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[bookofthestars]

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[isaurq]

My personal review of Camila Cabello's Romance album.

- ssweet-moonnnn / Isa

Track no.1 - Shameless.

The title speaks for itself. This song tells a story of passion and pursuit. I love that feeling of wanting someone so much that it actually turns you into a fearless vulnerable human. A paradox, a walking contradiction on its own right. Also I really like Camila’s carefree adventurous sexy latina, I love that energy.

My favorite lyrics from this song would have to be: “In my dreams, I do anything I want to you. My emotions are naked. Screamin' my lungs out for you. Not afraid to face it. I need you more than I want to.”

Note: the lyrics “Write it on my neck, why don't ya?" reminds me of that time when Camila rapped for Lauren “Check on my neck.” I posted a video of that before.

Track no. 2 - Living proof.

I really like how vulnerable this song is, it is an invitation to one’s soul.

My favorite lines are: “Do you feel me? Can you feel me?" and" Show your demons, and I might show you mine.”

Note to this lyrics: This was a tweet from Lauren back in 2014 “Look into my eyes, that's where my demons hide" In 2015 Camila tweeted “show me all your demons”

Track no. 3 - Should’ve said it.

For me this song is a proof of how pride or ego can mess up a beautiful love story. Most often than not a person would let someone go because of her or his pride or ego. It makes one realize that this is life and is not like the movies but you can choose to be genuinely happy by fighting for who you love whether it be over pride, ego or someone else. Take that leap of faith because regrets can be fatal in the end. It also speaks of the importance of communication and voicing out the truth and how you really feel before everything is too late.

My favorite lyrics are: “So you want me now? That's funny. ‘Cause you didn't give a... back then. If you wanted me so desperately, you shoulda said it. You shoulda said it, love. I wish that you could turn back the time. You'd hold me closer instead of your pride. I knew it was you from the very first night. And it took you two years to make up your mind.”

Note: Camila says this album was written in a span of a year, 2018-2019, 2 years ago is 2016 from 2018. Who was with her? Lauren.

Track no. 4 - My oh my.

I love this song, the energy is fun, sexual, dangerous and flirtatous vibe. One of my faves. Camila is Karla Estrabao here.

My favorite lines are: “I said, if he kissed me, I might let it happen. I swear on my life that I've been a good girl. Tonight, I don't wanna be her.”

Track no. 5 - Señorita.

Very catchy, I remember when I first heard it I played it on loop in the shower. One of those fun songs you can suffer a last song syndrome from but I’m loyal to Lauren so I wouldn’t comment about Shawn.

Track no. 6 - Liar.

Another Karla Estrabao sexy tune. This song is about unconsciously wanting someone and contradicting your own self because the truth is, you really can’t help it, you want that person when you thought it is over, it was never really over.

My favorite lyrics are: “I said I won't lose control, I don't want it. I said I won't get too close, but I can't stop it.”

Track no. 7 - Bad kind of butterflies.

I think more so this is a story of someone in a relationship who wants another person. Call me delusional but something tells me that when Camila was dating she was still thinking about Lauren and felt guilty about it. She said in an interview that it doesn’t feel the same with someone you just date versus the one where you were passionately in love with and I agree a hundred percent.

Track no. 8 - Easy.

Fave lyrics from this: “Always thought I was hard to love. Til you made it seem so easy.”

I think this is my fave lyrics off of this song because I am so hard to love personality wise I can be too much for someone, a passionate explosion of some sort and the people who have been with me who truly cared about me loved that trait about me. It seemed so easy for them to love me.

Track no. 9 - Feel it twice.

One of the saddest songs in this record but I think this is another camren song. Timeline 1 year plus 2 years ago 2016, Lauren. Camila said this was one of the saddest moments of her life, I think this is the time where she and Lauren had a misunderstanding and lack of communication.

Fave lyrics: “Oh, I'm scared if I look in your eyes, I might see your soul. Sitting by the phone, holding onto hope. Spending all night wondering why you let me go. I wish you had felt how you're feeling two years ago.”

Track no. 10 - Dream of you.

This song is so sweet. Speaks about that person who you constantly think about and hoping you do cross their mind too.

Fave lyrics: “All I do, the whole day through, is dream of you. Can you please say you dream of me too.”

Track no. 11 - Cry for me.

Ultimate break up song on the record. I think Camila wrote this when Lauren was with Lucy because she was speaking about a girl with her ex at the end of the song.

Fave lyrics: “You said that, in this lifetime, you could never get over me? Are you over me?”

Track no. 12 - This love.

This is one of my favorites. This is a song for your soulmate. It is what I call endless love.

Fave lines: “Know just how to make me miss you. Goin' in our separate ways but when I'm back here in the middle. Losin' you I couldn't face. Waitin' for ya just in case once a year doesn't hurt, Said it's the last time, but nah, Tired of building up my walls, Just to watch them fall again.”

Track no. 13 -Used to this.

Talks about how a place you don’t like could turn into your favorite just because someone you are in love with made it special for you.

In an interview Camila said that she likes to make surprise flights for someone she is in love with. Remember the rumor airport flights between camren back in the day?

Note: Funny how there is a camren play in San francisco.

Fave lyrics: “And it bears repeating. How hard my heart's beating. When you tell me I should stay.”

Track no. 14 - First man.

I couldn’t really relate to this song because I didn’t have the same relationship with my father, I can relate more to Ariana Grande, I think we have the same father. Kidding aside, I like Camila’s dad.

xx

- ssweet-moonnnn / Isa

[animated-moon]

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[thehobblefootalchemist]

Question Game

Tagged by @actingwithportals 1. Always post the rules 2. Answer the questions given by the person who tagged you 3. Write 11 questions of your own 4. Tag 11 people (or however many you want)

What song speaks to your soul?

You could offer to pay me actual money to shut up about Dust and Disquiet by Caspian and I still wouldn’t do it

Character you most identify with?

It’s an unjudgeably close tie between the Ghostwriter and Doug Rattmann

Singing or dancing?

Not really either, since I fully acknowledge that I’m tone-deaf and am about as good a dancer as a felled tree

Most treasured item in your room?

He....

Longest time you’ve stayed awake?

26 consecutive hours

Dream job?

Writing full-time and/or working at a library

Favorite fictional universe?

DON’T ASK ME THIS Ummm probably Pokemon but there are some very close seconds in this answer

Stars or moon?

Moonnnn

Favorite musical genre?

Instrumental post-rock

Favorite fashion style?

The Affordable One I currently sport is hoodies/long coats, cargo pants, and skate shoes, but as for the Ideal One, think GreedLing aesthetic and wardrobes from Bloodborne

Poetry or lyrics?

You could make a solid argument that lyrics are poetry set to a tune, but I do listen to more songs than I read poetry, so overall I suppose lyrics?

My Questions

Is where you live now where you want to settle down?

Fondest memory of a pet?

Walking or biking?

Biggest irrational phobia?

One thing you hoard?

Page count of your favorite book?

Favorite article of clothing you own?

One pillow or multiple?

Do you still use any ‘bygone’ technologies?

Trying new things at a restaurant, or ordering the same thing each time?

The habitat someone would have to drag you away from during a zoo visit?

Tagging @pseudinymous, @ludashiki, @resistance-red-panda, @afootnoteofhappiness, @the-true-bug-in-the-north if y’all want