopeless and once Soobin actually managed to make you cum while hidden away like that between the wardrobe changes, it was game over for you - nothing would stop him now
and that's how you found yourself in the mess you were in that day - bent over a vanity table in an abandoned changing room, skirt pulled up and tights with panties pulled down, Soobin's face buried in your cunt makeup and all
not that you cared about that when he ate you out like a man starved, tongue pushed as deep into your cunt as it could go and moaning like he was losing his mind with the taste of you.
you knew something was about to go that the moment Soobin stepped out of the changing rooms and immediately booked it to you, the excitement of the big performance getting to him and his blood pumping wildly, discreetly pulling you away from your mindless task of organising table arrangements. you had a feeling others noticed, but thankfully no one commented on it, only grinned to each other and let you two go.
the makeup unnies were going to kill you though, there's no way his face was salvagable now that it was covered in your slick, mascara melting with sweat and tears of pleasure and lipstick smudged all around his mouth and your thighs
Soobin loved nothing more than to bury his face in your cunt, especially here at work where it became a point of pride with how fast he had you falling apart on his tongue, pushing himself to make you cum faster and harder everytime he managed to pull you away from the group
"y-you only have like two m-minutes left" you'd choke out in an attempt to remind him of his responsibilities, but it was all futile when he got his mouth on you - he heard nothing, saw nothing, only you and your pleasure
he'd hum in response, nothing more, and redouble his efforts, loudly sucking on your clit and slurping your juices, mouth alternating between that and fucking you with his tongue until you were a stuttering mess and clenching on the wet appendage, driving the man crazy
and once again he'd prove that two minutes were more than enough, when your orgasm broke over you and hit you like a fucking boulder, knees buckling under your weight while Soobin hungrily licked up your cum until you were whimpering in overstimulation, but you'd never push him away and he knew that
"fuck" he'd say elequently, breathless and turned on and you'd laugh at the desperate look on his face
"you can't go on stage like that" and he truly couldn't, not with pants tenting around his erection, the little wet spot where his precum soaked through masked by the dark colour of the fabric, face wet and slick with your lust and eyes crazed with arousal, pupils blown until he looked drugged on pussy
but he'd just smirk at you, wink and get on the way, immediately getting scolded by the makeup team the second he stepped out of the room. and you'd burn under their amused but scolding gazes for the rest of the afternoon while your boyfriend pushed all that unused energy towards a powerful performance, at least until he could leave and fuck you over the first flat surface he found
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Absume. (Yandere!Best Friend x GN!Reader)
feat. sui's ai
⥠oneshot, approx. 1k words
⥠post-specific warnings: melancholy (?), angst (??), angst w/o happy ending (???)
⥠a/n: HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE LOML SUIIIIIIIâ€ïž i did not have as much time on this as i would've liked but no matter, i wasn't gonna exist on suiday w/o a suiday celebration dar style. i present to you ai angstââ(it was meant to be fluff but i'm a fucking dumbass who can't write lmao) ai belongs to @suiana and is from her stellar, absolutely fantastic game, Anything Will Do. sui i want you to know you make everything worth it and i wouldn't still be here on tumblr if it weren't for you. all my love to you mwah mwah <333 unedited, not proofread.
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This life was strange to you.
Sometimes it went by so fast, youâd wake up with no recollection of the days passed; staring at the ceiling with open eyes. Itâs the same crack in the paint that had always been there, long and thin and unnoticeable if it werenât for the fact you sought it out unconsciously. You remembered it, even if you didnât remember crawling into bed that night, or having dinner at the table, and what exactly it was that your mother fussed over.Â
There was a growing emptiness since you first noticed. No matter what you did, or how many people you were surrounded by, inside of you something was caving in. You didnât know who you were. You didnât know your place in this world without landmarking it by your achievements â and yet, when you looked back, there were none. How had you gone on so long? What had you been doing all this time?
Perhaps you lived in your head a little too much. Everything could be a little lighter if only youâd let it be. Sweeping every thought aside, you rolled, trapped your arm under your own weight and looked at your reflection in your mirrored bedside table. You were as you had always been. This was you, and this â whatever it was â was yours.
Lukewarm air, no temperature gradient, it shouldâve made it easier for you to leave your bed, but you stayed there some long minutes before moving. Your clock was broken. Not conventionally. It only moved by the hour. Time was yours and you could waste it. There was security in the feeling that you had a choice to not start your day.
Morning, mundane as always, slathered you in its hues. Washed browns jittery under your feet, like there was no ground beneath you from wood to tile. The bathroom mirror had your fingerprints. Youâd touched it many a time. Left a mark. This too, belonged to you. You could no longer believe this wasnât real. Maybe it was that you were sensationless at your soles, treading carefully over loosely carpeted steps, trying to feel the tickle of those familiar fibres. When had you lost it all?
Your mother was in the kitchen, you donât remember a time when she wasn't. Itâs as if she canât leave this lower floor, like she cannot rest, like her duties do not end. The door to her room never opens or closes, and you donât think youâve ever seen her without that plaid apron. She never notices you unless you speak to her. She never says anything different.
At the table itâs fruit, and it tastes like nothing. No texture, nothing to chew. It feels like youâre eating air. Play-pretend at a plastic table with a plastic knife and fork. Youâre young again and your sister ropes you into her fake kitchen. You donât have a sister. Not here, at least.
Thereâs a knock at your front door. Itâs light, like the person on the other side is afraid to be heard, but wants your attention still. When you open it, there he stands â the only thing in this world that you can reach out and touch, that thrummed beneath your fingertips, as alive as you were desperate to feel.
Ai takes your hand, and the breeze picks up just like that. Ever so easy. You watch your feet and every step they take to the pavement, nothing skips; you can commit it to memory. Heâs speaking to you but you canât hear the words just yet, there is only wind and the rustle of leaves. His hair billows, bleeds out heavy cyprus that blends into the backdrop of trees. He has always given you these beautiful bits of him, and you had let yourself go blind.
Letting go was something you shouldâve done long, long ago, but you guessed he was your comfort. Solace. A shelter you could run to. Leaving never felt right, not when you knew heâd stay waiting. Ai told you once, he loved you beyond all of this. Outside the street lights would flicker, and in the flashes it was his face illuminated, tucking you in after a dreary day. You could never hold onto those scenes, in your mind they were fragmented, and you forgot about them as quick as they came. If you asked him why, you knew heâd tell you that this was the price, whether either of you could pay it, whether either of you could even endure it anymore.
On a deep inhale, you finally resolved that it was no fairer to him as you found it was to you, that now was the only right time. Now would be the only time youâd have him by your side like this again. This moment alone, he was real and he would not slip through your fingers.
You had set out for school, but with your textbooks weighing what your heart could not, you had no intention of going there with him. Instead these empty streets faded, and quickly noon set over the park you ended up at. The swings did not creak, but they were old. You wondered how they could carry the two of you â you and Ai, and everything youâd both been piling up inside.Â
Back and forth you went, here and in your head, trying to find the words to say you donât think you could do this anymore. If you said sorry, would it make him mad? His due returns werenât meant to be apologies. You were meant to fill him up just as he had done for you, you were meant to make everything worth it, every sacrifice, every stilted interaction from the day you understood that you were losing him. It was meant to get better. All this was meant to pass. Your mind was blank, and you were waiting for something but your clock was still broken, so nothing would ever come. You wanted to say I love you. You wanted those to at least be your final words â you just didnât know how.
Ai was kind to you. He had always been. So he took your head in his hands, didnât cry a single tear though it shouldâve gone with that smile, and made the cut clean.
He said: âanything will do.â
#lovelettersfromdar#i've never written anything so fast in my life and yk what that means sui?#it means you're my muse <3#i apologise bc i wanted this to be a lot better and go a lot differently but i was not informed earlier that your bday was two days away đ#at my time of writing#kinda wanted to expand on that really beautiful sombre feeling the end of the game leaves you w/#i don't think now was a good time to do that thođ#next bday will be a happy fic trust#but anyways enjoy your day today bby!! wishing you all the best always#take care of yourselfđ©·#yandere x reader#x reader#gn reader#yandere oc#reader insert#male yandere#yan x reader#yandere#yandere male#yandere boy#gender neutral reader#yandere oc x reader#yandere x darling#yandere original character#yandere x y/n#yandere x you#angst
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Idk if I'm gonna make a review post, exactly, but the things that went on with Sonic's character in movie 3 have left me reeling, and dying to analyze. I don't have many screenshots to share, and the ones I do aren't good quality bc the movie's not released digitally yet, but here goes.
(edit: now updated with HD screenshots :3)
For one, the theme of dealing with grief was so well handled. I was hoping they were going to use the parallel of this Sonic losing someone close to him, just like Shadow had, and that's just what they did. What made it even more painful, however, was how Sonic was faced with the possibility of losing a second parental figure.
Shadow saw him hunched over Tom, pleading with him to wake up, and remembered himself doing the same when Maria had died. That was where Shadow saw a bit of himself in Sonic.
Shadow took mental notes of it, but he didn't back off, though he didn't make any other attempts to hurt Tom. Heck, he wouldn't have attacked in the first place if Tom hadn't been disguised as Walters.
And just... watching the way Sonic just started spiraling after this scene was so heartbreaking. The way he looked so lost and broken as they were taking him away in the ambulance, when Maddie didn't say anything to them, and the camera just zoomed out for a few seconds, showing him and his brothers looking so small and so lost in the world as they were left alone, unsure if their dad would be okay.
Sonic didn't want comfort. After the initial fear and grief, the anger he'd felt earlier when he turned on Shadow came back with a vengeance, quite literally. Looking at their calmer, almost normal everyday life earlier in the movie, it seems everything's fine. Sonic seemed fine and perky. I was taken aback at how calm he was about finding his old cave. He seemed fine, all things considered from earlier in his life. The Before Times, as fanfics have dubbed them.
But the moment his found family was threatened, the moment he was faced with the possibility of losing the home and love he'd finally gotten after so many years of pain and isolation, he fell apart. He became aggressively protective of it. Of course he would want to defend those he loves, but not like this. Not the Sonic we know.
The way Shadow phrased it later, "What kind of hero abandons his friends to seek revenge? Abandons his family?"
That struck a nerve, but Sonic just snapped back, "Don't you dare talk about my family."
The expressions he had after he'd taken the Master Emerald and gone after Shadow were so complex. You can see the mix of emotions on his face. Most clearly, the anger. But mixed in, you see the pain, the grief, the paralyzing fear of losing someone else, and you see how emotionally fragile he really is.
Shadow scoffs about how he'd thought that Sonic cared for them. "Especially the one, what's his name again? Tom?"
And that pushed him over the edge.
The way he just let out that chilling scream of rage and grief and went on to punch Shadow so hard he quite literally sent him flying straight into the moon. He was enraged. He was distressed. He was spiraling. And he was, for a few minutes, completely out of control.
We know that this version of Sonic is not so reserved about killing people, like the game version. In the second movie, Sonic had every intention of killing Robotnik in the final battle, and he thought he succeeded. This marks the second time that if someone threatens Sonic's family, he's out for blood. In that vein, he's like his game counterpart; it's the safety of his loved ones, not himself, that he's concerned about. Passionate about.
Except.
He could not bring himself to do it.
I think part of him was remembering what Walters had said about Shadow having experienced loss, the way he had.
He'd won here. He could've just killed Shadow right then and there. Shadow was even goading him into just doing it. Demanded what he was waiting for. Pointing to his own chest and yelling that he was right there. To just do it. (Another thing to analyze; Shadow was just done with everything and didn't even care if he died at this point, but that's for another post.)
But something was stopping him.
Even in those screenshots, you can see the pain and anger mixed on his face. I could be mistaken, but it looks like there's a tear in his eye. (If I'm right, the idea of him crying during this fight makes me break apart in sadness.)
And then came the flashback. This is what drives me insane.
In Sonic Adventure 2, Shadow is out to destroy the world, and it's remembering Maria's true final wish that stopped him.
I never could've predicted that in this version, it was Sonic who was out to kill someone, kill Shadow, but remembering Tom's words to him about not letting his pain change who he is was what stopped him. Sonic was the one who needed to stop and remember. And that's just what he did. đ„ș
And then, only then, was he able to calm down, remember himself, remember what Tom would want him to do. He wasn't handling this the same way he'd handled Longclaw's death. He was turning into exactly what Shadow had become. The horror at realizing what he'd nearly become, what he'd almost done, set in.
He made the right choice in the end because of that. Just like Shadow did in the games. Just like he later did here, too. But Shadow was able to have "redemption" of sorts in this version, not because of some talk, but because he saw the example in Sonic, right in front of him.
We know what happened next, I'm not gonna go much into it. But seeing this whole side of Sonic, the side that just barely slipped out in the last movie, was so, so fascinating. I love how each movie continues to explore him as the main character, in a different way. This one probably got me crying the most. I cried even as I wrote this post and put more pieces together. The more I think about it, the more I love it. đ„čđđđâ€ïž
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Warnings : some cussing, rage quitting, pet names (baby, sweetheart), fluff
A/N : Iâve literally been wanting to play Minecraft for so long but canât find the motivation to play, and every-time i want to play, i have the urge to start a whole new world. anywaysâŠyou slightly rage quitting at Minecraft but matt being the sweetest <3
The familiar pixelated landscape of Minecraft filled the screen in front of you, and your eyes were narrowed in concentration as you ventured deeper into a dark cave system.
Your inventory was filled with treasures you had worked hard to collect: iron, gold, and, most importantly, a handful of diamonds. It had taken hours of exploring to get this far, and you had even fought off a horde of mobs to secure these precious resources.
Your heart pounded as you navigated the narrow pathways, carefully placing torches to light the way and ward off any lurking monsters. The eerie sounds of the cave echoed in your headphonesâcreaks, groans, the distant hiss of a creeper.
You could feel your nerves building up, but you were determined to make it back to your base safely. And then you heard itâa faint clattering sound that sent a chill down your spine.
A skeleton.
Before you could react, an arrow whizzed past your character, landing with a dull thud against the stone wall. Panic set in as you spun around, trying to locate the source. The skeleton emerged from the darkness, its bony frame moving with precision as it pulled back another arrow. Your health bar dropped with each hit, and you felt the tension rise in your chest.
âNo, no, no!â you shouted, your heart racing as you tried to block and retreat at the same time. You fumbled with the controls, your fingers slipping as you tried to eat somethingâanythingâto regain health. The skeleton kept advancing, each arrow knocking you further into a corner.
You could hear the blood rushing in your ears, your vision focused entirely on the screen. The screen flashed red as another arrow hit, and your heart sank when you realized you had nowhere left to run.
One last shot, and your character crumpled to the ground, your inventory spilling out across the cave floor. The dreaded âYou Died!â message appeared across the screen, and you stared at it in disbelief.
âNo!â you yelled, louder this time, the frustration boiling over. âAre you fucking kidding me?! Stupid fucking skeleton!â
In a fit of rage, you threw the controller onto the couch, the soft impact barely satisfying as you clenched your hands into fists. It wasnât just the gameâit was everything.
The hours of progress lost, the carefully collected diamonds now scattered, all because of one stupid skeleton. Tears of frustration pricked at the corners of your eyes, and you took a deep breath, trying to calm yourself down.
From the other room, Matt had been minding his own business, scrolling through his phone when he heard your shout. His head snapped up, concern etched across his face. He pushed himself up from where he was sitting and made his way to your room, knocking lightly before pushing the door open.
âHey, everything okay in here?â he asked, his eyes scanning the room until they landed on youâsitting on the couch, arms crossed, a deep frown on your face, your cheeks flushed in frustration.
You looked over at him, still fuming. âNo, mâ not okay,â you huffed, gesturing towards the screen. âI died. I lost everything. Stupid skeleton shot me, and now all my stuff is gone.â
Mattâs eyes shifted to the screen, taking in the âYou Died!â message still plastered across it. He tried to stifle a smile, but it was no useâhe found your gaming frustration far too adorable.
He walked over to where you were sitting, plopping down beside you on the couch. âA skeleton, huh?â he said, nudging you playfully. âThatâs rough baby.â
You shot him a glare, though it lacked real heat. âDonât make fun of me,â you grumbled. âItâs just so annoying! I had so many diamonds, and now theyâre gone. I donât even know if Iâll find that cave again.â
Matt could see the frustration in your eyes, and his expression softened. He reached over, grabbing the controller you had tossed aside and holding it out to you. âHey, listen. Itâs just a game. We can go get more diamonds. Iâll help you. Weâll make it a team effort sweetheart.â
You looked at him, your frustration slowly beginning to melt away at the sight of his soft smile and the way his eyes crinkled at the corners. Matt always knew just how to calm you down, even when you were at your most irrational. It was one of the things you loved most about himâhow patient he was with you.
âFine,â you muttered, taking the controller from his hand, though you couldnât stop the small smile forming on your lips. âBut if we die again â I die again, Iâm fucking done and not playing anymore.â
Matt chuckled, wrapping an arm around your shoulders and pulling you closer to his side. âDeal. But with me here, I promise youâweâre gonna be unstoppable.â He reached for his own controller, ready to join in. âBesides, Iâm not letting any skeleton get the best of you. Not on my watch.â
You sighed, leaning into him as he selected his character, the two of you loading back into the game. The warmth of his arm around you and the way he rested his chin lightly on top of your head made it hard to stay frustrated for long.
He had this way of making even the worst gaming losses feel like nothing more than a minor setback, just another challenge to face together.
âOkay,â Matt said as his character spawned beside yours. âFirst thingâs firstâweâre getting you some armor. Full iron, maybe even diamond if weâre lucky. No skeletonâs gonna stand a chance.â
You glanced up at him, watching the way he focused on the screen, his brows furrowed slightly in determination. The same boyish excitement that filled his eyes when he played video games was back, and it made your heart swell.
Even over something as simple as Minecraft, Matt always took it seriouslyâbecause he knew it mattered to you.
âYou better have my back,â you said, your voice softening as you leaned your head against his shoulder.
Matt gave you a confident grin, his fingers moving deftly over the controls as he began to gather resources. âAlways,â he said, his voice filled with sincerity. âWeâre a team, remember?â
A/N 2 : thinking of making a vampire!au for matt and possibly chris⊠but donât know where to start. so if iâm not posting a lot itâs cause iâm frying my brain đ„°. But, iâm also not in the best place mentally right now, so iâm trying to work through that too. </3
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patience and pleasure pt 2
summary: paige and azzi struggle with their unspoken feelings towards each other leading up to their last game.
warnings: slight angst, suggestive language.
disclaimer: everything i write is a work of fiction, any and all similarities to real life is not intentional!
word count: 1.6k +
authorâs note: thank you for all the love on pt 1, i love yâall sm!! đ
paige's pov:
of course i had my makeup bag. it never leaves my backpack actually.
azzi had only done my makeup a few times before, and it really does look better when she does it. but that's not the reason i asked her.
i've known azzi's signature lip gloss since we were sixteen. i've lost count of how many tubes i've gone through myself, telling myself it was just because i liked the flavor. but deep down, i knew.
the shade, the shine, the scent, it all belonged to her.
i guess i just wanted her on my lips.
something about the way she put it on me made my stomach flip.
azzi always gets this really serious look on her face when she was focused. it's especially apparent when she's on the court. once i see her put that face on, god bless anyone who comes in her way.
her consistency followed her off the court also. her fixed gaze on my lips when she applied my makeup. immersed in her own concentration, i took the time to study her.
i knew pretending to "forget" my makeup bag would give me time to admire her. as this being our last game, i don't know how many of these moments we have left.
and just when i had my opportunity...i froze. being with azzi sometimes made it feel like time was standing still. but this, this was different.
i'm still not over it. her lips meeting my skin, her soft breath against my face, the smell of her perfume.
i could melt in her arms if she let me.
following her out of tunnel, i licked a bit of her lip gloss off the side of my mouth.
that's one way to taste her.
lazily, i let my eyes outline her body as she walked with a swift confidence.
i can't believe i left her clueless. my sweet, shy girl finally made a move and i gave her nothing??
i need to say something to her, but my mind is blank, tongue-tied by the weight of her kiss.
azzi's pov:
i sped out of the tunnel trying not to think about how awkward i was. paige trails behind me, walking a bit faster to try to keep my pace.Â
i can't believe myself. i've gone years without acting on these types of thoughts. and now, on our last game and i went and made it awkward. what if i made her uncomfortable? and here i was calling her the softie...
just then, i get that familiar feelingâthe same one i get when paige is about to pass to me on the court. even when she's not looking, i can feel her burn for me. i know sheâs about to say something, i can almost feel the words form on her lips.
i reach the end of the tunnel, where fans scream and whistle. finally catching up, paige walks shoulder to shoulder with me.
the sound of shoe soles on the court, chirping like morning birds. booming chants and whistles blend together in an overwhelming mass. herds of fans reach for her, arms outstretched in longing. the amount of times they chant her name, it starts to feel like it's not even a real word anymore. their rhythmic chorus engulfing everything around us.
my gaze shifts to her face. and just like thatâeverything stops.
the same noise that was pulsing through me just moments ago quiets to a soft hum. but with the look on paige's face, you'd think she couldnât even hear them at all. a slight smile across her lips, the kind of smile youâd miss if you blinked. her eyes flicker across my face as if searching for something.
paige's pov:
every time i look at azzi it's like seeing her for the first time.
my ribs cave in like a dying star, heartbeat pounding. my body sings for her.
her beauty is devastating. it wrecks me every time.
she parts her lips slightly when she catches me staring. all i can hear is the stillness in her breath. soothing like a lullaby, she inhales sharply pulling me in with just a breath.
i quickly shift my gaze the crowd before she can meet my eyes.Â
âPAIGE, OVER HERE. I'M YOUR BIGGEST FAN,â a college aged girl shouts.Â
i look up to see a girl decked out in head-to-toe uconn merch. my jersey across her chest as she leans down to me.
i absolutely adore my fans, it gets exhausting at times but iâd never let them see it.
i reach up to sign the girl's jersey. sheâs rambling about something but iâm only thinking about how azzi is standing right behind us. i feel bad for being inattentive but i donât want to waste a minute tonight not looking at her.
especially not when she looks this good.
as an apology, i shoot the girl a wink as i hand the marker back. âthanks for coming, âpreciate it,â i say to her.
eagerly, i turn to find azzi, but sheâs already at the bench.
god, i hope she isnât still worried about what happened in the locker room. why didn't i say anything to her?
once i reach the bench, i quickly scan her face. iâve studied her for years, i could recall every dimple, every scar, every freckle. our teammates think azzi is hard to read, but i think she pretty transparent if you know her well enough.
her discipline shows in her demeanor, with a stoic expression.
this time, though, itâs different. this isnât her normal look, somethingâs bothering her. she's blinking faster than normal, her eyes darting from viewpoint to viewpoint, unsure where to land. i'm desperate to soothe her, to fix this.
i take a seat next to her on the bench as geno goes over plays. luckily, heâs facing one of my teammates to explain something so i take the opportunity to inch my hand closer to hers. hyperfocused on the small space between us, i finally meet her skin. the muscles in my hand go slack when i feel her.
i give in so easily to her, my god.
my pinky traces the familiar ridges of her knuckles. i can draw the lines on her hands from memory. a heat builds in my fingertips, i need more.
i brush my pinky finger against hers to attempt to soothe whatever sheâs thinking about.
c'mon azzi, look at me. get out of your head.
her finger twitches slightly underneath mine.
was that intentional?
i search her expression like it will give me the answer. i look closely for a small smile, a furrowing of her eyebrows, a slower blink.
something, azzi, give me something.
i feel inebriated by my own desperation, but i swear i see her eyes soften for a moment. but still, sheâs not here. whatever sheâs thinking about, sheâs in it deep.
i feel the muscles in her hand relax, and she lets me sink further, slightly interlacing our fingers. finally giving me an inch of surrender. before i can get a grip on her hand, geno turns around. with a swiftness that stings, azzi snaps her hand back into her lap.
i have to take a moment to adjust from her absence. her warmth slowly leaves my hand and i swear i feel my bones ache for her.
azziâs pov:
paige reaches up to sign her jersey, resting a hand respectfully atop the girls chest.Â
a jealousy submerges my mind as i watch, flooding my veins. it's instinctive and all-consuming. i hate the way i want to pull them apart. knees locked, i'm paralyzed by my own envy, choking on words i have no right to say.
youâd think iâd be accustomed to this by now but iâm not. paige is so deserving of all the love she gets from her fans. they see a small part of what iâve seen in her since we were fifteen. but thatâs the part of her i donât want to share.
sometimes i just wish i could have her all to myself. i know sheâs not even mine to keep.
i take a deep breath and try to control my expressions but i break when i see her wink at the girl. my brow creases slightly and i feel my breath stop. my face must have reflected my anger because the girl looks at me confused.
i snap my eyes to the floor and speed walk towards the bench.
i was so stupid for thinking that i could have her. iâll always have to share her with the world. thereâs so much of her to love, i was foolish to think i could handle the weight of fully knowing her.
when she meets me at the bench, i feel her eyes draw patterns around my face.
i need to get these silly thoughts out of my mind. iâve been able to control myself for years when i thought about her like this. i know betterâŠi just need to-
my thoughts cease when i feel her pinky finger brush over my knuckles. her delicate touch. she's cautious with me like she's approaching a wild animal.
my first instinct is to grab her hand entirely, to plead for more. i freeze caught between wanting to pull away or never let go. my body betrays me and my finger twitches underneath hers.
i canât let myself get attached to her. iâll be playing this game forever. i canât handle the pressure of sharing her with everyone.
i feel her fingers sway across my knuckles like tree branches in the wind. i fight the urge to let her kind touch sedate me. but despite my best efforts, muscles start to relax.
is this girl trying to kill me? sheâs playing with me. really, i know how she is. i canât let myself get my hopes up.
when i see geno turn back to face us, i snap my hand back into my lap.
no attachments, i need to keep it casual.
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messy top lip kiss (how i long for our trysts)
also posted on ao3
Wilson was used to finishing his rounds on the oncology floor and seeing House already invading the space in his office like he owned the place. Sometimes heâd find House leaning on the wall right next to his office door- tapping his cane obnoxiously against the word âOncologyâ just because he could. Occasionally, if House was bored, heâd see the older man pacing at the end of the hallway between his own office and Wilsonâs, like he was waiting for Wilson to decide between the privacy of his office or the glass dome of Houseâs space. It was a cat and mouse game that Wilson was used to after all these years.
But something about this was different.Â
House was leaning against the wall by the janitor's closet between their offices; staring intently at Wilson as he approached. Wilson expected House to fall into step with him on the way to his office with some ridiculous demand that Wilson would pretend to fight over before caving like he always did. Heâd left a bag of chips on the desk and he could already picture House snagging them and eating them before heâd get the chance to.Â
What he wasnât expecting as he walked past was the sudden movement of Houseâs cane to dart out; the handle of the cane snagging against his wrist, and pulling. Hard. The sudden yank threw off his equilibrium and caused Wilson to stumble from his pathway towards his office. An undignified sound slipped from his lips as he was pulled into the supply closet with a little more force than was strictly necessary.Â
âHouse, what the hell are you doing?â Wilson hissed, rubbing absently at the ache that was blossoming in his wrist. âIs this some elaborate hide and seek youâre playing with the rest of your team? Because I have important paperwork I need to-â
House surged forward, pushing Wilson back into the shelving behind them and pinning the younger man in place. His cane clattered to the floor and his hand found purchase on the back of Wilsonâs neck as he pulled Wilson into a hungry kiss. âShut up,â House muttered against Wilsonâs mouth before nipping at his lower lip.Â
Whatever snappy comeback Wilson wanted to bite out quickly dissolved on his tongue as his hand found its way to Houseâs hip, pulling him closer.Â
God dammit. House knew this was his weakness. Knew that Wilson would go along with anything House was planning with just a few hurried fervent kisses that always managed to leave Wilson speechless and dizzy.Â
But he couldnât give up the fight that easily. What would their lives be if Wilson didnât push back just because he could? Even if House always ended up winning in the end. Half the fun was the chase, after all.Â
âHouse,â Wilson gasped between kisses. âWhat are you-â
âShut up,â House repeated, breaking the kiss and fumbling to undo the top button on Wilsonâs shirt.Â
âHouse,â Wilson said more urgently, hands shaking as he tried to loosen the knot of his tie so that Houseâs lips could kiss a burning trail down his throat. âWhyâŠâ
House tore his mouth away from Wilsonâs neck, leaning back slightly in the dim light so he could glare at Wilson. âDo you want to waste time asking questions like âWhat are you doing?â or âWhy now when youâve never made a move on me at work before?â. Or would you rather make out in the janitor's closet like horny teenagers?â
Wilson rolled his eyes. âShut up and go back to shoving your tongue in my mouth.â
The smirk on Houseâs lips sent a fast heat racing up Wilsonâs neck and across his cheeks. âThatâs what I thought.âÂ
That look in Houseâs eyes could get Wilson on his knees blowing him in half a second flat. And he would- workplace etiquette be damned- except House was kissing him like there was no tomorrow and Wilsonâs brain had completely short-circuited.Â
It was easy to get lost in the kisses. The way House delved deeper deeper deeper into his mouth, as if he were analyzing and memorizing every millimeter of Wilsonâs mouth and committing it to his memory. How he slowed down for just a few moments to allow Wilson to catch his breath before it was impossible to resist the magnetic pull between them and they were frantically kissing again.Â
The air was filled with the sounds of breathless gasps and heavy kisses. Now that he knew House was on a mission, Wilson could actually keep up and plan his next move. He let House lead the kiss, letting Houseâs tongue lick across the roof of his mouth teasingly. When House made a move to pull back for air, Wilson chased after him, catching Houseâs mouth in a bruising kiss.Â
Game on.Â
House let out a groan of surprise, wobbling slightly at the change in pressure on his leg as Wilson pressed into his space. Wilson nudged House back and bracketed his arms on either side of Houseâs head, pinning him in place against the wall. Dropping a hand down, Wilson rucked up Houseâs shirt, seeking skin on skin contact. A low moan filled the air as House dropped his head back against the wall in pleasure.
With a smirk of his own, Wilson took the opportunity to seal their mouths together again.
It was agonizing torture to slowly ghost his lips against Houseâs, initiating the barest of kisses and then hovering just out of reach. Catching the shiver that raced down Houseâs spine, Wilson teasingly licked along Houseâs lower lip. House swore under his breath. Wilson grinned.
âIs this what you wanted?â Wilson said smugly as he ghosted a kiss against the corner of Houseâs mouth before backing away again.Â
âGet on with it already. Your foreplay is horrendous,â House grunted.Â
Huffing out a laugh, Wilson closed the gap and made sure to graze his lips over the pulse point in Houseâs neck; feeling the flutter against his lips as Houseâs heart rate kicked up. âYouâre right. Youâre not enjoying this at all.â
House opened his mouth, most likely to spit out some cutting retort, but Wilson cut him off by crashing their lips together and pushing his tongue into Houseâs mouth. Stroking his tongue over Houseâs as their lips fought for control always spurned a groan of approval from House, and today was no different. The shuddering moan that House let out was pressed into Wilsonâs mouth and it sparked a burning desire deep in Wilsonâs gut.
Licking his way along Houseâs tongue and then across the older manâs teeth, Wilson focused his attention on the way their lips melded together. The scrape of stubble against his jaw since House hadnât shaved in almost a week. The way House was leaning up into the hand Wilson had shoved up his shirt, as if being kissed wasnât enough and he needed more.Â
And that just wouldnât do. Not on Wilsonâs watch. If House wanted to make out in the janitorâs closet then theyâd make out. No need to cop a feel when he could get House to look wrecked and desperate with just his mouth on Houseâs.Â
Pulling his palm away from Houseâs waist, he planted his hand back on the wall so he was bracketing the older manâs head again. House broke the kiss with a glare. âBad foreplay is better than no foreplay at all.â
âGuess youâre outta luck then,â Wilson replied, and then he was kissing House again. Hurried desperate kisses that led to ragged shallow breaths. The slide of their mouths between pants, tongues dancing together before they broke apart, only to chase each other again moments later was intoxicating. Catching Houseâs lower lip between his, Wilson slowed the kisses down just so he could crack his eyes open and see the trembles that wracked through Houseâs body in anticipation. Then he licked his way back into Houseâs mouth and their lips were slotting together again.
Kissing House was always good, always something Wilson relished, but this was different. Adrenaline pumping, Houseâs hands in his hair, pulling their bodies flush together so he could rut against Wilsonâs hip.Â
This was ecstasy and Wilson never wanted it to end.
He couldnât help the little breathy, needy gasps that burned up his throat and were pushed into Houseâs mouth. Dropping his hands from the wall, he scrambled to unbuckle Houseâs belt without tearing his mouth away from Houseâs.
Just as Wilson made a move to slip his hand into Houseâs pants, a loud beeping filled the air.
âYouâve got to be fucking kidding me,â House hissed, fumbling to yank the pager out of his jeans to silence it.
âDonât you need to-â
âNo,â House said through gritted teeth, drawing Wilson back in by his undone tie and sealing their lips together again.
Wilson hesitated for a moment, but then Houseâs tongue was in his mouth and all thoughts of pagers and cases were gone. Falling back into frantic kisses, Wilson aligned Houseâs good leg between his thighs and the burning friction was back within seconds as they grinded against each other.
Heâd barely managed to get his hands back down to Houseâs unzipped jeans before the pager was going off again. Biting back a choked off groan, Wilson dropped his head against Houseâs shoulder as House thumbed at the device.Â
âThere, that shouldâŠâ House started to say, but his phone ringing shattered the moment.
âFor the love of God,â Wilson muttered, pulling back and running a hand through his tousled hair.
House brought the phone to his ear. âBusy right now. Call back in 5.â
Wilson couldnât hear what was being said on the other end of the phone, but he could hear the urgency in what he suspected was Foremanâs voice and knew that the game was over.
âGet her prepped for an LP. Iâll be there in a minute.â
Scrubbing his hands over his face, Wilson drew in a shaky breath and released it slowly. âIf you werenât just as turned on as I am right now, Iâd say this was your plan all along.â
Rolling his eyes, House muttered, âOh yes, you got me, Wilson. I planned to jump your bones and then leave myself as blue balled as I left you.â
Wilson raised both of his eyebrows suspiciously. âThat does sound like something you would do.â
House bent down to grab his cane, then zipped up his jeans as Wilson fixed his shirt and tie.
âMaybe next time you want to make out in the janitorâs closet, donât do it in the middle of one of your cases.â
âOh, so youâre expecting a next time, are you?â
Despite the absurdity of the entire situation, Wilson couldnât help but grin. âWhatever your little plan here was, you didnât succeed. Nor did you finish what you started. Thatâs going to eat at you for days.â Brushing his hair back into place with his fingers, Wilson took a step forwards to open the door. âBut now I know what game youâre playing. And now itâs my move.â
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sending a little commander mills thot đ stopping for the night in a dark, deep cave. sharing a bed roll quickly turning into something more, as you end up on your hands and knees beneath him. thereâs a rattle of stones near the entrance and his large hand is pressing over your mouth to keep you quiet - his senses on high alert for danger. but even then, mills canât help the shallow rock of his hips - unable to resist how good you feel
warning signs
pairing: commander mills x (f)reader
word count: 1.1k+
contents: unprotected p in v, creampie, small amount of dirty talk, i didn't classify what planet they were on but threats are occurring, slight enemies to lovers, rough.
note: i'd let this man have his way with me in an open warzone and i have no shame about it because this idea has me insane.
You should have known.Â
You should have known this planet would be nothing but a bad omen when you had to emergency land on it. When you lost contact, your ship deciding to stop working properly. When the only way of getting out a signal was to rig the system built within the interface of the hunk of metal. Ultimately destroying any chance of getting out of here on it but allowing you to get out a weakened signal, you hoped your home planet would come and swiftly send someone to you before this planet showed just why it was inhabitable by those who walked on two legs and didnât prefer the taste of game.Â
You should have known that Mills would be the worst person to crash land with.
Should have known heâd only raise your blood pressure and have a permanent scowl curve your brows until it gave you a headache.Â
And you really should have known that heâd be this big.Â
His stature alone suggesting that was more to him than broad deltoids beneath those clothes. More than just deadpan looks and side eyes of scolds and warnings behind those irisâs. Behind the moments and trips the two of you have taken together over the years.Â
You should have known that his cock would stretch you like this. Making your insides burn when he thrusts inside of you. Your walls accommodating something thatâs bringing you pleasure at the same time it has you mewling in painâsomething big and hot and heady thatâs making your fingers dig into the dirt.Â
Your back arched at an angle that has your body scraping forward against the ground every time Mills snaps his hips against your ass. His cock going deeper and deeperâthe tip hitting that spot inside of you that makes your body want to run from him, want to escape the pleasure and the sting of him going past what your bodies used toâhis nails digging into your hips. Moonshaped marks embossed in your skin as he holds your ass in place. As he refuses to let you squirm away from him.
Because you wanted this, didnât you?
âYouâve been begging for it.â He says with a heavy breath. A groan mixed somewhere in there, youâre sure of it but canât decipher it fully with how you sound. How the back of your hand is covered in your own drool and bite marks from trying to muffle the moans and whines coming from your mouth.Â
Thereâs a rock under your knee that has left an imprint into your bone, has cut the skin with how your body is moving. If you focus on it hard enough, you may even feel a trickle of blood. Or the indents of stone and caked on dirt on your elbows.Â
But all you can feelâall you can hear, sense, smellâis Mills and what heâs doing to you. What heâs doing to your body and how you never want him to stop. Never want to go back to the time when the two of you pretended there was nothing there.Â
The thrusting of his hips imprinted on your nerve endings, and you canât imagine a time, a moment, or a place where you donât want him to bend you over something and take you. Have you.Â
âWho knew all you needed was my cock to have you so compliant.â Mills grabs the back of your neck. His grip just as rough and embossed as the fingers at your hips. The weight of his chest drapes over you in a way that has you pushed further into the ground and your ass higher in the air, shoving his cock to the hilt, a cry falling from your lips. His name coated in a pleading whimper.Â
âNext time youâre not listening to me, all Iâll have to do is fuck you, huh? Bend you over and fuck you until youâre ready to admit whoâs in charge here.âÂ
Thereâs some part of your psyche that wants to fight against this. That wants to throw his words back in his face with something snide and angry, but youâre fucking pudy between his fingers, and heâs molding you into a perfect compliant hole for him.Â
Into someone who wants to follow his orders just as long as they get his cock in return.Â
But you still open your mouth to try to tell him just as much. To ask him to fuck you harder or agree with him, youâre not sure because it dies in your throat.
The words fall to the pit of your stomach as the both of you stop in place as your body feels the soft rumble of something moving outside of the cave. The rustling of trees, rocks, and branches being stepped on.Â
âMills,â you murmur his name. Soft enough for him to hear but apparently too loud for his liking as he shushes you. His hot breath against your ear, his hands maneuvering your legs so theyâre underneath him now as he lays on top of you. The massive width of his chest makes you feel engulfed in him.Â
His hair against your cheek, his breath held in his lungs just like your own.Â
You try to listen. Try to hear anything approaching, growing closer to your indisposed state. The two of you not in a position to move as quickly as you should to protect yourselves. Mills not seeming to be as on edge as you are, the faith he has in himself to grab his gun quickly enough if whatever is outside moves in closer, is almost aggravating.Â
Your mouth parts to tell him this, to push him off of you so the both of you wonât die while heâs still hard inside of you.Â
But instead of an argument, a gasp falls from your lips as you feel Mills rock his hips against you. The tip of his cock pulled back to your entrance only to be thrust back in slow, and agonizingly sharp all in one quick rock.Â
âMi-â his palm presses against your mouth, silencing you.
âShhh,â he whispers against your ear. âCanât tell you how long Iâve been needing this, to fuck you.â His heavy breath and the deep timber of his tone as he tries to keep quiet, as he speaks the words for only you to hear, to know, and to feel, wash over your spine and lay achinly between your thighs where the shallow rock of his hips against your ass has your nailbeds housing rockbed as you try not to become a sobbing mess behind his hand. âYou feel sâfucking good.â
And if the two of you were to die like this; with Mills rutting against you, his cock stretching you, his deep breaths and praises against your ear, your slick coating his length as you come, and his come leaking from youâleaving your pussy a warm and sticky mess as he continues to thrust inside of you even after the fact, as if heâs trying to keep all he can inside of youâthen so be it.Â
Youâd die happy.
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