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#i know ey've been there for her through all the tough stuff going on lately and i know eir a good person but god
brainfullofbees ยท 2 years
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#no. you know what.#i'm going to fucking talk about it because it's frustrating and it hurt and it was a shitty thing to do#i love her. i do. but god what the fuck#she breaks up with me because she realizes she may be aromantic and thinks of me platonically#okay fine that hurt but i understand you know#but then#not even a *month and a half* later#she turns around and starts dating her *roommate*#what the actual fuck!!#i know ey've been there for her through all the tough stuff going on lately and i know eir a good person but god#and you know what?#i even fucking knew this was going to happen#i always felt this weird thing between them#but i get anxiety about that kind of stuff all the time so i brushed it off as that#and that was partly why i really didn't like em for a while#because i thought eir interactions with her while she and i were still dating just felt. weird#and then we broke up and other shit happened and i felt bad because i thought i probably judged em too harshly#and yeah i still think i did because again. ey are a good person with good intentions#but then they both go and do this and it's just#ugh#i worry she's latching onto em because of what happened and ey've just been there#but either way#that's such a shitty thing to do#not even a whole month and a half#just as i was beginning to feel like i might be okay again#her sister offered to let me come and toilet paper her room#and i appreciate the thought but i don't want to like. get revenge or get back at her or something#because she's not doing this specifically to hurt me. there's no malicious intent behind it#it just hurts
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