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don't think I'm not still obsessing over 7-12
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 part 12 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 part 12 spoilers#sorry it's even scribblier than usual :') hopefully my chickenscratch is legible#anyway come here and join me in the corner where we go to be embarrassing about anime characters#just. between riddle and trey's dreams i've been thinking a lot about how#trey knew this kid for like two months when he was nine and then never really got over him or how their friendship ended#which. honestly. understandable given the circumstances#and then when they finally met again riddle acted like they'd never met before and neither he nor trey ever intended trey to be his vice#but every time riddle talks about his childhood post-incident it's basically#'oh yeah i constantly thought about trey and che'nya and fantasized about still being friends with them! this is fine and normal'#(there's a bit in one of his birthday cards where he talks about crossword puzzles and shit man that one got me)#idk. i can't put this into words very well#just...the implications that riddle was actively resisting trey's friendship#(presumably because it ended SUPER badly last time and he's learned that if he shows he wants something it gets taken away from him)#and trey had to work REALLY hard to just to get to the point they were at by the time canon starts#that was progress somehow#y'all can call him boring all you want but trey's defining feature really is that he keeps being like#'everything's fine :) this isn't a big deal :) i don't care that much'#(trey on the inside: THIS IS THE BIGGEST DEAL THAT I CARE SO MUCH ABOUT AND I WILL NEVER LET IT GO)#anyway i continue to be absolutely murdered by the timing of riddlepunzel directly after this#riddle's line about not wanting to keep standing in front of a door that's never going to open...#hey. hey silly gacha game about anime disney boys.#you are not actually allowed to do this to me#oh shit oh damn i'm out of tags and i haven't even talked about cater yet. NO BUT I HAVE LOTS OF FEELINGS THERE TOO --#(i am crushed under a falling safe looney tunes style)
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Hello!, Incase you haven't seen yet, (since i think I remeber you Posting about Not keeping up with the leaks?) WE GOT SOME ACTUAL LYSANDRE CONCEPT ART!!


hi! you are extremely correct and i'm very happy when people bring me stuff to look at tbh haha altho i've actually got a friend rn who's kindly sending me things over as they get posted so i do not have to go thru the fray..............
but yes!!! i have seen it and i'm mostly excited to finally know for sure who designed lysandre 😭 his polish genes...
i also made this earlier today which i thought people might enjoy seeing lol:
sorry it's very crude bc it was made entirely for my own satisfaction (i actually made it a little nicer to share it just now lmao.) obviously as i always say this is clearly VERY early concept art and shouldn't be taken as gospel or anything but even then i am happy to know lysandre was always meant to be lorge <3
#la réponse d#also sorry i haven't been very active lately i guess i am on an unofficial tumblr hiatus#very busy!!!! need to eliminate distractions#i'm having an ok time on bsky tho :)
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hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
#I haven't been this bothered by a canonxcanon ship w/ f/o in so long but I'm gonna explode and not in the good way :|#even just jokes about them being attracted to each other makes me want to dieediieieeiididieieidie#sorry I know I don't complain about this much but I want to SCREAM. SHUT UP!#it's just me and him I don't care fight me we're literally made for each other I hate YOUUU#especially when I imagine myself protecting him/comforting him from the other half of the ship a lot. like ouch nevermind maybe I'm useless#AAAAAAAAAH#I normally am just mildly annoyed by seeing canonxcanon ships with my f/os but this one is so pervasive and I HATE IT#thank god it isn't canon idk what I'd do. I have very few f/os who have legit relationships and only one actively gets on my nerves#but this one just grinds my gears so bad even if not canon. it's just everywhere#not because of the typical dynamics of the ship I don't care about that; this is solely a personal issue because of my feelings toward him#I just love him so much and he means the world to me and I can't stand it
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third week in a row no writing wip 🙃
#haven't been super inspired lately which means I haven't been reading enough. I've been editing old chapters of The Illusionist tho#but these days all I want to do in my freetime is shut off brain and draw D: I blame dissertation stress#who knows maybe I'll pick up ch 2 of that smut fic this evening...#haven't been very active on here either bc life has been exciting and skressful and I forget to check lol I'm so sorry I missed updates :')
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taking care of someone while dealing with chronic pain and illness is not something I'm glad of
#this is the main reason i haven't been able to post art. sorry#i am very tired and i don't know when this is going to end#i'm on school break so this is the time of the year where i am more active but yeah. not the case#i will get to it again hopefully soon ;)#and thank you for your patience as well#iro and their tedtalks
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yearning for godot again.
that's it. that's the post.
#i'm in my feelings ahhhhhhhhhhhh#i don't even really have coherent thoughts to share#i'm just listening to lovey music and thinking about him post-canon + established relationship stuff#i'm very soft............. wahhhhh.........#also sorry i haven't been very active lately btw ;;;#🌸 hana speaks
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blows a little kiss to the dash <3
#ooc; onion girl enthusiast#((i'm sorry i haven't been very active here guys))#((been trying to stay on top of uni as usual and i also received some news recently that's been pretty heavy to deal with))#((so i may be quiet...i may write to keep myself busy and distracted but i'm not sure))#((much love to you all i hope you're doing well <3))
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comin soon... this + some other recolors will be public (and when I finish them, I'll reblog this with the recolors). if you want to be pinged for this you can sign up here!
#my art#fr art#fr skins#fr skins and accents#probably won't be for a couple days until I get this out though#after this I WILL be fixing those sdf skins I promise. I got pancaked by a car named burnout and I'm slowly recovering#and I wanted to work on something else to de-rustify myself anyways#anyways! sorry if I haven't been very active lately. to avoid getting pancaked again I always have to be super slow about getting#back into everything again#i stg either it's “draw and enjoy it” or “hit a slight roadblock and drop off the face of the earth for a couple months” lol
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slept in my childhood home for the last time last night
#sorry i haven't been very active it's because of the move#we've been bringing stuff bit by bit to the new house#and the whole move got delayed when members of my family got covid#anyway i feel like i'm the only one who is like emotional and sentimental about moving out and idk it's just...yeah....#anyway happy holidays everyone!#we'll be having noche buena at the new house!#personal
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I fundamentally do not understand this show. The Dominion War was RIGHT THERE. Like, RIGHT. THERE. Why did we need some whack Romulus-blew-up backstory when the federation was already decimated by the war?? A follow up on the fallout of that and how the ceding of territory, the betrayal by allies, and the xenophobia of threats from both within and outside would have been SO much more interesting to me.
And they're so busy pulling half developed plotlines out of thin air that they're not even pounding in their anchor points for it all. Like, case in point, Jay looking for Icheb's cortical node. SEVEN HAS IT. IT IS LITERALLY IN SEVEN'S FUCKING HEAD. Like, okay fine easter egg? Maybe? But a major plot point isn't exactly an Easter egg?? Like obviously Beyer knows a shitload about Voyager, so at least one of them must be aware of that, so I assume it's implied... but not everyone has seen every Trek and that is from one specific Voyager episode, and Seven had the perfect opportunity to rub that in Jay's face... And are we not going to talk about Seven becoming a Ranger which is HUGELY antithetical to where she was at in Voyager? Because the fact that she became an individual on a ship that was what, 1/3 Maquis? Um, that's a super fucking important fact? Love that for her, but Christ alive nail. these. plot points. home.
idk I guess these two are nitpicks, but I have so many more and just don't feel like writing a novel expounding upon what I perceive as their many (MANY) failures in writing this show. But this show is just full of those moments and I don't understand their choices. Easter eggs only work when there's actually something semi coherent to hide them in (hence why most of M*rvel's fail nowadays, just saying). This feels almost as incoherent as Renegades, and I am SOOOOO very sorry to be actually saying that because woooooof that is not a compliment. Like... it's the Romulans, it's the androids, it's the Borg. It feels like whatever unholy combination is happening with Applebee's and iHop right now. Like... Okay I guess? But it's just a weird combination and very unnecessary. Just fucking pick one and go from there.
I do however need like a lot more ex-Borg bonding that was such a good moment okay thanks bye
#like I'm sorry we're meant to believe finding Soji is a screaming emergency and then Picard makes a pit stop?#and starts a fight? that he's then mad at Elnor for finishing? that made NO sense#and I'm doubly sorry but I do not give a shit about Raffi's son at all#like maybe give her enough characterization to support a backstory and then we'll talk but whatever#I don't mean to toot my own horn here I'm serious#but i am extremely detail oriented (literally my job that I get paid for okay) so I am very good at noticing details#and piecing together plots#and I was doing nothing else except watching that show no distractions#and i am fucking CONFUSED about so many things#and I genuinely do not believe that it's because they haven't been explained yet#i think it's just because the writing of the first half dozen episodes is hot garbage#i have read probably hundreds of unbeta'ed fanfics that were more coherent than whatever the fuck is happening here#I'm shaping up to actively hating this show but in a way that i will probably watch all of it so I can complain WITH RECEIPTS#will it be a full blown hatewatch or a general pissed off slog? tbd#like did i miss something? i thought y'all said this was good#am I the only one this irritated?? 😐#I am once again asking why l*wer d*cks is the most concise#and legacy honoring of the Treks#I could go OFF about the difference there#it has been a hot minute since a show pissed me off this much#jo watches picard
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I'll use the tags I used to tag MiraLaw, Aceyuki, Saboyuki, and other pairings as prose and fangirling tags. Been sitting here missing my ships, but life changes and continues. I want to talk about them and my original characters and hope you get excited about them. I'll try to come up with various verses for them but I'm going to continue working on their One Piece verse which will become secondary. Their other verses will become primary (among them being ffxiv, obey me!, trigun and fandomless). I have a good chunk of you One Piece mutuals!
I will also be updating my rules page to fit one or two more rules. Moving forward, my attention will be diverted/split to discord rp, drawing, the blog, and watching ffxvi gameplay. I will keep things vague cause I'm in love with the world and want to play around with the world lore of dominants or avatars of various deities.
I'll let you know what canon muses I'm feeling the most muse for (usually any of my original characters and Roberto). I am zeroing in on some other side characters from Trigun that are Independents as well. There is some material I need to review as well.
tl;dr: I'm doing a little better, my brain is still scattered.
#【⭐whispers of the mundane】#sorry i haven't been active#mourning the loss#but i'm also very relieved that my old rp partner is ok#i also apologize about the plethora of ooc posts ;-;
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🐌 ---- Does your muse take their time on things that are important? Are they the patient type of person?
🐾🙀😻 --- Animal themed headcanon prompts
Martha is absolutely the type to take her time on things that are important! Patience is a virtue, one that is particularly important when you're from a prominent family and moreso as a mother. As the Joker? She's spent decades terrorizing Gotham, carefully eluding her husband while setting up intricate plans, elaborate traps to impede him. You think she might want to hurry up a bit now she's getting older but Martha's quite content to take her time with things, to exhaust every possible option before ending things with a BANG. When Martha gets a plan in mind, she can be deadly patient, waiting for just the right opportunity before making a move. She's quite sure about that, knowing what she wants and what it takes to get it and even if it takes a little longer than she likes, she's not one to rush things until the jaws of defeat comes snapping at heels. She and Thomas have already suffered for well over twenty years. She can afford to wait just a little longer, if it means finding a way to fix everything.
#lususnatura#Hi there Autumn it's good to see you!#Thanks for sending this and some other cute stuff X3#I'm sorry this is a bit vague but I don't want to spoil Flashpoint for those that haven't read it yet#Martha can be so patient it's scary#And it's unsettling because you wouldn't expect her to be#She can be impulsive as all hell due to her condition but when she gets a plan going? Oh boy#She can be just as calculating as Batman#Maybe not quite as much but damn hard to stop#Woman hunted down just about everyone that knew how to manipulate time#Wiuth very intricate murders to lead Thomas on a merry journey#Didn't get discovered until the last piece of the puzzle was set either#She's been an active Joker for twenty odd years so yes to all of this!
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#wishtalks#vent post time ^_^ yay ^_^#feeling very neglected atm#nothing feels like it's going right anymore#school has been tough im literally failing exams#barely have any times for hobbies anymore because i've gotten so busy#depression has been hitting really bad stopping me from being nearly as productive as I should be at a daily basis#I can't shake off the feeling of being burned out from that alone#it doesn't help that i've been struggling to connect to ANYONE at all lately#classmates are nice people but the connection I feel with them is so superficial.#Feels like i'm only ever around because I'm just there by default#I feel like people only really fuck with me here because it directly benefits them#I feel so wrong#I feel like the way I am right now I can never truly connect with people#the few friends I had back home are all growing more distant#they themselves are busy and this new timezone schedule just makes me completely unavailable#I feel like things haven't gotten better for the past 8 months and instead is either remaining stagnant or getting worse#and I can't do anything about it except for idly sit by and watch it deteriorate in front of me#but in a way I don't fault anyone. I would have wanted others to live their lives without me.#It's funny that thought I was deserving of anything different#the only way I can cope is by just accepting that i'm wrong and this is how just how it's supposed to be for people like me#I'm just tired. Nothing I do ever feels right. I feel like the world is telling me I don't deserve anything and I kind of agree#I'm so used to the feeling of neglect it sometimes feels like i'm actively pushing any help or support away. but nothing else feels right#I feel like i've exhausted every person willing to help me out. I feel like nothing helps anymore and im just slowing others down#if you know me personally and you're reading this. i'm sorry I failed you#I'll be okay I just need time to pass
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HEY YOU....... PSST!!
DO YOU LIKE IDENTITY V. do you like horror. do you like... mad science.
if the answer to any of those questions is yes - i made a victor frankenstein rp blog that comes with a main verse for identity v!! you can find it here, so please check it out if you're interested! ;www;
#ooc#victor is a long time favorite character of mine and i haven't been able to write him much before...#but like. combining him with identity v and dbd i'm hoping will help me get him much more active; so#i'm very excited about this! haha#no pressure to follow if you're not interested of course; just posting here in case there IS interest#sorry for the self promo otl. but thank you for reading! <333
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#( artwork: jiyan )#(( sorry i haven't been very active ))#(( my mental health kinda crashed and burned ))#(( i'm still so tired and trying to recover ))#(( but have this screencap i took that makes me feel a little bit more peaceful ))
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#hey y'all#sorry I haven't been as active as usual for these past two-ish weeks#i've been going through it#the guy i've been seeing lost interest in me i'm almost 100% sure#like we hung out twice last week (4/18 and 4/20) and it was only to see that movie and we played pool at our campus rec center#and he hasn't reached out to talk since last sat. i've been the one to reach out. I feel like i'm watering a dead plant.#he's been slow to respond with short curt messages if he responds at all#and the last time he texted first was 4/23 at 1 am bc he wanted to sext. made me feel kinda yucky. i havent seen him in person since 4/20#he said was busy this past week and that he wouldnt be able to hang - but it does only take like 2 seconds to send a quick text yk?#i just. am fucking heartbroken. I got too fucking attached.#and today was our campus's biggest “block party” event of the year and he is just. partying with god knows who doing god knows what rn#and he's literally going to Spain to study abroad in may and is going to Princeton in the fall for grad school (very far from here.)#so I know the next time I see him will be the last time ever. i wrote him a long ass letter explaining all my feels and saying goodbye#i've cried everyday :( i'm so sick of feeling like this.#can't wait for this semester to be over.#personal
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