#i just think it's important to recontextualize my So Serious goals as something lighter

[aeroplanestouchthesky]

I think it's fun to try to step back and think of things as "playing". I felt a lot of pressure when I was young to stop wanting to play and instead just "hang out and be cool," like there's nothing more impressive than being serious. But really everyone is doing what they can to meet enough requirements so they can get back to play time.

Going to concerts, watching TV while folding laundry, showing my roommate a picture that reminds me of us, practicing aerials, chatting with friends in discord is playing, etc etc etc, it's all just wanting to play. Every day all I want to do is play n have fun n feel good. So much shit is falling apart on me, but I'll find some time to play again.