#i just wanna explain myself since i've basically become super cloistered when it comes to being online lol

[einsamkalte]

ooc. tl;dr sorry for the absence and hopefully the coming weeks i’ll be around more on this gal + my other blogs.

without getting into current events, lemme just say things have been really uh, wild offline for me the past few weeks and work is kind of eating me alive at times. i will admit it’s dulled some of my muse for at least two of the characters i write (and effectively pushed me into dropping at least one character i was excited to take back up) and has generally made it difficult to write. i’m sure i’m not the only one running into a wall like this and getting stressed out and that we’re all of us going through a hard time right now.

anyway!

i was debating going on hiatus (on weiss + at least one of my other characters, if not 3 of the 4) but i’m not sure if that’s going to end up making me feel more or less stressed / guilty for being absent from a hobby i enjoy. like i figured i’d be able to ease back into things once i started the new job and then lol no! anyway. anyway! i’m getting off-track here and this is half for my own peace of mind anyway.

basically i just wanna say that i will be sticking around and staying off hiatus if i can mentally + physically + emotionally handle that, but that i will still likely be lower on the activity side until things... stabilize. i like my job in the pharmacy, don’t get me wrong! it’s just not leaving me with a lot of energy for my writing, both for myself and for roleplay. so again, thanks and sorry if you read this far lol. (also i’m sorry for the gigantic pile of unanswered asks in my inbox, weiss has been a somewhat nerve-wracking muse for me given that rwby is relatively popular and well-known, so that’s all on me being a wuss. i’ll try to eventually clear those all out... no matter how old. i still really appreciate all the IC messages i’ve gotten!! ;; )