#i know you didn't use icons for ur response and u obviously don't have to i just wanted to show u how Obi is looking at IT rn

[fearhaunts]

@spider-self cont from x

it wasn't just the scars that stood out to him. there was more to it than that. Obi couldn't really explain it. there had been a certain pull in his chest, unable to stop himself as he took each step and approached IT. there was no real explanation for it---nor was there really any explanation for the nightmares that have plagued him since he was seven years old; nightmares that still haunted him almost every single night if the dark circles under his eyes wasn't evidence enough. he sucks in a breath and exhales. the voice sends a chill down his spine---he doesn't know why. but the pull is strong and Obi allows it to continue its path. he's not so sure if his father would be proud of him for this. he'd been told to stay away. Obi didn't often listen to what his father said, not anymore. "i don't think that's true," he argues---because he can. he's always had an arrogance about him; perhaps he's too much like his father. "scars are a sign that you survived, not that you lost. you're thinking about it the wrong way. you're here, aren't you? how is that possibly losing?" oh, but he doesn't know. he doesn't know what he's standing in front of. he doesn't know that he could be walking towards his grave, even if his dreams have been telling him the same thing for twenty years. he just doesn't listen.