#i just want ikumi to have some peace. rgg you cant convince me she was a throwaway character not when you've named her | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

todayisafridaynight · 1 year ago

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AYO I was just thinking about that fic... Sorry For Sucking And Not Writing In Yet but it had some really strong imagery so I totally get wanting to adapt parts of it... I think you should go for it if you want to but when have I ever not been all-in on an idea Lol...

Also do you think she remembers his name... do you think she feels sorry for him like he does her... do you think she just thinks of him as her asshole ex-boyfriend or something in between or outside of that...

LMAO S'ALL GOOD no needa stress bout writin in all the time, esp since i know you're real busy nowadays.. you've done more than enough to show your support for the stuff i do i think you can forgo an essay a time or two ��(´▽｀) maybe if i dont know what to draw and im tired of workin on The Other Comic ill play round with scenes from it lol

i dont think ikumi has any ill will towards sawashiro- i mean if she did she'd be 1000% valid for it OOP but what little we saw of her, she doesnt seem the type to hold grudges. at least From What I've Seen (and what i know how my family and i tend to be), people who come from 'broken backgrounds' tend to internalize their anger or grief opposed to expressing it towards others, or they can at least forgive people quickly. when they were together, sawashiro might not have demonstrated the same grief she did at the time (maybe he dodged the topic entirely for However Long After they stayed together, but As An Audience we know that's his defense mechanism), so whether she feels bad for him or not isn't clear in my head. at the very least, she probably assumed he was handling it better than she was (not to be confused with apathy/indifference to the situation, if his consultation to her at the station is any indication to her that he was aware it was a tough situation)- which uhhhhh would turn out to be The Biggest Lie Ever LMAOOOO

i'd like to think she remembers his first name if anything...

#snap chats #not that i dont love readin your thoughts on stuff i do OF COURSE but i do A Lot Of Stuff...#totally understandable to not write in every time (❁´◡`❁)#in any case.. if she was willing to run back to get masato then i'd think she was a sentimental person early on #or at the very least was.. attentive. i cant think of the exact word but its making me feel like she'd remember his name #//loud annoying sigh// i just think theyre neat........ i like the idea of them grieving over masato or something #or meeting up later in life Just Once and sawashiro updating her on him...... he's a decent enough person to do that. somehow.#'sawashiro' and 'decent person' shouldnt be in the same sentence if 'is not a' isnt in between yet i cant say he totally sucks..#like he sucks but.. yk what i mean... he has SOME standards and morals... Somehow 2x... it makea my kokoro go dokidoki ANYWAY #i already wrote a fic bout them meetin up didnt i LMAOOOOOOOOO //dying noises// i enjoy them..#i just want ikumi to have some peace. rgg you cant convince me she was a throwaway character not when you've named her #she's like a bird i meet during a walk that i impulsively name im too attached now

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