#i highly dislike what they've become. it feels like whatever idealized version of them i love is just hanging by a thread if not completely
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goodnight ignore tags i am ok night night
#LITERALLY stop reading thisbbitch right bownlikenakakakakalalalalalalalalalalalalalalaalaallalroooringaaaaruwaitsumademooooootodokanaaaaa#no matter how happy you feel or whatever this household is literally cursed and no matter how much i love my parents they have ruined me#i highly dislike what they've become. it feels like whatever idealized version of them i love is just hanging by a thread if not completely#gone#my mom is a suicidal mess of manipulation and my dad is a stupid abusive alcoholic#both are horrible in their own ways#my mom cant stay home at night and my dad is drunk screaming#last night I woke up with him slapping her while she layed besides me in bed they both literally do not care about me at all#i mean i guess i should be self sufficient now. im 18. i could go with my bf since hes moving but I don't want to.#it seems like no matter what I do everything is out of my control. i think im paying. i think i deserve this. I just wanna die
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