#i know i'm gonna regret it n there'll be no one to blame but myself. i know | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

kindacreepy-kindaugly · 2 years ago

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I wish I was stronger. This coulda been a new beginning for me. I coulda finally broken free n began a new life for myself, away from him, without him. Free.

Instead I fall right back at his feet beggin for him to explain it away, make me believe it wasn't all a lie. I don't care if it's true just make me believe it

#doll #i don't think i'd survive if i had to accept he faked it all #so i'm clinging onto the fantasy like my life depends on it cause it does #he made it make sense somehow. almost convinced me #that's good enough for me i can't do this without him i can't accept it was all for nothin #i know i'm gonna regret it n there'll be no one to blame but myself. i know #but i can't let go i can't make myself do it n i'd rather not lie to myself that i can anymore #it just makes the humiliation of comin back even worse #spdrvent

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