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lupismaris · 1 year ago

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This year I'm establishing boundaries I'm putting myself first and I'm sticking to them I'm not people pleasing on this exhausting excuse for a holiday I will leave my parents house by 3:30pm no matter how disappointed my father is I will not acknowledge any cunty (derogatory) behavior from my brother today I will bring only an appetizer and my personal cans of wine and smoke in the backyard when I like and I will leave on time for my rugby teammate's dinner because being with friends means more to me than masking for 6+ hours in my childhood home where my mother died on a holiday I've never fuckin liked with a father who is still frankly a little bit scared of existing on the same space as me. It will be.

#death tw #i do not enjoy today i dont think i ever really have #my ideal for today is to host an open house with unconventional food and let people bring dishes they love #but we dont have the space yet #this year i told my dad i wasnt well enough to bake and he was good about it so im at least not in a miserable manic episode #i haven't started drinking before noon im not breaking down yet so y'know positives #im going to shower and have a smoke. a croissant. toss the spanikopita i made ahead i to the oven. and then head over i guess.#bf is going to his grandma's so I'll be on my own which does suck a little but ah well

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