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#i know this looks kind of romantic or whatever but they're friends that love eachother very much yes but platonically
automatonknight · 2 years
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id: a digital drawing of mirage from ultrakill and a fan character-murphy. they’re both visible from the side floating in space. murphy is on the left and is wearing a blue jumpsuit with white details, while mirage is wearing a round helmet, an orange coat with white accents and black pants. they’re close to eachother, holding hands. mirage’s free hand is resting on murphy’s back, while murphy’s free hand is resting on mirage’s shoulder. they’re leaning in and looking at eachother and where their head almost meet is a flash of white. the background is blue and shows abstract, wavy lines, there’s also a small fragment of the moon visible at the very bottom of the drawing. end id
murphy uses any pronouns
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regulusstarz · 28 days
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pspspsps! i hope you're still taking requests, but if not, feel free to ignore!
can i ask for step 2 headcanons about vianca with a transfem reader? either romantic or platonic is fine, but i do prefer romantic!
thank you, have a lovely day!
I do, i do. I don't get many requests so i immediately started working on this when i saw it. I apologize if its a bit messy, i had to calm myself down while writing this. If there's more specific headcanons you want, feel free to ask!
Step 2 Vianca x Transfem! Reader
-Vianca is your biggest supporter and defender. She's very honest and opinionated, so she will hold a personal grudge against anyone who might be mean to you. Someone accidentally tripped you? She's giving them a death glare for the next 2 days. They're being mean to you for some reason? The reason doesn't matter, she will be calling them out and in the worst-case scenario force teachers to do something about it.
-very open to having you in her friend group and will be pretty nice. Sure, she can still be a little blunt occasionally, but ofcourse not intentionally mean.
-Any hobby you have, Vianca will gladly hear about it. You play an instrument? That's astounding, can you play something for her?You bake? She'll gladly taste test something for you!You do ballet? She does too, she'll gladly watch you or give you some tips if you want them. You draw or generally like to create things? That's amazing! Vianca will, as always, gladly look at whatever you have created. And if you create something for her she'll cherish it and tell you how nice it is.
Romantic headcanons:
-Loves having sleepovers or hanging out in eachothers rooms. Like just sitting there, maybe playing with each other's hair and giving eachother occasional kisses on the cheek.
-Very proud of being your girlfriend. She won't be overly affectionate in public, but will hold your hand and hug you if you want it.
-If you don't have the same classes, she'll happily bring you to and back from class. Maybe even hold some books for you if they're very heavy.
-Her main way of showing love is quality time and words of affirmation. She wants you to know how much she loves you, how much you mean to her, how pretty she thinks you are. And hanging out with you is one of the greatest things in the day! Even small moments. Like you hanging out with her friend group and her, having a picnic togheter, walking to class togheter..everything is great to her.
-Favorite kiss is a small kiss on the cheek or hand. And her favorite kind of hug is when you're just leaning against eachother, maybe your head being on her shoulder.
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This was a bit short, because we don't have step 2 vianca in the game yet so i don't have much to base this on. Also i did more general headcanons, because Vianca would most likely see you as whatever you identify as. And i can't really talk much on transfem experiences because i personally wouldn't be able to be transfem, but if you do want it to be more centered around that feel free to send another ask!
Have a lovely day yourself, thank you for the request <3
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aromantic-diaries · 1 year
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Hi, I can't really understand whether or not I'm aromantic, and if so, do I have romantic interest at all or not.
I have a loving partner who is the best person in the entire world who understands me perfectly, but both of us are unsure if our love for each other is romantic or not;
Unfortunately we are long distance, and both of us are unsure about sex or any kind of sexual intimacy, but we both like/want to cuddle and kiss each other with the exception on the lips
We can't really test if we like it or not, but to me the idea of kissing someone on the lips just feels weird, and I dunno if I will like it or not, I don't mind it but I don't feel excited about it either, but at the same time they're my favorite person ever and we're special to each other, so is this queer platonic something or is it romantic love?
I mean, I don't have to know right now, but I would be very happy to hear ur opinion :3
Well to start off, whatever you wanna call your relationship is up to you and your partner. There really aren't any rules to what a queerplatonic relationship looks like or what makes it different from a friendship or a romantic relationship. If you feel like queerplatonic is a better way to describe it than romantic then it's queerplatonic
As for whether or not you may be aromantic, that can be a bit of a puzzle so I'll share a bit of my own experience. Similarly to you I had a long distance partner for two years before I knew I was aromantic and though I liked them a lot I often felt unsure about the relationship. After I came out, it was as though nothing changed, we remained friends and later decided to be in a qpr. Maybe ask yourself, are you really romantically attracted to your partner or is it just a sense of affection for them and would anything change if you declared that your relationship wasn't romantic after all?
As for kissing, I can relate to feeling weird about it. I never quite liked the idea of kissing someone on the lips and it's always grossed me out and I turned out to be aroace so there's that
And as a closing thought, a lack of romantic attraction doesn't neccessarily imply a lack of interest or desire. It's normal for aromantic individuals to still want to have a romantic partner, so I suggest looking more into that (i have yet to learn about that aspect of aromanticism as I'm still somewhat focused on dissecting my own experience). You could be romance favourable or romance neutral, or maybe there's a more specific label that could suit you
At the end of the day, if you and your partner are happy with eachother, then it doesn't matter what label you want to put on your relationship. You're the only ones who get to decide what it is, there is no one correct way to love someone, which is sort of what qprs are all about. But knowing yourself does make things less confusing
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Rating whatever ST ships I can think of bc it's night (post lemon) and I'm bored
Lumax- 10/10 so poetic and beautiful the show doesn't do them justice which is SAYING A LOT romo lumax and platonic lumax have my heart
Elmax- the first ST ship I started shipping before joining fandom! 10/10 incredible beautiful drop dead gorgeous romo and platonic elmax are perfect
Hopclair- 10/10 I may currently be running on a hopclair ANGST high, but as I've said and will not hesitate to repeat, these two NEED to team up and NEED more screentime together! Romo, platonic, and queerplatonic hopclair love in my brain
Henclair- recently found appreciation for them upon season two rewatch and reflecting join season two, cute enough for a maybe 6/10 as romo 15/10 platonic
Henderhop- I just can't picture it 0/10
Morallysus- idrk seems kinda morally sus to me :/ -10/10
Elmike 8/10 platonic and I will not elaborate
Byler- objectively 10/10 but they are not who I'm thinking about when I'm actually watching- that's when my elmax and platonic stobin brain turns on romo and platonic byler on their respective places in the timeline are literary impeccability
Byclair- adorable and I could totally see it, 7.5/10
Wheelclair- surprisingly cute but not my first instinct I do truly Get the cuteness but 6/10
Elumax- be it romo lumax romo elmax with pl hopclair, romo hopclair, or qp hopclair, still adorable to me and I actually understand them more than you do don't go near my children sorry guys blorbo is just for me actually 100/10
Stobin- 10/10 platonic and queerplatonic aromantic and lesbian solidarity!! But also their arc and how they support eachother!! Beautiful precious my precious you can't have it wow am i gatekeeping?
Rockie- unopinionated so 6/10 besties endgame material romo
Ronance- I can never stop thinking about Nancy comparing Barb and Robin to eachother but y'all's headcanons are cute 5/10
Stancy- you know me. I love Steve. I love Nancy. Which is exactly why I can't in good conscious dare ship them together! Nancy's whole thing of relating him to Barb's death (valid) is word on its own if you don't throw in the fact that Steve super cool dream directly contradicts everything Nancy wants in life! Neither of them should have to compromise their LIFE around accommodating the other! You can say what you want about "they still like eachother romantically" which isn't even really true imo but had it ever occurred to you that sometimes people can feel romantically and and decide that a friendship would do them more good? Which isn't to say they are super close friends either because honestly their friendship has gotten the least amount of attention by the writers. -20/10 romo and 7/10 potential friendship that we will never get to see on screen.
Jancy- I honestly could not care less whether they are endgame their unbreakable bond etc etc doesn't care whether they're friends or dating 6/10
Jargyle- 10/10 how does it feel to be the most perfect ship in the world? Pl, QP, romo, alterous, whatever it is these two mean the world to me
Stonathan- question why? I'm sure it's cute I just don't understand the origin of the hype. What's it ABOUT for y'all?
Stoncy- see above, both 5/10
Steddie- I actually like it as a ship kind of if it weren't for the fact I can't see Steve not being aromantic. Also while we're here thank you if you've stopped cross tagging because I'd I look up Erica Sinclair In not looking for Eddie x Reader fics 6.5/10 romo
Boyce- wait actually this might have been my first ST ship not elmax.. anyways they're adorable and I totally hated the way they did the love triangle thing. Hopper being annoying distracted me from Bob being the coolest guy in the world.
Jopper- I guess I'm cool with them now but I was so anti jopper in S2 not because I'm invested in the love triangle I fucking hate love triangles but because Hopper was insufferable in seasons two and three and Joyce had like no boundaries in season three that got weird because ofc the writers decided to build up their canon in the most annoying way possible. Maybe they could have been an 8/10 if ST writers had fucking tried at all before season four but now they're closer to a 4.5/10 for me tbh but go back to season one where their friendship was pretty cool and they've known eachother forever and all that- super fucking sweet 8/10 points taken off because I just generally find Hopper annoying (as a person not as a character I get how he's important to the story and blah blah)
Boycer- since the suffers never ruined it I mean wrote it and I can imagine them however I want- polyamorous Joyce with her two boyfriends is a 10/10
Edissy- I genuinely thought this was a joke 2/10 romo 7/10pl
Joyren- not to be a Karen hater but I kinda hate Karen 1/10
Kargyle- I love Kali with all my heart. I absolutely adore Argyle. But I don't get this ship. Like why. 5/10 romo 8/10 pl
Kalancy- yes let women kill people! I mean I'm the scenario I imagine they are def at Kali's home not Nancy's and it's def not a healthy mindset but let's not think about that.. honestly I don't think about them at all but I guess it could be cool. 8/10 romo 9/10 pl 9/10 qp
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The whole idea of 'Stephan going mad watching the love of his life with someone else' physically hurts me because it doesn't acknowledge that:
1) Love fades guys. If it's not actively maintained, your gonna lose feelings. Don't get me wrong, you'll still care about the person but it won't be romantic in nature. Speaking of which:
2) Platonic love is a thing. Infatuation is a thing. I honestly never got the impression that Stevan and Christine where actually in love with eachother. (Speaking strictly from the first movie) They just seemed like good friends who fucked. And Stevan didn't have any other friends or even family so it was up to Christine to step up when his accident happened. No one else even visited him in the hospital! How many close friends has Stevan ever actually had? How many people has he actually dated dated vs just fucking? Does he know the difference between platonic and romantic love? Love vs infatuation? I'd believe it if he doesnt. Sorry I ended up going on a tangent, but that would be a great concept to explore in MoM. But I guarantee they won't.
Also, if he truly loved Christine, he would be happy in her happiness. So the whole concept of the wedding being 'painful' is bs unless it really was never love in the first place. They are talking out of both sides of their mouth. - 🐍 Anon
You're right and you should say it!
Stephen doesn't have any family alive. They changed a few things from the comics where he's the elder sibling, Donna is his sister and Victor his brother (and they're both dead). However in the MCU he only had Donna - she died when she was young which inspired Stephen to become a doctor. Both parents are dead as well so I'm afraid he only has Christine.
Frankly judging by his attitude in the hospital it doesn't surprise me that he didn't have many friends. Not because he was so insufferable that nobody wanted to be close to him (a little too arrogant, yes, but I've dealt with worse), I just got the impression he wasn't interested in maintaining relationships, focusing instead on his work and some "escapades" with Christine. And those times when he was with her he definitely developed feelings for her but that doesn't mean he has to act on them.
It's almost as if some people can't imagine a situation when someone loves another person but doesn't make a move which is crazy because it happens all the time! You can catch feelings for pretty much anyone and sometimes it works but sometimes it doesn't and that's alright. There are times where making a move would only make things worse.
Which kind of takes me to your first point... when would they work to keep their romance alive? Christine is way too busy in the hospital (in ER of all places!) and Stephen has a multiverse to protect. It's far healthier to show them hanging out every now and then as friends who care deeply for each other, who help one another but stay on their own paths. Like you say in #2, platonic relationships exist and they're wonderful.
I just hope, whatever they do, they don't show Stephen in the wedding trying to ruin it or making things miserable for her. I wouldn't mind some healthy and funny banter with the groom, some lines where they tell each other that they still love one another but they realize they can't be together, and for Stephen to perhaps look a little sad but happy to see Christine with someone who loves her. Now that would be great.
We'll see.
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devinescribe · 3 years
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Innocence
Niragi Suguru × Reader
So, this is something I was very excited to receive a request about!
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(Yall... please, the most adorable thing I've ever been requested to write-)
I absolutely loved the idea, as it's something I go through, and a few of my friends go through, although it might be a little different. (My friends as well as I  (ooh, exposing myself) have a little space(different from a sub space. It's age regression and not at all sexual or wrong. It's totally OK to do this) , and I usually take care of them and they take care of me through it, so I get the panic attacks and drops! What this person requested is probably quite different from that, so It's not the exact same thing. Also, keep in mind, everyone expiriences panic attacks differently, I'm going off of my personal experience with them.
Warnings: past trauma, panic attacks, swearing, mentions of death, blood, let me know if I missed any!
You had been put into this world. A desolate one. It looked like your home of Tokyo, but it wasn't. There weren't  any people, and it was empty. It was like a giant prison... except bigger. In your opinion, it was a prison, and no one was around to judge you, so it was. You had been quite scared waking up, not knowing what was going on. Wandering around the new Tokyo, you felt a feeling of dread. You were alone. How you hated being alone.
At night, however, things changed. One of the advertisement boards in the middle of Tokyo lit up, pointing towards a place and the words 'way to the game arena' sprawled across it. You just followed the light up sign, and ended up at a skating rink.
Your eyes lit up at the sight. There were pretty colors, flashing lights, and popular music was playing in the background. You swayed on your heels, back and forth, unsure of what to do next before seeing a table with phones. On the same table was a sign that read 'One for each player.' What did they mean by player? You didn't know. You picked up a phone, and it turned on. The screen read something about facial recognition. You stared in awe at it, thinking it was cool. You were so immersed with the phone, you didn't notice other people come in. When you did, you were a bit intimidated. You didn't know why you were here. It dawned on you in a moment, and you started to fidget with the edge of your skirt. You saw two people who looked nicer than the rest, and decided to aproach them.
"Hi! Um... I'm sorry to bother you,  but do you know what's going on? I just woke up here..." you explained, looking at them. It was a boy and a girl. The girl had short, dark hair, and was wearing black spandex with a colorful pullover that was unzipped a bit to where you could see the black sports bra under. She was so pretty in your eyes. The boy had dark hair, his bangs falling into his face. He was wearing a t-shirt, and shorts. They looked at each other, and back to you. "It's a game," the girl said. You smiled. "A game? I like games what kind of game?" You asked. "It's not... it's not normal games. They're more difficult... and dangerous," the boy explained. You were confused. "My name is (Y/N). What's your's?" You asked. "I'm Arisu and this is Usagi," he introduced. "I like your names," you said cheerfully. The phone pinged, and you jumped slightly.
'Registration closed. 8 players. Difficulty 4 of spades. Game 'Roll Away'. All players will put on the roller skates. They can't be taken off once put on. There will be different challenges in the rink. It might be dodging something, getting chased by something, or other obstacles. Clear Condition: You can not take off the roller skates through the duration of the game. Doing that will result in immediate death. The way to win is to dodge the object or things and pass the challenges. Game start in 10 minutes' (this is the dumbest game concept I've come up with, I apologize in advance)
"Here, stick with us, and we'll try to make sure you don't get hurt, alright?" Usagi said, placing her hand on your shoulder. "Ok! Thank you Usagi-Chan! Thank you Arisu-Kun!" You chirped, bowing your head in gratitude. They smiled to eachother, one thought clear and present in their heads. They had to protect you. Something they didn't say about a lot of people, but something was different about you.
That's how they took you to the beach. At first, you were scared. You didn't know anyone there, there was people staring at you, and there were some that had weapons. Your eyes had so much to focus on, and it was so overwhelming. Your first thought was to focus on something shiny. You liked shiny things. The problem was, there was to many shiny things to focus on. The windows, guns, swords, accents on the wall, hell, everything might as well been shiny. You stayed still, sitting up as straight as you could, playing with the sleeves of the sweatshirt you had on. "So she's basically useless?" One of the people there said. You frowned at the words. "No, no, she's very capable. I think she'd do well in club games. And she doesn't require a high rank right now. Just for a her to be safe," Arisu said, protecting your from their words. "Alright. Just inform her of everything. Niragi, why don't you take her to get a wristband and to her room?" The man, who you had learned to be Hatter suggested, although he knew it was a command. Usagi gripped onto your shoulder softly. "I'll go with. Just because I feel she is my responsibility as well," Usagi said. In reality, she was worried of what he'd do to you. She didn't trust Niragi, and from the short amount of time she had known you, noticed you to be more trusting and innocent than most. You smiled widely, and looked up at Usagi. "Let's go then."
You walked in the middle of both people. Usagi, looking forward most of the time, holding your hand to guide you around, and Niragi. That's what Hatter had called him anyways. He was rather tall, longish hair with half tied back. He had piercing on his nose and brow. Shiny pieces of metal which you found yourself staring at constantly. There was a gun slung over his shoulder, which scared you. "Here we are," he said, opening the door to what you assumed to be a storage room. He handed you a bracelet. You played with the stretchy cord, stretching out and back in, being entertained by it. Usagi grabbed your hand, and gently slid it on. "Don't take it off, ok?" She said softly. You nodded. "What is she? A damn kid?" Niragi scoffed. "No. Be nice. People have different situations, and you have no right to judge," Usagi repremanded him, her tone strong. He rolled his eyes. "Ok, there's three rules at the Beach. 1, you have to wear a bathing suit, 2 all card go to Hatter, 3 death to the traitors," he said. "Mmm... death? What do you mean by that?" You asked. You knew what death was, you just wanted to make sure he wasn't threatening you. "Death means death. We catch you planning to leave, or keeping your cards, you die. Simple as that," Niragi stated. "Ah... oki! Usagi-Chan, I think I'll be ok with out you for now. Thank you!" You chirped. Usagi shook her head. "I'm not leaving you alone with him," she stated, glaring at him. You felt hands grab your waist, and pull you back. It was Niragi. For whatever reason, you felt safe. He was bigger than you, and most likely stronger, and it made you feel safe. You shrunk into him, liking the feeling. "Yeah, Usagi-Chan... Let her have fun," he mocked, sticking out his tongue. Usagi could hear the hidden meaning behind his words. But, to her surprise, you didn't. Were you that innocent? "I'll be fine. Tell Arisu-Kun thank you again for me though... You guys really helped me through that game," you smiled. Usagi nodded her head, and against her better judgement, left. "Ok, just you and me now sweetheart," Niragi sighed, leading you around. You rushed to catch up with him, and grabbed his hand. He flinched, pulling his hand away. "What the hell do you think you're doing?" He asked, scrunching his face in disgust at the contact. " 'M sorry... Didn't want to get lost. I don't like being alone," you apologized, looking down, and swinging your leg back and forth. 'Damn it... She's cute... NOnononono, backtrack, hold up, not cute. She's fucking annoying. There we go. That sounds better. Not at all cute. Annoying.' He sighed, remembering the way Usagi had spoken to you, "It's fine. Just don't go doing that, ok?"  You nodded excitedly, walking besides him.
"Ok, and this room is the one Hatter told me to take you to. The two people you were with live on the next floor up. No I don't know what room, neither do I care. They'll tell you, most likely. Bye," he said after leading you to your room door. "Niragi... thank you!" You said, smiling. "What?" He questioned, turning around to face you. "Thank you. Really, I would have gotten lost without you. I hope to see you soon!" You repeated, skipping into your room. He stared at the spot you just stood in, in shock. 'She's odd. But interesting. Is her innocence an act? Or is she just like that?' He thought as he walked off. You hadn't made any sort of shy or disgusted expressions when he talked to you. Especially when he used more risqué remarks. You just smiled or laughed as if you didn't understand the meaning behind his words. You were definitely interesting to say the least.
"We're really sorry we couldn't find another one for you... It's just the rules here, ok?" Arisu apologized. They had to find a swimsuit for you to wear, and they had found a white one. It wasn't horrible, just showed a lot. "You're allowed to wear a cover up though. Or like a sweater," Usage suggested. You nodded, rushing to the bathroom where you had changed. You grabbed the fluffy zip up hoodie you had on before you changed. You slipped it on over your body, and smiled. "Much better," you chirped. They laughed slightly. Arisu couldn't help but feel warm and fuzzy when you were around. Not in a romantic way, but more in a protective way. He didn't want anyone to harm you. Usagi felt the same. "Can I go walk around?" You asked, playing with your hair. They nodded. " You don't have to ask for permission. You can do what you want," Usagi said. You nodded, saying goodbye, and leaving the room.
You hummed as you walked around, looking at all the people walking around. You nodded your head to whatever rythym was going on in your head. There were so many things to focus on, it felt like your head was going to explode. You shut your eyes for a bit and kept walking. Bad idea.
"Oi, you damn brat! Watch where you're going!" Someone shouted at you. You had bumped into them, falling to the ground. " 'M sorry! Didn't mean to!" You squeaked out. You heard them laugh, and you opened your eyes. "Whatever. And stop talking like that. What are you? A ba-" they were cut off by a snicker. "Really? You have the right to say that?" You recognized the voice from earlier. It was Niragi. You looked up to see Niragi pointing his gun at the people bothering you. "What? She talks like a fucking baby. And acts like one. Is she your little play thing?" The person taunted. Niragi scowled. "I'm only letting you go right now because Aguni doesn't let us kill in front of others. Be glad I'm letting you off right now," Niragi threatened. They all rushed away, seeing as their bravery was only for show. Niragi looked down to you on the floor. "You good?" He asked. You nodded, getting yourself off the floor. "Thank you once again, Niragi," you said, your attention on the floor. He couldn't help but notice your nature. You were innocent, childish, and playful. So different from all the other girls here. It was annoying, but also... cute. He was so lost in thought, he almost didn't feel you standing next to him and grabbing his arm. "What are you doing? We talked about this," he stated, trying to pull his arm away, watching as you nuzzled into him. "You're warm... and I like this feeling... I don't know what it is, but it's nice," you muttered. He pulled you around, back to his room, ignoring the stares he was getting.
He opened the door, and walked in, shutting it behind you two. "Where are we?" You asked, looking up at him. "Guess," were his only words. You basically beamed up at him. "Ooh, like a game! Umm... I don't know... tell me?" You chirped, placing a finger on your lip. He sighed, basically throwing himself on his bed. "You're annoying, you know that right?" He said. You frowned, twiddling your fingers. "Don't get offended by that. I have questions I want answered, come here," he stated, the commanding tone in his voice obvious. You stood straighter, and walked over by him. He looked up st you, confused. "Sit,'' was the only word that left his lips. You did so, sitting up straight. "So... is this an act? Your whole innocence thing?" He questioned, motioning to you. You tilted your head in confusion. "No? It's just... me," you responded. He hummed to acknowledge he heard you. Your hands kept looking for something to do, and you impulsively put one of your hands on his head. He moved away, grabbing your wrists, putting them to your body. "Hands to yourself princess," he said, a bored tone present. You shook your head, your hair swaying and bouncing with you. He laughed at the sight as you pouted. "Don't wanna. I like the feeling I get when I touch you or when you touch me," you said, your fingers being able to lightly touch his hand. "What feeling?" He asked. "I don't know what it's called... I just like it," you responded. "Well explain it," he said. "Mm... I feel really warm and protected. And... safe..." you responded, feeling his hands leave your wrists. After feeling his hands leave your wrist, you looked up at him. You crawled next to him squirming from happiness. "Oi, stop it," he scolded, grabbing your shoulders to keep you still. You pouted, looking up at him. "Then can I pet you?" You asked. "What am I? A damn dog?" He spat. "I like dogs. Dogs are cute. You're cute. But you're not a dog. Good boys deserve pets. You're a good boy, so... you deserve pets," you rambled, patting the top of his head softly. He look at you as you did so. He dropped back onto his bed. "I'm tired, so I'm going to sleep before tonight's patrol. Don't kill me," he yawned, closing his eyes, falling asleep almost immediately.
When he woke up, he heard humming. He opened his eyes slowly, and saw you curled up on the end of his bed, humming. "Hello?" He questioned. You turned so fast, he swears you gave yourself whiplash. "Niragi you're up!" You chirped. He sighed. 'Who gave her the right to be so damn cute... this isn't fair on me right now.' He nodded, and got up. He looked into the mirror on the dresser, noticing his hair was tied back. He went to take it out, but soon saw it was braided. "Did you... braid my hair?" He questioned. Now, he wasn't mad, and he didn't hate it. He just wanted to know why. "Yeah. Sorry," you said, looking down. "I- forget it. Why?" He asked. Your eyes lost their spark for a second. "um... uh... I... I just wanted to," you said shakily. "Tell me why. I can see through that lie," he stated, taking his hair out of the braid. "Umm... I... I don't think you'd care, it's nothing," you deflected. "Look, if I'm asking, it means I want to know. So say it," he said, turning to face you. "Ok... I was just alone in my thoughts, and I decided to braid your hair. It made me feel less... anxious. My sister used to always ask for me to braid her hair. So she could look just like our mom... and she did look just like out mom," you explained, tears filling your eyes.
You didn't like talking about your sister because of what had happened to her. Your mother had died when you were 9, your sister was just a baby. She looked exactly like your mom. And due to circumstances, you were never able to be a kid. You had to be an adult at a young age. You never got to be childish. So, you did it more when you grew up. Your sister... Your sister didn't really care all that much. She acted like a kid, and got to be a kid. You made sure of it. Some things just couldn't be helped though. She had died after a car accident. You all went to get some groceries. It had been a great night, and you three had gotten ice cream. On the way back, a drunk driver had hit the car. Your father lived and yourself lived, but he blamed himself for it. He tried, he really really tried to be a good father to you, but it wasn't enough. Somehow, you could never seem to win.
"I'm sorry, I don't really like talking about her, can I talk about something else?" you said, quickly wiping the tears away. He could tell you didn't want to talk about. It made him want know more, but for whatever reason, he left it. "My patrol starts I'm a few minutes. So you'll have to find someone else to bother," he said, fixing his hair again. "But I don't wanna go around anyone else. Wanna be around you," you pouted, walking to his side. He stared down in shock. No one has ever wanted to around him out of their own free will. "Look, just... go to your room, and if I remember to go, I'll go and visit for a bit."
That's how it started. You would constantly be around him, rambling about your newest topic. He didn't respond a lot, just listened, throwing the occasional sigh of you being annoying. It didn't bother you anymore, because something told you if he actually found you annoying, you wouldn't be alive right now.
"Hey hey hey (N/N)!" Kuina greeted with a smile. "Kuina! You're back!" You giggled, running over. She hugged you, spinning you around. "How's my favorite human?" She asked, setting you down. "I'm ok... How was your game?" You asked, walking around with her. She led you down to where all the cars came in. "Hatter put me in charge of checking to make sure no one keeps their cards today. Help me out?" She asked as soon as you got there. You nodded, and stood by her.
All was fine, till one of the last groups came in, speeding. You watched nervously, hoping nothing bad happened. You felt the world around you move in slowmotion, and the air in your lungs get shorter everytime you breathed. You heard the tires screech, and Kuina's voice was somewhere in the background. You felt like you couldn't breath, you felt the cold stone wall behind you and you slid down it. Tears rolled down your face, and you scratched at your arms unknowingly. You felt people trying to touch you, and you kicked or hit them away.
"Someone get help! Arisu, Usagi!" Kuina yelled at them. They had come outside, hearing a commotion. They tried to touch you, or get closer, but you wouldn't let them. Blood came out of the scratches you had made on yourself. "Who else can help her?! Think quick, please!" Arisu panicked. You were crying and scratching at yourself. They could hear you muttering 'no' and 'can't lose them again' over and over under your breath. Anytime someone tried to get close to you, you would kick or hit them. "Get Niragi," Usagi said. "What no I'm not going to-" Kuina started to argue. "Do you have any other ideas?! Go get Niragi before she hurts herself more! Now!" Usagi shouted. The panicky feeling was in everyone. Kuina quickly looked over at you, and nodded. This wasn't about who she did and didn't like. It was about making sure you were ok. Kuina ran off, going to look for Niragi. "Usagi, you go look for him as well. You're faster than me, I'll kept on eye on her," Arisu said. Usagi nodded, running off.
You were still crying, your nails tearing into your skin, crescent marks left behind, and trails of crimson dripping down. People were still trying to help, but we're crowded all around you. You couldn't breath, air couldn't get into your lungs. The people all around you looked like they were closing in around you. A flashback of the moment the other car hit you flooded your brain. Your sister's cut off scream. Her blood soaked shirt, the pieces of glass embedded into her skin. The pain you felt when you called out for her, but she didn't answer.
"Chishiya! Chishiya! Have you seen Niragi?" Kuina yelled after the short boy. He turned around. "Why would I care ab-" Chishiya started. "Chishiya, not now. It's (Y/N). Please, just- do you know or not?" Kuina interrupted, taking in shaky breaths. He shook his head. "Last Boss might know he's over there. If not Aguni," Chishiya said. Kuina nodded, running over to the aforementioned man.
Eventually, she found him on the roof. 'He's always on the damn roof' Kuina thought. "Niragi! Don't ask questions, just come with me!" Kuina yelled at him. He turned with a face that read 'no'. "Why should I-" he started. "It's (Y/N), please just- she- come with me," Kuina stumbled over her words. It had been at least 6 minutes. He tried not to show any emotion, but looked around and nodded. He walked quickly besides her as they made their way back.
"Found him!" Kuina shouted. Arisu turned to them and nodded. "Just go over to her," Arisu said. Niragi walked over, and everyone around you, immediately parted. "Go away," he threatened. Everyone left, and he was able to see what was happening. Your previously white swimsuit was now stained with red. Your arms were marked up with scratches and crescent shaped wounds. "Hey, (Y/N), it's me... calm down... breath," he whispered, so only you could hear. He kneeled in front of you, and got gradually closer. You didn't push him away, nor did you pit up a fight against him. The feeling of being safe and protected that you only got around Niragi appeared. The warm feeling spread over you, making you calm down a bit. You were able to breath a bit now, and you whimpered about something he didn't quite hear. Arisu and Kuina sighed in relief, seeing as he was able to get close to you. He grabbed your hands, taking them away from your arms. You took a shaky breath. "N-niragi?" You questioned. "Mhm... just calm down for now," he said. Arisu and Kuina looked at eachother and nodded, deciding to leave. Niragi had it under control.
You grabbed onto Niragi, and held onto him tightly. He heard you sniffle and say an apology into his neck. "Don't apologize for that. Are you ok-ish now?" He asked. He felt you nod. "Ok, well, we need to clean you up. And you can tell me what happened later, ok?"
He had carried you up to his room, cleaning up the blood on your body. "Sorry... I'm sorry," you apologized again, as he bandaged up your arms. "Stop apologizing, it's pissing me off," he stated. You frowned with a shaky sigh. "I... I didn't mean that. I'm sorry," he apologized, sitting besides you. You snuggled up into him. He was going to scold you, but decided against it, seeing as he rather liked the feeling. He always had. "Niragi... you forgot to do something," you muttered. "And what's that princess?" He asked. "Kiss it better?" You asked, looking at him with the puppy dog eyes. He felt his face get hot, and cursed himself. He rolled his eyes giving in, "Fine." You gave him your arm, and he kissed over the bandages. You giggled slightly. "Tickles," you laughed. He couldn't help but laugh. You smiled, "Niragi... Can I help you feel better?" You asked. "What? I'm not hurt though," he said, confused by your words. "Ok, fine... maybe it's not to make you feel better... just wanna give you a kiss. I really really really like you," you admitted, blushing slightly. He froze up for a second, before smirking. "Go ahead then. I really really really really like you too."
So... how was that? Um...bi may have gone overboard, but I am all for soft Niragi hours even if he's OOC, it's called 'I'm sad, he's my comfort character.' Umm... yeah... cool!
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bruh-im-aggro · 2 years
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1-30 with Dr Collins and Wrath 🔫
also christian and pride (since you're president of the fan club) if you want
I-
I should've seen this coming tbh
What’s their love languages?
Wraths is 100% words of affirmation and acts of service. I feel like Sam's would be soft touches and also acts of service sjshjss.
2. Do they have a dynamic trope? (enemies to lovers, sunshine x grumpy, etc?)
I think theirs is Childhood friends to lovers
3. Who cooks? Who cleans up? Who’s banned from the kitchen?
I think Wrath cooks the most, Sam probably cleans up and neither are banned.
4. What’s their favorite sleeping/cuddling positions?
Wrath will never admit it but they love being the little spoon- I feel like Sam's would be sweethearts cradle.
5. Who does what chores?
Wrath will not be caught dead doing dishes or cleaning out spoiled food. I don't make the rules.
6. Do they go out often or prefer to stay indoors?
I think the whole vampire thing leans towards indoors lmao
7. Who is the more romantic one?
Wrath. They're a hopeless romantic.
8. Do they have any favorite activities to do together?
Hm. All I can think of is like reading together or cooking whwnahab
9. Baths or showers together? Do they like elaborate ones with bubbles and flower petals?
Baths almost always bc they're one of the easiest ways to get Wrath to relax. And yes they like bubbles and flowers.
10. Who drives and who picks out the music?
Usually Sam drives and Wrath DJ's
11. What’s a song that describes their relationship? Or, what’s the song that they’ve deemed “their” song?
I don't know- The anons are better at picking this than I am-
12. Who gets up the earliest? Who has the worst sleep schedule? Who is the sleepiest?
The answer to all of these are Wrath.
13. What's their opinions on PDA?
Wrath is a possessive little shit so they're always gonna try to be touching Sam in some way. I feel like Sam's a "Take it or leave it" kind of person with it.
14. Who does fashion shows after a mall trip and who watches and compliments them?
Wraths doing the modeling and Sam is 100% their hype man
15. Do they go on vacations together? Where is their favorite place to visit?
I don't think these two have ever had a vacation.
16. What’s their favorite “domestic bliss” moment? Do they cook/clean together? Do they like to go out shopping together?
Its 100000% waking up and making breakfast together in the morning. Thank you next.
17. What does a relaxing night in look like for them?
That might be a little less than PG-
/j /j
Its these two cuddling on a couch, watching TV and drinking whatever form of alcohol they can find in the house.
18. What does a date night out look like for them?
Its Wrath dragging Sam to wherever like a toddler in Disneyland.
19. How do they silently/subtly express their love for eachother?
Wrath will do it in bringing him food when he's working or something like that. I think Sam would show it in little gestures like dancing with them in the kitchen.
20. What clothes/accessories do they steal from eachother?
Wrath steals Sam's jacket, Sam steals it back. The cycle repeats.
21. Which of their friends/family pokes fun at them for them getting flustered/affectionate?
Lust. Always Lust.
22. How do they apologize after arguments?
Wraths main tactic is to cool down and then find Sam, wherever he may be, and give Jim a hug with an apology. Sam's tactic is to ship them off to their death.
(Jk, he's most likely trying to plan a dinner or like something special as an apology)
23. Do they like pick up lines?
Yes.
24. What are their favorite places to kiss on their partner(s)? What are their favorite types of kisses?
Wrath loves kissing Sam on the nose, cheek or lips. And I think Sams are lips, neck and hands.
25. What is their dream home? Do they buy a place together? Who plans the decorations and who does the heavy lifting?
Im pretty sure they already have their dream home but Wrath decorates and Sam actually gets shit done bc he's a strong boy 😌
26. Do they have any pets or kids?
No but Wrath wouldn't mind a dog
27. Who would propose? What would their wedding be like?
Wrath proposed and I'm pretty sure their wedding was a small gathering and I think it was forest themed? I do not remember-
28. What’s something that reminds them of their partner(s)? Do they have anything on them daily as a reminder (a photo, phone background, tattoo, clothing/accessory, etc)?
Wraths reminded of Sam when they see really old trucks, when they smell anything wood related and their wedding ring obv <3
I have no idea what to put for Sam so imma let Sam anon handle that if they so choose
29. What is something they can never agree on? How do they meet in the middle?
Wraths self-worth. There is no in the middle.
30. Free space! Say something about this ship that you want to say!
Sams a bottom and we love him for it-
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cancerfairy · 3 years
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Exchange Reading:
Hey! I'm glad to be able to do this for you<3 I'd like you to answer mine in the inbox, whenever you're free:)
Your Question/Reading:
Next Relationship Dynamic
Your Reading:
Hey LP ♋
Here's what I can channel for you. I hope it resonates and if it doesn't then I'm sorry:(
I also need you to know that I anything negative comes in the real,I'll straight up tell you that because I know that tarot isn't about sugarcoating :)
Please ignore the typo errors if any.
I used tarot and intution for this reading.
So through the cards ,I see that the next relationship you'll be having will be balanced. Very balanced. It'll be an equal give-and-take relationship. This relationship will be probably the most pleasant relationship you've ever had(if you've dated before) Why,you may ask? Well that's probably because you're lucky enough--there will be minimal fights and arguements between the 2 of you. You both will be quite compassionate about eachother. There'll be a sense of understanding between the 2 of you.
You'll be the dominant one in this relationship,and don't see any much age difference between the 2 of you. Even if there will be,your person will be most likely the immature energy here. They'd be actually doing whatever you want them to do lol. Either they're just love struck or maybe they just are like that in relationships. Either way,you'll be taking charge of this person. They'd likely talk to you before every decision they make--every step they take.
You both will be companions and most likely love to chat. Communication will be the primary reason why you both will start courting/dating. You'll be actually looking forward to the conversations. I see that this will be a spiritually guided relationship. Platonic before it turns romantic.
Now here's the thing-- one or the 2 of you can be over judgemental at times. You or them may criticize eachother at times--i see sour humour for some odd reason. As I said,you wouldn't fight-- but the subtle taunts or sarcastic humour may hurt the other partner subconsciously. For the others,it'll be just for fun at times,but this'll be toxic for someone at times.
I also see that this relationship will be "sweet and cute" more than "hot and oh so irresistible". Intuitively, your next person is a great chef and you'll be impressed by their hidden quality. They'll be multi talented for sure. I can see you both having fun at places like parks and malls.
There's going to be nothing exotic-ish in this relationship. They'll be no secrets from each other either. You both will likely be open books for eachother. People will admire your couple. You both will likely have similar likes and dislikes. And I can see you both enjoying the same activities.
Sometimes you'll feel like the relationship has nothing exotic to offer. Nothing like the films and shows show us--ansd that's where your partner will tell you that this is real life. Where relationships has bonds,not actions. They have emotions,not scenes. I think you'll learn this from the relationship and tell give you a new outlook towards relationships.
I'm channeling your initial phase of this relationship mainly. I can't see anyone moving in with anyone. Maybe it may happen if you're comfortable with that,but honestly can't see that for a long period of time. I don't see any proposal or marriage from this relationship at the start,but because I'm only channeling the Initial phase--so you never know where this could lead.
I see that your person will compliment you alot. I think you'd like that about them. They talk really smoothly. Sweetly. I see that you both will be protective of eachother,but not over the top. It'll be a super cute bond <33
You both will be super supportive of each other and won't back out for giving any kind of emotional support you guys might need.
I guess the words "comforting" and "nurturing" could best describe the relationship dynamic at the start. You may have been friends or acquaintancea before the relationship,so I don't see this as "love at first sight". This relationship will be blossoming for both of you.
That's all I channel for now ✨
Channeled Song:
(Shuffled 4 times Intuitively)
Cold Water- Major Lazor
This is a beautiful song to show up in your reading. Go check out the lyrics because it describes the dynamic for your next relationship. With the song,it looks like this will be a relationship that will make you both feel secure. You'll always have each other's backs. You'll never feel emotionally alone in this relationship.
Cards You Got:
Devil (rev),4 of swords,queen of wands,2 of swords (rev), Judgment,8 of wands, Temperance
Hope it resonates 🦋
Feel free to ask any more clarifications in my inbox about this reading,I'd be happy to reply:)
Have a great year ahead of you 💖
wow i'm literally speechless bruh..
all of this resonated sm especially the friends to lovers part since i always get that
also the song kinda made me laugh idk why but i sent your reading to your inbox like you asked, i hope it resonates <3
thank you sm for this 🤍🤍
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heero-yuy · 7 years
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What if Keith was never really supposed to have love interest? DOTU and VF kinda made Keith the default main chara by making him leader and giving him a love story. I read a meta that says Keith having a romantic arc doesnt help in his chara devt bc his thing is about opening himself to many people not zeroing in his focus on just one person. What if they're making Keith a symbol of ace representation?
Well, this is my interpretation of course..
But I feel like Keith already starts the show with having a love interest haha
I dunno if anyone noticed, but atleast until the half of season 3 it is just him zeroing his focus on one person..
Like this is why I was complaining so much about his extreme reaction to Shiro being gone. Because suddenly everything you thought Keith cared about (besides Shiro) flies out of the window and it all narrows down to just one thing - Shiro.
Keith going “screw everyone and everything I just want Shiro back (months or close to a year after Shiro’s disappearance too) is a pretty big deal. You can’t just ignore something like that, specially considering the big focus it got in the show and how it contrasts Pidge looking for Matt (which is done very quietly and without much drama, besides at the beginning when she didn’t even care about team voltron or Allura’s mission).
Also season 3 kinda went even further with it by making parallels between Keith and Zarkon, like you don’t just put parallels between Keith’s feelings for Shiro and Zarkon’s feelings for Honerva, and call one a romance and the other platonic.
I mean you can... And many people do, and this is how it usually goes in every show where you have two guys with really strong feelings for one another haha.
But like if you say Keith’s feelings for Shiro are platonic then you might aswell say Zarkon’s feelings for Honerva are that also. Because whatever that feeling is, it seems like it’s the same ( the ”I will screw over everyone in the universe for you”.) Feelings that extreme and intense (specially between people who are not blood related) are usually used in stories to show romantic love.
And all of Shiro and Keith’s scenes in the show have two very strong feelings about them: intimacy and intensity, and these things dun usually say “platonic”.
Another thing is that the relationship seems to get some of the past Voltron shows romance plotlines
Like why does Sven falls for Romelle in DotU? Because at his lowest and weakest points she was the one who supported him and made him believe in himself. A job that Keith seems to be doing for Shiro this time..
And their relationship seems to be kinda similar to Akira and Fala. (the most developed and believable instance of Kal/lura, that doesn't end up being a thing actually, but unlike the other shallow Kal//lura instances, actually should have!)
So you see, it’s very hard for me to ignore these things and say… yeah those all were kinda romantic plot lines but when it happens between Keith and Shiro it’s all just platonic haha
I mean if Keith or Shiro were a girl I dun think there would be many people who would not see this as a romance.
But something I agree with is that Keith’s character cannot center around Shiro so much. And honestly I wouldn't want it to center around Shiro so much. People complain if a girl character in a love story is all about her feelings for the guy, so it shouldn’t be different here. Keith needs to get some character development that is not Shiro related.
So bad news I guess, but logic says that getting rid of Shiro or separating them  in some way is step one for Keith having any kind of growth.
And I thought this was gonna happen while Shiro was gone, but then he came back so fast and Keith did nothing but cry over him for the period he was gone (besides that one week he took his job seriously). So Keith didn’t really have alot of growth on his own, and didn’t really connect with any other characters much, his character never stopped centering around Shiro from like the minute he was introduced.
So my feeling is that something has to happen that will break this fixation Keith has on him and will let Keith grow as a person and open up more to other people too. 
But also I feel like Shiro and Keith’s character development usually revolves around each other, like they’re intertwined and evolve together, so who knows, maybe it won’t be necessary. 
But again, establishing such strong relationships at the start of the story usually ends in one of the characters death, the characters going against eachother, and sometimes it’s a friends to lovers with many obstacles on the way kind of thing. But usually alot of conflict and pain is a guarantee haha.
So I dunno, Keith having no romantic plot line doesn’t makes sense to me personally, because I feel like he’s already in one since he saved Shiro from the Garrison people haha
But who knows how it’s going to play out and if he’ll ever be brave enough to confess or even admit he has these feelings to himself.
Based on all the previous versions of Keith, I always got the impression he was either aro/ace or gay deep inside tho and just living a lie there with Allura haha
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