#i just feel like people don't think i should be an owner/mod yknow like it feels so disconnected
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i'm lowkey on the verge of just wanting to drop this entire art server ngl /srs
#esha's bs#vent#i feel like idk#i'm glad everyone does their own thing but like#i just feel like nobody really cares??? If that makes sense#maybe i'm just being selfish because i lost like 2 friends this year but like :(#i just wanna hand the server ownership to the other owner or just close it all together but i'm gonna keep holding out tbh#here's to hoping things go well with trying to engage things oof#i just feel like people don't think i should be an owner/mod yknow like it feels so disconnected#and technically hECK this isn't my fucking server to begin with! It was a friend i lost literally this year#because i didn't like how they treated others but they knew how to engage people better than me :(#i just feel like i'm not cut out for this shit and i'm suffering :')#sorry this was a long vent maybe things will get better but my god do i ever feel like this sometimes#fingers crossed people will care about the first server event :'I#Why did they have to transfer ownership to me i can't even fucking handle it#it feels so rotten to keep it up knowing that'll be like a scar that won't fade away#i'm starting to feel like maybe there is a problem with me and that i'm actually annoying and people don't care about me but iDk haha :')#anyways gn i'm stressed for no reason lol i need to work on cosplay shit#i might distance myself for a while cause i've been feeling sensitive and stuff so i wanna do some nice things for myself#like working on stuff i like and whatever ajfnsng
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