#i just can't shut up about about Saeyoung Choi

[pastelsapphy]

He absolutely knows he only decided to keep going for Saeran. It's an active, conscious thought. Maybe less when he was a little kid, but we do see in VAE that he... does not exactly want to keep going in a world that doesn't have Saeran in it [CW for Saeyoung's despression, self-loathing, and suicidal ideation].

This got really long so putting it under read more

"It's a life with nothing but void, unless I remind myself every morning that I exist for Saeran. But now... I have no idea what I should think about every morning."

"There's no me without him... That's what I've thought since childhood."

"I can't imagine myself living on with new desires. Not without Saeran."

He feels like he doesn't have any purpose left without Saeran. There is no Saeyoung without Saeran. He continued living for Saeran and only Saeran. It was the only thing that kept him going. But now? He's empty; he's been hollowed out and left with nothing. In the next part, Zen even comments that Saeyoung is like a zombie.

I'm positive that his conversation with Vanderwood was less about actually quitting the agency and more about trying to get Vanderwood finish the job. He can't kill Rika and he can't find V--so what's left but to join Saeran? He's even egging them on--cmon Vanderwood, I'm just a pain in your ass, right? You have no reason to be nice to me. Don't you want me gone? It would make things better for you, right? The desperation in his voice when he says "Try again" broke me (Big kudos to his VA).

And I'm perpetually thinking about one of his lines to Jumin--"Watch it. If you talk about him like that in front of me... I won't be able to control myself." Saeyoung wouldn't choose to hurt his friends (even if he might not say RFA are his friends at that moment), but Saeran comes before everything. It doesn't matter who you are. Nothing and no one will ever come before Saeran.

I love the third episode of VAE as much as it hurts, because it's one of the exceedingly rare times we see Saeyoung like this. Emotional, angry, and vulnerable. His masks have been shattered beyond repair and all that's left is the sad, terrified kid who loves his brother more than anything. There's nothing left to hide behind and all that's left is the truth--he's not (entierly) the person he was in the chat. He is angry; he is vengeful; he will do anything without hesitation if it's for Saeran; and he is, and always has been, so goddamn scared.

Also, I went and looked at the full call from the main post. It's an outgoing call at the end of day 8 of Ray's route, "Too kind for my"; seems to be right before Suit cuts off contact with the RFA.

He definitely only admits it because he's already shaken. The exact placement of the call goes with this too, how hard it is to get Saeyoung to admit anything like this. It's an outgoing call--costs hourglasses unless you have his calling card. It's Another Story, so it costs 10 instead of 5. And, I'll have to check how long it's available for, but I'm going to guess it's only after one chat. Probably between "Sorry... it's all my fault" at 18:31, when Zen comes back from interrogation; and "Cornered" at 20:48, when Suit cuts you off from the RFA. Some outgoing calls are available for multiple chats, but I don't think this is one (I'm on day 2 of AS right now, I'll have to check for sure when I get there).

But anyway: by this point Saejoong is getting closer; the hacker disappeared and has come back with new ferocity; he's having a crisis because if he's not the best hacker out there, then what is he good for?; and he fears that the irreversible choice he made, a choice that damned him to protect his brother, may have hurt Saeran in the end. He's toeing the line of a full-on complete and utter mental breakdown. Hell, I'm surprised he's not in worse shape when we find him in RAE, since now he has V and Rika's betrayal on top of it while trapped in a studio apartment with the monster from his nightmares.

Maybe he's too pissed off to breakdown yet. I can only imagine what it looks like when he finally gives himself time to process everything.

I kind of rambled a bit, but yeah. Saeyoung's only reason for getting out of bed in the morning was for Saeran, all the way back to when they were kids. He sees nothing wrong with this, because who is he if not Saeran's protector? The only time his mask cracks is when he's close to a mental/emotional break (even in his own route, he shows his vulnerability after seeing Saeran and when his defense mechanisms don't work on MC).

crying sobbing screaming over saeyoung choi yet again

Been meaning to do something with this screenshot and your post on Saeyoung's parentification reminded me of it... there's a call with him during Ray's route, I forget which one, but he does admit for half a second that he was just a scared little kid too... of course he then goes into how he had to be strong for Saeran, but it's a rare moment where he'll admit something like that. I think it's mostly because you catch him off guard

This might be the only instance where Saeyoung has ever admitted this fact. I think, deep down, he knows that he decided to live in this world because he felt like he had to be there for Saeran, and that was the sole-motivating factor for him. He felt like he had a purpose. That purpose helped him survive.

Was it healthy? No.

But, he was a kid in a bad situation and he had to do something to feel like he wasn't just... born to suffer, you know? Because a lot of kids in his position think they were born to suffer and nothing else. Saeran feels that way a lot... but Saeyoung won't let himself feel it. Will he ever admit this to himself and not deflect it? I don't know... but, I do know that he deserves to have his trauma acknowledged just like he does for Saeran.

[rfaromance]

kissing Saeyoung's hands!!!

"It doesn't even hurt!"

"Please don't fuss over this!"

"I'm telling you, honey butter, I'm fine!"

Saeyoung's protests fell on deaf ears as you dragged him to the bathroom, where the lighting was better. You didn't care what he had to say; the cut on his hand looked nasty, and you weren't going to risk letting anything happen to your lover.

"Look, it's not even bleeding anymore!"

You snorted as you pushed him against the countertop. "Sit," you ordered, and with a grumble Saeyoung obediently plopped himself on the counter. "It is still bleeding!" you wailed in dismay, as you held his hand up to the light.

"So you can hear me."

"Saeyoung Choi!"

Hastily you dug out first aid supplies from the cabinet. As you searched for bandages and ointments, you could spot a dark hoodie shuffling out of the corner of your eye. "Don't even think about leaving," you snapped. "You are getting patched up here and now!"

The shuffling stopped.

Heaving a huge sigh, you returned to Saeyoung with supplies in tow. Carefully you reached past him to turn on the faucet, soaking and soaping a washcloth. You then turned back to Saeyoung and gently grabbed his injured hand. He didn't resist you this time, but rather tutted dramatically as you began to dab at the wound.

"Saeyoung... how in the world did you manage this?"

"One of my babies is in her rebellious teen phase."

"You mean there could be OIL in here, and you weren't going to let me clean it?" The horror and exasperation in your voice were powerful enough to make him wince.

"It's really not a big deal," he began, but you firmly squeezed his hand to shut him up.

After you'd wiped off the dry blood, you were able to see his injury clearly for the first time. A gash on the side of his hand, running from the bottom of his pinky finger to the top of his wrist. "This is the length of your palm," you fretted.

"Couldn't even tell."

His tone was different, somehow. He'd stopped arguing but also was acting less blasé. Now he just sounded... tired. Resigned. Hollow.

"It really doesn't hurt?" you asked softly. Carefully you put the washcloth in the sink, and you reached out to get the antibiotic ointment. "It didn't even sting when I washed it?"

"Not even a tickle."

You didn't want to believe him, but as you spread the ointment over his injury, he didn't flinch once. You gave his palm an experimental squeeze, wondering if he'd react. "Shoot!"

The pressure had opened the cut once again.

"I felt that," Saeyoung commented as you grabbed the washcloth again to dab at the edges of the wound. "It just... felt no different than picking up a shoe or opening a doorknob."

You reapplied the antibiotic that you had wiped off, furrowing your brow as thoughts raced around in circles in your head. Had his fingers always been this calloused? Had his knuckles always been covered with this many old, faded scars? Had his fingers, thin as they are, always been this muscular? Your own hands suddenly felt so feeble, so flimsy, as you began winding gauze around his hand, over and over.

"I can't afford to feel too much pain," was all he offered in explanation. "Not the way I've lived.

"Hands like mine don't deserve tender care from someone like you."

Having just put on the last stretch of bandages, you looked up at him with sorrow in your eyes. Much to your dismay, he was looking up at the ceiling, perhaps unable to meet your gaze.

You didn't know the full extent of the things that he had done to keep himself and Saeran alive; you didn't particularly care. All that mattered was that you knew he undertook those actions and made those choices in the name of love. He was a good person.

He had stopped trying to push you away, so why did he have to talk as if he was still damning himself? Did he plan to live the remainder of his life joyfully, but then spend his afterlife in flames? You didn't quite know or understand his feelings on that matter.

But you did know you loved him, and that he deserved every reminder you could give him.

"Your hands can't feel anything anymore?" you murmured, the lilt in your voice clearly prompting him for an answer.

"If only."

The detached, distant expression on Saeyoung's face immediately melted away, replaced by one of awe, caution, fear, and wonder, as your lips began to peck at each and every one of his knuckles. Then his fingertips. Then his (bandaged) palm. You even nudged the injured side of his hand with your nose, gently so as not to aggravate the wound. "Nothing at all?"

His tearful golden eyes met yours directly as he whispered, "Maybe there's something after all."

[anas-tasiaa]

Choi Twin's prompt ❤️

Remember the "Cute Prompts with Choi Twin Brother Part 1"??? 🫶🏻 There's an angel namely @stormflypirateskin sent this as submission and I'M CRYING SO BAD. Gosh-

--------- PROMPTS WITH CHOI TWIN ----------

❤️Saeyoung buys a box of sweets and Saeran eats them all during the night and tries to keep it as a secret:

"I'll put this here for later.." Saeyoung placed the box of chocolates in the cabinet before closing it. He had a small smile on his face as he thought of an idea with those sweet treats.

But, in the middle of the night, another certain redhead was craving some chocolate. He had just woken up and couldn't really sleep.

So some kind of sweet would probably make him more calm. Saeran had a sweet tooth, after all.

So he ended up taking the box and consumed them all. They were so good that he just.. couldn't stop.

...

"Gahh!! The box of sweets.. it's all.. empty!!" Saeyoung cried dramatically as he threw the box away in the trash. Saeran just casually watched TV and tried to ignore him because he felt a bit guilty.

It wasn't like he was gonna get mad or anything, it wasn't like that. But deep down, he couldn't help but feel anxious.

"Who could have.." Saeyoung wondered out loud. Maybe it was his lover or even Vanderwood but they were out doing jobs for the RFA these days.

With a small smirk, Saeyoung approached the couch Saeran was on and hugged him from behind. "I know it was youuu~"

"?!"

"Hahaha, relax! They were for you, actually." Saeyoung sheepishly admitted as he ruffled a bit of his brothers hair.

"....Stupid brother.." Saeran sighed in relief and tried to relax in his brother's hug.

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❤️Saeyoung and Saeran play a CO-OP game and Saeyoung keeps dicking around while Saeran wants to move forward:

"Can you stop fucking around and get over there?!" Saeran groaned in annoyance while Saeyoung was giggling happily as he kept messing with the objects around his game character. "You need to get there so we can get past this level."

"But it's so fun to mess with these! They make a funny sound." Saeyoung kicked an object around once more, making it make another hilarious sound that just made Saeyoung laugh harder.

Saeran sighed but he didn't say anything. Sure, his brother was a pain in the ass 24/7 but hearing him laugh wasn't so bad. It was nice, since he didn't have the greatest childhood with his brother. So things being okay made Saeran feel kinda relaxed.

Saeyoung laugh was struggling to stop so Saeran wondered what was so funny about the objects.

So he kicked one around too. That felt kinda.. nice?

And the sound was a sound that was completely different from anything he has ever heard. A weird but funny sound?

"Ohhh~ is my little bro smiling? I see a smile there!!"

"Shut it, let's just.. continue with the level."

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❤️Saeyoung giving Saeran a tight hug that makes him lose his breath:

"Saeran!!" Saeyoung ran towards Saeran with big speed before embracing him super tightly in his arms. Sniffs could be heard from Saeyoung as he rested his chin on his brother's shoulder. "Thank g-god you're o-okay.. when you didn't p-pick up.. I feared the worst." He shakily exhaled before hugging him tighter.

Saeran, on the other hand, slowly hugged him back. He felt awkward when he heard his brother holding back tears but he didn't say anything. He was just busy attending his garden to even notice his phone.

Saeyoung's grip was tight enough that Saeran was struggling. Saeran grabbed Saeyoung's shoulder tightly. "Can't.. b-breathe..!!"

"Oh, god, I'm sorry.." Saeyoung pulled back and instead rested his hands on his shoulder. "I'm just.. so glad you are okay. I don't know what I would do if something happened to you.."

"It's fine.. I'm fine." Saeran wondered if he really had that much impact on Saeyoung but honestly? He felt.. quite the same. He wouldn't know what to do now if something happened to his brother. He didn't want to think about the days he desperately wished for Saeyoung to come back for him.

Saeran shook his head. He was still sorting out his emotions about his brother but he was glad.. that he still cares a lot. He wanted to try and say some of these nice things back to his brother but he couldn't bring himself to do that. He would feel super weird if he said anything like that, actually.

At least things are okay now and life was decent enough for them.

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❤️Saeyoung plays with Saeran's hair as he sits next to him on the couch:

"Watcha dooooiiiiiingggg~?" Saeyoung pretty much jumped next to Saeran on the couch as a mischievous grin was planted on his face.

Saeran just ignored him as he played a game on the TV, eyebrows furrowed, clearly not in the mood for any of his brother's nonsense.

"Awww.. hmmm~" Saeyoung wondered out loud as he gazed upon Saeran's hair. He reached his hand out and ran his fingers through them.

He gently gasped as he continued to play with Saeran's hair. Saeran just gave up and let him do what the hell he wanted, he only tried to focus back on his video game. As long as Saeyoung was quiet and didn't bother him so much, he didn't care what he did.

Saeyoung's smile was replaced with his mouth being open as he was in awe. His brother's hair was so soft and fluffy to touch compared to his own. But he couldn't help but think about how it had been in general.

He remembered back then on their childhood, their hair would be a mess since they didn't really have access to any of the stuff to take care of it. And now, it was so fluffy and soft. It made Saeyoung quite emotional.

"Are you gonna stop or what? I want to focus." Saeran rolled his eyes and stared at Saeyoung from the corner of his eyes.

"Give me five more minutes..!!"

"Whatever, just don't bother me for the rest of the day."

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❤️The Choi twins cooking without the recipe because Saeran was confident since he knew it already:

"Don't put that in there, it's not on the recipe." Saeran groaned as he took the ingredient from Saeyoung's hand and placed it back to where it was.

"But little brooo, what do I even put in this bowl..?! Help me..!!" Saeyoung gave the puppy eyes to his brother, hoping that he might consider helping him. But the only thing Saeran did was turn his back on him. "If I tell you, you'll mess it up." He huffed but he wasn't actually mad or anything.

Saeyoung gasped dramatically and put a hand on where his heart was. "B-But..!!"

"I promise, if you tell me, I'll do my best to help!" Saeyoung poked Saeran's back gently.

Saeran groaned and agreed since he knew that if he kept refusing, Saeyoung would definitely find ways to be able to convince him.

He thought he kinda regretted letting his brother help but.. he was actually trying to help and not mess up like he imagined. It felt refreshing to Saeran for once.

When Saeran put the mixed ingredients in the oven, he leaned back and sighed. Soon, it would be ready to be eaten.

Saeyoung laughed and patted Saeran's back. "When did you learn all of this, little bro? I'm impressed!" His cheeky grin was bright and cheerful, it made Saeran feel kinda warm inside. It wasn't so bad spending time with his brother if he was actually willing to listen and go along.

This wasn't so bad, after all, life in this bunker in general.

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❤️Saeyoung participating in Saeran's hobby:

Saeyoung's house thankfully had a place where Saeran could own and make his own garden. It was his own comfort place and he would spend a lot of hours there, attending to it and growing it.

So Saeyoung wanting to try it too made Saeran's eyes widened before he said that he'll think about it. It was usual for Saeyoung to join his brother in about anything he was doing and this time, he wanted to join on his gardening.

"Woah.. this all looks so pretty!!" Saeyoung's jaw dropped at how stunning everything looked. It was all in such good shape that he couldn't help but admire his little brother. This all looked so beautiful.

Saeran gave Saeyoung a spare outfit he uses for gardening and some tools and flower seeds he brought recently and went to a spot where he wasn't raising flowers yet.

Saeran kneeled down on the ground and layed all the tools he had next to him. Saeyoung followed his every move and kneeled down next to his brother.

"Here, I'll show you how you do it. Pay attention." He said with a blank face before showing Saeyoung how to successfully plant a seed on the ground that would soon grow to be a beautiful flower. Saeyoung followed his movements and did it carefully.

Saeyoung puffed his chest out because he was proud of his process. He learned something cool! And from his little bro as well!! Saeran rolled his eyes at Saeyoung but he smiled a bit.

His brother being interested in what he did in his garden made him feel nice, actually.

Maybe he would allow Saeyoung to come in this place every once in a while.

If he behaved, of course.

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Thank you so much @stormflypirateskin for this dear! ♥️ I cried so much-

[misstartrekandel]

3rd Wheel

707 x reader

Aanndd it's based off this picture I found on tumblr

However instead of selfies its video diaries :) and yes this was originally posted on my wattpad, so of you see it on there that's why, no plagiarism here

Saeran faced the camera his twin had given him. It was recording but it took him a moment to find the right words.

"A part of my "recovery" is expressing myself through journaling. However my...brother...and his..girlfriend- suggest it would probably be better to talk about my feelings than to write them. Something about better verbal communication so Sae...so Saeyo...Saeyoung gave me this camera...but MC came up with the idea first...I've only been here for- maybe two weeks...since I left..Mint Eye-"

The name of the place seemed to drag him back where he was weeks back. The pain and loneliness he felt still left the same sinking feeling in his chest, not fully able to forgive his brother but also feeling betrayed by the one person he thought cared about him. He slammed his hands on the desk the camera was placed and then soon stopped the recording and stormed off from his room, not exactly going anywhere but simply to leave behind the device that brought up those emotions.

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He pushed record on his camera and brushed the crumbs off the corners of his mouth. "So today MC made us cookies. They tasted good. I liked them. I like her too. She's..nice. I don't know how my- how he got so lucky. I just-" He pressed his hands to his temples "I guess I just wanted to say that the cookies were good. Chocolate chip. I hope she makes more...."

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Instead of the camera showing Saerans bedroom as it normally does, this time it was an area with concrete floors and cages full of animals.

"So Saeyoung wanted to get a cat. I feel terrible about any one of the unfortunate animals he picks today. MC will treat it okay, but Saeyoung...he just can't be trusted with cats. But he insisted. And MC agreed. So here we are."

He angled the camera to show the large collection of felines surrounding him, then to his sibling and his girlfriend examining one of the kittens.

"Really Saeyoung? I mean, I just..- don't people normally get either the cutest cat or the ugliest one? That is the most..umm..boring cat in here. Especially for your taste."

Saeyoung grinned as he picked up the grey tabby and held the pet to his chest. "Ah well I'm pretty sure the author of this is so used to seeing other authors use either an incredibly messed up cat or a perfect one and really just wanted your average house cat. You know to be original."

Both MC and Saeran looked at him quizzically, however neither of them had the the ability to reply to his comment about his choice of pet, and with 707s girlfriend being quite familiar with being left speechless, decided to simply leave and go to the adoption worker.

"Oh...oh okay she just left umm okay hold on." And he turned off the camera.

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"So today I got some rather exciting news. According to.. S-Saeyoung I'm going to be his "best man". Basically MC is going to be my sister!...in law? Sister in law? Sister in law yeah...they're gonna get married. I guess weddings are a big deal. They're taking several months to prepare this...I can't believe that he's able to commit to her when he-...sorry MC said that a part of my recovery is to forgive and forget. Apart of moving on so I...well I guess if anything I'll be happy for her. But I don't want to wear that jacket...."

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The cameras view showed Saeran in a tuxedo, hair still unkempt, and a white table cloth, with a piece of uneaten cake.

"They finally got married today. They're so gross...anyways MC looks really pretty, her dress is long, I've never seen one like it. We stood at this post thing with a priest or whoever who said they could get married. It was very long and not very exciting. Eventually we got cake though and that was nice. Its not too bad at all actually. Look at them dancing. They're terrible at it."

He changes the view of the camera to the newlyweds as they clumsily danced hand in hand.

"They'll be gone for 3 days for a 'honeymoon'. Which is better for me...they're uhm...loud sometimes so...ahem I should go now."

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"Right now MC and I are making a gift." He points the lens to her and she lightly smiles and waves, still decorating the small box in her hands.

"Wanna show what we will put in the box?" Said camera man asked, and MC grinned and held up a stick with two lines on one end.

"We decided it was best to put this in a box before we put it in a jar of candy, you know because if not that would be incredibly gross." She explained, then dropped the object into the gift box.

"We're watching all of the Avengers movies tonight, mainly for me to catch up. He will probably eat the entire jar before the first movie even starts so I'm sure I actually won't be able to see anything..." Saeran said with a hidden grin "But it's okay, I think I would rather see Saeyoungs reaction than any movie so..."

"OMG I'M GOING TO BE A DAD??? YOU'RE GONNA BE A MOM?! AND YOU'RE GONNA BE AN UNCLE OH MY GOD-"

"Jesus Christ Saeyoung shut up you're so loud. I knew this was gonna happen that one night I couldn't sleep because you two-"

"Be civil. You're brothers. And Saeran do not finish that sentence."

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"Look at this!" The younger twin pointed to his sister in laws stomach, then touched a certain area and made a noise of excitement once he felt the babies movement "They move! They move! I didn't know they could feel me! Saeyoung come here! Your kid is kicking!"

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Idk this was surprisingly hard to write. I wanted to show Saerans recovery but also not move to fast and make him OOC (if it wasnt clear this takes place over a long period of time). Kinda failed at that. It was a cute idea but I think I bit off more than I could chew with his character, especially since Cheritz can't exactly show all of his character development, and I'm not sure what it's like to get over being brainwashed and drugged. I just really love stories where my Choi boys are united :)

Thank you for reading this junk~

[saerran-choi]

Hello! So, I experienced something today that's got me really down. Someone at church told my mom that I'm really loud and sometimes he can't even hear over me from another room. Even tho its true, I'm loud bc I'm a very happy bubbly person. I was already having a bad day mentally and self worth wise so I'm really sad now. Could you do something with the choi boys and Zen with an mc like this who starts trying to be quieter and isn't as happy after someone says something like this?

I am so terribly sorry for that, nobody deserves to be put down like that. We need more people like that in the world, the happy and bubbly people are the ones who keep the world going. Please keep being who you are and don’t let anyone change that. 

I knew something was wrong the second MC was quiet at dinner. Not talking about your day, not asking about my day, and just simply picking at your plate. 

“Babe? What’s wrong?” I ask, concerned iI had done something wrong that day. 

“I’m fine” 

“No you’re not. Come on MC, talk to me” 

“I’m fine” 

“MC” No response. “MC” Still no response. 

“What is wrong babe?” 

“Zen. Stop. Please” 

“Let me help you” 

“You can’t. There’s nothing you can do to help me. I’m going to bed. Goodnight” She got up and went into our shared bedroom, and shut the door, making sure to put emphasis on the fact that she did not want me coming into the room tonight. I don’t understand it, wouldn’t she want me to go in after her and help with her problem? I knew two people I could call that could possibly help. I pull out my phone and dial the number. 

“Can you and your brother come over? MC is upset and won’t talk to me” 

“On my way” 

5 minutes later, there’s a knock on my door. Opening it, there’s the Choi brothers, standing there, smiling. 

“So, Zen, what did you do this time?” 

“I didn’t do anything, or at least, I don’t think I did” 

“Maybe its what happened earlier Saeyoung” Saeran speaks up, and Seven comes to a point of realization. 

“What happened earlier” 

“Well” Saeran starts “We were out earlier, getting ice cream, and she was chatting with me, about your career rocketing, and she seemed happy.” he pauses, “ But then someone told her to shut up, that she was too loud and no one would listen to her. She apologized and went quiet” 

I look at the brothers in shock. My MC, was told she was too loud, for being happy? There was no way I was going to allow that to happen. 

“Don’t go in there just yet Zen. Let us take care of this for now” Seven says. “We’re her best friends, and she needs us to be there.” Saeran was the first to the door, knocking lightly, and MC opens the door for him, and shuts it after he enters the room. 

I sit outside, worried with Seven. 

“She’ll be okay. I promise. She just needs to know shes perfect.” 

“But she is perfect! There is nothing wrong with her! I love her when shes happy, or even when she’s sad. I love when she talks, even if she talks a lot, I absolutely love the when she talks for hours and I can just listen to her voice” I say, smiling as I talk about my perfect MC. 

“Did you mean it?” I hear her beautiful voice from behind me. I turn and see her, tears streaming down her face. 

“Of course I meant it babe.” She runs and hugs me tightly, and Seven laughs. 

“GROUP HUG” he shouts and pulls his brother by the arm and pulls him int the hug. MC had realised the truth, that she was perfect just the way she was, and that made everything okay.

[mysmessmistake]

How would the RFA (I'd like saeran and vanderwood but I get it if u can't) react to an MC that looks kinda young/sweet/innocent but in reality doesn't take anyone's crap and is sassy???? I read your last couple ones btw and they were really cute (I kinda got this from ur college vanderwood one tbh)

I think i went overboard on MC’s sassiness.. sorry.Also thank you for being so kind.

Yoosung

You were so cute!!!!

And sweet!!

You were so innocent when he     first met you

But soon enough Yoosung came to     realise you take no shit whatsoever 

None

When he compared you to Rika     you shut that shit down     

“MC! You and Rika are     so-”

Deadly glare

“Go on, make a comparison.     I dare you"     

Okay nevermind

He also sees your sass come out     when Saeyoung tries to trick you    

“MC!!!!!! You’re going to     faint if you drink too much coffee!!”

“Just because your weak     ass can’t handle caffeine doesn’t mean mine can’t" 

He’s so in love with your sass

And glad you can handle     yourself     

But still wants to protect you

Jaehee

her first instinct is to be     worried about how innocent you are    

Because innocent people get     used easily

Jaehee can’t be there to     protect you from everything    

However, it seems you’re the     one doing the protecting… 

“Assistant Kang, please     call my father and invite him to dinner tonight”

“Can you seriously not     pick up your own damn phone, Jumin? Do you really need Jaehee to call your     daddy for you? Like a babysitter would?”

She appreciates it but don’t     get her fired

She finds watching you deal     with asshole customers is amusing 

And a little worrying

“Listen here buddy I can’t     pull almond milk out of my fucking asshole, so either order something else     or get out of my store" 

Everyone applauded you 

Jaehee made sure your sass     didn’t go to far, but she was happy to see you stand up for her and     yourself

She also lived for the moments     you told Saeyoung off     

Zen

innocently sweet

Cute and quiet

How did he get this lucky?

He didn’t

He was especially surprised to     see your innocence wash away as some girls talked trash about you at a     shopping mall

"Oh my god is that     Zen?”

“Yeah, but whose that     Loser on his arm? Is that still MC? Hasn’t he found someone better?" 

You whipped around to confront     them

sass mode activate 

"This loser is still on     his arm, and this loser also has an engagement ring matching with     him!”

They went silent

“Oh, and I can do     this!”

You turned and pulled Zen down     for a long and heated kiss    

The girls left

You pulled away

“Y-you b-but m-m-mc,     w-what- you-”

Zen is so red in the face 

Now he watches out for your     sassy moments so he can sit back and laugh at whoever made the mistake of     messing with you

But he makes sure you never do     anything drastic     

He’ll also still stand up for     you because you’re his MC and no one can mess with you

Jumin

You were sweet and innocent on     messenger

Always polite and kind to Jumin

But when he started to suggest     tying you up and keeping you captive…

It did not end well

“If you think for a second     you’re going to do something like that to me, you’ve got another thing     coming”

He got over his… phase….     quicker with your sass    

He also watched you sass out     Sarah and Glam Choi

It was quite a sight

Maybe people would pay good     money to see something like that    

“Listen up you sacks of     plastic, you best hope Jumin has the decency of not sending your asses to     jail, because I can promise you neither of you would last a second" 

What the fuck MC

but also go MC.

Jumin has no problem with     letting you answer and speak for yourself 

Because he knows you can handle     yourself well

He’s also smart enough to not     try and pull something on you    

You aren’t taking any shit and     he is well aware

Saeyoung

someone as sweet, innocent and     cute as you around him was bad 

Someone like you could get     seriously hurt     

He tried his hardest to ignore     you and push you away    

But he soon came to learn you     weren’t having any of that shit    

"Saeyoung if you dare try     to tell me what’s best for me one more time I will shove your headphones     so far up your ass your mouth will become a speaker”

Wait when did you get so sassy?

After a few more threats     discussions like that, he gave in    

He also saw when you arrived to     Mint Eye headquarters you weren’t having any of that shit

If someone pushed you you     pushed back

“MC please you’ll get us     killed”

You and Vanderwood interacting     was a struggle and a half    

It was like watching siblings     bickering

After everything, Saeyoung was     so glad you decided to stick by him    

He also has a ton of videos of     you and Saeran sassing each other back and forth

“No, you can’t have ice     cream for dinner because it’s not a fucking meal. You’re going to eat what     I make and so is your brother”    

Sassy MC to the rescue

Saeran

You looked so nice and sweet

And innocent

SO HOW DID THIS HAPPEN!!

WHY ARE YOU PUTTING UP SUCH A     FIGHT ABOUT GOING INTO THE DAMN APARTMENT!

“You know I can see you,     right?”

Saeran turned to see you     standing there with a glare only satan could appreciate and your arms     crossed firmly over your chest    

“You better have a damn     good explanation, Edgelord”    

EDGELORD?!

After Saeran was reunited with     his brother, and the drugs were fully out of his system, you and him     started to talk more    

You went on walks and stuff     outside

And sometimes people would give     him shit for how he looked    

“Oh my god look at the Emo     weirdo, who even wears chokers anymore?" 

The look you gave them was hair     raising

"You best fucking hope I     don’t use his choker to drag you around by your balls. shut up and mind     your own damn business" 

Damn MC

you and Saeran could definitely     get into some interesting arguments 

All of which were kindly     recorded by one of the RFA members, depending on who was closest.

"You suck”

“You swallow”

MC PLEASE

Vanderwood

Vanderwood was actually annoyed     by how innocent and cute you looked    

Because that meant you’d try to     “help him with his feelings” and all the crap he couldn’t handle

But boy was he wrong

“Why can’t we just ditch     the kid and leave?”    

“We’re not ditching Saeran     and I swear if you complain one more time I will tie you to the roof of     the car"     

Well alright then

He totally underestimated your     power of sass and sarcasm for a while    

Slowly but surely he learnt you     weren’t taking shit from anyone    

He found it very endearing 

Your persistence on the other     hand was a little overbearing 

"Vanderwood, you’re coming     to the RFA party, right?”    

“Why would I?”

“Because I spend the past     three months fucking organising it and I’m not having you miss it because     of your pride”

He was convinced

Unfortunately, because you     didn’t always see eye to eye, and because you could never just go along     with something it caused arguments    

“MC please just let it     go”

“Oh sure, let me forget     about the love of my life risking his life to do something dangerously stupid every     other day because he wants to be the next Winter Soldier”

He wasn’t surprised that your     confession was also some how a gut full of sass

All in all he’s content with     his sassy MC

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Matchup Please!~ From Mystic Messenger, AoT, and Black Butler~ I'm 5'3, I wrestle, Mexican-American with tan skin, a black and red ombré, I'm shy with people I'm shy with people I don't know but once I know that person I become my crazy, weird, and fun chatterbox self! I also can't cook that well (yet) I love to sing, defend those who can't themselves, but overall nice and kind Thanks!~ A

Sorry for the wait >.

For Mystic Messenger I match you with…

✷*✦.⋆✷*✦.⋆ Saeyoung Choi ⋆.✦*✷⋆.✦*✷

For Attack on Titan I match you with…

✷*✦.⋆✷*✦.⋆ Connie Springer ⋆.✦*✷⋆.✦*✷

For Black Butler I match you with…

✷*✦.⋆✷*✦.⋆ Prince Soma ⋆.✦*✷⋆.✦*✷

For Seven

* he LOVES your hair. Black and red are his favorite colors after all! 

* When you two first met, he tried his absolute hardest to get you out of your shell. When he was really outright flirty when you two first met, you blushed and stammered and he thought it was the cutest thing ever. (seven, ‘doki doki’ isn’t a real term ~zen)

* After he got to know you, he fell head over heels because you’re just as goofy and silly as he is! You two can have endless conversations about the silliest things ever and never get bored.

* that’s one of the best things about your relationship is that you two literally never get bored, because you’re both easily amused and are really entertaining to each other.

* we both know that seven is more than meets the eye, so where he’s all cute and silly on the outside, he has a lot that he’s struggling with, but he knows that he can rely on you and be himself and not have to hide that part of himself. it’s really healthy and sweet!

* He took you to karaoke on your first date, it was super embarrassing and funny and you two swear you grew a six pack of abs from laughing so hard but it was really such a great time~

* you two tend to eat out a lot and eat a lot of junk food, since neither of you are that great at cooking. But it’s okay! because you’re learning and are adamant on getting better so that you can force seven to actually eat properly for once in his life. 

For Connie

* he is BEYOND pissed that you’re an inch taller than him. when you told him your height he didn’t talk to you for a week. 

* he made fun of you a bit for being shy, but then you started to open up to him and he realized how cool you are!

* he can’t keep up with you sometimes, because you’re like the energizer bunny, but he’s super excited to have someone so energetic in his life! you make everything super entertaining!

* you two love to cook together, whether it ends up good or bad. You both help each other get better and after a while, you two are pros! (you have to keep sasha at bay because she somehow always knows when you two are cooking up a storm)

* usually it’s connie that’s the one that jumps to the defense for his friends and you, but no one should be surprised when you’re the first one to defend him. you’re fiercely loyal and anyone who tries to say anything negative about him, or your relationship, you will shut that nonsense down immediately.

* he def took you out to a nice dinner on your first date and then to a movie. he wanted to be traditional so he didnt look like he was trying too hard. (he was really nervous tho which was really cute)

For Prince Soma

* He loves your hair. “How did it grow like that?!” “I dyed it�� “YOUR HAIR DIED???”

* if you’re shy around regular people, you were 100000x more shy around him since he’s royalty. how are you supposed to act?! what do you say?! stressful man. super stressful.

* he thought that was just adorable, and insisted to get to know you more after that. he’s super exuberant and open so it made it easy to open up to him since he was such a genuine person.

* he was really glad when you started to be more comfortable around him and started acting like your silly self! you two have great times together, since you’re both so energetic and fun! 

* He’s really fascinated with your culture! he wants to know absolutely everything about it, and in turn tells you everything about his. he truly loves learning more about the world outside of his own.

* he thinks that it’s super impressive that you know how to cook. you tell him you’re not very good yet and he shuts you down by saying you’re amazing because he can’t do that. agni does everything for him. 

* for your first date, he definitely went above and beyond. he def flew the two of you out to paris because “it’s the most romantic place!”. he felt kind of sad afterwards when you told him that you didn’t need such extravagancies, but you made sure to tell him that it was wonderful. he was immediately fine. he’s pretty easy when it comes to emotions. you made sure to take him to an arcade and for pizza on your next date. 

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That’s all I have for now! I hope you liked these! sorry for the wait again >.

~ Mod Usagi

[marshmallowprotection]

So I've been reading some of your imagines and I just can't stop smiling. The fluff with Saeran is A+ and I'd like to request sth as well (if request is open,I hope). How about Saeyong, Saeran and V (+ Jumin,Yoosung if not too much) with a S/O who has the habit of refusing to eat when she's really angry or sad (empty?). Like "I don't need (your) fucking food!" or "I don't deserve it." But she's normal again the next day. I'm like that 2 n I know it's bad but I just feel bad eating smts.

This is pretty much how I experience life, except I usually don’t eat with people because I’m basically on a liquid diet for the rest of my life. It can be really weird with how society makes everything center around food, seriously, think about some fun functions and you can’t hardly think of anywhere food isn’t a serious part of the thing. I understand people trying to make you eat with them for the sake of it not being weird, or like, they think they’re doing you a solid by asking you to eat but they usually aren’t. Haha. It’s a little different for you because you just can’t do it when you feel bad, but don’t feel bad, others understand where you’re coming from. Sometimes it’s a little frustrating and you lash out at others because they just don’t get it. 

also sorry this took forever

Saeyoung Choi

”I’m not in the mood, Saeyoung.” 

“Well, if you’re in the mood, then neither am I.” 

This is what you call a stalemate, my readers. Two people staring each other down at the table with a sharp look in their eyes that simply cannot be defeated. 

Seven is going to try to sweat this out with you as long as humanly possible. There’s no stopping him and you just have to accept that he’s about to get under your skin big time. This isn’t something that occurs all that often in your house, but when it does, boy, Saeyoung is determined to get the route of the cause and get you to eat something. That, however, isn’t something that he’s capable of doing the first few times that this happens. 

Seven has always been pretty bad about taking care of himself. I think that’s something that most people pick up on without even knowing him for very long. 

It’s not that he’s punishing himself, or actively trying to not eat anything when he screws up. He just often forgets to go and get actual food into his system when he’s working, and usually just goes off what he has at his disposal while he’s working. It’s a lot of work to get up from his computer and work in the kitchen. 

He’s fortunate that Vanderwood took pity on him and helped him out when he needed actual nutrition. 

It’s a long night when you’ve had a bad day and try to shut down, and while he hates seeing you trying to sabotage yourself, he realizes after his few screw-ups that he needs to help you slowly, rather than try to make you do something you don’t want. He’ll be a lot softer, and not throw a fit to make you eat. The thing that you need most during this time is somebody that understands and can not try to mother hen you with directions. 

He’ll sit there with you while you’re upset, and do what he can to make it easier for you. Seven is relieved when the next morning comes and you’re feeling much better about yourself. He’s going to try his best to make sure these bouts are few and far between, but when they do happen, count on him to hold your hand and reassure you. 

Jihyun Kim

“I just don’t want anything, Jihyun. Leave it at that.” 

“…I understand.” 

As opposed to Saeyoung’s reaction, Jihyun is actually pretty bad about doing this himself except he doesn’t lash out at others when he does it to himself. He just closes himself off to the world and punishes himself by not eating a bite. He really doesn’t think that he’s deserving of such a thing when he feels like he failed both of the Choi boys. It’s just one of the many ways that he uses to get back at himself for feeling like an awful person.

It’s not a great thing, though. It’s something that you both of you need to objectively work on, and try to get better together. That’s just how it’s going to get easier in your house. He’s gotten better about it because you’ve been so persistent with him to take better care of himself because he really needs to be nicer when he’s speaking about and to himself these days. 

Because at one point, you were trying to do the same thing for him that he’s trying to do for you now. 

It’s just different when it comes to helping yourself, he realizes that very fast. Jihyun gives you your space when you find yourself in a mood. He’ll be gentle, and remind you to at least drink something if you are going to forgo eating something that evening. He’s always in the background, making sure that you have anything else that you might need, and when you’re willing to speak with him—

he’s always there waiting for you with open arms. 

He may not always know what the right thing to say it, but that doesn’t mean that he won’t try his best for you. While it’s great to see that he can help you through the night without hurting himself, and seeing you back to your usual self in the morning is great; He really does want to understand why you’re struggling in this way. 

If something’s bothering you, then he wants to be able to help you work through it like you did for him.

Even if it feels like baby steps on the road to recovery rather then big leaps. There will times that he’ll fall back into a bad habit, or you will do the same. It’ll work out as long as you have faith in yourselves and keep trying to find a healthy headspace. 

Saeran Choi

“…I appreciate the effort you’ve made. I just don’t think I deserve food right now.” 

“Y/N…” 

There’s always this pained look in his eyes when he realizes that he can’t do anything for you to make this easier to handle. 

Look, there have been times when he has denied himself food at all for the sake of his work. He was made to believe that he wasn’t worthy of that unless he proved himself during the day or with his work. So this kind of thinking that you have isn’t all that far away from what he’s dealt with before in his life. So, he’s definitely somebody who understands where you’re coming from when you say that. In fact, 

I think he gets it better than anyone else. It doesn’t mean that Saeran likes it when you think so poorly of yourself. 

For a long time, he believed that you were perfectly alright, and the things that you told him to do—

were things that you practiced in your own daily life. He never did imagine that someone like you could be struggling with your own demons. You’re just as human as anyone else, he realizes, and it’s that realization that really helps him start to work to harder at treating you like that. 

He’ll give you space if you storm off in a huff. 

If you stick around, then he’ll do his best to take your mind off of whatever has bothered you to this point. He’ll try just about anything to make a smile come back to your face, if he has to play something for you, or if he has to read something to you, this boy is dedicated to your mind, body, and spirit, he’s out here pulling out all the stops when he can. 

There are times when he doesn’t have a lot of energy either, and he wants to shut down as well. Those nights are the ones where it’s hard for you both to cope. 

that’s when you guys just sit in the dark and talk about the things that are bothering you until they’re gone like the wind. 

It’s a long process of trial and error, just like anything else in life, and as long as the both of you are trying to work on yourselves together, then things will be okay. 

💜 Mod Kait 💜