#i haven't gone to an obgyn since i was 19 and have never gotten a pap smear
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Guess who finally has health insurance again!!!!
#and i even have dental!#cant wait to see literally four different doctors to hopefully fix my broken body#fucked up how genuinely excited i am to finally be able to go see a dr again#like ive had cavities for literal years that i haven't gotten filled bc i lost my dental insurance#definitely tmi but ive been periodically shitting blood for probably two years at this point#i haven't gone to an obgyn since i was 19 and have never gotten a pap smear#since the pandemic started ive spent pretty much the week before my period wanting to either cut myself or kill myself#but thankfully that's stopped for the most part and i didn't do either so that's good#also living through a global fucking pandemic as a high risk person with no health insurance is fucking terrifying#i've spent the last year and a half physically and mentally falling apart and I'm finally able to begin fixing myself#oh and i have either carpal or cubital tunnel or something else that's causing nerve pain in arms wrists and hands#so add a fifth dr to the list#i fucking hate this country and a horrifically broken health system#i only have healthcare because my college is requiring it and i was lucky enough to get a decent amount of loans and grants to pay for it#anyway shout out to my dad for dropping insurance on me during a global pandemic bc the gov no longer required him to do the bare minimum 🙃#at least now i can pay for the therapy to undo all of the trauma he gave me#although tbh i am not looking forward to see how much this shit is gonna cost even with insurance#thanks america 🙄#personal
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